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    Muse A is clinically diagnosed as depressed. Muse B is a 'friend' that doesn't know about any of her troubles, but Muse B really thinks of Muse A as a friend. Muse B has a job as a babysitter and is requested to take care of Muse A's little sister. (We will start here) When Muse B arrives, Muse A is in shorts and a tank top, displaying the many cuts on her inner thighs and on her upper arms.


    Muse B can be a whatever gender you please


    ∞ Rules ∞
    Please don't kiss and diss
    Cussing is allowed
    If anything goes past kissing, fade or PM is required
    Follow the rules


    !DISCLAIMER!
    Mature and sensitive themes will be discussed in this!
    Cussing will also be apparent!




    MY FORM




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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px dotted black; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -3px; text-transform; text-align: right; margin-top: -5px; font-size: 18pt;]That's Painted With Sadness[/fancypost]

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    » name - "Shauna Lilian O'hera" She's usually called Sean, not that she has any real friends to call her that.
    » gender - "Female"
    » sexuality - "I don't care." Pansexual
    » age - "Too young to do anything." 16
    » other - "You don't even care about me, you don't need to know." She is clinically depressed, with a minor sidekick called self-doubt.




    » Height - "Short." 5'0"
    » Weight - "Fat." 105 pounds
    » Hair Colour - "A chestnut colour?"
    » Eye Colour - "Blue, like the sea no one wants to swim in."




    » mother - "I have two." Rita Lilly Lewis, Hope Tiana O'Hera.
    » father - "I don't have one, I never want one."
    » siblings - "A pig and a monster." The 'Pig' is her mirror twin named Sean Michael Lewis and the alleged 'Monster' is her adopted little sister, Rosario Marie O'Hera.







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    "If something doesn't kill me, it better start running." "It's always the one's who seem happy."




    Shauna's real personality is terrible, she is sarcastic, and always dislikes life, but she acts completely different in school. She puts up a facade to fool her classmates and teachers, but she mostly wants to fool herself into thinking that she's happy. She is bullied due to her fake persona since everyone want's to pick on someone who is seemingly better than them, her crooked thoughts are developed from that and a number of harassments as a child. She isn't perfect, and she hates herself because of that.




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    Shauna's playlist »




    Someone like you - Adele




    Everybody Hurts - R.E.M.




    Let Her Go - Passenger




    Skyscraper - Demi Lovato

    Shauna's Apperance »


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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px dotted black; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -3px; text-transform; font-style: italic; font-size: 20pt]It's a weakness, it's a sickness
    In the gene pool [/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px dotted black; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -3px; text-transform; text-align: right; margin-top: -5px; font-size: 18pt;] This illness is like a monster that is
    Eating us alive [/fancypost]

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    Name- Alluna Venus Jones. Some call her Luna, or Vex.
    » Gender - 'Emotional creature'
    » Sexuality - "I ain't fussy" Bi
    » age - "Eh.." 16
    » other - "Don't even ask me about my waist"-Diagnosed with Body dysmorphia and anxiety.
    "Not such a good cocktail"




    » Height - 5"5
    » Weight- "Oh god no stop..look away"
    » Hair colour - "Thats changeable,,,Red to green..blue to brown. Who cares?"
    » Eye colour - "Dat thing...browny...green" Light green with fleks of amber and hazel.




    » Mother - "Too busy with work" Laura flipping Jones
    » Father- "Ah, touchy...hes in and out.." Kevin james houstan.
    » Siblings- "Single child. Wait heres one.."*Pulls up dog* Without my 'brother' Jake I would be so much more wierder.




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    "Scars will heal but we are meant to bleed."




    Shes like a sore thumb. Sticks out at school because of her looks mostly. But thats the thing she doesn't are about. Her illness just mainly affects her..Lack of friends. She barely eats and she an barely speak to anyone. Her walls are high but easy to break when shes on a low mood. "Im a outcast, but I try to be social." But most the time she draws and listens to music and tries not to let the rippling loneliness kill her.




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    Allunas soul food »




    Rotting in vain - Korn




    New day - Hollywood undead




    About a girl - Nirvana




    Be free - Papa roach




    Not listening - Papa roach.




