take my heart and throw it away [o, character development]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 11px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]the black and white female had been padding around camp when she suddenly began to grow a bit hungry. the black and white female would pad over to the fresh-kill pile and take out a plump mice, deciding that she would make up for it later. she took the mouse with her to her spot in camp, where she set it down along the ground. akina would then get into a sitting position and sink her teeth into mouse eagerly.




    but instead of chomping it down and swallowing it, the fae felt tempted to spit it out. the flavours were absolutely repulsing, so much so that she couldn't stand it being in her mouth. frantically, the girl would scamper off to be alone so that she could spit out the mouse. she was desperate to get this foul prey out of her mouth and away from her tastebuds, but she also didn't want others to have to breath in the putrid scent of vomit.




    so once she had finally managed to get to a spot where she could be alone, she spit out the carcass that swished disgustly around in her mouth. she scraped her tongue with her teeth, her nose scrunched up in disgust. the fae would turn and and kick dirt over the carcass, before going and plucking a few leaves and scattering them along the dirt. that seemed to be good enough, so now that was all over she could think about what had just happened.




    surely that mouse had been rotten, akina thought, wincing visibly as she recalled the taste. yes, that had to be it. at that moment the black and white female would've padded back to camp, but only problem was that she was still hungry and she didn't feel right taking from the fresh-kill pile again. so, hunting time she supposed. and it just so happened to be then that her roleplayer magically drifted the scent of mouse over the landscape around her.




    the she-cat shapeshifted into a red-tailed hawk, flapping her powerful wings as she surged into the air. she would swoop closer to the ground, her eyes catching on to the mouse's tiny body. a confident smile on her face, the female flapped her big wings and spiralled down towards the mouse at liquid speed. her beak sunk into the mouse and pierced it's tiny body as she swooped back up to avoid getting her beak stuck in the ground. stomach growling, the girl shifted back into her feline form to eat the mouse. she'd caught it; yay.




    this time, before sinking her teeth into the flesh she gave the carcass a tiny sniff. it smelled completly normal to her, definitely not rotten in the slightest. thus, she proceeded to plunge her teeth into the mouse with pleasure. however that pleasure soon perished into disgust as once more a repulsing taste seeped through her taste buds. this led to the female spitting out the mouse and vomiting on the ground momentarily.




    "pah," the she-cat sounded, shaking her head. "disgusting!!" but man oh man she was still hungry; she hadn't eaten all day for goodness sake! and although she was afraid to attempt at eating again, it was probably just something like she got a bit sick, or her tastebuds weren't craving mouse today; yeah, that had to be it! akina suppressed a nervous chuckle as she paced around in search of something she could eat.




    so thus the black and white feline began darting around mindlessly, growing hungrier by the moment. sure, it had only been a day but she was still growing, dammit! it really had taken her awhile of searching this time before a rather delicious and appealing scent caught her nose; finally, something she could eat. she began to follow the smell, relief seeping through her blood. gee, she'd never smelt anything so good before that she wondered what this piece of prey could possibly be. a bright smile slipped onto her face despite the repulsion she had been through.




    it hadn't been too long before she arrived at her destination. relieved, the fae glanced over at a large pile of leaves where the scent seemed to be coming from. she proceeded to padd over to them and brush them away, chuckling as they tickled nose. wow, in the end maybe she'd have a good story to tell later. or maybe not, and she knew that as her expression cortorted into one of horror at the sight.




    a story, yes... but maybe more of a bad one opposed to a good one.




    it was then that the she-cat backed up, her leafy green eyes widened into round saucers. confusion and terror rippled evidently along her features as she stared at the object that had been dragged out of the leaves. it was a corpse... she'd been lured by a corpse!! and even now, the scent of it was so tempting that she had to turn away as she started drooling at the mouth.




    was she a sadist? was she a phycopath? her heartbeat thumped rapidly against her chest in desperation to tug herself away from the cat corpse, one of her eyes being swallowed up completly by an empty black colour. she felt half of her body tugging her backwards forcefully, dragging all her will with her. she whirled around at this, unable to resist the tight grip that was her want to eat this corpse. she gasped inwardly as she approached the bleeding body, horror rippling through her small body.




    and then her teeth gnashed against the soft flesh.




    no... she was chomping away at this body now. she didn't want to become a murderer, one who disrespected those dead by gobbling up their bodies eagerly. she didn't want to ever taste the same species as her ever; she didn't want to be this type of a monster!! but unfortunately, here she was swallowing down chunks of flesh. she was a cannibal, something she never could've imagined happen to her.




    damn... why?!




