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  • [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 0px;][justify]He was gone. Maybe dead, maybe not, but gone.


    Twilight sat at the edge of the territory, dried tears on her cheeks. Surrounding and pointed towards her were various knives and swords that she had been storing in her room, along with dead animals. She was clutching the pink collar that she always wore to her chest, breathing heavily. Her eyes were angry but depressed, her fur unkempt. This could not be happening. But it was. She didn't know if she could take it anymore. First her siblings, then Bubonic, Lirim, her kids, and now Suga. Her eyes narrowed and her teeth bared, revealing her bloody vampire fangs. She had just finished going on a killing spree, and was now just sitting there. She looked ready to kill, and that was not good.


    [ feel free to approach her, but she'll most likely lash out :> ]
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    "Are you okay, Underboss?" The child would tentatively ask, "do you need a hug?" He was completely unaware of what happened to Twilightzone but he did wish to help in whatever way he could, after all, the Cartel was his family.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; overflow: auto; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify; color: silver; font-family: verdana; line-height: 110%;]"Oh dear..." Twilight looked horrible. He wasn't sure what was wrong, but it certainly wasn't the blood that deterred him. The crimson liquid usually did leave him with an uncertain swelling in his stomach, but he approached nonetheless. For Ryūsaki to put aside his own discomfort towards blood to approach Twi meant that he cared for the Underboss considerably. He thought that she was his friend and she seemed to think so in return, or at least he hopped. The coydog swallowed thickly, trying hard not to look at the blood on her bared fangs as he approached, his tail wagging lowly and a small concerned smile danced upon his youthful features. "Underboss Break?" God, it felt so formal to call her by her rank and name. He honestly thought it was stupid to say it. He wanted to call her Twi since she allowed him to due to them being friends... It just showed that they were, indeed, friends and not just colleagues. So, he spoke again, in a lower tone, this time calling her nickname softly in his voice. "Twi...? You don't l-look so good." He said carefully. The concern was obvious in his voice. What was troubling his friend so much that she looked like this?


    [hr][spoiler=✧.° fantasy, reality, i hide from everyday | tags, updated 12/31]✧.° TELL ME WHY YOU RUN AWAY AND KEEP IT ALL INSIDE
    RYŪSAKI IKURUSABA | RYŪ, RYUU, "BLIND GHOUL"
    Homosexual Homormantic | Cisgender Male | Masculine pronouns
    1 year and 7 months | Ages realistically | Born May 4th
    Resides in the Cartel | Previously lived in RiverClan | Ex-HP
    — Was born in Shibuya, Japan and lived there for three months.
    — Known in Japan as the "Blind Ghoul" due to his exceptional hearing and smelling despite being blind.
    — Moved every three months to a different city in Japan, living in Ikebukuro, Kamagasaski, and Tokyo before coming to the clans after losing his little sister, Ai, to an patrol of ghoul hunters in Yokohama.
    — When hunting, he uses a mask the resembles that of an badger.
    — Often found carrying around a stuffed toy badger named Chi.
    Biography | Faceclaim: Tooru Yukimura | Voice Reference


    ✧.° TELL ME, ARE YOU AFRAID OF LETTING FREE YOUR MIND?
    Single | Developing an interest in Sollux | ½ Ryūllux, ½ Ryoffee
    NPC x NPC | 1st Generation | One sibling, deceased | No offspring
    Slightly difficult to befriend; incredibly mistrusting towards strangers but he tries to remain friendly all the same.
    Puts blind trust and loyalty to those he befriends, will remain beside them at all times and may show clingy behavior; doesn't like having enemies and would rather stay neutral towards most.


    ✧.° TELL ME IF YOU DON'T WANT ANYBODY TO MEET YOU
    BLACK & TAN SHIBA INU | CURRENT HEALTH: 90%
    — An black and tan Shiba Inu with misty blue eyes that have no pupils and short, thick, and usually ruffled but tidy fur. The tan appears on his cheeks, some parts of his throat, his chest, underbelly, the insides of his legs, and the majority of his tail. Across his face and the bridge of his nose are small, darker spots that closely resemble freckles.
    Accessories: Pink and white cross-cross patterned sweater, white button-up shirt, and a silver chain necklace with an baby deer charm on it.
    Major Injuries: General cuts and bruises all over body
    Minor Injuries: N/A


    TRI-COLORED COYDOG | CURRENT HEALTH: 90%
    — An rather fluffy Coydog with pale blue eyes. The fur on this body is much thicker than that of the Shiba Inu body and has a larger amount of muscle applied to its bones though it isn't by much. It still has an rather slim frame though it is a bit on the taller side. The fur has a complicated pattern though it is rather similar to that of an timber wolf with its browns, tans, blacks, and whites thrown into the fur. Ivory whites are found closer to his legs, underbelly, chest, tail, and ear tips, whereas it darkens in some parts before becoming light once more. The insides of his mouth and ears as well as the section under his paw pads are an healthy light shade of pink and the nose is a dark brown.
    Accessories: All of that is mentioned above
    Major Injuries: Dagger wound through left front leg
    Minor Injuries: N/A


