THIS KID'S NOT ALRIGHT / PRIVATE

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    There's nothing pretty about living like this. Shitty apartments and refurbished warehouses, only a few of them fitting the bare bones basics of comfortable, and none of them were nice. This place was... Moderately better than the others, maybe. If he was lucky, he would get fifteen minutes of warm water in the shower, and the water pressure wasn't too bad. Sure, the walls were a kind of gross eggshell color, and the floor creaked when you walked, and it was always boiling hot, and the air conditioning didn't work, and... Okay, point made: this fucking sucked. But it was a place to crash when he needed to, and it was on the third floor of the apartment building, so there weren't many people who bothered to climb up three stories to get to a particular window. That was the first thing Jason had done when he got home: unlocked the window and cracked it just a touch, just enough that he could feel the breeze outside when he collapsed onto the (kind of creaky, very old) couch. It's not the heat that makes him peel his shirt off, though. That would be the blossoming section of red on his sleeve and side. The cuts were minor, sure — that didn't mean he could put off cleaning them.


    One, two — "Fuck." The exhalation comes low when he tightens the bandage around his midsection, the red instantly transferring to the first layer instead. "Fuck." And again, with more feeling. Wasn't that a thing? That seemed like a thing. See, it was always sad when he was alone like this, because his thoughts were fucking delightful when he was mostly out of it. Now he just needs a drink and today would be complete, or something like that. Jason, his barely furnished apartment, and his own weird mind. "Why the fuck don't you ever listen to reason, Jason. He fucking offered to buy you an apartment. Fucking use that. Fuck." Last few words muffled by the end of the bandage between his teeth, the young man tips his head back to rest it on the top of the couch. Home sweet (peaceful, quiet, lonely) home.
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    Jason's first mistake was assuming that being on the third floor of an apartment building ensured safety, and the second mistake was leaving one vital window open, because that just made his job so much easier. Technically, if he'd thought about it, simply scaling the stairs would've been a simpler way to go about this ordeal, maybe knock on the door and charm his way in, or kick his way through the locks and waltz into the room — but that's no fun, and he's all about fun, nowadays. He's a kid who, thanks to recent events, technically has no home, doesn't really get enough food nor sleep to function properly, and yet still is — life's tough for him, but by doing what he's good at, he's somehow managed to get by. He's not proud of his methods, but they've scattered his life with dashes of colour, and that's the positive part of it all, as shitty as his existence currently is. The last "proper" thing he ate was a hotdog three days ago, and if that doesn't symbolise his present situation, he doesn't know what does. For a kid with fairly (formerly) well-off parents, this whole "inheritance" thing isn't going so well. He doesn't have enough cash for a bottle of water, these days, but he's coping, is he not?


    It's when he reaches level with the second floor that he wonders if he's being a bit dramatic, but he's never exactly been capable of thinking rationally on two hours' sleep, so he decides that maybe this is for the best. Besides, this'll make for an interesting story in the long run — the tale of how he literally broke into his friend's apartment because he was too tired to take the easy route. Of course, this is all betting on the fact that he'll be alive after this — if Jason has anything nearby that he can throw and he doesn't realise who he is, Tim's next solid rest could be in his grave, and frankly, he doesn't want that. Not now, anyway — now, he wants to lounge around and eat pizza. He wonders if Jason has any sort of painkillers in this apartment of his — he wonders if he has anything in it at all. He'd better — Tim's desperate, and the biggest regret he currently has is not overdosing on paracetamol before attempting this frankly ridiculous stunt of his.


