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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt;]When Palatino was very small, he was warm. He was a very little body, but there were lots of other little bodies, too, and there was a big body from which he derived comfort and safety. Most little bodies are vulnerable at that stage, but Palatino was a tad more vulnerable than most; inches between him and the bigger body, or between him and multiple little bodies, saw his own body grow cold and sluggish and sickly. He'd try to cry, during those moments, his own little body trying to find the fellow little bodies, or the bigger body, so that he could make contact and begin to warm himself up again. Sometimes, he grew so cold that he couldn't cry out, making strange, rattling noises in his throat in the hopes that it would draw the bigger body closer.


    Fast-forward a three months, and Palatino is still very much a little body. Yes, he's a little bigger, due to age, but for his age, he is very tiny. Somewhere in between being this little and being newborn-little, Palatino got lost, or stolen, one of the two, maybe a mixture of both, stranded out of the territory he knew as his home and completely open to attack or death. Out there, in the wild, with no signs of life, he grew very cold again, and he cried out, because from experience, that made the bigger body come closer. It failed, that time, and it failed all the times after that, until he again grew so cold that he couldn't cry out, making those same, strange, rattling noises in his throat, his final attempt at salvation.


    Once again, that salvation did not come. But Palatino did not die, not entirely. He died a little, somewhere in that icy, unforgiving world, even as the sun grew warmer and the flowers bloomed; he remained cold. But as slow and sluggish as Tino grows when he gets cold, he did not freeze over, no. His small limbs stirred, quietly defiant, and he began to wander. His defiant paws didn't ever take him very far, and on some days, observers would see him merely meandering in tiny circles, as if he believed he was actually going anywhere. He ate what he could find, and that was usually grass. For such a little body, it wasn't a healthy diet. Today, Tino is not a healthy little body.


    When Tino was somewhere in the middle of his third month of life, his little head grew little nubs, hard bumps that will later develop into antlers. They itched a lot, and for a few days, Tino became further confused and erratic, stumbling blindly until he stood on the edge of a steep decline. And then, because he didn't stop stumbling blindly, Tino's little body went rolling down that steep decline, bumping against rocks and roots and earning himself bruises and cuts until he came to a halt at the bottom. By that point, however, Tino was no longer awake, and he stayed like that for a long time, until the bruises had disappeared and the cuts had healed over. Miraculously, Tino's little body went untouched or undiscovered by predators. Perhaps because it's so little.


    Fast forward again to a few days after Tino hit the bottom of that particularly steep decline, and the pup finally wakes up. When he did wake up, he was very confused, understandably, but it was odd, because.. something about what he first saw was familiar. However, months of being isolated have led to a distinct lack of socialisation, and Tino struggles with certain things. Recognising faces and places, understanding basic concepts, language — so he just shrugged it off, paddled his feet until he stood upright, and set off again in a staggering, uneven line. He continued like this until he reached a border, and then he stopped; it's where he's been for the last half an hour, seemingly fascinated by a new scent. He looks a mess, scruffy fur around his forelegs, unkempt fur and malnourished stature making him look almost-dead, but he's not quite there yet.


    To most people, he'll be unfamiliar. But Tino's little body is perhaps recognisable by some; he has a parent here, the famed bigger body that he knew in his earliest moments. Of course, by this point, Tino won't recognise appearances; he relies on scents, smells, trails that he can follow with his nose rather than his eyes, and perhaps that's why he's so fascinated by the smell of the border. If anyone happens to stumble across him on a patrol, they'll find him like this, rolling around on the rainforest floor with his nose twitching eagerly.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 400px; text-align: justify; line-height: 1; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 8pt; MARGIN-TOP: -5PX;] artpop had a decnt childhood. a mother, a father, an older sister that watched over him with her life. he had memoirs of a time long past, back in a chest in his bedroom. being born in such a christian household, they hadnt.. taken well to his sexuality. his flamboyance was sin, in their eyes - and when he'd gotten kicked out, his mother had given him everything. anything that could possibly remind her of him, he had gotten. it resided there, in this chest - collecting dirt and growing dappled with age. there was a bottle beneath an old grey scrapbook, clean yet holding various indention from teething. his mother had trouble feeding him, unable to produce milk after her first child and having to feed him with artificial milk. he'd been told it frightened them a bit - manmade milk was not as nutritious as natural, but he made it. a few chew toys and a blue knitted boggin, random little objects. these things, these memories, were good - the only good that he could remember in his early life. given the fact that he had been all but abandoned so early on, baby stuff reminded him of a time when everything was okay. when he had thought his family loving, cherishing. god, how wrong he had been. his sister, though.. his sister always loved him, and he had always adored his sister. unlike most siblings, he had been very close to her as a child - her being the one to introduce him to makeup, help him dress up in the beginning and shape him into who he was today. she had always been there for him, always together. his recollections were quite the opposite of the celluloid stills he kept in his chest, and unless he visits them often, they would fade away into a distant thought. the only good memories he had of his family, before everything went to shit. he remembered he and his sister playing in the sun, rays warm against his silver back and eyes alight as they met the pale violet of his sisters own. the childish squeals and little [ yet surprisingly strong ] paws pinning him to the ground in their backyard during a game of cops and robbers. good times, yeah? he was the youngest by a few months, their mother seemingly cursed with the ability to only have one pup at a time. he'd never been the healthiest, a bit underweight if anything, and he had always stuck to her side like glue. perhaps he had been a bit too dependent on her at one point - but that did not matter. she was nothing to him now. none of them were.


