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He doesn't think that this has fully set in yet, the idea of being a Vanguard. In charge of something, having a specialization. While he carries memories of being an assassin, of going undercover and fighting and killing, that's not him. Would he be able to replicate the results? Hell yes he could, but that doesn't mean he wants to. Fuck, it's not like he considers himself a great person. That's kind of the point here. Darkpaw is as close to morally bankrupt as a good guy can get. He walks a thing line between everyone deserves a chance and every man to himself. In the end, he did what he had to for his own survival before worrying about others, unless it was a special circumstance. Red was a special circumstance. Kids were special circumstances. He's not that much of an asshole, that he'd eat before a starving child, that he'd leave a burning building when he could hear someone crying out for help. But his kind of heroism is stained red and frayed.
Maybe it's his own mess of characteristics that made this hard. Dark's not really sure who he is, or what he would be good at. Maybe this would be a good place to start figuring himself out, then. The canine hadn't come into this thinking that he would grow attached to ShadowClan, and maybe he hadn't, but... It wasn't half bad. Some of the people irritated him, some more weirded him out, but hey — that went for any place you ever stayed in, right? "Hey, Fayina? I'd like to talk to you about a few things, if you don't mind. My specialization, and... A request, of sorts." To use that word so shortly after a member of the Cartel had used it makes his expression shift to something sour, lip curling, but he smooths it out quickly enough. "That's not as bad as it sounds."
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GENERAL: [biography] [heartchart]
· Darkpaw | Also responds to: Dark, "asshole"
· Gray-Biromantic Bisexual [ish] | Hypersexual | ♂
· Born February 19th | Ages Strangely | Phys: 6 m.
· Mental: 7 m. | Social Exp: 8 m. | Phys. Exp: 12 m.
· Vanguard [HP] of ShadowClan | [ un/official titles]
PHYSICALITY: [reference] [adult features]
★ DOMESTIC CANINE [main] | health: 95% | [color=#171717]■[color=#71B49F]■[color=#696E65]■[color=#fff]■
— slate black flat-coated retriever / border collie mix. athletic.
— [color=white]arkham knight symbol freezebranded on his upper left shoulder.
— eyes color fluctuates from dull grey to a very pale stormy blue.
— current injuries: general bruising, soreness
EQUIPMENT: [color=white][weapon refs / minus swords] [color=black][armor ref]
· [i]accessories: nothing really, but a work in progress just in case
· protection: partial "gauntlets" on forelegs, work in progress
· weaponry: six throwing knives; two larger knives [rarely used]
PERSONALITY: [color=white][1] [color=white][2] [color=white][3] [color=white][4] [color=white][5] [color=white][6] [color=white][7] [color=black][later]
· AK Jason Todd [high; 65%], Talon!Dick [low??; >25%]
· sure he's hot, but he's also just a hot mess; watch out. probs tired.
· adaptable, charming, clever, focused, hardworking, insightful, snarky.
· protective, sarcastic, proud, asocial, paranoid, quiet, emotionally distant.
· For the most part, Dark is just a stressed out teenager with an inferiority complex and an inability to talk things through reasonably. Won't admit to any feelings, ever, but has no problem working it out physically. Speaks fluent sarcasm and likes banter more than anything else (aside from Red, maybe). Tends to give people random pet names and may or may not be an adrenaline junkie. Will flirt while kicking your ass. Rarely does one come without the other. Secretly very tactile and loving.
RELATIONSHIPS: [color=white][1] [color=white][2] [color=white][win] | ½ ⅓ ¼ ⅛
· Complicated | No Crush? | No Maybe Crushes?
· Red's his princess and you can't change that.
· ½ Darkred [anti-salad buddies; Red Robin]
· ⅓ Daredona [brot3; Red Robin + Bellona]
· NPC x NPC? | G. 1 | No Mentor [trains alone]
· Loyal to a close few; Untrusting; Few Friends
INTERACTION + COMBAT: [color=white][combat skills] [color=white][1]
· Adequate Training | Physically Difficult | Mentally ? ? ?
· Will Start Fights | May Show Mercy | Capable of Killing
· Attack in [color=white]bold white, [color=black]bold black or [u]bold underline
· Can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
— will probably not appreciate it from strangers.
· Contact unconditionally allowed from the following:
— Red Robin, Bellona. That is actually it lmfao.