    ✧.° DEEP WITHIN THE WATERS OF THE OCEAN CALLED "INDIFFERENCE"
    Ryūsaki outwardly shows off an kind and gentle personality that contrasts greatly against crewmate's violent and destructive personalities. Naturally, the boy isn't very violent himself, as he's rather faint-hearted himself though he has an almost unbreakable resolve when it comes down to gruesome happenings. Ryū is genuine in his kindness, though it's mostly to the point where he may seem like a sort of a pushover. It certainly is not this though.
    Ryūsaki truly enjoys the companies of those he is comfortable around and tends to act clingy around them (though reasonably so, with his history of losing people whom are important to him) when an bond of trust and friendship is established. He puts a blind trust in them, and doesn't question anything they say, which could prove to be his downfall when he befriends the wrong person, though Ryūsaki seems to bring out the best in people no matter how bad they may seem at first. Around these people, Ryū brings forth a side of him that other people seldom sees, which is an odd cheeriness that can only be described as refreshing when others witness it.
    While Ryūsaki can appear as an pushover, an easy-to-manipulate person who perhaps knows no better, he certainly isn't naive. He's plenty intelligent, at least to where he can avoid situations where it's likely he'll end up dead or hurt. He's lived a life of evasion, and he's played the game for years, and he can properly say he's an expert at finding things wrong in situations and avoiding them like the plague. Words of false hope has been uttered to Ryū before and he's learned from the experience of getting hurt by those lies. When pressured to do something that he doesn't pertain a liking to, or when angered (which is extremely rare in Ryū's case, since he's practically a pacifist) he... snaps. It's not necessarily a pretty sight, but it'll certainly come as unexpected.
    Around most, including strangers and acquaintances, Ryū is known to express some sort of indifference towards those around him and the situations happening before him (unless it's something that goes against his morals, disturbs him in anyway, or just tickles him pink) and will often remain this way unless ideas regarding topics are presented to him in a new and creative way. Ryūsaki is otherwise unenthusiastic and remains quiet and cautious.
    Ryūsaki attempts to hide any and all remnants of negative emotions like guilt, sadness, and discomfort from friends to keep them from focusing on his well-being.
    — Moralistic and stubborn, kind, methodical, focused, maternal
    — Cute, circumspect, guileless, determined, fiercely loyal to friends
    — Silently suffering, self-destructive, sad, feels alienated


    ✧.° THE PAIN IS FILLING UP MY LUNGS & I CAN BARELY BREATHE
    Never antagonizes | Always needs a reason to attack someone
    Dislikes physical contact from strangers, enjoys physical contact from those he likes (hugs, kisses, etc.) | Especially sensitive around the general neck and chest area, this is the only place where physical contact is not allowed regardless of who a person might be to him. The person who touches this area may be met with violence.
     [NORMAL:] Untrained | Weak | Pathetic overall difficulty
     [GHOUL MODE:] Extreme physically and mentally | Violent | Would need to be calmed/knocked out | Rinkaku User
    Attack in italicized #0b0909 or in underlined #ffffff
    Stutters frequently and says 'uhm' and 'erm' a lot[/spoiler]

    ・゚✦ WATCH IT FROM YOUR IVORY TOWER, PAINT THE SKY GREY, LIKE A COWARD

    here's a sweet little tale that ended sour; my words will ring in your ears ———

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=; width: 530px; margin-bottom: -27px;][align=center][font=times new roman][shadow=#100E0E,left]ERASE THIS MONSTER I´VE BECOME FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE DAMAGE DONE[/shadow]

    [/fancypost][hr][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; line-height: 14px; width: 520px; text-align: justify; font-family: verdana; font-size: 8.5pt; color:none;]Sollux hold no interest for others problems neither did it lay in his nature to ask about them openly or show even the slightest bit of concern even if it only was fake. Yet so he made a slow approach to stop a bit behind Ryusaki making sure to keep up that distant wall that was only made of the bare eye and nothing else. Still willing to protect the coydog believed it was the most safest to keep close during this scene knowing that look quite well Twilightzone right now was expression which not was going to end up good if just someone happend to ask the wrong question or the wrong approach. Whatever had happend for the Underboss to get into this awful mood to the point of going into a masscare that was now clouding the fur and made it smell in an acceptable flavor at least in the ghoul mind.


    Features was keept uninterested though although some sort of disturbed existed inside after all the help this half ghoul had done for him in the past to protect Ryusaki for him and treat the thug in a different way then the rest did in this place. Not that anyone had ever behaved rudely towards Ryu at least not to his attention which probably was best to stay that way as well. Sol puffed a bit on the cigarette in the mouth while observing this very closely but had in no intention to interfere, not yet anyway wasting words into the air was simple not his thing.
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    [sub][size=1pt][color=#171717][c] Seina
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    -- ALL THE WORDS THAT LEAVE MY TOUNGE
    FEEL LIKE THEY COME FROM SOMEONE ELSE

    I'M PARALYZED WHERE ARE MY FEELINGS? --

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