guess who died again]] o, visitor

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He was sick of this endless cycle. Stumbling forwards onto the border of Skyclan, Gabriel would mutter to himself for a second as he looked into the fog- something about it made him pause before sitting down.
Why was he here? Well, for one thing, he had gotten drunk. And Gabriel had never gotten drunk before, never wanted to, but when he woke up this time he was extremely thirsty and maybe that was a side effect of turning oneself into a statue, maybe it was because he expected to actually stay dead this time, he didn't know.

But poor decision making had him drinking the entire bottle of whatever it was, and now the former leader was sitting wobbly on the border. Maybe he had gotten it into his head that he was confused as all fuck about what had even happened with Cronus, and maybe the party hadn't been enough time to actually talk to him, and maybe Gabe had done some research of his own and found out more about quadrants. Not that the topic was particularly pleasant, especially since Gabe had never even been in a relationship before, but hey. Who even knew where he was going with that train of thought.

The water panther showed some restraint by waiting for a second before yelling.
"HEY, WHERE's.... Fuck, man, I dunno... Is he called Dualscar or Cronus, I think... Yeah, okay. Where's Dualscar?"
Half finished sentences, a look of confusion, and then back to relative normal as he remembered exactly who the guy he was here to see was. Yeah, okay, he would probably regret this.

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[spoiler=tags (september 23rd, 2016)][justify]GENERAL;;
gabriel rose | formerly marley rose harbringer-xerses | genderfluid | 18 months old physically, has memories of a human | mhyrr rose xx npc | the cartel and the foundation | member and class A aka leader | stubborn, intelligent, compulsive liar, neurodivergent | single | crush on nobody, spades crush on dualscar | panro & pansexual | creative | gullible | caring | sworn off relationships (for now) | current goal; gain as much power as possible and form the Foundation | demon | bright cyan blue blood

CURRENTLY;;
continuing their bitterness towards existence | solidifying a loss of morals | introducing a hatred for children | fear of water is almost gone | constant wounds on face in any body | if expression is not described, a frown is most likely | harbors an intense want to cause change | has developed a hatred for WINDCLAN | is mourning their pet moths :< | may be susceptible to temptations

FORMERLY;;
guard of thunderclan | honorguard of windclan | advisor of windclan | spirit of hawkclan | zeta of the nox | leader of the doves (unofficial pacifistic fanclan) | student of gravity falls | medic intern of windclan | paladin trainee of blizzardclan | sentry of the exiles | paragon of the exiles | captain of the resistance | beta of the nox

POWERS;;
free powers | telepathy | multiple possessions | memory manip | emotion manip | the sight | super senses | shapeshifting | ability to take away pain | molecule manip | teleportation | telekinesis | mutation combopack | fire elemental powers | water elemental powers | electicity elemental powers | earth elemental powers | wind elemental powers | fire elemental pelt (dragon body)

BODIES;; (italics mean main bodies)
white wolf with white wings and hazel eyes | purple scaled tinted red with orange underbelly and violet eyes large dragon, wings look like the night sky | heavily mutated hyena body with saber teeth, a mane, an oppossum tail, lion legs, gills, and hazel eyes

INTERACTION;;
physically easy (compared to if facing an average wolf with wings) | mentally extreme | magically average | no kill | (almost) never starts battle interactions | highly focused on politics | hates inequality of any kind | a hypocrite | pm about capture | plots develop in character, but feel free to contact if you want a specific one to happen | attack in cyan and/or bold

PLOTS;;
friends are currently closed | enemies are open | romantic relationships are open | allies are open

LINKS;;
heart chart | plotting | bio | art[/spoiler]

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Gabriel would make a face. Well, that was a lot going on at the moment. The former leader would slump onto the ground in a display of... Patience? Showing that he would wait? Something like that.
Gabe would flutter his face fins, thinking about what he should say. Then, because he was drunk and didn't even have good judgement at the moment, the water panther would shrug.
"Gabriel Rose. Before you say.... Anything, lemme just say, I'm technically dead and in a statue. Because I thought it would be cool or some sh*t? Like... Haunted statue.... Whooosh, ghosty things. What was I saying? Oh- not Class A anymore. Leader. Bleh. Man, I was a bad leader! Like, some of the time. Windclan sucks, I'll say that."

