You can never be "just friends" with someone you fell in love with (BxG Private)

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    There's that dāmn shirt, he thought grabbing the shirt and quickly pulling it on. Takeshi turned around and saw her standing almost perfectly straight, shaking just a little bit. Takeshi put a hand on her shoulder, "You alright Koushi?"

    "Alright if you insist," he said following her. Why did she look so spooked, I heard rumors that the break room is haunted but that's just a load of bull. Then what else could it have been, he pondered in his mind.

    Takeshi sat in the passenger seat just staring put the window his eyes fixated on whatever came into view. He wanted to ask a question but choseven not to for the current moment. An awkward silence along with the music had filled the car.

    A few minutes had passed, the song had ended and Koushi pulled into his driveway. Parking, she sat a moment then shot him a smile before getting out and walking up to his door step. "Key?"

    Takeshi had gotten put of the car pulling out the key before even walking up to the step. He stopped in front of her with his head down to the ground. "You saw didn't you......," he paused for a few seconds. "....That's why you looked so scared cause I look like a freak. Well I didn't do it you know"

    Koushi rubbed her head, she was so tired, she had been through so much that night. "Takeshi... please, its freezing outside..." She looked down. She wanted to talk to him when they were inside. When he could explain and not be in a hurry.

    Takeshi stepped up to the door unlocking it and opening it. The house was empty just like it always was and has been for so long. "I'll be upstairs," he said before almost storming up the stairs. All that could be heard was the sound of a door slamming.

    Takeshi stood in the bathroom looking at himself in the mirror. "You said you wouldn't look, why....why did you do it," he said a bit of anger in his voice.

    Koushi leaned against his door. "Takeshi. I'm just worried. You can't blame me..." She pressed her forehead against the door. I fucked up. I shouldn't have. Damn it. Just as I was doing better. She removed her head from the door and turned around, leaning her back into it as she slid down and covered her face, her words now sounding muffled. "Takeshi. Please."

    At this point Takeshi was just probably going to just take a shower. "Yeah so were my parents and you know where they are right now. They're six feet under I didn't even get to explain myself." Takeshi just sat there with his shirt off looking at himself. I'm pathetic for letting people do this to me, a weak pathetic excuse for a human. "The doors unlocked."

    Koushi stood up and slowly opened the door. She peeked in, he was looking in the mirror. She walked up behind him and hugged him. "Please, Don't blame yourself." Her face hid in between his shoulder blades. her hands just below his heart. She wanted to be comforting but she had no idea how. "Tak, what do you need right now?" she said softly, her breath against his cold back.

    "Right now, I.... just need a hot shower," he said almost laughing a bit, almost. "I just need to wrap this stuff up, I hate looking at it," he said placed a hand on his chest where the was a stab wound. Muscle was forming around his body, as an attempt to try and get stronger he tried working out. It seemed to have some results. "Do you think I need a doctor, not....mentally?"

    Koushi shook her head, lazily swaying her arms back to her sides. "No, I think you'll be okay... go take a shower. Relax, take your time" she gave a sympathetic smile, shooing him off to shower" they had been friends for so long, she had seen him half naked plenary of times and fully nude accidentally plenty of times. It didn't phaze either of them. But now she knew he just needed time, which is what she thought.


    Sorry if this is short, it looks long on mobile

    It's fine I'm on mobile as well


    Takeshi hopped into the shower, the hot water had felt nice especially after theach events of today. He was just thankful it was Saturday tomorrow and he had the next two days off. After he got out of the shower and dried off, he looked at himself again in the mirror. He didn't stand there for a second longer before at least throwing on a clean pair of pants.

    By the time he was done in the shower, koushi had already helped herself to a pair of his boxers and a t-shirt. She was laying on his bed, but her positioning was wrong. Her feet were where her head was supposed to be. And since his showers normally took lots of time she just fell asleep.

    Takeshi stretched sliding on a cut off shirt, it was a comfortable shirt ton sleep in especially in the warmer months. When he walked in, He'd found her already passed on a the bed. Takeshi laughed softly covering her with the blanket. He lied down on a futon he kept in his room for his late night studies. It was comfortable so it didn't take long for him to fall asleep on it.