MIST AND FURY && OPEN && SINGING

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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 400px; text-align: center; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; letter-spacing: 2px;]WE MET IN A FIELD OF YELLOW DAISIES[hr][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; font-size: 9pt; font-family: arial; letter-spacing: 0px; line-spacing: 1px;][justify]Dai hadn't sang since she had given birth to her children... and she couldn't play her ukelele anymore, since... she couldn't see the strings. She wished... she wished she still had her lavender optics, but... they were gone, now. And she wasn't getting them back. She wished that Greypaw didn't blame himself for the loss of her eyesight. She was very close to Greypaw and hated to think that he felt guilt and remorse whenever he laid eyes upon her. A trail of daisies lead to behind the advisor's house, where singing could be heard, but... it wasn't soft and caring, as it usually was. Her song sounded tormented, and dramatic- of course, her voice was still melodic... but... the lyrics of the melody seemed harsh.


    "Ten years and the minutes fly
    From the day the monster spoke inside of me
    Dug deeper into my mind
    'Keep on lying' said the monster anyway.


    So I lied, and I've been tricking ever since....
    No, not a single person out there can see what sits behind.
    'Just another lie' No, no I swear this is true!
    Oh god my brain is drained and drowning in itself with every scream..."


    At this point, the ragdoll sounded saddened, and mentally tormented, her breaths shaky and her singing slightly off, as if her mind was being clouded with sorrow and solemnity.


    "Oh my god, you're underhanded!
    Listen to this beating heart,
    Hear all the greed and forgery,
    That is my reality!
    If I say I'm really lonely,
    would you believe me, just a bit?
    And nothing changes
    I can't stop my mind from scaring itself..."


    She rasped, and one could see her beginning to pick the daisies out of her skin, wincing as she was doing it, hurting, but she just couldn't stop.


    "Oh my god you're underhanded!
    I hate this! Hang onto the beat,
    What a surprise, no one to blame,
    I can no longer be saved...
    If you say there's 'not a problem'
    I know that you never change
    Oh well I messed up again...
    Hating me until I die...
    Drowning in the lies until the end."



  • [fancypost borderwidth=0pt; text-align: justify; width: 320px;]Caroline hardly cared that Daisysteps was hurting herself. It was unusual for her to not care, but, she couldn't muster up the will to give a damn. It welled in her throat as a pain, a heat, but it didn't come from her tongue. Eventually she found herself standing and staring too long, and decided to force the emotion up anyways, even if it was a lie.


    Ironic.


    "Quit hurting yourself." Caroline half stated half demanded. Her brows furrow briefly and she wipes the distasteful expression from her face, instead replacing it with a firm if not harsh concern.


    [abbr=Always smells like flowers and herbs. Characters able to to see auras might be temporarily blinded due to her odd, broken radiance. When viewed, her aura is best described as the emptiness of space, or a vast tar pit in which a person can see their own reflection. (None of this is powerplayed by me, this is just here to give players more interaction with Caroline.)][✿][/abbr] [abbr=Glitch, woman of thorns, the end and beginning, the darkness][basic info][/abbr] [opinions] [abbr=Main: Fox -- serval, deer others unknown and undiscovered.][bodies][/abbr] [abbr=Usually sweet and friendly, overbearing at times, talks too much or too little. - all free powers, few discovered - nothing 'offensive' this character says or does reflects the thoughts of the roleplayer][notes][/abbr] [abbr=Characters able to sense auras may get overwhelmed by her presence. Symptoms include blinding migraines and numbness to the mouth and\or tongue. Most common is nosebleeds, headaches, and chest pain. (None of this is powerplayed by me, this is just here to give players more interaction with Caroline.)][sup][✿]

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    [align=center][spoiler=info - updated 11/28][fancypost borderwidth=0pt; text-align: justify; width: 420px;][font=trebuchet ms]BASICS:
    ✿. Caroline [nn. Caro]
    ✿. 16 Moons Physically | Older than creation mentally
    ✿. cis. ♀ | heterosexual
    also known as; isabelle, amara


    RECENT EVENTS:
    ✿. Suffering from schizoaffective disorder.
    ✿. Powers will lash out when provoked or agitated, have a chance of hurting the person that provoked her.


    ALLEGIANCE INFO:
    ✿. WindClan Member [current]
    formerly. RiverClan Medic, RadicalClan Medic, WindClan Apprentice


    APPEARANCE:
    ✿. Gaunt black masked fox with faded spotting and a pink tinted body. ref
    — Wears a silver link necklace with a glowing blue pendant.
    — Will offensively wield either a sharpened donkey's jaw fashioned as a blade or a steel dagger inscribed with runes.
    — Sometimes seen with a wicker basket she uses to carry herbs.


