[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; overflow: auto; width: 420px;][justify][size=9pt]The fear scent was incredibly overwhelming, second to the blood, as one would approach. Because she felt it. She felt it so strongly that her muscles were reduced to spasms and her heart palpated, her forehead sweated. Fear didn't make her feel good. And other then fear, she felt sad. Sad that something so traumatic had happened to her body again and once more, it was her fault. She was to blame. She didn't want to tell them what had happened because then they'd know that it was her fault. She catches sight of a pale grey blur that stands near the orange one; Colin. She doesn't even know him well but her eyes which are glazed with tears and shock are begging for an escape. His words are again incoherent to her. The shock is causing her body to go in complete and utter shut down. She can't hear, she can't see. She feels tired, worse then she'd ever felt so before. Closing her eyes once and for all would be good. "P-plea.. lease... I tried to k-kill them..." She lets this out and once she does, her belly flops over. And suddenly the orange one puts a stick in her mouth and she freaks out, thinking back to the moment the tail was stuffed in her mouth. Her eyes go wide open but there is nothing she can do to remove the stick as Colin would be holding it in and her arm hurts too much to do so. What is this? What are you doing, Fraiser? I thought you loved me! Her fear was hijacking her and making her think this way. She was being delusional.
But then the orange one said words, still that she couldn't hear. But words. And a lot of them. Littlepaw tried to listen, cocking her head, face contorted in pain but she couldn't make it out. Then something weird touched her stub tail. At first she didn't react. Then the searing hot pain stuck her in the rump like a massive needle and she howled, mouth clamping down on the stick, tears bursting out. "NO! NO!" Her voice was muffled because of the stick but it was clear enough to see what she was saying. It hurt so bad. So bad that... she felt herself fading to unconsciousness. And like that, her eyes closed, her head lolled but her heart kept beating.
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[justify]GENERAL:
★ LITTLEPAW GRIMES DISHARMONY | LIT | CISGENDER FEMALE
★ Apprentice | Pisces
★ Biromantic Bisexual | She/Her pronouns
★ Hawkclan Sentinel [HP] | Former Sentry of the Exiles [SHP]
MISC. INFO:
★ Voice Reference | Details (Updated: 11/11)
★ Wants to become a powerful female figure
★ Has a pet griffin called Bubby
★ Intense phobia of water/drowning due to almost being drowned in the Skulls
★ Has a crooked jaw
★ Has a bob tail
★ Has Insomnia
★ Uses nicknames such as 'jerk' 'bozo' 'bruh'
RECENT EVENTS:
★ Promoted to Sentinel
★ Worrying about her clanmates
★ [Trigger warning] Self harmed, thinks she deserves it
★ Diagnosed with Insomnia
★ Become an apprentice
★ Severely maimed by a demon - tail was removed
APPEARANCE:
★ DOMESTIC FELINE [birth/main] | HEALTH: 60% | REFERENCE
— Littlepaw is a smaller apprentice then most hence her name. Whilst her build is bony and small, the young feline is rather lithe making it easier for her to fight and harder on her enemies. She has golden eyes that are flecked with yellow. Littlepaw is a dark grey tabby apprentice with light grey paws, chest and muzzle. Littlepaw is slightly long furred. The most notable feature about Littlepaw other then the thin pink scars on her right shoulder is her crooked jaw. After being tortured in the Exiles, her jaw was punched and broken all the way to the left and now the right side of her muzzle is open and the left side has a snaggle tooth that overlaps the top lip. Littlepaw was recently maimed badly by a demon and her tail was removed as a consequence. She now has a fluffy bob tail instead.
— MAJOR INJURIES: Crooked jaw, removed tail, broken leg.
— MINOR INJURIES: None
— HEALTH ISSUES: None
— SCARS: Scars running down her shoulder (small), and smaller scars dotting her lip where the snaggle tooth protrudes, scars on both wrists, tiny scar on nose
PERSONALITY:
— Realistic, fun, 'chill', unseemly
— Clingy, jokey, honest, sincere
— Scarred, paranoid, judgmental
— To be put it frankly, Littlepaw is what most would consider a 'fun' girl who likes to make jokes, teases people (nicely) and gives them nicknames. Although there is a layer to her which is mostly invisible to those who don't know her well and that is the layer that has grown ever since the day she was captured and tortured; her paranoid, clingy and scarred side. She is unwilling to let those she loves go so easily and would do anything to get them back even if it means selling her soul or putting others in danger. Littlekit does not trust other clan members so easily and is even jumpy in her own clan.
— NOTE: ALWAYS IN CHARACTER OPINIONS!
RELATIONSHIPS:
★ Single, no love interest | Crushing on no body | ½ ___
★ Is very protective and concerned over those she is close to
★ Paranoid; unwilling to grow too close to someone
★ Rick Grimes x Circusclown Disharmony | Second Generation | No apprentice
INTERACTION:
★ Flower paws (turn on and off willingly) | Semi-medium mentally | Easy physically
★ Attack in bold white
★ Feel free to powerplay any non-violent actions