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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -50px; margin-left: ;][font=georgia][color=white][size=18] MUSHROOMPAW ![/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -25px;][font=georgia][color=white][size=16px][i] i can't take another night[align=center][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#161616; width: 430px; height: 200px; borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -5px; overflow: auto;][justify][color=white]She was just now finding out about the Garden's cult, and was unsure of what to think about it. On one hand, it reminded her of the tradition the Fazbears had. Where they would chase after the nightwatchers in the family and kill them, but Mushroompaw herself never killed a nightwatcher because.. well, a nightwatcher was family too. On the other hand, killing people was messed up and she couldn't just murder someone for Her. The lovely goddess who was Herthe. Maybe she didn't have to.. Maybe she could still worship the goddess without killing anybody. Yeah..[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; border-bottom: 4px solid #161616; margin-top: -10px;][/fancypost]
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid black; font-size: 19pt; color: lightgray]✧ THORNPAW ✧[/fancypost]
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    GENERAL:
    thornpaw | male (he/him) | reaper of the garden | physically and mentally 7 months


    PHYSICAL:
    • [CURRENT] golden-brown lynx with brown spots


    INJURIES & SCARS:
    • none


    MENTAL HEALTH:
    • no mental disabilities


    PERSONALITY:
    being developed; alert, calm, friendly


    [color=goldenrod]RELATIONSHIPS:
    [color=goldenrod]•     single


    [color=goldenrod]CONFRONTATION:
    [color=goldenrod]•     physically easy [color=goldenrod]|     mentally easy
    [color=goldenrod]•     Attack in [color=black]BOLD BLACK


    [color=goldenrod]OTHER:
    [color=goldenrod]•     brother of tumblepaw

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -50px; margin-left: ;][font=georgia][color=white][size=18] MUSHROOMPAW ![/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -25px;][font=georgia][color=white][size=16px][i] i can't take another night[align=center][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#161616; width: 430px; height: 200px; borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -5px; overflow: auto;][justify][color=white]She blinked, snapping out of her thoughts and coming back to the real world. "Oh no! I'm just thinking." Mush said with a laugh before she shook her fur out. "Was I drooling or something? I apologize, that normally doesn't happen.." The munchkin laughed nervously and wiped at her maw, only to find she hadn't been drooling like she had thought. Whoops.[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; border-bottom: 4px solid #161616; margin-top: -10px;][/fancypost]
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid black; font-size: 19pt; color: lightgray]✧ THORNPAW ✧[/fancypost]
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    GENERAL:
    thornpaw | male (he/him) | reaper of the garden | physically and mentally 7 months


    PHYSICAL:
    • [CURRENT] golden-brown lynx with brown spots


    INJURIES & SCARS:
    • none


    MENTAL HEALTH:
    • no mental disabilities


    PERSONALITY:
    being developed; alert, calm, friendly


    [color=goldenrod]RELATIONSHIPS:
    [color=goldenrod]•     single


    [color=goldenrod]CONFRONTATION:
    [color=goldenrod]•     physically easy [color=goldenrod]|     mentally easy
    [color=goldenrod]•     Attack in [color=black]BOLD BLACK


    [color=goldenrod]OTHER:
    [color=goldenrod]•     brother of tumblepaw

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -50px; margin-left: ;][font=georgia][color=white][size=18] MUSHROOMPAW ![/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -25px;][font=georgia][color=white][size=16px][i] i can't take another night[align=center][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#161616; width: 430px; height: 200px; borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -5px; overflow: auto;][justify][color=white]Well, she had to sound convincing as possible, right? That and.. She actually thought she might have drooled a little bit. "Nothing in particular.. The future." That was a lie, and she wasn't one to normally lie, but she didn't want people to get hostile with her just because she didn't like certain aspects of their religion. "You know.. Like how I might grow up to be, or what's going to happen.. Stuff like that."[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; border-bottom: 4px solid #161616; margin-top: -10px;][/fancypost]
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid black; font-size: 19pt; color: lightgray]✧ THORNPAW ✧[/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid black; border-left: 1px solid gray; border-right: 1px solid gray; font-family: ebrima; color: white; width: 380px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt]Ah, yes, the future. That was... Quite the complicated thing. Thornpaw nodded. "Yeah." He chirped. "Honestly, I'm not sure about my future. I just go with the flow, y'know?" Should he be worried about it?[/fancypost]
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    GENERAL:
    thornpaw | male (he/him) | reaper of the garden | physically and mentally 7 months


