[fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 428px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; line-height: 12px; font-size: 7pt]they were not sure what had exactly caused the de dieu's to release it, why the pack seemed so intent on allowing it out into the world, however, it wouldn't ask useless questions and would simply accept the fact that it no longer needed to be hidden in the deepest parts of the nest. they were free to wander once again and she was going to take advantage of the time he had before alpha tried to push him back into that cave, before the betas dragged it snarling and ripping into the cage which had been it's prison for a little over two years. it respected it's packs decision to lock it away but that did not mean it had to like it - it could not control her frenzies and she hadn't meant to so horribly lose their composure, it had simply happened and there was nothing ezhno could have done to take it back; it also felt no desire to repent for their crimes. there was a line that the creature drew when it came to prey and pack, prey was to be eaten and pack protected and if you did not fall into the category of pack... well, then it didn't feel bad for ripping you limb from limb and consuming your flesh - it was the way nature intended to work and ezh wasn't one to ignore it's biological and instinctual desires. it didn't need to feel anything else, advanced thinkers were simply like it but on some better level if you could say that - maybe she was more accepting of it's deepest desires and did not feel the need to hide behind masks of those "civilized" beings or whatever they wished to call themselves. they were a predator and they accepted that fact without question.
which may have been part of the reason it had followed this lone stag for as long as it had, he wanted it, they needed it, it wanted to rip it apart limb from limb and consume the warm flesh that was stored behind the fur. it could feel it's mouth watering at the thought, the stag was young - the flesh uncontaminated and tough with youth, perfect, the flesh would be smooth when he sunk his fangs into it and tore pieces off of the large deer. snapping it's eyes up quickly the large cougar paused as the deer began to slow, huffing as if it were out of breath - it most likely was, they'd been playing this game of cat and mouse for hours now. they let a small smile twist onto their face as they pushed themselves against the ground, her eyes narrowing in on the deer as it continued to struggle onto the large plain. then, with the grace only accessible by an animal of prey, ezhno began to creep closer towards it's prey; pushing harder against the ground as they locked in on the weak thing. there was a pause, the world around the two seemed to freeze as ezhno moved ever closer to the unsuspecting deer whom had most likely thought it had won the chase, outran the predator, how wrong it had been. fast than one could ever consider natural, the cougar pushed forward, launching itself into the air and landing on the deer with a loud thump. it's claws gripping onto the hind quarter of the beast and digging them into the muscle - severing the tendons that allowed the deer's hind legs to properly move. it was precise, clean, it had done this before and disabling and killing the deer would be nothing more than a quick and easy task at this point. it blinked as the stag began screaming and sobbing as the cougar staring at it closly as it moved towards it's flailing front legs; ezhno stared for another second, taking in the scene as their glowing eyes seemed to narrow slightly. then, like it had intended, they snapped their jaws around the deer's throat - digging in and cutting the air from the small thing.
when it pulled away it's lips were stained red, however, this kill had been clean and not a lot of blood had been shed - it was experienced, calculated, the result of a beast that been crafted to kill; a creature that did not falter when it came to the hunt. it had been born to be the apex predator, designed to kill, a deadly combination of a skinwalker and a wendigo - an unholy product that should have been slaughtered the moment it came from the womb. there was no denying that whatever kind of hybrid that ezhno was... it was not one of kindness or anything of the such, they were a monster. a primal, feral, deceptive, pack dwelling monster who knew only three things: eat, sleep, breed. it did not care to think outside of that, felt no need, thoughts that dwelled outside of that were unimportant, extra, and simply unneeded when the cougar thought about it. other ideas were the productive of realization, they brought you nothing but pain and suffering and inside it's mind... well it did not need to worry about that process, the could not feel depression, could not miss individuals, didn't care enough to become lost in wondering where they stood in this world. they did not see their simple mind as a bad thing, not when they could so easily avoid the thoughts that crippled the intelligent - it wasn't a curse nor was it a gift because, to it, it was simply something they had accepted as part of it's existence.
