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[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]01 links
02 basics, powers
03 appearance, other bodies, possessions
04 personality, likes/dislikes
05 relationships, relations
06 history
07 statistics, strengths/weaknesses
08 playlist
09 storage

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[size=8]heart chart - main account - notes - plotting - plot guide - travel journal

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt]— fault lines tremble[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]Name: Polarispride
-- Nicknames: Po (Hyacinth), Pol, Polar (Kenshi), Polaris, Polly (Blissfulchaos), Poly (Lilyfern), Ris, Rissie, Rissieroo (Intermission)
-- Past Names: Polariskit, Polarispaw, Polarisstar, Polaris
-- Future Names: N/A
Name Meaning: [i]Polaris is the brightest star in the constellation Ursa Minor; pride is a feeling of satisfaction derived from one's own achievements
Surnames: Brides
-- Past Surnames: Faulkner, Ferris, Hachimitsu, Hadrian, Resurgam, Titan, Winchester

Creation Date: August 21, 2014
Age: 31 months
Aging Rate: Real-time (5 months - present)
Date of Birth: March 17, 2014
-- Zodiac: Pisces

Sex: Female
Gender: Male
-- Accepted Pronouns: He/him

Alliance: Westeros
-- Previous Alliances: WindClan, Dorne, Knights of Eden, BlizzardClan, himself
Rank: Citizen
-- Previous Ranks: Kit, apprentice, honorguard, bodyguard, guardian, adviser, deputy, vice-leader, leader (WindClan), warrior (Dorne), knight (Knights of Eden), warrior (BlizzardClan), loner

Powers: Character bond (Whiskey), elemental powers (air, earth, electricity, fire, water), invisibility, scent manipulation, super senses, telepathy
-- Inaccessible Powers: Ability to take away pain, flower prints (lavender), glow (paws, slate blue), memory manipulation, molecular manipulation, multiple possessions, shapeshifting, soundwave manipulation

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt]— underneath my glass house[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]TO BE REWRITTEN.
At first glance, it is difficult to call Polarispride "average." For his breed (Siamese, purebred, evidence of his kittypet parentage), he's both long and tall, large but fragile. Despite this, he's hardly an intimidating figure; he's been hovering around underweight all his life, and only a year in loner lands has finally given him something resembling muscle. How he doesn't get tangled up in his long legs is a mystery to him, but he can [i]run.

Much of his body is a pale, creamy color, only darkening to blue on his muzzle, ears, legs, and tail. Despite his best attempts to keep it clean, his fur often has a ragged look to it. Thankfully, it's short and easy to take care of when Polarispride finds the time. Months after Creamsicle, he still flinches at the merest suggestion of contact, but his fur is very, very soft. Like other members of his breed, he has a triangular face with large, ever-twitching ears. Set on either side of his muzzle are two almond-shaped eyes. Once, they were bright sky blue; age has dulled them, though they are still undeniably blue and always moving, always open, always scanning for the first signs of danger.

Half-disguised by his pelt is a web of scars, so numerous he's forgotten where most of them came from. The most visible are the one curving across his muzzle, a remnant of a sparring session with his siblings during his kithood, and the one that slices through his right shoulder, as visible as a neon sign. His left ear is tattered, though still functional. By feline standards, Polarispride is fairly young; his injuries and the pigment-lacking fur around them makes him look months older. Parts of his muzzle are already beginning to go gray, helped along by the stress of leadership and a life of running.

Most eye-catching of all are his mutations. First, the horns. Short, stubby, and nearly the same shade of blue-gray as the ears beside them, they are entirely ineffective in combat. What they are is noticeable. His wings are far more useful. When open, they are sweeping and impressive, with sleek feathers as black as ink and better cared for than the rest of Polarispride's body. He can even fly with them. Keeping this in mind, it's little surprise his wings are the strongest part of his body. His feathers are as soft as his fur, though they fall out far more often. After rough weeks, he loses so many his wings begin to show it.

