[fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 400px; text-align: center; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; letter-spacing: 2px;]WE MET IN A FIELD OF YELLOW DAISIES[hr][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; font-size: 9pt; font-family: arial; letter-spacing: 0px; line-spacing: 1px;][justify]Dai hadn't sang since she had given birth to her children... and she couldn't play her ukelele anymore, since... she couldn't see the strings. She wished... she wished she still had her lavender optics, but... they were gone, now. And she wasn't getting them back. She wished that Greypaw didn't blame himself for the loss of her eyesight. She was very close to Greypaw and hated to think that he felt guilt and remorse whenever he laid eyes upon her. A trail of daisies lead to behind the advisor's house, where singing could be heard, but... it wasn't soft and caring, as it usually was. Her song sounded tormented, and dramatic- of course, her voice was still melodic... but... the lyrics of the melody seemed harsh.
"Ten years and the minutes fly
From the day the monster spoke inside of me
Dug deeper into my mind
'Keep on lying' said the monster anyway.
So I lied, and I've been tricking ever since....
No, not a single person out there can see what sits behind.
'Just another lie' No, no I swear this is true!
Oh god my brain is drained and drowning in itself with every scream..."
At this point, the ragdoll sounded saddened, and mentally tormented, her breaths shaky and her singing slightly off, as if her mind was being clouded with sorrow and solemnity.
"Oh my god, you're underhanded!
Listen to this beating heart,
Hear all the greed and forgery,
That is my reality!
If I say I'm really lonely,
would you believe me, just a bit?
And nothing changes
I can't stop my mind from scaring itself..."
She rasped, and one could see her beginning to pick the daisies out of her skin, wincing as she was doing it, hurting, but she just couldn't stop.
"Oh my god you're underhanded!
I hate this! Hang onto the beat,
What a surprise, no one to blame,
I can no longer be saved...
If you say there's 'not a problem'
I know that you never change
Oh well I messed up again...
Hating me until I die...
Drowning in the lies until the end."
GENERAL
daisysteps xerses | quiet & timid & awkward | female
advisor of peacemaking and civil conflict
windclan
single | maybe crush on chrome | 1/2 of cheps
PHYSICAL
injuries: daisypaw has no eyes, since they were gouged out of her skull by ululare eternite
current state: thin and frail, but otherwise healthy
pure white ragdoll | has blindfold of daisies covering where her eyes should be | wears necklace with a red heart pendant
treads daisies when she walks | regularly has seizures
INTERACTION
medium physically | medium mentally | attacks in bold lavender
earth elementals, flower prints