    Like a fucking ninja — because that's the vibe he's feeling at the moment (sneaky) — Tim nudges the window open and slides in through it once he reaches it, all stealth and silence, and is greeted by a muffled half-rant, the sort that has him tilting his head in open thought. He says nothing, though, not until he's right behind Jason, leaning over the back of the couch and studying the bandages with wide blue eyes. "Yikes," is the first thing he says, reaching out with a gloved hand to prod at somewhere not yet stained with crimson. "Need some help, honey?"
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    See, he's never really safe, is he? There are some places that are safer than others, some people that are safer than others, but it's never quite that simple. There's always going to be someone eyeing that third story window — Jason just figures that if there's some kid smart enough to find their way into this place, they're free to take whatever they find. Usually that's not much, considering that he's usually a pretty simplistic person by nature. Unlike his father-brother-clone-thing, he didn't get the family fortune. Not that Win really wants it either, but that'll be a bitter spot between the two of them (what isn't, really) for a while. Neither of them had it too great, if he was speaking honestly — then again, who in the world did? Jason isn't exactly broke, not quite yet, but this apartment will be taking up a good portion of his (shitty, mostly illegal) income, and he was basically living off of cheap takeout and cheaper alcohol. For someone who actually liked to cook, that was hell. (He doesn't have a butler, either, and maybe that's what he misses the most about all of this. Alfred. Everything about him, really.)


    They're all just coping. If you quit, you die, right? Like Tim, the older boy is borderline delirious from sleep deprivation alone — add in a few gulps of whiskey and a little bit of blood loss, and... Well. That seemed to have some interesting results. It's not a lie, that he would likely end up throwing something if he figured out that anyone was in his apartment. Maybe it's just luck that the circumstances meet the way they do. Tipsy, injured Jason, literal cat Timothy — today, at least, the odds are in the smaller's favor. (They probably always would be, but his pride was a little too commanding for him to admit that.)


    His eyes had closed just slightly by the time he gets through the window, still resting loosely against the couch as if that would make the pain fade away some. And it does, after a few slow breaths. It's not like he minded the pain anyway. (Now that didn't sound quite right, did it?) You couldn't do the things that he did if you were always crying. Even the small ones had an awful pain tolerance. Street kids, the lot of them, but he wouldn't have it any other way. Well, no, he would. If it meant that his apartment didn't feel as empty as it did now, if it meant that his friends didn't have to worry about being hungry all the time. He'd do just about anything he could for that sort of thing. Most days, at least. There are a few times when Jason is admittedly a little grumpy with the two of them, and this is exactly why. The prickling on the back of his neck becomes unbearable just as Tim reaches the area behind him, and pale eyes snap open just in time to catch sight of his hand, and then his eyes. "How the fuck did you get in here, Timothy?" (An interesting note: he overuses the word "fuck" when he's in pain, apparently.)


    But it's not really sharp, because he looks tired and scrawny (and he's still pretty as hell, fuck), and the feeling of a glove against him when he's wearing almost nothing is pretty fucking personal. Jason exhales, lets himself smirk again instead when he notes his apparent path. The goddamn window? Now that's dedication. "I've got a door, princess. You miss me that much?" He clicks his tongue. "I'll be fine, but christ, when's the last time you slept?"
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  • [fancypost bgcolor=;border:0;width:450px;text-align:justify;font-size:10.5px;line-height:1.4]Safety's a social construct, anyway, the sort of feeling that's never truly achieved, because everybody's always in danger, regardless of how muted that danger may be. The chances of anybody crawling through that window, for example, are rather small, but that doesn't mean it's impossible; it's just that the nature of the apartment is likely enough to deter most wannabe thieves, and if a stranger does find their way in, it's likely their intentions are to do more than just burgle. That's when the paranoia can start to kick in, glancing at the weaker parts of a room and wondering if there's somebody hovering just outside, waiting for the opportunity to take a life — it's a rare occasion, but again, not an entirely impossible one. He can't exactly say he's a popular target for those trying to kill, but he's not unpopular, either. In the last week, he's probably been shot at more times than twenty normal people would be in their entire lifetimes. Fifty, if these people avoid crowds inherently. He's battered and bruised and new scars scream when he moves, but he'll keep going. Losing this game isn't something he can afford to do at this point.


