[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; font-size: 10pt; text-align: justify][font=georgia]Jayfeather was incapable of crying, and he was grateful for it.
To be honest, he missed ThunderClan. He missed his brother. He missed his leader. He even missed his mother. He felt like a kitten again, stumbling through the snow after his bigger siblings. The blind tom sat against a cavern wall, leaning on it like he was exhausted. And he was. He was tired of all the unfamiliar, all the paws and scents around him, all the noise of one, happy, blended family. He didn't belong there. It sounded racist, but he wanted everyone to be the same again.
I know. This didn't excuse his snarky behavior. But he was scared. Scared of everyone else, of the unknown. Great StarClan, he thought that lions went extinct, but here they were. And there were dogs. Dogs everywhere. Brightheart would be having a fit by now, and Jayfeather was pretty close to that. He couldn't trust dogs. He shuddered, imaging giant teeth ripping half of his face off too, and the thunder of frenzied paws all around him. All puppies would grow up to become slavering beasts too.
No, no, no. He didn't want to let go of his prejudices. They were all he had of home. But he didn't know when, or even if, he'd get back home. He grit his teeth, feeling his jaw tighten and lift from the wall.
It's not fair, he wanted to scream. I didn't ask for this.
But the life of a warrior was never fair. There were so many stories telling it. Cinderpelt sacrificed her leg for her leader's life, and her leg would be the one that killed her in return. Onestar never wanted to be leader, but he had to fight a civil war to honor his dying predecessor's wishes that he be one. Ferncloud did everything she could for the welfare of her Clan's children, even as her own died one by one. Was his plight so different?
Of course not. He would shoulder it. Not grin and bear it, but keep pushing until he carved out something meaningful in this new life of his. He stood, face carefully blank. "Does anyone want to gather around for a meet and greet?" he called out, lifting his tail. "I'm Jayfeather." he added.
[size=8]GENERAL INFO —
• Jayfeather, male, he/him
• 1 year & 1 month, real-timed
• Crowfeather (NPC) xx Leafpool (NPC)
• Guard Trainee of RiverClan
• Heteroromantic heterosexual, single
PHYSICAL —
• Domestic feline [CURRENT/BIRTH]
- DESCRIPTION: a small, thin, mottled, pale gray tabby tom with blind, pale blue eyes like a jay's wing, skinny shoulders, strong, lean muscles, silky fur, and a scar running down one side (from warriors' wiki)
> no other forms
ABILITIES —
• The Sight — mastered
• Ability to manipulate emotion — undiscovered
• Ability to manipulate memory — undiscovered
• Telepathy — undiscovered
BATTLE —
• Physically difficulty here, mentally diffuculty here
• No maim, capture, or kill without permission
• Attack in bold #8EB7D5
[color=#8EB7D5]OTHER INFO
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• Based off Jayfeather from the Warriors series
• Warriors belongs to Erin Hunter
• No concept of powers other than his own
• Apparently from an alternate universe