    in vegas, everything had been different. the husky had been sheltered for the beginning portion of his life, so being so abruptly thrust into the sin-heart of the world had been dangerous for him. he'd been smart, though; he had been extremely smart until he began to get into drugs as bad as he had. cocaine had utterly destroyed him, but at least it hadnt marred his looks.. right? it hadnt directly. he did have scars from things he'd done while under the influence - rope scars on his wrists that the male hid with leather bracelets, the occasional knick on his jaw and hips from claws, teethmarks in his throat. they were faded, mostly, and covered by a healthy coat of fur that made him look healthy despite the hell he'd put himself through. the husky thanked god for that, at least. ivory paws led him through the damp forest scenery, ears twitching at the occasional call of a bird, fuchsia eyes lifted to attempt getting a glimpse of the feathery creatures. that was, until he caught a scent. unfamiliar, yet familiar at the same time. it drew him to a halt, maw parting to take a deep breath in, vivid gaze drifting down from the treetops to settle on the small form lingering at the border. a puppy - young, fluffy, absolutely adorable. was he lost? abandoned? the advisor squinted, twitching his ears back and cocking his head to the side. he felt as though he'd seen this one before.. somewhere,"hi there, sweetie." he inquired, effeminate vocals gentle and soft, yet lifted as it usually was when he spoke to children,"whats your name?"


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    Sans had done everything in his power to care for his kids. Having them just before the sickness rolled around was hard. They were confined to the tunnels, and he was split apart from them, left to leave them in the hands of the community. He was only ever allowed to see Calligraphy and Dante, one being sick and the other being, well, dead. A ghost, in fact. His ghostly son had seemed to of disappeared as well, and Calligraphy didn't show her little face much.


    It was hard to be a sick father, juggling his healthy children, sick children, and grief for his dead children. Everything had been a mess, and everyone else was caught up in it. He hadn't seen several of his kids in a long time, his soul heavier each step further away they drew. Today, he didn't feel so heavy. He was drawn to a quiet voice, one he knew to be Artpop's. They hadn't spoken in a while, and of course, he was being clingy. He needed some kind of attention, even if it was to be sat beside or smiled at. Something at some time in the day to make him feel normal - to make him feel wanted. He had a habit of relying on many others, but recently, all he relied on was alcohol.


    Sans' tail dragged up on the dust, lifting just barely as familiar smells reached his nostrils. Everyone had been returning recently, maybe it was someone else he once lost. And it was. As he approached, a warm feeling erupted in his chest. Heart pounding, a pleading that it was him. Of course it was, he could just tell. A parent always knew, right? "Tino?" He asked carefully, eyes locked on the little form. He was growing antlers! Sans' heart swelled with joy. He thought he was dead. Sans carefully moved to eye level, attempting to shift a paw forward and push his nose into the fur of the puppy. Did he even remember him? He hardly cared, if even for a moment. He missed the kid, so much. Sans smirked, a faint smile written on his lips, the smell of pine and snow wafting off of him. With a hint of alcohol. "You're okay." His voice was quiet, relieved, even. Incredulous in tone, but gentle.


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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt;]Whilst away from ShadowClan, Tino grew and developed without anybody there to help him. There were no voices for him to listen to and mimic, no older role models to try and imitate. He hasn't been taught much of how to speak, and a lack of socialisation means that anything new can either be perceived as intriguing or terrifying — and it's a Russian Roulette when it comes to how he sees anything (though honestly, Tino never really pays attention to what he sees; it's more what he hears, what he smells, what he feels).


    Now, puppies are flighty, it's true, but Tino doesn't seem to even notice Artpop's presence until the other canine speaks, and when he realises that someone else is there, he rises into a half-crouching position, tottering closer so that he can sniff at the husky's paws; a moment later, he topples over, rolling to once more expose his stomach in a brief show of submission to someone older than him, unaware that there Artpop doesn't even pose the smallest threat. He's working on instinct, basic to his core; the behaviour of the clans and their members is lost on him, and he knows only the wildest thoughts of dogs. Still, his tail thumps weakly in response to a question he only vaguely understands, but trying to choke out his name is entirely another, dreaded matter; his tongue doesn't seem to want to shape the syllables as he needs it to, and his jaw works for a moment as he tries to spit out even a single word.


    And then he does, but that's not him, is it? The voice is faraway and loud. Is his voice faraway and loud? Maybe it is. Maybe it's changed. For a while, he lays in muddled confusion; then he spots Sans, and there's a low tug that he doesn't quite recognise, but still, it's there. Puppies can recall the smell of their littermates for at least a few months after separation, and yes, perhaps Tino isn't as developed as most puppies, but he can still vaguely remember scents. It's not identical, and maybe it never will be, but it's reminiscent of a time when he was almost always warm. He misses being warm.


    He's still as Sans presses his nose against him, waiting with bated breath for violence; when he's not met with it, he relaxes a little, wriggling with what may be excitement, and when the German Shepherd speaks again, his eyes light up — oh! So the loud and faraway voice, which is now a little quieter and a lot closer, came from this bigger body (his bigger body, maybe?). It makes more sense than it coming from his little body. His little body can't make such big sounds, yet! Tino burbles wordlessly, then, reaching with his forepaws to pat against Sans' muzzle. Perhaps that'll be a good enough substitute for hello.
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