Okay, now that was just devolving into rambling. Probably not good.
The water panther would flip his tail around, trying to think of what to say next. Momentarily distracted by the white spotting on his paws, he would shake his head and sit up, taking another few moments just because movement was not a great idea right now.
"But, like.... Dualscar sucks. I... I f*cking hate him, y'know? He's like, just horrible and..."
Another moment, this time of squinting into the distance, wobbling slightly. What was Gabe even doing? These were total strangers, why was he spilling his guts out to them? That was a big no-no.
"Forget you heard that. I didn't say anything. There were no words just now."

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id be fine with phantom knowing gabe is alive! although technically gabe is not alive as well- theres still a soul in the statue atm as well :>>>

[spoiler=tags (september 23rd, 2016)][justify]GENERAL;;
gabriel rose | formerly marley rose harbringer-xerses | genderfluid | 18 months old physically, has memories of a human | mhyrr rose xx npc | the cartel and the foundation | member and class A aka leader | stubborn, intelligent, compulsive liar, neurodivergent | single | crush on nobody, spades crush on dualscar | panro & pansexual | creative | gullible | caring | sworn off relationships (for now) | current goal; gain as much power as possible and form the Foundation | demon | bright cyan blue blood

CURRENTLY;;
continuing their bitterness towards existence | solidifying a loss of morals | introducing a hatred for children | fear of water is almost gone | constant wounds on face in any body | if expression is not described, a frown is most likely | harbors an intense want to cause change | has developed a hatred for WINDCLAN | is mourning their pet moths :< | may be susceptible to temptations

FORMERLY;;
guard of thunderclan | honorguard of windclan | advisor of windclan | spirit of hawkclan | zeta of the nox | leader of the doves (unofficial pacifistic fanclan) | student of gravity falls | medic intern of windclan | paladin trainee of blizzardclan | sentry of the exiles | paragon of the exiles | captain of the resistance | beta of the nox

POWERS;;
free powers | telepathy | multiple possessions | memory manip | emotion manip | the sight | super senses | shapeshifting | ability to take away pain | molecule manip | teleportation | telekinesis | mutation combopack | fire elemental powers | water elemental powers | electicity elemental powers | earth elemental powers | wind elemental powers | fire elemental pelt (dragon body)

BODIES;; (italics mean main bodies)
white wolf with white wings and hazel eyes | purple scaled tinted red with orange underbelly and violet eyes large dragon, wings look like the night sky | heavily mutated hyena body with saber teeth, a mane, an oppossum tail, lion legs, gills, and hazel eyes

INTERACTION;;
physically easy (compared to if facing an average wolf with wings) | mentally extreme | magically average | no kill | (almost) never starts battle interactions | highly focused on politics | hates inequality of any kind | a hypocrite | pm about capture | plots develop in character, but feel free to contact if you want a specific one to happen | attack in cyan and/or bold

PLOTS;;
friends are currently closed | enemies are open | romantic relationships are open | allies are open

LINKS;;
heart chart | plotting | bio | art[/spoiler]

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Wait... Was that... Was that his nephew? Blinking for a moment, the water panther would grin and his fins would widen in surprise.
"Oh my gosh, it's...! You!"
Normally Gabriel was bad with names; family was no exception. Only now he had no qualms about it. Standing up and moving forward, his tail wagging slightly like a dog's (which really just looked wrong on a feline creature), the probably-a-harbringer would stop before getting too close to Kat.
The whole comment about him being loud forgotten, Gabe would simply sit down and... Not know what to say next. He hadn't exactly attended many Harbringer family meetings.

