[align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width:500px; margin-top:-10px;][justify][font=arial][size=8]★ whoever said there was anything wrong with having a little fun? kinyobi, though he would never tell, was probably out being a dork, pretending like he had all the time in the world to party. he could almost taste the remains of the many drinks he consumed while he was out, but only when he woke up that morning did he realize how long he had been away from his friends. did they forget who he was while he was out there? he wouldn't have been surprised, especially considering how fast he was able to forget them. sometimes, he envied their calmness and likability was it because he was so wild that no one wanted to get close with him? was it because he was too loud? maybe he should be more like nichiyobi, or mokuyobi. even doyobi was kind and a relaxing father-like figure to the group. or, so he thought. nichiyobi was babyish in the sense that he couldn't help but to be clingy towards someone, but mature in more ways than one.
kinyobipaw? not a chance. anyone, just by looking at the shibe, could tell that he wasn't like his friends. he smelled strongly of beer, and could be mistaken for being drunk every day of his life because of his overly extroverted personality. he wasn't afraid of getting his paws dirty, or sticking his nose in situations he was supposed to stay out of, but it wasn't like he was taught otherwise. his friends were the closest thing he had to a family, especially considering the similarity of the names (he sometimes fantasized about them being his family, but who could blame the lonely apprentice?). kinyo just wanted friends, so he wouldn't have to feel like he was alone. he felt like he'd been alone for so long.... but it was only after being away from his friends for a while that he realized.... he had plenty of people around him that loved him for who he was.
but he didn't know that some of them were jealous of his confident and social personality. it would be funny to admit that he wanted to be more like them, even more so when it came to maturity and relaxation. they were all so well mannered, especially in his point of view. kinyo saw them as happy kids who never did anything wrong. being the second to oldest, his life was basically a lie in that area. the one he was most jealous of, however, ha to be doyobi. he was so calm, so mature.... he must have everyone throwing themselves at his side. was that was it was like to be the oldest? he was probably considered the "rebellious teenager" of their weird group... did anyone even miss him?
those thoughts hardly crossed the mind of the happy apprentice, though; he was a little too positive when it came to things like that. " no way!! they totally missed me!! " he would probably think. it wasn't even narcissism.... it was literally just him thinking that everything was perfectly fine all of the time, and everyone was going on with their lives, even with him gone. he always assumed everyone was happy. " what could go wrong? " might as well have been his motto, and surprisingly, he never really found anything to be wrong. was it a blessing? a curse? did he really care about that?
his necklace flopped around his neck as he hopped over the border, his thick pelt smelling of beer as usual. [color=#d96041]" hey!! my name's kinyobipaw, and i joined a little while ago- but whatever- i went away for a while, and now im back!! are my buddies still here? nichi? moku? getsu!!! ...uh, yeah, you guys? anybody? am i in the wrong place? i forgot. is this shadowclan? " hmm, well, he tried. if he accidentally picked the wrong direction at that fork in the road back there, then he'd better make a run for it. he fixed his headband carefully, before panting happily as he looked for his friends- or any familiar faces in general.