[fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 428px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; line-height: 12px; font-size: 7pt]it had been a very long time since it had gotten the chance to wander around on its own - most days it wasn't allowed out of the family home or even out of it's nest in the basement. however, a lot of time had passed since his last episode and despite it's rather, eh, violent tendencies she was sure that nothing was going to happen - nothing this time around. it'd been locked in that room for many, many years and the craving had somewhat subsided despite the nagging need inside their stomach that screamed at them to be fed. ezhno had no desire to listen anymore, it had gotten most of her fun during her younger years but now that they were beginning to become a little older in age it was time it stopped acting like a blood crazed pup and acted as the elder de dieu that it needed to be. while they did not hold the title as the leader of the family - they were one of the oldest members left, one of the only few who could remember what the family had originally been. bloody, crazed, cannibalistic, spirits who had been so utterly lost in madness they'd formed an unbreakable pack bond that had them interbreeding and fighting and killing each other as if they were nothing but mere animals. maybe they were... ezh knew it was nothing more than a crazed, blood thirsty animal that had no other coherent feeling other than hunger. well, sort of... they'd been different from the masses considering what had conspired between her father and mother and what exactly they had spawned. it was confusing and there was simply no way it could truly tell the story of the de dieu family without becoming hungry - oh darn, what was it doing again?
as the creature was swallowed in the thoughts of their own mind small paws slammed against the ground as they propelled the little coyote forward; it moved quickly, much faster than anyone could assume would even be possibly - even for those who possessed super speed would be dearly confused by the flash of fur as the being moved through the trees of the jungle. then again, ezhno had never been a simple, or normal, creature and their advanced speed simply came with the blood that had been given to it by it's father. they had little to no difficulty as they weaved through the underbrush of the jungle; it was following the bond it had made the last time it had seen pup cyrus; when the other had been so small ezhno could have eaten him in a singular bite. they wouldn't, of course, they wouldn't hurt pack not now, not ever - pack was pack and they couldn't allow themselves to hurt pack, no, no, no, they needed to protect pack and they could never inflict pain upon their own family. it was one of the very few reasons that their body did not crave the flesh of the other de dieu's - the bond it had formed with them did not allow them to feel anything outside of safety and love. slowly the creature began to slow, her body beginning to run into a trot as they found themselves moving closer and closer to the nest of the exiles; the place that cyrus called home.
they stopped once they hit the cave of the group, her yellow eyes moving across the entrance before slowly moving forward - their body shifting as they did so, revealing the hairless body that lay beneath the skin of the coyote. the pelt hung of their back as the continued deeper into the cave - unafraid as they searched for one of the members of their pack. a member they had not seen in a very long time and one she was beginning to worry about; she did not like not knowing where each of her packmates were, and despite the fact that the feline was more or less an omega in their eyes it still needed to ensure his safety. they may not be the alpha but this was their pack and they could not allow a single member to be missing for as long as cyrus had been. they moved deeper into the gave, the further they moved into the darkness the brighter their yellow eyes seemed to shine. they were a creature of the night and caves, such as this one, were something of a haven for them - something they'd like in their own territory once they find an area in which to claim. pup cyrus had done well and it was proud to have them within their pack if this is what they found suitable for a home; slowly, the creature paused as they came to stand at what they assumed was the main nest of the group. prey walked back and forth in front of them, going about their daily business as if they had no yet spotted the monster that stood waiting for it's pack to arrive. quietly, ezhno sent out a wave of longing, a familial longing that it hoped the creatures understood as their desire to find his packmate.
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GENERAL: [bio]
‣ ezhno de dieu | ezh, ezzie.
‣ pangender | intersex | any pronouns.
‣ asexual | grey-panromantic | polyamorous.
‣ 6 years physically | 40 years mentally | unknown age spiritually.
‣ born: unknown | semi-immortal | ages real time.
‣ warrior of thunderclan | no titles | official dad friend, #1 uncle, ugly fucker, chill mom friend, that secret soft cannibal, what are manners.
‣ human au | voice reference.
RELATIONSHIPS: [heartchart] [rules of engagement]
‣ single | no past relationships | no future relationships.
‣ no romantic feelings | some interest.
‣ ½ of nothing.
‣ NPC x NPC | Gen 1 | no apprentice/mentor.
‣ ezhno is part of the di dieu family.
‣ relationships are a complex subject for ezhno - on one hand they are something that he knows it will eventually need to participate in to continue the de dieu line but on the other she knows that she doesn't exactly want a relationships, at least, not a normal one. their idea of love and relationships are more... animalistic than most relationships around here; they are nearly feral in the way they think and act so it simply assumes that a partner will assume them a pack and that they will be mated for life. it is rather confused by one nightstands or simply dating in general. they will fight to the death if she feels anyone is trying to steal his mate, they're nearly feral, and they will assume their territory is being threatened.
IMPORTANT FACTS:
‣ ezhno is completely mute, he cannot read or write and he does not have telepathic powers - complete and total silence. however, there needs to be a way in which he communicates so he simply uses his emotional manipulation to spread out the emotion he is feeling or the emotion that helps describe the situations he is in. although, if it helps any the only word he can write is his name. he has no desire to learn how to read or write and will not accept any kind of help in that territory.
