[fancypost bgcolor=Steelblue; border: none; width: 400px; min-height: 0px; font-family: arial; font-size: 14px; letter-spacing: 0px; text-align: center; color: skyblue; text-transform: uppercase; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px;]YOUR NOT MY DADDY AND IM NOT YOUR DOLLY ★[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; color: black; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify;] Berry was bored. Her mother always seemed to busy to pay attention to all of her siblings at once. It really upset the child. But she knew that only baby's cried. And she wasn't a baby! So she would duck her head down to hide her tears as she sped out of the nursery, images from the nightmare she'd just had coursing through her mind, causing her small form to quiver. She didn't like those dreams, they were always full of blood and voices she didn't know. They scared her very much.
Skidding to a halt, the small kitten realized how early it was. The morning sun was barely beginning to peek up over the horizon, turning the blackened sky a pale shade of lilac around the edges. Shuffling and wiping at her face, she watched the sunrise for a while, small body shivering slightly in the cold, as her feathery coat of fur still wasn't entirely grown in yet, being that she was only three months old.
Her small frame was all skin and bones and fur, despite how much she tended to eat. She didn't know why she was like this. She was just weird. In fact, most of her litter mates were weird in someway. Scullcapkit couldn't talk, sheokit didn't even have a proper clan name... And she was tiny and nothing more than a crybaby. There was so much for the child to hate about herself, and she decided to change herself as much as possible, even if it meant lying about who she was; just so long as people stopped calling her weird. She would show those NPC kits they were the cry baby's, not her!
As her thoughts became more structured and the sun rose high enough to wake up the clan, she quickly groomed her fur, making herself look neat for the day. She curried back to sit near the entrance of the nursery, hoping to play off the fact she had been outside all night. No one could know about her nightmares, not ever. Well, Palemoon had already seen her have her first one, but she never had to know they were a regular occurrence. She would find a way around these dreams someday, but for now she would keep them locked away inside her.
A bright smile in her features and her pelt groomed for perfection, she was ready for the day. She was ready to make friends. Ready to create a new version of herself.
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[color=Skyblue]BASICS
Raspberrykit --- Raspberrypaw --- Raspberryheart
Goes by the nickname Berry
Cisgender Female --- Feminine Pronouns Only
Asexual Heteroromantic --- Single --- No Crush
Palemoon X Dee
3 Moons old --- ages every 50 posts or on the 3rd
Kit --- Trad Riverclan
[color=Skyblue]APPEARANCE
A pretty spotted blue tabby with a pelt of long fur, Berry is known for her soft feathery fur and angular, feminine appearance. Petite in nearly every aspect, Berry looks rather fragile. However, the little weight she does have is pure muscle, leaving her pretty strong despite her size. Her fur coloration consists of a beautiful pelt of grey blue fur, spotted with darker and richer toned blue markings, and complimented by high white. Her face, chest, belly, and forelegs are all white, as is her right ear, the short 'sock' markings on her hind legs, and the underside of her tail.
---small, underweight, looks very fragile
---built for flexibility, agility, and accuracy
---feminine and angular features
[color=Skyblue]PERSONALITY
To most, Berry is known for her sassiness and determination. Always determined to do her best at whatever she sets her mind to, she's a hard worker, though sometimes a grumpy one. She always comes off as friendly however, and seems to be a very outgoing child. What most people don't know is that Berry is very insecure, as even one hurtful comment will send her mind spiraling out of control with thoughts such as 'am I not good enough'. A crybaby deep down, she often spends her nights crying weather due to nightmares or just the stress of the day. She's very dependant and clingy when it comes to her family and close friends. This 'true personality' is hidden, making her a very gaurded person when the conversation turns to herself.
--- determined, sassy, friendly, outgoing
--- gaurded, insecure, dependant, crybaby
--- has night terrors, rarely sleeps in the nursery due to them
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