    PHYSICAL:
    • [CURRENT] golden-brown lynx with brown spots


    INJURIES & SCARS:
    • none


    MENTAL HEALTH:
    • no mental disabilities


    PERSONALITY:
    being developed; alert, calm, friendly


    [color=goldenrod]RELATIONSHIPS:
    [color=goldenrod]•     single


    [color=goldenrod]CONFRONTATION:
    [color=goldenrod]•     physically easy [color=goldenrod]|     mentally easy
    [color=goldenrod]•     Attack in [color=black]BOLD BLACK


    [color=goldenrod]OTHER:
    [color=goldenrod]•     brother of tumblepaw

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -50px; margin-left: ;][font=georgia][color=white][size=18] MUSHROOMPAW ![/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -25px;][font=georgia][color=white][size=16px][i] i can't take another night[align=center][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#161616; width: 430px; height: 200px; borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -5px; overflow: auto;][justify][color=white]Good, he bought her lie. Well, could it really be a lie? She did think about the future a lot too.. Oh well. "Going with the flow? I could try that!" The munchkin said with a laugh and a wide grin. "So, how are you?"[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; border-bottom: 4px solid #161616; margin-top: -10px;][/fancypost]
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    ✧ Dopamine had felt her way around, gotten used to the layout and some of the orderly structure of this place, but hadn't really talked to much of the other members. She had changed into her domestic feline body since being singled out as the only serval so far was sort of uncomfortable. She didn't like the idea of sticking out in the crowd so now she moved and breathed with a smaller body of a dark brown tabby. "What's this?" She mumbled half to herself, half to the morning air, when she spotted Thorn and Mushroom from a distance. The long-haired female made her way over to the two and nodded in greeting.


    "Growing up?" She had just happened to catch part of the conversation, "let me tell you, it's some ride, but don't take your youthfulness for granted." Those were honest words coming from her own experience growing up in Bloodclan. When she was young, all she wanted was to be stronger, to be like her father, but she was too eager and didn't focus on the time at hand. The rest of the story was too long, but Dopamine ended up missing out on everything, love, family, friends, because she left them to try and find herself. Turns out, all she really needed was to stay in Bloodclan. Lesson learned. Hopefully she could prevent others from making that same mistake.


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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -50px; margin-left: ;][font=georgia][color=white][size=18] MUSHROOMPAW ![/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -25px;][font=georgia][color=white][size=16px] i can't take another night[align=center][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#161616; width: 430px; height: 200px; borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -5px; overflow: auto;][justify][color=white]Dopamine startled the munchkin, but hearing her advice made her laugh. "Oh yes, I will never take my current youthful life for granted." She didn't think so, at least. Perhaps she was taking it for granted right now, and she just didn't know it... Great, she just hurt her brain thinking that. Then it hit her.


    "[i]It's some ride." Okay, now that sent chills down her back. "Anything notable in uh, that ride?" Mush asked with an awkward laugh, head tilted to the side.[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; border-bottom: 4px solid #161616; margin-top: -10px;][/fancypost]
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    ✧ "Well.."


    The feline sat down, making herself comfortable as she casually carried on with the conversation. There were plenty of ways she could answer. "Maturity takes.. experience. Some of those experiences are good and some are bad." She paused for a moment, her tail moving to cover her paws. Dopamine allowed a light smile to appear on her lips, trying not to make the young thing too worrisome. "such as learning from mistakes, making decisions, war, love, family.." The list went on but she chose to stop there since her voice was beginning to trail off anyways.


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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -50px; margin-left: ;][font=georgia][color=white][size=18] MUSHROOMPAW ![/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -25px;][font=georgia][color=white][size=16px] i can't take another night[align=center][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#161616; width: 430px; height: 200px; borderwidth=0px; margin-top: -5px; overflow: auto;][justify][color=white]She gulped, taking each thing into consideration. "Oh." The female said as she tapped her claw to the ground. "Well, I hope that when I'm older, I don't go through [i]too many hardships.." She said with a laugh, trying to come off as calm and collected.[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; border-bottom: 4px solid #161616; margin-top: -10px;][/fancypost]
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