    All the way - Jacksepticeye XD




    "My god awful body" »


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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px dotted black; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -3px; text-transform; font-style: italic; font-size: 20pt;] Somewhere between Happiness and Sadness, I need to calculate what creates my own madness. [/fancypost]
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    I had just woken up, the sun slowly let its rays drift into my room. Soon the bright lights were over my eyes and it snapped my brain into functioning. I immediately got out of my cosy bed and threw on some clothes. It was quite sunny looking outside so I knew to appear normal I should just throw on some shorts and a crop top before putting on a bomber jacket since it had decent pockets. Once over with I did the normal face painting and brushed my bright hair. Pink at the moment. I had decided to live a little. Why not bright f**king pink!? Oh wait I had to do something today, ah babysit Rosario because I needed to prove I wasn't spoilt. But I was already late, I ran downstairs to my mother who simply wasn't pleased "Alluna, at least come and have breakfast your looking awfully peaky!"She yelled. And I smirked "Im going round a friends to babysit, working hard for my own money now mom. Im probably gonna eat there"And with that I was already out the door.


    On my walk over I already had musi stuck in my head. I didn't want to listen to music on my phone while walking and observing. Espiecally short walks. I looked around at all the humans and smiled simply as I realised that I was not like them. I probably wasn't normal. But then again I could live with it. I reached the house I knew kind of well, I mean she was my friend. She wasn't very open to me, I kept all my problems away from everyone. I rung the doorbell already feeling a strange web of anxiety in my chest.

    Sean grinned as the doorbell rang. "Coming!" He shouted. Without any warning, he picked Shauna off of the couch and lifted her onto his shoulder. "Wha-!?" She thrashed but stopped when he almost dropped her. It was an odd situation since she wasn't used to being flung into the air by her pipsqueak of a brother. He had gotten stronger lately, and now he was just showing off. Shauna grumbled something vulgar and pulled him backwards, both of them falling onto the thick shag carpet with a loud thud. She scrambled up and stuck her tongue out at Sean who was laying on the ground in exaggerated agony. At the moment she usually would've changed out of the tank top and shorts she was wearing, but it didn't occur to her who was ringing the doorbell. To be fair, they had just ordered a pizza and it could've been him but it wasn't. Oh god, it wasn't at all. It was her classmate. And she just stood there in shock for a moment, merely staring at the other female. She knew her scars were visible and this woman would be checking her out, and not in the way she approved of. It was a few awkward second before Rosario cut in and latched onto the 'strangers' leg. "Where is the pizza!?" She yowled. Sean lunged into the doorway and shoved Shauna back. Shauna stumbled backwards and nearly fell on her butt before she dashed to her room.


    "Alluna was your name, right?" Sean questioned nervously. The moment that his sister had been paralysed couldn't be explained now, it was awkward while the little monster started knawing on this girls leg. This disastor really wouldn't just slip by.

    I stayed by the door for a few minutes before i saw Shauna. She seemed to be in shock, i didnt know why until i saw them. All the tell tale lines. This girl forgot to cover up and thats why she frooze. I soon paid attention to Rosario on my leg "Sorry little terror im not pizza"i joked pulling her off. Once Shauna had run off i nervously looked at her brother "Uh yeah, im looking after. That thing for a few hours"i said pointing to Rosario "can i. Come in?"

    Sean nodded and briskly moved out of the way. He picked us Rosario by her arms and swung her around onto the couch. "If you were wondering, my mum called you since she doesn't trust me and Shauna." He laughed, but it was more of a cough. He glanced to Shauna's bedroom door and clenched his jaw. This wasn't going to be easy. Right when he was about to call out for Shauna, the doorbell rang. He hesitated to turn around and open the door, but before he could take the pizza, Rosario grabbed the box and ran away to the kitchen. He sighed and shoved the money into the pizza guy's hands. He closed the door and looked at Alluna with a charming smile. "Do you want some? I didn't really know if you'd come here hungry, so I got extra anyway." He ran after Rosario and grabbed the pizza before she could open the box.

    Alluna laughed nervously with him before she took her jaket off and placed it on the coat rack "Oh wow"She replied as she watched the scene in front of her before she stretched her skinny body. As soon as Sean asked her she felt the panic rise. "Um.."She thought over it before sighing "If its alright I will take a slice later..I just had breakfast"She lied before looking towards what she asummed was Shaunas room "Im guessing she was a bit thrown off from me and my apperance..beause popular girls don't get shy"She didn't want to mention what she saw. All those cuts.

    Sean shrugged and brought the pizza into the living room. "Nah, she was just freaked out because she thought you were the pizza guy. I'm sure you guy's are friends anyway." He flopped down onto the couch a flicked the T.V. on. Rosario climbed onto Alluna's lap and snickered. "I will eat all of the pizza!" You'd have to admit, the toddlerish lisp she had was quite cute. She was only about 6 years old now, but she was really feisty.