Belongings:
-- Silver Necklace with a Blue Box: Found by Polarispride in a gift basket; contains marble given by Kenshi the day Polarispride asked Kenshi out
-- Yanma Plush: Found by Polarispride on Westeros's territory

Other Bodies: N/A
-- Former Bodies: Longhaired calico domestic cat (male, deceased), snow leopard (female, deceased), cream tabby domestic cat (male, destroyed in volcanic eruption), side-striped jackal (female, destroyed in volcanic eruption), small dragon (female, locked)

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— but i put it out of my mind[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]TO BE REWRITTEN.
Past his wings and scars, Polarispride has nothing to separate him from the rest of the crowd. Not to say he doesn't like it that way; Polaris doesn't want to stand out. He's okay with working behind the scenes, being unincredible, being average, being unmemorable. He'd rather be seen as boring, because nobody hates your guts for being boring. Not how they hate you for being fragile. And Polaris, though he despises himself for it, is fragile indeed.

Without specific instructions, he is utterly lost. With them, however, Polarispride does remarkably well. He is wholly dedicated to his duty and will push himself to the limit to finish his job. On top of this, he is quick to alert authorities when he sees something that isn't quite right. And he's always watching. When he doesn't have an official assignment, he can be found helping out around the Clan, whether it's with cleaning, hunting, or gathering supplies. His paws are rarely idle. Yet, despite being so busy, he accomplishes tasks with care. And, while he does get shy and awkward about it, Polarispride loves hearing his work is appreciated.

Though he does enjoy praise, he isn't looking to win anything; in fact, he spends most of his life trying not to make enemies. He is a relatively peaceful cat who will bend over backward to avoid a fight, even if it hurts him to do so. His ProClan upbringing shows in how he handles conflict. With a few exceptions — criminals and those who threaten him — he will not kill with his own paws if it comes to combat. At the heart of it, he's just sick of death. If he has to make a few sacrifices to avoid it, so what?

He is also a complete pushover. This can't be blamed on his upbringing; since he was born, Polarispride has been surrounded by strong-minded individuals who had no problems speaking up when they didn't like something. It's a skill he envies. But he doesn't want to step on any toes, and so he hides his opinions from the public. He struggles with saying no to anybody, whether they're a warrior asking to hold a risky raid on a neutral or a kitten insisting they deserve to go on a border patrol with him. Worse yet, he doesn't handle criticism well; it makes him even more hesitant to stand up for himself. As time goes on, he is trying to break himself of this, with...some success.

Polarispride tends to hold the world at arm's length. Loss can do that to you — but fear can do that, too, and fear is what motivates Polaris to go through life more or less alone. He rarely presents himself as superior or aloof; if anything, he's downright polite, even kind, at first meetings. But he's just that; polite and kind and nothing underneath. Even after months of talking, he can come across as guarded, and questions put him more on-edge than usual. For his own safety, he values his secrets and holds them close. Only a handful of creatures have his trust and guaranteed loyalty. Those few will find that, however weak Polarispride looks, he is slowly learning to defend them with his tongue and his life. When he gets close enough to someone, he becomes a bit blind to their flaws; almost nothing can separate him from them.

Perhaps it's unfair of him to keep nearly everyone at a distance. However, Polarispride is unfair by nature. A lifetime of harm at the hands of AntiClanners and Exilers has given him a massive prejudice against them; even when they mean well, even when they're kind and gentle and as fragile as he is, even when there is no evidence whatsoever, Polaris tends to put his thoughts in their mouths and make them into a threat in his own head. And if they did make a few mistakes in the past? Forget it. Forgiving others is very, very difficult for him.

But none of these things make him fragile. What does is his inability to let go of the past. He is almost afraid to move on, as if starting over is doing a disservice to the memories of those he lost, or as if voyaging ahead into the unknown will be the end of him. Polarispride lets his mistakes shape almost every action in the present and worries when it looks like history is repeating itself — which, of course, means he spends a lot of time worrying. He has a firm belief that whatever can go wrong will, and thinking every choice leads to the worst outcome does not lend itself to productivity in the face of a crisis. It is his tendency to fall apart that weakens him.

