You can never be "just friends" with someone you fell in love with (BxG Private)

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    Takeshi heard sizzling coming from the kitchen, he turned his head looking into the kitchen. Takeshi looked at her and then... he couldn't take his eyes off of her, like he was infatuated withe her natural beauty. At this moment he felt like Nick Carraway the moment he laid eyes on Jordan. Yes it was childish to compare this moment to his book but it was allike he could think about.

    Koushi smiled at the food, no idea why, it just looked nice. She walked over to set the eggs down on two plates as she did so with the bacon. "Takeshi." She yelled softly as she grabbed forks. "come get your food, im not your server you bum" She teased gently with a smile.

    Takeshi snapped out of his almost hypnotized state blushing a bit. She didn't see me staring at her right, wait why was I even staring, he thought. He stood up walking into the kitchen, "Smells good." I guess she does look kinda cute, wait no bad Takeshi, he thought mentally slapping himself sitting down.

    Takeshi nodded and started eating. You need to clear your mind and get your head out of the gutter. You guys are friends that'll never happen, besides she's actually popular. And what are you, your just a lowly bottom feeder, he thought.

    Koushi swallowed another bite, she glanced over, he looked concentrated. But on what? "Takeshi?" She set her plate in her lap, looking over at him. "Thank you... Y'know, for letting me stay over."

    Takeshi glanced up as he finished his plate, "It's nothing my home is your home so your welcome over an time you want." Takeshi grabbed his plate standing up and placing it in the sink.

    "uhm.." She looked down, twiddling her fingers gently. "I just want you to know that,.. If it means growing closer to you, I won't talk to people who resent you." She scratched the nape of her neck, looking up. She wasn't sure if she said that right. She just meant she would stick by his side, no matter what anyone thinks.

    "If that's what you want to do I won't stop you," he said. "But that won't stop people from talking and spreading rumors. You know what people think at highschool."

    "Can...can you not put it in that way," he said almost quietly. His head shifting looking down at the floor. "Its...not right to get someone's hopes up you know."

    "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that it's just....," Takeshi paused for a minute. What are you doing you can say that it'll ruin everything. "Never mind it's nothing."

    Koushi heard what he had to say but didn't turn to look at him. She kept her head turned, cleaning the dishes. "It's fine, I'll be out of your hair in the next 20" She said, wiping off her hands.

    Koushi rubbed her face into her shoulder. "What good will I do?" She began to walk, she planned on passing him. Her head was down. "I care about you, more than you think. But like I said, what can I do?" She looked up at him. "I.." She didnt wanna make it worse, she also didn't want him to feel guilt. "I'm not leaving you. Not like before."

    "Your doing just fine, you've helped me come out of my she'll and open up again. If I hadn't opened up to another person soon I'm positive I'd be dead right now." He couldn't say anything more, he wanted to but a knot in his throat prevented him from doing so. He simply wrapped his arms around her and hugging her.

    Koushi sighed, lazily hugging him back, her face tucked into his chest. She said nothing and instead just accepted that he was comfortable with hugging her or being the first to interact in that way.