[align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width:500px; margin-top:-10px;text-transform:lowercase;][justify][font=arial][size=8]✖ it was thanksgiving today. He was kind of looking forward to today; everyone back at home was always super nice to him, so he thought it would be cool to see how everyone in blizardclan acted. It was still fairly early, though, so he couldn't really tell if it was any different from how they normally acted. It was supposed to be a happy day, so he stayed positive. ....but the only thing that ran through his head was "what do I have to be thankful for?" It was a shame... He felt moments was missing something. Maybe he missed his mom? He'd left home pretty recently, even though he was pretty distant from his family before he left. maybe it was just because he had been used to being with his family, that today felt sort of sad.
Last thanksgiving, he had still been fairly young. Was he thankful for something back then? He couldn't quite remember anything. Most of his memories were made up of horrible asthma attacks and that one really bad seizure he had (he didn't like to remember that, though), so the "good times" he had were practically non-existant in his memories.
his issues were such a bother. All he did was worry about his heart rate, make sure he wasn't panicking, and take his medicine when he started feeling bad. it was always the same. There wasn't a normal way of living for him. He stared blankly at a few npc's who ran by, laughing and playing with each other. Normal people took so much for granted. Things that they wouldn't even consider. Some people couldn't run, or walk. Some couldn't hear or talk. Some people could barely even think on their own. Until they met people like him, they didn't even consider how good they had it. These thoughts, even though they crossed his mind quite often, didn't make him angry... more envious than anything else. Plus, he didn't want everyone to have a flaw like him. They were all so happy, and living their lives like nothing was wrong. That's how it should be. He got sad sometimes, but he was mostly over it..
A memory flashed through his head of his younger self. Was this what he was thankful for last year, too? He smiled softly to himself. 'Im thankful for being alive today. I'm thankful for my mom, who tried to raise me right, even when things got bad. I'm thankful for my new clanmates, who try to help me, because it's hard to fully help myself. Everyone has been so nice to me. I'm so happy.' he thought to himself. He was actually glad.... He could literally die anytime soon, and he could have died multiple times before. He was thankful for everything he had, and decided not to worry about what he didn't.
[hr][spoiler=11/10/2016][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width:auto; margin-top:-10px;][justify][font=arial][size=8]GENERAL:
★ rupturedlungs | cismale
★ heteroromantic | heterosexual
★ 12 months | september 18th, 2016
★ member | blizzardclan
[color=grey]IMPORTANT FACTS:
★ seizures triggered by: flashing / bright lights, loud noises, panic attacks (in severe cases)
— freaks out when its going to rain
★ panic attacks caused by: fights, rain, others in danger
— avoids big areas and agitated people
★ asthma triggered by: exercise, walking for long periods of time, running for short amount of time
— carries rescue inhaler in the bag on his harness
[color=grey]RECENT EVENTS:
★ joined blizzardclan
[color=grey]PHYSICAL:
★ wolf/fox hybrid [main] | physical health: 58% | healthiest possible: 60% | mental health: 97%
— red canine with a black scarf, and a black harness |xxx
— major injuries: n/a
— minor injuries: n/a
[color=grey]PERSONALITY:
virgo | isfj-t (click) | spirit animal - snake | aptitude test - divergent (click)
quiet | easy going | tired | probably a mess | hard core romance movie baby | soft core try-hard | loyal | nerdy | innocent | just wants to be accepted | blames everything on his mom
[color=grey]RELATIONSHIPS:
★ singe | ½
★ npc x npc | first generation | not open to an apprentice
[color=grey]POWERS:
★ none
[color=grey]INTERACTION:
★ message velocity to plot
★ mentally easy | physically easy | avoids battle
★ attack in [color=grey]underlined grey