MBTI Type: ISFJ (the defender)
Quirks: Hums when in a good mood, nods or shrugs, pulls wings close when nervous, pulls out feathers when extremely stressed, ruffles feathers when agitated, touches the box on his necklace

Likes: Awful jokes, caves, cloudwatching, dragonflies, insects, mountains, music, running aimlessly, savory food, soft things, solo patrols, the sound of rain, stargazing, warm weather, white noise
-- Favorite Color: Dark blue
-- Favorite Food: Sparrow
-- Favorite Season: Autumn
-- Favorite Location: Anywhere in the mountains
Dislikes: Alcohol, bears, being interrupted, dragons, fireworks, hooved animals, humans, hunting, loud gatherings, manmade objects, parties, public speaking, snow, squirrels, sudden physical contact, surprises

Religious Beliefs: StarClan
-- Previous Beliefs: N/A
Goals: To start a family, to travel the world, to settle down, to be respected and loved by his Clan, to return to WindClan and be accepted
Fears: Being dependent, being hated, being recognized by former Clanmates, being unneeded, BloodClan, dragons, dying, exile from WindClan, the Exiles, humans, returning to WindClan, slugs, the supernatural

Addictions: N/A
Disorders: Chronic insomnia, unspecified speech disorder
Phobias: Limaxaphobia (fear of slugs)

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— long enough to call it courage[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]Relations:

[size=8]Father: Windowsill (NPC/biological)
Mother: Endlessbay (NPC/biological), Legacy (adoptive)
Siblings: Chilledpaw (NPC/biological), Hurricanekit (NPC/biological), Islabonita (adoptive)

Offspring:
-- NPC x Kenshi (x Polarispride): Carnivallights, Failpaw, Honeypaw, Lavenderkit, Platonicpaw, Pridekit, Warkit
-- Polarispride x Radioactive: Barneskit, Collidingpaw, Galaxykit, Luciddreams, Margery, Westminsterchapel
-- Creamsicle x Polarispride: Milkykit (NPC), Polluxkit (NPC), Ursakit (NPC)
-- NPC x NPC (x Polarispride): Mustangpaw
-- NPC x NPC (x Polarispride): Albinus, Citypaw, Cricketsong, Kyo
-- Abioye x Polarispride: Citykit, Demonkit, Northernkit
-- Polarispride x Adeline: Blurrykit, Lemma, Luminous, Pyrrhicwar
-- NPC x NPC (x Polarispride): Littlekit, Mallowkit

Orientation: Pansexual panromantic
Relationship Status: Single
-- Past Relationships: Kenshi (ex-fiancé, deceased), Adeline (ex-girlfriend, missing)

Close Friends: Kenshi, Legacy, Shiftingallegiances, Whiskey
Friends: Abioye, Adeline, Blissfulchaos, Bloomingskies, Captivepaw, Fluctuatingemotion, Freestyle, Grandpiano, Hyacinth, Horizonpaw, Islabonita, Lilyfern, Metaknight, Morningpaw, Radioactive, Sparktail, Whitedragon, Wingspan
Rivals: Discord
Enemies: Barghest, Creamsicle, Finnishwars, Hawkcall, Hostesscupcakes, Lucy, Tigerscar
Influences: Ancalagon, Azimekh, Benedict, Blissfulchaos, Discord, Finnishwars, Fluctuatingemotions, Hyacinth, Jaehaerys, Jax, Justicebreaker, Kenshi, Legacy, Lilyfern, Lucy, Nebulaheart, Oberyn, Pyresong, Rhymescheme, Ryuuji, Shiftingallegiances, Whiskey, Wingspan

Mentors: Blissfulchaos (former)
Apprentices: Grandpiano (former), Alaska (former), Chelsea (former)

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— to live without a lifeline[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify]

[size=8]Lonerhood, Traveling:
- Returned; joined Dorne
- Dorne's disappearance
- Joined the Knights of Eden
- Left the Knights of Eden; wandered alone for several months
- Agreed to travel with Whiskey

