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  • [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none; line-height: 14px; border-radius: 0px; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; color: silver; font-family: verdana; width: 400px; min-height: 100px; float:center;]Hughes had been a lot more shut off. He was usually out and about, making friendly conversation, but his face was growing scarce around camp. He holed himself up in his room, trying to avoid the harsh reality outside. Lately, some other children had begun to take notice of him, picking on him from time to time. It wasn't too bad at first, they were more like silly little remarks, like what best friends would do to each other. He thought he had made a few friends, but he soon realized he'd only victimized himself. He was their oblivious target.


    It got a lot worse from there. It seemed they knew all his weak points, taunting him about his parents leaving him and being unwanted, about all of his family hating him. At first he didn't believe them, but after a while, he couldn't justify their leaving anymore. Sam had said it would make sense eventually, but it didn't; he must have been stupid, because he just couldn't figure it out. Or they were right and he was truly unwanted. A burden on the shoulders of his parents.


    He shook his head, tears pricking the corners of his eyes, burning. He didn't want to cry anymore, his eyes were still red and puffy. But his nose stung and his throat clenched, his cheeks suddenly wet again as he whimpered, burying his head in his paws. He didn't understand; he didn't know why they said things that were so hurtful, why he seemed to bother everyone, or why he was such a misfortune to his clan-mates.


  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; width: 420px; color: #FEBEFC;] "Hughes? I brought some coloring pages and I was wondering if you wanted to do one with me!" Patch wandered into the den, in her own little world, when she finally realized her half-sibling was crying. Oh. She hadn't really noticed him getting picked on, mostly because she was oblivious to anything, but also because she herself got a few comments here and their about her intelligence and whatnot. However, the pup was either too preoccupied to notice or still thought they were joking, because things like that never got under her skin. "Are you alright? Your eyes are leaking! Are you sad? Do you have allergies?" She leaned in closer, a concerned look on her face. She could fix both of those problems! Well, she'd go to Vanillapaw or Endlesskit for the allergies one, but that was no biggy.


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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 500px; color: white; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 8pt;][hr][justify]Oh no. Crying and sadness. Something Mae didn't really like to see her clan mates feeling and doing, certainly not the little ones. She padded up behind Patch but she kept her distant, figuring the little lady might be able to help Maes out better than she could. Mae didn't really know him that well, anyways, and she didn't want to upset him by butting in if she wasn't wanted in the conversation. So the best she could do was sit back, curl her tail over her paws and wait until she was needed. And if she wasn't needed, she could just head off and go back to patrolling or something.


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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt; width: 420px; color: #FEBEFC;] "No, you're not!" Patch scooched closer until their pelts were brushing before plopping down onto the cave floor. "And I'm not going to leave until you actually are!" She rested her head on her paws and looked up to smile at her half-brother. This is what family was supposed to be for! She wouldn't just leave him like this.


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    [justify]The sound of several small, hiccup-like sobs made the pup's ears perk up. Was something wrong? They couldn't quite tell who the sounds were coming from, but no matter who it was, surely their help wouldn't go unwanted. They toddled over to the source of the sound, tail waving slowly behind them.


    Upon arriving, they were greeted with the sight of two of their relatives along with another, older clanmate. After taking a moment to assess the situation further, Cosmie noticed that it was in fact their brother who had been crying. They frowned for a moment, thinking. How could they help?


    The Lab inched their way over to their brother's side, offering up a soft smile. Their jaws parted, hanging open for a moment before closing again. Their vision was directed to the floor for several heartbeats, then back up to their sibling. "...It's okay to be sad." They started, voice quiet and scratchy from lack of use. "Do you need anything?"[/justify]


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    "I'll Always Be There
    To Pick You Up When You Fall"

    [align=center][font=dilleniaupc]"Just Take My Hand
    And Have A Little Faith In Me"

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    "What's going on over here? Huh? Why are you crying, champ?"
    Freckles limped overly stiffly towards the crowd, pretty much bullying his way towards his crying son like a fretting parent. Bending his head down he aimed to rasp his tongue over Hughes' cheeks as he tried to clean away the tears. Hell, he didn't even mind cleaning his son's nose. It was all part of the parental duty.




    "Sylmae, could you do me a favour and fetch me a bit of honeycomb?"
    The Advisor would ask, he hoped that a sugary treat would ease his son's nerves. Honey was one of the best cures in the world and it tasted the best!


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    Dusty had noticed her brother becoming more reclusive. It hadn't worried her too much at first. Of course she cared for her siblings but, she hadn't thought about it much. That was until she heard crying from his den. That triggered her protective sister mode. No one messed with her family. It didn't matter who they were she would give them a piece of her mind. Padding in to the already very crowded den she sat down with Cosmicpup and Freckledmessiah. [b]"If someone is messing with you I'll make 'em pay."

    She yipped trying to help. Really she just wanted to see her brother smile again.
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