    He doesn't like comparing his existence to other people's, doesn't like thinking about what he could've had if he'd not been so stubborn. That I'll do it myself nature of his had dragged him down to this point, and acceptance of his situation has kept him here — that, and the fact that he has friends with similar fates. He could always try and reconcile with the people that withheld his future from him, but that was an effort he didn't want to have to toil through, and begging for forgiveness isn't something he's keen on doing — people like those he avoids like the plague are notorious for simply enjoying the look of distress on another person's features, and he'll be damned if he gives them the satisfaction. Even so, he finds himself eyeing this sort of apartment with a sense of wistfulness — and if that doesn't say a lot about how far they've all fallen, then he doesn't know what does. This place is a shithole, but at least it isn't falling apart.


    Eyes flash at the use of his full forename, and he grins, a lopsided sort of thing. "Timothy?" it's hardly an admonishment, but it's certainly curious, and he sounds almost unnecessarily amused by it — almost, but not quite, the mirth in his tone luckily curbed by what little sense he has left. "Oh, come on. Nobody's called me Timothy since I was, like, eight." not to say that he doesn't like it, though he does associate it with formality or idle punishment if he ever did something considered "naughty" (if only they could see him now, he thinks grimly. He's glad they can't. He's hardly their golden boy, now, hardly the child they wanted him to be — and he hates to blame them for that, but he had nowhere to go on their deaths, and he sure as hell wasn't going to let the services take him. No — running away was the only option he'd had, and it's because of that choice that he's even here in the first place).


    The hand withdraws, and with a quiet huff, he tugs off his gloves and tosses them aside. "The window. It was open — I'm weak." and climbing in a manner akin to Spider-Man is, if nothing else, a brief entertainment to distract him from the woes of the world. He twists so he can push himself up and perch on the back of the couch, staring down at Jason with half-lidded and thoughtful eyes. "And what if I did? Maybe I just wanted to hear your voice again." is that sarcasm? It sounds like sarcasm, though again, it's halfhearted, half-assed, oddly mellow. He twirls a finger in the air absentmindedly. "Long enough ago for it to warrant a slap on the wrists. Sure you don't need help? I'm tired, not delirious."
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  • [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 420px; text-align: justify; font-size: 12px; line-height: 15px;]Unlike Tim, whose sporadic sleeping hours make his decision-making skills questionable at best, the significantly less sleep-deprived girl with her choppy hair in a messy bun is taking the easier route inside. Producing a set of lockpicks from the pockets of her cargo pants (these pants have a lot of pockets; she likes these pants), Bellona gets to work with a watchful eye on the area around her. Lockpicking doesn't have much use when you live down in the sewers (which are, objectively speaking, much worse than shitty apartments, but she's used enough to the former that she'd have to disagree), and indeed her hard-won expertise were going to waste there until she found herself scurrying around like a mangy rat on the surface. There's always a door to jiggle open somewhere up here, even though the smoke-laden air still makes her cough and sneeze, and the way things work around here are markedly different. But she's nearly fully acclimated to her new environment, and she's no longer overwhelmed by all the sights and sounds and smells. And whenever she needs a hand (she's not helpless, there's just a lot of things to keep track of) she's got the two boys she's incontrovertibly adopted as companions to badger into an explanation.


    With a click, the door swings open and she strides in just in time to hear the word princess. She feels her eyebrows lift upward and she cocks her head to the side, restoring her lockpicks into her pocket. Pulling off the dark green parka she's taken to wearing everywhere (except here; it's ridiculously warm here), she walks over to lean against the back of the couch on Jason's other side. "If he's a princess, what am I?" she asks, tying the parka around her waist and folding her red flannel shirt's sleeves at the elbow. She inclines further forward over the back of the couch to peer up at Tim from across Jason. "I picked the lock. It was easier that way." The you should have followed me instead of scaling the fucking building, Timothy goes unsaid except for the pointed look in her eyes. Recalling the last bits of their conversation, she adds, "And you both need sleep. I don't know how you're both still alive." Glancing down at Jason's torso (this is one of the few ways she can be taller than him) her brows knit together. "You're hurt."