Warriorhood, BlizzardClan:
- Joined BlizzardClan with Whiskey
- Had first nightmare
- Left BlizzardClan without Whiskey

Warriorhood, Westeros:
- Joined Westeros
- Found stuffed dragonfly
- Greyjoy rebellion and takeover
- Found Littlekit and Mallowkit ADD LINK U FOOL

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— i bend the definition of faith[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][size=8][b]Strengths:
Weaknesses:

Physical:
-- Fighting:
-- Fishing:
-- Flexibility:
-- Hunting:
-- Precision:
-- Swimming:

Mental:
-- Focus:
-- Initiative:
-- Memory:
-- Resolve:
-- Responsibility:
-- Teamwork:

Speed: ★★☆☆☆
Stamina: ★★★★☆
Stealth: ★★★★★
Strength: ★☆☆☆☆

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— to exonerate my blind eye[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]Black Sun - Death Cab for Cutie
Brothers on a Hotel Bed - Death Cab for Cutie
The Cave - Mumford & Sons
Earth - Sleeping at Last
Firewood - Regina Spektor
Grapevine Fires - Death Cab for Cutie
Hero - Family of the Year
Homesick - Sleeping at Last
[abbr=and i held my tongue as she told me, "son / fear is the heart of love"]I Will Follow You into the Dark[/abbr] - Death Cab for Cutie
I'll Keep You Safe - Sleeping at Last
King - Lauren Aquilina
March to the Sea - Twenty One Pilots
Mars - Sleeping at Last
Medicine - Daughter
[abbr=is it my fault, is it my fault / we've been missing each other]My Fault[/abbr] - Imagine Dragons
Neptune - Sleeping at Last
North - Sleeping at Last
[abbr=please take my hand, we're in foreign land / as we travel through snow]Oh Ms. Believer[/abbr] - Twenty One Pilots
Organs - Of Monsters and Men
Pacific Blues - Sleeping at Last
Pluto - Sleeping at Last
[abbr=you said, "i can't prove to you / you're not gonna die alone / but trust me to take you home / to clean up that blood all over your paws"]Putting the Dog to Sleep[/abbr] - The Antlers
Sinking Man - Of Monsters and Men
Space Enough to Grow - Of Mice & Men
Stomach It - Crywolf
Title and Registration - Death Cab for Cutie
[abbr=pain's a well-intentioned weatherman / predicting god as best he can / but, god, i want to feel again]Touch[/abbr] - Sleeping at Last
Tomorrow Will Be Kinder - The Secret Sisters
Wake - The Antlers
West - Sleeping at Last
What Sarah Said - Death Cab for Cutie
[abbr=it's a cruel, cruel trick / how we find ourselves / when we lose everything else]Woodwork[/abbr] - Sleeping at Last

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[size=8]heart chart - main account - notes - plotting - plot guide

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt]— with eternal love, the stars above[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]Name: Snowkit
-- Nicknames: Min, Minnie, Snow, Snowy
-- Past Names: Minnow
-- Future Names: Snowpaw, Snowtail
Name Meaning: [i]Snow is a prefix given for white fur; tail is a suffix given to agile warriors skilled in balancing, climbing, and leaping
Surnames: N/A

Creation Date: November 1, 2016
Age: 4 months
Aging Rate: Real-time (4 months - present)
Date of Birth: June 30, 2016
-- Zodiac: Cancer

Sex: Male
Gender: Male
-- Accepted Pronouns: He/him

Alliance: ShadowClan (traditional)
-- Previous Alliances: Himself
Rank: Kit
-- Previous Ranks: Loner

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— all there is and ever was[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]TO BE WRITTEN.
- domestic cat, unidentifiable breed
- short-legged, on the smaller side but will grow to be average-sized, powerful legs, flexible and fast
- shorthaired, white solid, heterochromia (blue left eye, orange right eye)
- deaf in left ear