however, despite it's tendency to not need to think or bond like other creatures it still desired the safety and power that came with being within a pack. the de dieu's were it's pack but they knew those creatures were not big enough to act as a good enough pack - the alpha was small and weak and the other betas too collected, the omega was off breeding outside of pack - ezhno needed a pack that was collective, a pack in which they could rule over... they knew she was the alpha, she'd always been the alpha and he needed to ensure those around it knew that; that they knew ezhno was the alpha of alpha's. they were the last pure blooded de dieu running about, the only one born of the blood of the wendigo ancestors and it was they who had been destined to run the pack, however, they had been locked away before they could take their birth power and they were left with nothing; too loyal to it's pack to challenge the alpha for the right to lead. slowly the creature stared at it's kill, pulling itself from it's mind as the cougar body begin to snap, to reform, to shift until the creature standing before the corpse was no longer a large cougar but that of a small, hairless dog. the large bull-skull continued to stand upon their head and the pelt of a cougar laid across their back as ezhno slowly pushed it completely from her body. it was an old pelt, one of their favorites, and the hunt that had taken place to acquire it was one that remained fresh in their mind. it had been an unfair hunt, yes, but one ezhno had been proud of - it was a good thing it did not require the bottom of the furs or this fur simply would not have worked well for it. the blinked a few times as it laid on the ground next to the corpse, pushing themselves against it in an effort to trick itself into believe it was in the safety of pack.
then, they smelled it and their head snapped up so fast it was a surprise it had not broken it's neck. their glowing eyes looked over the expanse of open territory as they allowed the scent to fill their nose. this was another pack's territory - another group that ezhno needed to posses and control. he sniffed the air lightly, a low rumbling coming from it's chest as it turned to the deer and gripped it around it's throat and began pulling it closer towards the scent. they didn't care to check if anyone had scene their slaughtering nor did they feel the need to worry, they would not easily die if they were attacked by some crazed animal or a disobedient pack member. all they knew was that this pack was theirs now, this territory was theirs, they were the alpha now and they were bent on finding their new pack mates; they needed to know the subjects that would serve under them and offer them shelter and food. huffing, ezhno stood up - releasing it's grasp on the deer carcass as it's glowing yellow eyes looked out from the skull plastered across it's face. it let out a huff before sending out a large surge of emotion, specifically, that of longing, searching; they needed to locate their new pack.
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GENERAL: [bio]
‣ ezhno de dieu | ezh, ezzie.
‣ pangender | intersex | any pronouns.
‣ asexual | grey-panromantic | polyamorous.
‣ 6 years physically | 40 years mentally | unknown age spiritually.
‣ born: unknown | semi-immortal | ages real time.
‣ warrior of hawkclan | no titles | official dad friend, #1 uncle, ugly fucker, chill mom friend, that secret soft cannibal, what are manners.
‣ human au | voice reference.
RELATIONSHIPS: [heartchart] [rules of engagement]
‣ single | no past relationships | no future relationships.
‣ no romantic feelings | some interest.
‣ ½ of nothing.
‣ NPC x NPC | Gen 1 | no apprentice/mentor.
‣ ezhno is part of the di dieu family.
‣ relationships are a complex subject for ezhno - on one hand they are something that he knows it will eventually need to participate in to continue the de dieu line but on the other she knows that she doesn't exactly want a relationships, at least, not a normal one. their idea of love and relationships are more... animalistic than most relationships around here; they are nearly feral in the way they think and act so it simply assumes that a partner will assume them a pack and that they will be mated for life. it is rather confused by one nightstands or simply dating in general. they will fight to the death if she feels anyone is trying to steal his mate, they're nearly feral, and they will assume their territory is being threatened.
IMPORTANT FACTS:
‣ ezhno is completely mute, he cannot read or write and he does not have telepathic powers - complete and total silence. however, there needs to be a way in which he communicates so he simply uses his emotional manipulation to spread out the emotion he is feeling or the emotion that helps describe the situations he is in. although, if it helps any the only word he can write is his name. he has no desire to learn how to read or write and will not accept any kind of help in that territory.
‣ ezhno is pangender meaning it believes it is every gender and i've decide to try something new and play around with pronouns so don't be confused if throughout my writing i never use the same pronouns to refer to ezhno. she doesn't mind much what anyone calls him and will pretty much response to anything so if you look at them and see one gender you're welcome to just use those pronouns; it doesn't matter much to it or me.
‣ ezhno is a rather strange creature, a complex hybrid that came from the deepest, darkest part of the de dieu family. it is a hybrid between a skinwalker mother and a wendigo father - a combination of two of the scariest creatures from native american legend and while he doesn't look like much at first, do not let it's appearance fool you, ezhno is more dangerous than many know.