    / here i am
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    Paranoid and sleep deprived, the lot of them. Sure, Bellona was a little less sleep deprived, but the three of them in general weren't quite... Okay. Hell, who would be? He's looking up at Tim, watching him look around, and it makes him sad that they're all so spooked. Part of him wants to get him to forget all of this, and the other part wants to go fix this place up. It's true that this is a high-risk lifestyle, for all involved, getting shot at, getting stabbed, robbed, generally cheated, hurt. Standing up to it just tended to get your more hurt — how do you think he got all these injuries? They were still just kids, after all. Just kids seemed unfair, when you look at everything they've been through. He's looking at Tim, all his bruises, scrapes, sleep deprivation, they all deserve better than what they've got. He'd like to say that this isn't that bad, and maybe some days it's not. Watching the night sky from some random-ass rooftop, running away when someone inevitably calls the cops — heaven for an adrenaline junkie, hell for someone who misses not wishing that he had the absolute bare necessities.


    Two ex-rich kids, Tim and Jason. The difference here is that the only thing keeping him from a life without worry is his own goddamn pride. The person he's stuck dealing with doesn't enjoy the distress, doesn't like watching him struggle to buy lunch. But it's not like they see each other often enough, and sometimes there's some extra money in his account, and Jason's smart enough not to mention it, proud or not. Win's an asshole, but he's not a political person, and that's one thing that he'll always appreciate about him. (He could have something a lot nicer than this, they all could, if he could simply get over himself. There are days that he feels like apologizing for being stubborn, but he's too stubborn.) But Tim's grinning and he can't help but grin back, just as crooked. Calling him Timothy is the equivalent of calling him (or Win, honestly) Bruce. It's funny, kind of, and the response only makes his grin grow a touch wider. "Yeah, Timothy," is all he says — it's not much of an answer, but it's all he can think to say. Timothy sounds like a rich private school kid. Tim sounds like something a little more down-to-earth, closer to the likes of him. Nobody's the golden boy anymore.


    "There are easier ways in here, you know." He's not the person to actively worry (no, he is, he just doesn't show it much), but he finds himself looking at his hands when he pulls his gloves away. "How're the hands, then?" Jason shifts as Tim perches himself in his chosen spot, head still tipped to see him better. The way he's looking at him has him curious, though he's not quite as guarded against the thoughtfulness there. That doesn't mean that it's quite so simple, that he'll just open up. "Babe, you've got my number." Disposable cell phones and pay phones, not quite the best way to hold a conversation. He pauses for something similar to dramatic effect. "What'd you want to hear me say, then?" Low and teasing, not quite as half-finished as Tim's sarcasm. Flirting was always a little bit easier than actual feelings. He laughs again, just as teasing. "If you're tired enough to crawl through my damn window, you're probably delirious, Timmy. But I wouldn't mind if you kissed it better." Yeah, he's not the only delirious one here. Christ.


    Whatever thing they had going on here was interrupted by a click, and the first thing he does this time is move as if to stand — knife on the table, but his handguns weren't nearby, then — "Jesus Christ, Bell." He lets his head drop back down when he places the voice and the face, though there's a bit of a scowl instead of a smirk. "You're gonna be in trouble, that's what you are. Both of you." Where are his cigarettes? That'd be nice right about now. He sighs. "Least I don't have to worry about giving you a key." Stormy eyes trail over the younger female and her rather ridiculous attire, brows lifting at the parka. Was she trying to die of a heat stroke? "What're you guys doing here?" After a moment, inhaling slowly and missing the smoke, he shifts until he's taking up the full length of the couch, head resting on an armrest. "You're very observant, tiny." Bell, tiny. He's fully expecting to have her punch him for that, but what was that thing asshole family members said when you complained about something? "Oh, your stomach's hurting? I could kick your shin, then you'll stop focusing on it." Thankfully, Win was never that much of an asshole. Neither was Alfred, or his parents, or anyone. But he knows the phrase.


    "You know, I would sleep more, but I'm a little busy trying to survive. Besides, I don't even have a bed." Yet. Hopefully. Maybe. He clears his throat and smiles again. "So what's the occasion? We having some sorta party?"


    / lost momentum for this post, rest in peace
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