    Meanwhile, Shauna was frantically grabbing at clothes and she finally pulled on some jeans and a jacket. She tried to slow her heartbeat that was abnormally fast. "She saw.. Oh god, she saw.." She muttered, holding her head. She was so worried that she had developed a headache but that wasn't even her main concern right now. Facade. I need to act like I do in school. She told herself. She pulled her hair into a loose side braid and started to slowly make her way back to the group. It was really odd, she felt stiff as she slid onto the recliner.

    Alluna stayed still as she felt added weight on to her lap she smiled weakly at Rosario "Im pretty sure you can handle all the pizza. Just go slow"She said softly since she was trying to be pleasant and not seem so anxious and nervous.She was too busy keeping up her own mask before she deided to eat one slice and not eat dinner. "Actaully Im taking this one"She ook a slice and began eating before noticing her classmate.


    One she finished her mouthfull she looked at her "Hey Im Alluna"She said gently since she knew that Shauna must of been freaking out from her little mistake earlier. But Alluna was in no place to tell her off for the cuts.

    Shauna visibly flinched when Alluna started to talk. "Hah, I knew your name, you don't have to be so uptight." She said kindly and Sean stuck his tongue out. She gave him a quick glare to shut him up and then picked up a slice of pizza gingerly. Rosario grinned, some of her missing teeth were growing back in, Shauna noticed. "It would be nice if you just acted like this was your house." She pointed out, letting her shoulders relax. It seemed like Alluna would just leave her alone on that matter, but she didn't have any control over what she said to other about it. Rosario gobbled down a slice of pizza and wiped her mouth with her hand. "We can go swim after 'dis." She slurred. "We still have a desert pizza. It's chocolate chip if you guys want it." Sean offered.

    Alluna listened to her and smiled slightly but her mind was onstantly trying to figure out situations she had little control over. She glanced at them all before keeping up the smile "Well its nice of you guys to just welcome me in so warmly"She replied before looking over at the youngest. Her anxiety piked up "Uh..oh..I cant..I didn't bring any swimming things anyway.."Alluna shrugged before biting her lip at the motion of more food "I think I will pass on that, but thanks anyways" And with that she finished her slie slowly.

    Shauna nearly choked on the water she was drinking. She stared at Alluna, her eyes practically gleaming. "You can use mine!" She said quickly. She had never got the chance to actually use her swimsuit so she wanted someone to use it for her. "And we have a jacuzzi if you don't want to swim," Sean added. Shauna glared at him, though. "Hey, I was going to say that!" She hissed and Sean shrugged like he was totally innocent. She snorted and rolled her eyes but went right back to smiling when she looked to Alluna.

    "Oh are you...sure Shauna..?"She asked trying to seem confident again but it was failing. She slowly took Rosario off her lap "Excuse me.."She went into the kitchen to get a glass of water. Just to calm down since she knew she was overwhelmed since she felt like everyone would question her body. She was luky to not have any bones showing but in truth she thought she was fat and unattractive. She sipped the water with a sigh as she looked out towards the pool.

    Shauna nodded and then a pang of guilt hit her. Alluna didn't seem to like swimming, and yet she was making her do it. Ugh, she was just not herself today. Sean seemed to know what she was thinking straight away. "Go talk to her or something." He waved her away with a bored sigh. Shauna quietly crept into the kitchen. "Alluna? I'm sorry." She smiled sheepishly. "I was way too eager back there." She apologised.

    Alluna spotted her and she calmed slightly and decided to act her best "eager to see me wet in a bikini huh? You perv"She joked before sighing "Its fine..i was just nervous because theres three people that i have to get close too since im doing this every week...for a few weeks"she replied before relaxing into the counter "dont worry about earlier..we all have our demons"

    Shauna giggled despite herself. "I guess I am." She admitted although it was a joke. She hopped up onto the kitchen table and let her legs hang off of the side. "You don't have to get close to Sean- actually, don't. He thinks he's a lady killer now. It would just be awkward." She laughed. She never really laughed, but she guessed this was a special occasion. "I just happen to have a bunch of demons." She said, trying to hide the doubt in her voice. "Oh and you'll have fun taking care of the little monster, you'll want to go to sleep at eight o'clock pm sharp." She warned.

    Alluna seemed to blush slightly before she laughed "Sorry..your brother seems nice but after my last relationship..i..dont really want to date another boy for a while. Which is fine by me im not fussy"she joked before she stretched her thin limbs. "And sure i can manage that...shes rather cute. I mean if i had a monster then i think i would be a proud mum"she said finishing her water