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[spoiler=tags (october 9th, 2016)][justify]GENERAL;;
gabriel rose | formerly marley rose harbringer-xerses | genderfluid | 19 months old physically, has memories of a human | mhyrr rose xx npc | skyclan, palisadeclan, the foundation | member, member, ghost | stubborn, intelligent, compulsive liar, neurodivergent | single | hearts crush on ianthe, spades crush on dualscar | panro & pansexual | creative | gullible | caring | open to relationships, is poly | current goal; ...whats a goal, stress is the overwhelming Emotion atm | demon | bright cyan blue blood (equivalent of mutant blueblood in hs)

CURRENTLY;;
overworked and stressed | solidifying a loss of morals | introducing a hatred for children | fear of water is almost gone | constant wounds on face in any body | if expression is not described, a frown is most likely | harbors an intense want for everything to just stop | has developed a hatred for WINDCLAN | is mourning their pet moths :< | does not care about anything except their own interests anymore | started drinking

FORMERLY;;
guard of thunderclan | honorguard of windclan | advisor of windclan | spirit of hawkclan | zeta of the nox | leader of the doves (unofficial pacifistic fanclan) | student of gravity falls | medic intern of windclan | paladin trainee of blizzardclan | sentry of the exiles | paragon of the exiles | captain of the resistance | beta of the nox | leader of the foundation

POWERS;;
free powers | telepathy | multiple possessions | memory manip | emotion manip | the sight | super senses | shapeshifting | ability to take away pain | molecule manip | teleportation | telekinesis | mutation combopack | fire elemental powers | water elemental powers | electicity elemental powers | earth elemental powers | wind elemental powers | fire elemental pelt (dragon body)

BODIES;; (italics mean main bodies)
black with white splotches water panther with brown and green eyes | white wolf with white wings and hazel eyes

INTERACTION;;
physically average (compared to if facing an average water panther) | mentally hard | magically average | no kill | (almost) never starts battle interactions | highly focused on politics but hates liking them | a hypocrite | does not care about stuff | pm about capture | plots develop in character, but feel free to contact if you want a specific one to happen | attack in cyan and/or bold

PLOTS;;
friends are currently hard but open | enemies are open | romantic relationships are open | allies are closed

LINKS;;
heart chart | plotting | bio | art[/spoiler]

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Oh hey, it was Phantom! That was good. Seeing them alive, not dead. Wait, why would they have been dead? That made no sense. But their question kind of threw Gabriel off for a moment, like most comments were.
"I'm here because, statistically, I have to exist somewhere until my soul is dead and absorbed. Wait... The statue. Shit. Uh, not there because of whooshy ghosty things."
That had been his wolf body. And he didn't exactly have the wherewithall to actually explain how he was in two places at one time.

And then, who would show up except for the guy he had actually somewhat wanted to see. Somehow Gabriel was never actually prepared to talk to Dualscar, but in this case, he was even less so, because a drunk Gabe was a no-inhibitions Gabriel. Which meant a lot of impulse actions.
"I've never been in Skyclan before."
Which wasn't a lie. Somehow, in all of his wanderings, Gabriel had never visited or stayed in Skyclan. But that wasn't actually answering the questions.
"F*ck you, I'm in this body because of the ghosty soul stuff. Totally... Totally a coincidence."

There's another few moments where Gabriel thinks back to the party. How Dualscar had seemed to be completely... What, mopey? Really sad? Kind of reserved? Which was nothing that Gabe had ever thought to call the currently undead Dualscar. Maybe it was because of that, did Dualscar think he was lesser because of whatever was going on with his face? The blue-er water panther would squint at Dualscar, curling his own tail around his paws for a moment.
Either way, it was something that Gabriel wanted to talk to the other about, but being a leader meant there were a lot of things Gabriel had to pretend to do. And also the whole starting a war with Windclan thing.

"You... Seemed weird at the party thing. Also, Skyclan? Aren't they... Like, one of the pro-clanniest pro-clans? And don't you do... Definitely not proclan things?"
Very coherent. Very descriptive. But even in its basest form, it was probably getting across the basic idea.
"You seemed quieter than usual. What, planning something?"
Gabriel hoped the other wouldn't mistake it for caring. Well, maybe it was caring, on some level. But not the kind of caring that would be attributed to a friend, or to the kind of enemy that you had only ever known as evil. The kind of caring someone would have for someone they hated, a lot, for not being the best that they could be. For knowing that they could be so much better, but they just, for some reason, decided not to. The caring someone had for the high score on a game that they wanted to win at; looking up to the other just a bit but also knowing that you were better than them, in some ways.
It was confusing. And the kiss from before probably made it even more confusing. But that was the best way to describe it, in layman's terms.