    //sorry, very late where I am :([/fancypost]

    [size=6pt](c)trexgirl[/size]

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  • [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; color: #8fbc8f; font-family: cambria; letter-spacing: 1px; font-size: 21px; text-align: center; width: 400px]ʟɪʙᴇʀᴀᴛᴏʀᴇ ɪɴғᴇʀɴᴜᴍ-ʜᴀʀʙʀɪɴɢᴇʀ-sᴍʏᴛʜᴇ[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 350px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase; line-height: 12px; font-size: 8pt][hr]a scent akin to that of rotting flesh drifted across his nose. i hope that's nobody important... deciding to investigate, Libby put his nose down to follow the scent, almost crashing into akina. It couldn't be her who was dead, surely..?


    His face, once that of confusion, contorted to reveal horror. No, not the general, but the animal she was eating. "what are you doing? That's disgusting! What if that was a clanmate?"


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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 11px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;] akina spun around instictevly as libby approached her, both her black as green eyes widening with anxiety. *, *, *, *, *!! oh why did a clanmate have to catch her?! the black and white feline didn't know how to react at first, her mind churning as she attempted to speak but nothing came out. there was no excuses to be made here, nothing to hide the horror that had been brought upon her; the only thing she could do was admit to what she had become.




    "i'm sorry," she murmured solemnly. "i'm a cannibal." it was a rather odd word to be speaking, one that sent chills through her spine. she felt utterly disgusted at what she had become, utterly disgusted that she hadn't been able to stop herself from chomping away at the corpse. she angled her head towards the ground in shame, so that he bi-coloured eyes were hidden from view. the best thing she supposed that she could do now, was explain.




    "i was very hungry a little early, and I attempted eating two mice," she started, her small figure shaking with shock and determination to overcome her cannibalstic side. "but they tasted very rotten, forcing me to spit them out. still hungry, i searched for food that i could consume properly, assuming that I was just sick. but then I caught a rather delicious smell and began following it, all the way to this corpse." she shuffled her paws along the ground, her gaze slowly converting back to it's normal green colour.




    "and... I tried to hold myself back, but I couldn't resist it." she gave a firm shake of her head, before looking up at libby with fierce determination burning in her eyes. "please believe me; please understand that I would never betray this clan or seek to kill one of my own species for food. as I continue to move onwards I can only try to find a efficient counter for this disaster that has occurred." her voice was grief-stricken quite evidently. "and although i couldn't resist doing this here today, i do believe that I will forever be able to resist doing this to a clanmate." and she truly meant every word that she was saying, her fiery determinartion returning to her gaze once more.[/fancypost]

    [size=6pt](c)trexgirl[/size]

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -10px;][justify][font=arial][size=8]Like Libby, the scent of death had drawn Jack to the scene, him anxiously hoping that it wasn't a fallen clanmate. However, what he saw sent of wave of horror washing him - the mangled corpse, Akina with blood around her muzzle, Libby's horrified face. The German Shepherd padded over, his expression an absolute mask of shock; had the general killed this cat to... to eat? Numbly and silently, the Armada member listened to Akina's story, thinking of how much he'd liked the general when they'd spoken previously. Did this change things? Well, how could it not?


    "Are you sure that you'd be able to resist in the future, though?" Jack questioned, quietly, when the feline had finished speaking. His normally eager and out-going voice was subdued, much like the rest of him, by the shock and disappointment that he felt. "What if you can't? What if someone gets hurt?"
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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 11px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]akina glanced at jack, before averting her gaze to the ground and angling her head downwards oncemore. dammit, dammit!! this was definitely not good, not good at all. the domesticated feline shuffled her paws against the ground beneath her, her green gaze swimming with shame and horror. she really didn't need too many to know about this, as she knew it certainly put others at risk of being eaten by her. and the fact of the matter was that jack was right... there was nothing she could do to avoid her cannabalstic tendicies from ultimately overpowering her will, especially since she didn't know how strong her lust to eat was quite yet.




    there was nothing she could do; nothing. it was almost as if she was admitting into defeat right here, that there was a small likelihood that her allies could get killed. what could she do, damn! what could she do?! her heart pounded rapidly in her chest, her thoughts jumbling in her head. she felt utterly panicked right now, as if she was staring at the chain of her life slowly snapping in two. because... her clan was her life, really. she had nothing but them in this world currently. and it seemed to be that she was faced with a choice; to leave her riddleclan, or stay and put risk upon? neither she wanted, and neither she would accept. thus, she decided to do the only thing she could think of.




    magically, her roleplayer gifted her a thin paint brush and piece of paper. the girl sunk her teeth into her paw enough to draw blood, and then raked downwards. she let the blood spatter onto the brush until there was enough substance to write.




    i, akina , vow to surrender my life upon canabalizing a fellow clan-mate. she then handed the paper to libby and jack, her green gaze now solemn.




    "I'm sorry, but this is the most I can do," she murmured quietly. "my theory is that deep down I have high value for my life, and thus i cannot fight my cannabalisim due to my will to survive. with my life on line given I kill or injire another clanmate, i'm hoping i will be able to counter my disease to only target non-related animals." [/fancypost]

    [size=6pt](c)trexgirl[/size]

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