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt]— i want it all, i want it all[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]TO BE WRITTEN.
- curious, wants to see the world around him, thrives on adrenaline
- tolerant, friendly even to complete strangers and enemies, raised to see cats as potential allies and enemies regardless of birthplace or history, adjusts easily to new experiences and creatures
- stickler for rules, will not disobey a direct order, cause of conflict due to his natural friendliness
- easily manipulated, gullible, can be tricked into disobeying orders relatively easily, greedy, can be bribed
- ambitious, often plans for the future and dreams about being in a prominent position (leader, medicine cat, senior warrior), believes he has some kind of destiny
- too lazy to achieve his dreams, prefers to sit and wait for things to happen to him, doesn't like to fight or hold grudges, "goes with the flow"
- secretly a perfectionist, "can't fail if you don't try" approach, terrified of setting high standards he can't keep, easily frustrated when things don't go his way, inclined to quit after a minor setback
- often makes promises he can't keep, just...bad at keeping his word always, spontaneous
- DOESN'T HANDLE PRESSURE WELL AT [i]ALL

MBTI Type: ENFP (the campaigner)
Quirks: Turns right side closer to speaker when listening

Likes:
-- Favorite Color:
-- Favorite Food:
-- Favorite Season: Winter
-- Favorite Location: High up in a tree
Dislikes: Bugs

Religious Beliefs: StarClan
-- Previous Beliefs: Unspecified
Goals: To be remembered by all the Clans, to find his family again, to get a position
Fears: The dark, flying insects

Addictions: N/A
Disorders: N/A
Phobias: N/A

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— i want it all, i want it all[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]Relations:

[size=8]Father: Unknown (NPC)
Mother: Trout (NPC)
Siblings: Unnamed (to be adopted out)

Offspring:
-- Name x Name N/A

Orientation: Bisexual biromantic
Relationship Status: Single
-- Past Relationships: N/A

Close Friends: N/A
Friends: N/A
Rivals: N/A
Enemies: N/A
Influences: Sparrowstar

Mentors: N/A
Apprentices: N/A

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— a blade of grass, a grain of sand[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]Kithood, Clanless:
- Born to Trout
- Separated from siblings at three moons

Kithood, ShadowClan:
- Joined ShadowClan, injured and exhausted

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— the moonlit sea, to hold your hand[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][size=8][b]Strengths:
Weaknesses:

Physical:
-- Fighting:
-- Fishing:
-- Flexibility:
-- Hunting:
-- Precision:
-- Swimming:

Mental:
-- Focus:
-- Initiative:
-- Memory:
-- Resolve:
-- Responsibility:
-- Teamwork:

Speed: ★★★★★
Stamina: ★★☆☆☆
Stealth: ★☆☆☆☆
Strength: ★★★☆☆

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom: -10px; letter-spacing: -1px; color: white][align=right][font=arial][size=16pt][i]— i want it all, i want it all[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8][b]Honey and the Moon - Joseph Arthur
Marching Bands of Manhattan - Death Cab for Cutie
Mercury - Sleeping at Last
Near Death Experience Experience - Andrew Bird
Ophelia - The Lumineers
[abbr=all there is and ever was / i want it all, i want it all]The Shade (Acoustic)[/abbr] - Metric

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=8]Years ago, he had the kind of face that could be called "handsome, if a bit thin." Now, he looks perpetually tired, helped by the prematurely graying hairs on his muzzle and silver streaks of fur over his various healed wounds.

One might think a cat with so many scars has plenty of stories to tell. Maybe they're tales of glory, maybe they're recountings of minor accidents that added up, but there have to be stories either way. In Polarispride's case, however, you will be disappointed. He's not half as exciting as his appearance might suggest.

He is a diplomat first and a warrior second.
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One could hardly be blamed for thinking he's a brown-and-white cat; his paws are perpetually muddy and matted. But, like the rest of him, they are fluffy and white when cleaned.

He has three strong legs perfectly suited for jumping, climbing, and running...and one stub where half of a fourth should be.

Truth is, under his laid-back demeanor, he's a perfectionist to the core.