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[spoiler=tags (october 9th, 2016)][justify]GENERAL;;
gabriel rose | formerly marley rose harbringer-xerses | genderfluid | 19 months old physically, has memories of a human | mhyrr rose xx npc | skyclan, palisadeclan, the foundation | member, member, ghost | stubborn, intelligent, compulsive liar, neurodivergent | single | hearts crush on ianthe, spades crush on dualscar | panro & pansexual | creative | gullible | caring | open to relationships, is poly | current goal; ...whats a goal, stress is the overwhelming Emotion atm | demon | bright cyan blue blood (equivalent of mutant blueblood in hs)

CURRENTLY;;
overworked and stressed | solidifying a loss of morals | introducing a hatred for children | fear of water is almost gone | constant wounds on face in any body | if expression is not described, a frown is most likely | harbors an intense want for everything to just stop | has developed a hatred for WINDCLAN | is mourning their pet moths :< | does not care about anything except their own interests anymore | started drinking

FORMERLY;;
guard of thunderclan | honorguard of windclan | advisor of windclan | spirit of hawkclan | zeta of the nox | leader of the doves (unofficial pacifistic fanclan) | student of gravity falls | medic intern of windclan | paladin trainee of blizzardclan | sentry of the exiles | paragon of the exiles | captain of the resistance | beta of the nox | leader of the foundation

POWERS;;
free powers | telepathy | multiple possessions | memory manip | emotion manip | the sight | super senses | shapeshifting | ability to take away pain | molecule manip | teleportation | telekinesis | mutation combopack | fire elemental powers | water elemental powers | electicity elemental powers | earth elemental powers | wind elemental powers | fire elemental pelt (dragon body)

BODIES;; (italics mean main bodies)
black with white splotches water panther with brown and green eyes | white wolf with white wings and hazel eyes

INTERACTION;;
physically average (compared to if facing an average water panther) | mentally hard | magically average | no kill | (almost) never starts battle interactions | highly focused on politics but hates liking them | a hypocrite | does not care about stuff | pm about capture | plots develop in character, but feel free to contact if you want a specific one to happen | attack in cyan and/or bold

PLOTS;;
friends are currently hard but open | enemies are open | romantic relationships are open | allies are closed

LINKS;;
heart chart | plotting | bio | art[/spoiler]

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Gabriel didn't quite notice Phantom's grimace, but had he noticed, then he probably would've dismissed it. He wasn't exactly the most attentive at the current moment.

But more important things to be doing? Well, not really. That was the beauty of having your soul split; being in two places at once. A mind link to his other half. They were still in the statue, watching, a constant feedback noise of necessary information that was filtered with different colors according to importance. Every so often one would pop up that was really important- Horizon visiting Windclan, Judith visiting Windclan, Judith holding a meeting- which was a brighter color, bright enough that it caught Gabriel's attention no matter what.
This was not happening now. But this half of Gabriel's soul truly did not have much else to be doing.

"It matters so I can try to stop you from doing horrible things. And what, you got tortured?"
Why would he have been tortured? He was in good standing, so far as Gabe knew. Held tortures of his own, attacked enemies, was a general jerk; the epitome, the paragon (laughably, an actual paragon) of what an Exiler was supposed to be. And as intoxicated as he was, Gabriel knew that there was something off about that.
"For... Torturing someone?"
As far as Gabriel knew, that was the worst act that Dualscar had committed. Anything else had never been discussed with Gabe present, and had somehow evaded his scope of reference. Funny. It seemed like that was the pattern; Dualscar did something horrible, Gabriel found out later, and Gabe ended up just hating Dual and trying to get him to stop. But there was a limit to what Gabriel would tolerate.

"I'm sure Skyclan is very happy about your future plans." What had happened to the days when even considering leaving a ckan was cause enough for someone to call treason? And then call the creature committing it a traitor or something. Maybe it was only anticlans that did that.
"Wait... How your body works? Isn't... Aren't you still a mushupesha or whatever?"
Huh. Maybe Gabriel was hallucinating. Did alchohol make him hallucinate things? That would honestly be pretty weird.