    PERSONA: [=] [=] [=] [=]
    ✿. ISFJ-T
    — blunt - boorish - sarcastic - impulsive
    — humble - affable - observant - meticulous


    NOTABLE POWERS:
    ✿. all known powers
    ✿. elemental powers [87%]
    — water [====-]
    — earth [===--]
    — fire [====-]
    — air [=====]
    — ice [===--]
    — lightning [=====]
    ✿. soundwave \ light&dark \ & molecule manip. [100%]
    — soundwave manip [=====]
    — molecule manip [=====]
    — light&dark manip [=====]
    ✿. teleportation ☑ ☑ ☑
    ✿. conjuration ☑ ☑ ☑
    ✿. telekinesis ☑ ☑ ☑


    RELATIONSHIPS:
    ✿. taken, dating Samuel
    former mates include; .....
    ✿. Caleb Norwood x Discord | G2
    ✿. mother to Nymph, Oriander, Lavender & Patchworkpup x
    ✿. mentor to no one


    INTERACTION:
    ✿. attack in bold grey
    — ask permission for capture, killing, and injuring
    — legendary mentally | hard physically
    — allowed to powerplay peaceful & nonviolent interactions
    — will not start fights, will finish fights
    — will respond to provocation with defense
    — call 'pinky' at your own peril

  • [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=;border:0px;width:450px;text-align:justify;font-size:10pt]Did it surprise Astra? No, not one bit. Did it hurt her feelings? Yeah, a little bit, but it annoyed her more. Daisysteps had duties to take hold of, she had children to soothe of their pain, and a responsibility to her clan. Anyone who claimed it was okay for her mother to do what she was doing, in her opinion, was funny in the head. Though in his heart of hearts he could care less. She was apathetic to her mother's pain, for some weird reason. It just didn't seem as honest and true. Maybe it was because the other was always sad, always mopey. At least Astra tried.


    The kitten listened to the annoyingly self deprecating words with a pissed expression. Though unlike Caroline she couldn't express it quite the same. So instead of being vocal, Astra just rolled her eyes like the child she was. Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic.


    //ic opinions I promise


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    [justify][size=8]He heard her voice, and the sadness that radiated from it. Ears flattening, he followed the sound behind her house and watched her pick the daisies from her skin. He listened as Caroline half-heartedly urged her to stop, and rushed to Dai's side. He gently flicked his tail along her side so that she would knew he was there. "Dai," he murmured, his voice more gentle than normal. "Stop that. What if Astra sees you doing this? She'll think it's okay to hurt herself." The kitten had apparently not been herself during that whole ordeal, but Greypaw didn't want her seeing her mother doing such things. "You can't do this. You're supposed to be happy."


    ( ninja'd hecc )
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  • [fancypost bordercolor=transparent; width: 390px; line-height: 1.20; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]HOLY SHIT is this depressing. The song practically emitted sadness. The feline couldn't help, but feel it too. However, she didn't know what to say or do. Victoria barely conversed or interacted with Dai. Sad, but true. She turned to looked at Astral, the child was going through a tough phase. From having a broken jaw, feeling alone in this fucked up world, and not having a mothers love.


    [spoiler=TAGS 11/30]

    [SIZE=9pt]「 ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ꜱᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴜɴᴍɪꜱᴛᴀᴋᴀʙʟᴇ: 」[/size]


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    [justify]GENERAL;
    VICTORIA MARIBETH CHASE | "TORI" | TRANS FEMALE
    bisexual biromantic | monogamous | Taken?
    npc xx npc | generation one | former human
    Crushing on Holydove | High class Tsundere | Dating?
    unofficial Otaku | official Queen Bitch| aspiring photographer
    “Warrior” of Windclan | Regular ranked | young adult
    Bitchiness defensive mechanism | Anger management
    Insecure baby | based on Victoria from Life is Strange
    voice reference | human au reference | plot thread


    PHYSCIAL;
    PURE BLONDE FELINE W BROWN EYES [ main ] | unhealthy
    Victoria is a rather lanky feline, her tail is extremely long. Ears are pointed. She is a yellow tabby, who bears brown eyes. Their fur is a little wild, but for the most part prim and proper. They have a natural pissed off resting face, even though they don’t like it. Victoria wears a red male cardigan . Normally they wouldn’t be found in such article of clothing, but it is in memory of someone. When they take off their cardigan, various horrendous jagged scars are littered throughout their body. The only part that isn't disfigured is their face.
    PERSONALITY;
    Neglected child type
    Rich and arrogant, Victoria is a typical snob who boasts about her expensive designer clothing and state-of-the-art electronic equipment. Picks on others and is quite dramatic. Funny when intoxicated. Victoria has a secret nerdy side, evident from the collectible figurine she collects. Cough, anime. Studious, and knowledgeable due to her previous life at Blackwell Academy. She is ambitious. Victoria has a distinct vulnerable side; she confides in select people that she overcompensates despite her talent and supposed confidence. It seems as though there is more to her than meets the eye, and that she is secretly just hopeful for a future career in photography, and wants what any other teenager wants; to fit in.


