I can't imagine my life without you PAFP

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    "Meredith said she'd be happy to take me into her house" I say quietly "I'm such a burden on you now" I say looking at my feet. I slowly sat down in the stool in the kitchen. I go into the bathroom and look in the mirror at my bruises on my stomach. I had a special topical that I had to apply to make the swelling go down

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    [size=9pt]Mark rolled his eyes "Your not a burden just stubborn" he laughed. "Just stop pushing yourself and I'll stop worrying" he told her simply as he stood in the kitchen.[/size][/fancypost]
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    "I know you mark." I say quietly. "And I'm not stubborn" I sway with a smile knowing damn well that I was. "Can you get my back?"I ask him holding out the topical I was supposed to apply to my bruises to help the swelling go down. I couldn't reach it and my back and my chest were the most bruised and swollen.

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    [size=9pt]Mark rolled his eyes "Ya right" he laughed as he helped her. He life her shirt and rubbed it on her back.[/size][/fancypost]
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    I move my hair to the side and look at myself in the mirror. I sigh. They haven't evenfound the guy who had ht me. He had hit me and had bolted. I wince when mark puts it a. It higher on my back knowing where all of the swelling was

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    [size=9pt]Mark looked at her in the mirror and frowned "What are you looking at?" he asked looked back at what he was doing.[/size][/fancypost]
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    I look at him through the mirror. "To be complete honest I don't remember how I looked before the crash" I say quietly. "Yeah I look fine during the day but.. after the pants and shirt comes off.." my voice trails off. "Your Mark Sloan.. you don't date people that look the way I look." I say looking back at the sink.

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    [size=9pt]Mark frowned at her words "You were beautiful before and beautiful after. Sure you body has changed but you haven't. You fought through it and still are fighting. Plus who gave you permission to decide who I date" he laughed slightly as he kissed her neck gently. "Stop putting yourself down. Your beautiful" he whispered into her ear.[/size][/fancypost]
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    I kiss him. In time I knew the swelling and brushing would go down and I'd look the same. All that would be different was the mental Damage "I love you" I murmur to him. I let him lay me down on his bed when for the past week I'd make up an excuse not to

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    [size=9pt]Mark smiled and kissed her back and walked her to his bed. "I love you too and always will" he confirmed as he kissed her nose. Then gently laid her back on his bed.[/size][/fancypost]
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    After a while we both got tired and fell asleep in eachtohers arm. I shot yo around 3 a.m with a nightmare. I reach for the oxygen mask Derek had given me and told me to use whenever I had the. Ightmares because when I did I couldn't breathe. My hands fumbled with the mask and the oxygen tank but I didn't want to wake Mark.

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    [size=9pt]Mark slept with loose arms around Lexie but when she awoke he slightly stirred. But ended up just training over. As he continued to sleep he heard her trying to get something.[/size][/fancypost]
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    I place the mask over my mouth and take a few deep breaths. After around an hour I had calmed down enough to take it off. I slowly lay back down and snuggle into Mark a bit tighter than before

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    [size=9pt]Mark felt her move closer to him and smiled in his sleep as he moved slightly[/size][/fancypost]
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    After an hour I fell asleep to wake to his blaring alarm. I was told by both dark mark and the chief of the hospital that I should take a break. I woke when his alarm rang and lay in bed as he got dressed he was halfway just didn't have his shirt in yet hen I reach up and kiss him. Right before he left I said "make sure the idiots don't ruin my children's floormpleasd" I beg hi

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    [size=9pt]Mark groaned not wanting to get up yet but got up anyway and changed his clothes. As he was just about to put on his shirt he got eye contact from Grey and she reached up kissed him and he kissed her back "Ugh.....Don't tease me like that right before work" he grinned as he slipped on his shirt. Grabbing his coffee and keys he her speak and turned to her. "I'll make sure nothing goes wrong" he promised as he headed out the door.[/size][/fancypost]
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    I smile. "I'm not teasing you" I say with a smirk. "Thank you" I say to him. "Just have them call me if they need anything, and make sure to tell them sammy in room 406 will only eat her medication if she had the green jello from the cafeteria" I say. I was worried about my patients.

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    [size=9pt]Mark nodded before leaving and went to the hospital. He got in and out on his lab coat and went straight to Grey's floor to make sure everyone knew what they were doing.[/size][/fancypost]
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    "Is Dr. Grey coming in today?" A intern asks Mark when he begins giving out orders everyone realizes he means bussinuess. they listen to him and go on to work. Lexie with lots of difficulty got out bed and made herself vreamdast

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    [size=9pt]"No, she won't be in for a whole but that doesn't mean you can slack off. We still have patients that she wants 24/7 care for. I will report to her everyday but if any of you have questions that I can't answer all this number and you have direct access to Dr.Grey. Now get to work" he sent them off then went to do his own rounds, making sure he had his phone on.[/size][/fancypost]
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