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[spoiler=tags (october 9th, 2016)][justify]GENERAL;;
gabriel rose | formerly marley rose harbringer-xerses | genderfluid | 19 months old physically, has memories of a human | mhyrr rose xx npc | skyclan, palisadeclan, the foundation | member, member, ghost | stubborn, intelligent, compulsive liar, neurodivergent | single | hearts crush on ianthe, spades crush on dualscar | panro & pansexual | creative | gullible | caring | open to relationships, is poly | current goal; ...whats a goal, stress is the overwhelming Emotion atm | demon | bright cyan blue blood (equivalent of mutant blueblood in hs)

CURRENTLY;;
overworked and stressed | solidifying a loss of morals | introducing a hatred for children | fear of water is almost gone | constant wounds on face in any body | if expression is not described, a frown is most likely | harbors an intense want for everything to just stop | has developed a hatred for WINDCLAN | is mourning their pet moths :< | does not care about anything except their own interests anymore | started drinking | is technically a ghost! twenty posts as incorporeal equals one post not corporeal

FORMERLY;; (member rankings not listed; too many)
guard of thunderclan | honorguard of windclan | advisor of windclan | spirit of hawkclan | zeta of the nox | leader of the doves (unofficial pacifistic fanclan) | student of gravity falls | medic intern of windclan | paladin trainee of blizzardclan | sentry of the exiles | paragon of the exiles | captain of the resistance (unofficial all clan group) | beta of the nox | leader of the foundation

POWERS;;
free powers | telepathy | multiple possessions | memory manip | emotion manip | the sight | super senses | shapeshifting | ability to take away pain | molecule manip | teleportation | telekinesis | mutation combopack | fire elemental powers | water elemental powers | electicity elemental powers | earth elemental powers | wind elemental powers | fire elemental pelt (dragon body)

BODIES;; (italics mean main bodies)
black with white splotches water panther with brown and green eyes | white wolf with white wings and hazel eyes

INTERACTION;;
physically average (compared to if facing an average water panther) | mentally hard | magically average | no kill | (almost) never starts battle interactions | highly focused on politics but hates liking them | a hypocrite | does not care about stuff | pm about capture | plots develop in character, but feel free to contact if you want a specific one to happen | attack in cyan and/or bold

PLOTS;;
friends are currently hard but open | enemies are open | romantic relationships are open | allies are closed

LINKS;;
heart chart | plotting | bio | art[/spoiler]

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(tw for suicidal ideations nd stufff)

"Vwhere vwas this convwiction vwhen you vwere off killing yourself?"
Gabriel should have remembered that talking to someone you hated meant there were no lines that couldn't be crossed. That, as the first real conversation after he had died and the other had apparently been turned into a zombie, Gabe should have realized that, of course this was going to come up.
But Gabriel was drunk, and had poor foresight, and had been scrambling to make coherent words for half of the conversation.
Although if anyhing were to be considered sobering, it was that.

"I was a member of five clans, four of which hated one of them. I was turning into a demon, a process that-that I couldn't even stop! I don't even want to be- be exist, existing right now! How wild is that. Wanting to be dead. Could... Could slit my throat right now and nobody'd even care, 'nd if they do then fvck 'em."
He lifted one paw, claws unsheathed, to his throat. That'd probably piss Dualscar off, dying in what the other saw as Gabriel's best apparel.
The claws hovered, mismatched gaze staring at Dualscar. Not glaring, just watching. Seeing what would happen.
And then the paw dropped, Gabriel's throat untouched as a grin grew on his face.
"Fvck, like it'd even work. Like... For some reason I just can't die! I've tried. Last time, turning myself to stone, that should've worked, but instead my soul was split, how about that. Not even like you care about any of this. But if you're gonna be... Be bringing up my death then you've got to deal with the, the whole 'oh I actually couldn't care less about being alive'."

