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even when explaining why he 'really' cared for Thae, the male sighed and looked away. it wasn't a lie, but it wasn't good enough. the demon could have elaborated on that more, but didn't. gee, that was veerrry helpful Sebastian. at the question, his head snapped up, almost in panic, but he quickly soothed himself and calmed down, not wanting to give anything away, or seem too surprised. the physical pain was worse than his emotion and mental pain, so it made him numbly satisfied, though the pain never went away.
"I-I-I'm f-fi-i-i-ine."
guilt poured through the Catholic boy. he was a sinner...not just for making a deal with a demon...but because he was homo-sexual...and he knew it. yet he didn't want to admit it out loud in fear that Sebastian would make fun of him; he hadn't given any hints about it, or so he thought. when the the demon bathed him, each time his fingers brushed up against his skin a certain way, it sent shivers up his spine, and the feeling was amazing. it was also when Sebastian would purr some things in his ear that he wanted to grab the male and kiss him, but he hid it well by acting uncomfortable and nervous, like any straight male would.
though it seemed stupid to cut because he was homo-sexual, it made sense to Thae. his entire family was Catholic, and he saw how they treated gays, and it was honestly, scary. his mother...most of all...she hated them...and now Thae was breaking down with the fact that if she were here she would hate him and become just like everyone else in his life. deeply sighing, he trailed his own finger over the thick open wounds. the human desperately wanted to claw at them and make them bleed again, but he refrained himself and held out his arms to Sebastian could bandage them so nothing happened.
"Se-eba-astian...I think...I'm...," for at least a minute, the boy was frozen, staring at his feet that were hanging off the island, not wanting to look up at the demon, "I'm gay..."