‣ it needs to feast on the flesh of other living creatures in order to survive, while it tries to control itself it often loses control and falls into a feeding frenzy where it will attack anyone and anything in it's vicinity. it cannot control these episodes and more often than not doesn't care much to - there was a reason the family locked it away for over two years.
‣ ezhno can change it's appearance at it's will, however, it usually cannot do so unless it has the pelt of whatever creature it wishes to turn into. it must wear the pelt of that creature before it can fully take the form of that animal - two of the most common forms ezh will take are a coyote or a cougar; however, that does not limit them and they have no problem with shifting into any other animal. those two are simply their favorite.
‣ they do not consider themselves evil nor good, they believe that what they are has no stance and that they don't really care about the ideals set by anyone. they follow their own standards and live by their own rules. they may be a murdering cannibal but they are not a bad guy and just because they love to play tag with children and make flower crowns does not mean they are a good person.
‣ when angered or in a frenzy ezhno has the ability to form his body into a bipedal-like creature, shrinking his muscles and generally forcing his body to exceed 8 feet in height while standing on two legs. he can also unhinge his jaw much like a snake can, making his mouth much larger in order to easily consume it's food.
‣ he is not quite a demon but he is... something much worse than that - an ancient spirit of chaos and destruction, the wendigo is the bringer of starvation and the winter while the skinwalker is one of damnation and control. needless to say ezh is not someone that should be taken lightly, as the combination of these two creatures it's darker than any demon, god, or anything of the sorts.
PHYSICAL: [reference] [bullskull reference]
‣ MUTATED PERUVIAN HAIRLESS DOG [birth/main] | health: 100%
— it's very difficult to explain what exactly ezhno is because, well, it can be whatever it wants to be whenever she wants to be it. their ability to skin walk allows them to be any animal as long as they have it's pelt, so it rarely likes to walk in it's own base skin as it does not allow it to do the things the other bodies do. however, it is one of their most important features and must be explained - their base body is that of a peruvian hairless dog or, at least, something similar to it; it share many of the qualities of the canine breed - including the hairlessness, the tough grey skin, and various patches of matted brown fur over their body. needless to say, their base body is anything but attractive, it is ugly and probably very uncomfortable to touch. while their base body may change and morph there is one thing that never changes about ezhno, that remains with it through every shift, that being a large bull skull which has been carved out inside and fitted to match his head size; through the shift, however, the skull can morph to fit the head size of any animal ezhno takes the form of. the skull itself is a yellowish color, with long horns that tilt up ever so slightly - over the years it has taken to attaching beads and feathers to the horns of the skull in efforts to change things up. one of the most noticeable features of ezhno is it's bright, bright, glowing yellow eyes that can only be seen through the eye sockets of the bull skull.
— major injuries: none.
— [i]minor injuries: none.
PERSONALITY:
‣ isfp | [i]the adventurer.
‣ mental stability: 100%
‣ disorders: none.
— ezhno is a rather confusing thing as it never truly seems to ever stay consistent about the way it acts, it's ever changing, much like it's body. they can be kind or nasty depending on how they feel that day - they could make flower crowns with children one day and then the next ripping a child apart with little to no mercy as it feasts on the child's carcass. they have no moral standing and cannot be considered good nor evil as they never really fit into any category, they cannot be labeled and that is how they like it. they're impulsive and unpredictable and it is simply impossible to know how they will react in any given situation as it is never the same - they're... feral in a sense. they do what they must to survive and then deal with the other emotions and feelings that comes with being alive - they see everything in a way of, pack or not pack, or simply, predator or prey. however, in a way, they are still a very intelligent creature - do not let their impulsive and chaotic behavior fool you. they are a trickster and do things calculated in their chaos. they know the response they will get and despite never acting the same, they have a method to it's madness.
POWERS:
‣ emotional manip. | discovered - mastered.
‣ super speed | discovered - mastered.
‣ super strength | discovered - mastered.
‣ the sight | discovered - mastered.
‣ super senses | discovered - mastered.
‣ shapeshifting | discovered - mastered.
‣ conjuration | discovered - semimastered.
‣ has mastered all free powers.
INTERACTION:
‣ legendary mentally | legendary physically | highly trained.
‣ will avoid starting fights | will finish fights | will kill.
‣ attack in bold #D6D6D6.
‣ ask for capture or injury - pm this account.
‣ can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.[hr]
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