But Dual's next words concerned Gabe, made him drop the grin. Even intoxicated, he was pretty sure there were only a few things that the Exiles considered really bad. Hurting a kid, that one thing, or hurting or disrespecting a high position. And while Dualscar was generally horrible, Gabe didn't quite see him doing the first two, but the third seemed most likely.
Which, in all honesty, Gabriel didn't quite care about. The high positions of the Exiles- himself included- were not kind, and more often than not earned their positions through bloodlust and generally horrible acts.
Although the rule about not doing unacceptable stuff to other Exiles had probably saved his own behind on several occasions. So Gabe would shake his head a bit in disbelief.
"Do you even understand the whole, like... Purpose of a clan? With common purpose and... Food and trust, or something like that..."
Yeah, okay, not entirely coherent.

As for Dual's comment about Skyclan probably wanting to get rid of him at some point, Gabriel was inclined to agree. On some level, at least.
And then there was the little bit about Dualscar apparently being dead, and the stuff on his face was months old and not needing to eat, and wow, the thought of food was very not welcome at the moment, as Gabriel felt himself wobble for a moment before clearly and purposefully making himself stand still.
A few moments later, after Gabe had mostly recouperated from the sudden bout of dizziness, he squinted at Dualscar.
"Nonsense. I've been dead for months, possessing stuff, taking on new bodies, accidentally. You're just not... Trying."

Okay, yeah, had Gabriel been sober then he would have never said that. Because dying was something that was actually pretty traumatic, no matter how, and then with Dualscar's admittedly unique situation of being dead but in the same body? It had to be confusing.
Part of Gabriel's motivation here, though, was also that he had seen the anger in the first sentence of Dualscar's reply, and really, that was so much better on the other than the sort of mopey look. Which had been really, really bothering Gabriel.

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[spoiler=tags (october 9th, 2016)][justify]GENERAL;;
gabriel rose | formerly marley rose harbringer-xerses | genderfluid | 19 months old physically, has memories of a human | mhyrr rose xx npc | skyclan, palisadeclan, the foundation | member, member, ghost | stubborn, intelligent, compulsive liar, neurodivergent | single | hearts crush on ianthe, spades crush on dualscar | panro & pansexual | creative | gullible | caring | open to relationships, is poly | current goal; ...whats a goal, stress is the overwhelming Emotion atm | demon | bright cyan blue blood (equivalent of mutant blueblood in hs)

CURRENTLY;;
overworked and stressed | solidifying a loss of morals | introducing a hatred for children | fear of water is almost gone | constant wounds on face in any body | if expression is not described, a frown is most likely | harbors an intense want for everything to just stop | has developed a hatred for WINDCLAN | is mourning their pet moths :< | does not care about anything except their own interests anymore | started drinking | is technically a ghost! twenty posts as incorporeal equals one post not corporeal

FORMERLY;; (member rankings not listed; too many)
guard of thunderclan | honorguard of windclan | advisor of windclan | spirit of hawkclan | zeta of the nox | leader of the doves (unofficial pacifistic fanclan) | student of gravity falls | medic intern of windclan | paladin trainee of blizzardclan | sentry of the exiles | paragon of the exiles | captain of the resistance (unofficial all clan group) | beta of the nox | leader of the foundation

POWERS;;
free powers | telepathy | multiple possessions | memory manip | emotion manip | the sight | super senses | shapeshifting | ability to take away pain | molecule manip | teleportation | telekinesis | mutation combopack | fire elemental powers | water elemental powers | electicity elemental powers | earth elemental powers | wind elemental powers | fire elemental pelt (dragon body)

BODIES;; (italics mean main bodies)
black with white splotches water panther with brown and green eyes | white wolf with white wings and hazel eyes

INTERACTION;;
physically average (compared to if facing an average water panther) | mentally hard | magically average | no kill | (almost) never starts battle interactions | highly focused on politics but hates liking them | a hypocrite | does not care about stuff | pm about capture | plots develop in character, but feel free to contact if you want a specific one to happen | attack in cyan and/or bold

PLOTS;;
friends are currently hard but open | enemies are open | romantic relationships are open | allies are closed

LINKS;;
heart chart | plotting | bio | art[/spoiler]

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