‣ ezhno is pangender meaning it believes it is every gender and i've decide to try something new and play around with pronouns so don't be confused if throughout my writing i never use the same pronouns to refer to ezhno. she doesn't mind much what anyone calls him and will pretty much response to anything so if you look at them and see one gender you're welcome to just use those pronouns; it doesn't matter much to it or me.
‣ ezhno is a rather strange creature, a complex hybrid that came from the deepest, darkest part of the de dieu family. it is a hybrid between a skinwalker mother and a wendigo father - a combination of two of the scariest creatures from native american legend and while he doesn't look like much at first, do not let it's appearance fool you, ezhno is more dangerous than many know.
‣ it needs to feast on the flesh of other living creatures in order to survive, while it tries to control itself it often loses control and falls into a feeding frenzy where it will attack anyone and anything in it's vicinity. it cannot control these episodes and more often than not doesn't care much to - there was a reason the family locked it away for over two years.
‣ ezhno can change it's appearance at it's will, however, it usually cannot do so unless it has the pelt of whatever creature it wishes to turn into. it must wear the pelt of that creature before it can fully take the form of that animal - two of the most common forms ezh will take are a coyote or a cougar; however, that does not limit them and they have no problem with shifting into any other animal. those two are simply their favorite.
‣ they do not consider themselves evil nor good, they believe that what they are has no stance and that they don't really care about the ideals set by anyone. they follow their own standards and live by their own rules. they may be a murdering cannibal but they are not a bad guy and just because they love to play tag with children and make flower crowns does not mean they are a good person.
‣ when angered or in a frenzy ezhno has the ability to form his body into a bipedal-like creature, shrinking his muscles and generally forcing his body to exceed 8 feet in height while standing on two legs. he can also unhinge his jaw much like a snake can, making his mouth much larger in order to easily consume it's food.
‣ he is not quite a demon but he is... something much worse than that - an ancient spirit of chaos and destruction, the wendigo is the bringer of starvation and the winter while the skinwalker is one of damnation and control. needless to say ezh is not someone that should be taken lightly, as the combination of these two creatures it's darker than any demon, god, or anything of the sorts.
PHYSICAL: [reference] [bullskull reference]
‣ MUTATED PERUVIAN HAIRLESS DOG [birth/main] | health: 100%
— it's very difficult to explain what exactly ezhno is because, well, it can be whatever it wants to be whenever she wants to be it. their ability to skin walk allows them to be any animal as long as they have it's pelt, so it rarely likes to walk in it's own base skin as it does not allow it to do the things the other bodies do. however, it is one of their most important features and must be explained - their base body is that of a peruvian hairless dog or, at least, something similar to it; it share many of the qualities of the canine breed - including the hairlessness, the tough grey skin, and various patches of matted brown fur over their body. needless to say, their base body is anything but attractive, it is ugly and probably very uncomfortable to touch. while their base body may change and morph there is one thing that never changes about ezhno, that remains with it through every shift, that being a large bull skull which has been carved out inside and fitted to match his head size; through the shift, however, the skull can morph to fit the head size of any animal ezhno takes the form of. the skull itself is a yellowish color, with long horns that tilt up ever so slightly - over the years it has taken to attaching beads and feathers to the horns of the skull in efforts to change things up. one of the most noticeable features of ezhno is it's bright, bright, glowing yellow eyes that can only be seen through the eye sockets of the bull skull.
— major injuries: none.
— [i]minor injuries: none.
PERSONALITY:
‣ isfp | [i]the adventurer.
‣ mental stability: 100%
‣ disorders: none.
— ezhno is a rather confusing thing as it never truly seems to ever stay consistent about the way it acts, it's ever changing, much like it's body. they can be kind or nasty depending on how they feel that day - they could make flower crowns with children one day and then the next ripping a child apart with little to no mercy as it feasts on the child's carcass. they have no moral standing and cannot be considered good nor evil as they never really fit into any category, they cannot be labeled and that is how they like it. they're impulsive and unpredictable and it is simply impossible to know how they will react in any given situation as it is never the same - they're... feral in a sense. they do what they must to survive and then deal with the other emotions and feelings that comes with being alive - they see everything in a way of, pack or not pack, or simply, predator or prey. however, in a way, they are still a very intelligent creature - do not let their impulsive and chaotic behavior fool you. they are a trickster and do things calculated in their chaos. they know the response they will get and despite never acting the same, they have a method to it's madness.
POWERS:
‣ emotional manip. | discovered - mastered.
‣ super speed | discovered - mastered.
‣ super strength | discovered - mastered.
‣ the sight | discovered - mastered.
‣ super senses | discovered - mastered.
‣ shapeshifting | discovered - mastered.
‣ conjuration | discovered - semimastered.
‣ has mastered all free powers.
INTERACTION:
‣ legendary mentally | legendary physically | highly trained.
‣ will avoid starting fights | will finish fights | will kill.
‣ attack in bold #D6D6D6.
‣ ask for capture or injury - pm this account.
‣ can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.[hr]
[b][b][i]❝SOME KIND OF MADNESS IS SWALLOWING ME WHOLE❞