    RELATIONSHIPS;
    hopeless romantic
    ¼ of the nothing yet | definitely isn’t a shapeshifter
    crushing on Holydove "Kate" | no predetermined love interest
    loathes the thought of love | extremely pessimistic
    will blackmail you | you’ll have to fight her
    Regularly smokes, it's a problem to be honest.
    adores anime | embarrassed easily | Bio
    Aunt to Morgan


    INTERACTION;
    Hard physically, pitiful mentally
    will eventually obtain a shotgun.
    can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful actions
    [color=#E3D56E]★
    ask for injury / capture - no kill
    [color=#E3D56E]★
    attack in [color=#E3D56E]bold #E3D56E


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    [align=center][SIZE=9pt][color=#E3D56E]「 ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴏꜰ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ 」
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    [size=10]"THE WAY YOU'RE BATHED IN LIGHT"
    "REMINDS ME OF THAT NIGHT"[/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor=#0D2D0D; bordercolor= #006B00; borderwidth= 1px; height: ; width: 450px; padding-right: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-left: -5px; color: #050905; text-family: georgia; text-size: 10pt;]He knew what she was doing. He didn't know why, and he wasn't going to dare try to compare it to himself or anyone else. Samuel didn't want to do that, because it sounded selfish and, well, he couldn't do that to her. He couldn't do it to himself - and so, he just.. didn't. Samuel gave up the thought. He trotted up next to Caroline, glancing at her. Samuel frowned at her, realizing that she wasn't as truthful as she seemed.


    He turned back towards the female that had been singing, and subconsciously began to hum, eyes lowering to his own bandages legs.


    [spoiler=tags, updated 11/29]general:
    samuel | sam, dislikes being called sammy
    intersex - identifies as genderfluid, uses he/him pronouns
    pansexual panromantic monoamarous | single
    windclan | rank : regular | npc x npc |
    ½ winchester brothers | dating caroline


    physical:
    - {birth body, main} wolfdog / smoking green eye / wears a collar labeled 'winchester' / ref : click {loki the wolfdog}
    - {secondary} white wolf, extra fur tipped black, extra mane fur, feathers sprouting from it's neck {black}, large
    - {tertiary} average feline, black fur tipped russet/auburn, slightly colder blue eyes, collar around his neck that's a warm brown color
    - {off-hand battle} black stag, amber-brown eyes, vines/flowers intertwine his antlers, half moon circle brand on left shoulder, eyepatch on right eye : ref // click
    - wears armor : click
    - golden lab shorthaired / female body / two eyed, green / wears a collar labeled 'winchester' / cutting scars on front legs / possibly pregnant :^)


    physical injuries:
    - 100% health


    mental injuries:
    -52%, unstable
    -ptsd, anxiety, depression, hallucinations
    -is tormented by either lucifer or arthas - less effective on him


    personality:
    - angry {at everything and himself}, unpredictable, terrified of himself, full of grief, remorse, distracted, calm, quiet, strong {physically}, wrathful, cruel, and always puts on a fake happy face


    powers:
    - all powers
    - blood/tears are a light black
    - linked to caroline


    confrontation:
    - physically hard, nearly impossible mentally
    - attack in [color=#006B00]bold #006B00

    - can powerplay nonviolent or peaceful actions[/spoiler]
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 400px; text-align: center; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; letter-spacing: 2px;]WE MET IN A FIELD OF YELLOW DAISIES[hr][/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; font-size: 9pt; font-family: arial; letter-spacing: 0px; line-spacing: 1px;][justify]"Hurting m-myself?" she echoed, seemingly snapping out of some sort of trance. She closed her paw around the daisies she had picked out of her own blindfold. She shuddered a little at the brush of Greypaw's tail, and felt a soft blush rising on her cheeks- possibly in embarrassment that she had reacted that way. His voice was stern yet soft- the thing she trusted the most about Greypaw was that he knew exactly how to address her- softly, or else she might get startled, she appreciated that. "S-Sorry... I d-didn't realise w-what I was, I was d-doing. I was st-stuck in some sort of... t-trance." she murmured, her ears folding into the back of her small cranium, her nose twitching as she scented all the others that had gathered.