| [fancypost bgcolor= translarent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: script; font-style: STYLE; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -5px; letter-spacing: -5px; text-align: center; color: black;]Asterpaw I.[/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; width: 300px; height: 250px; border: 0px transparent; color: transparent; background:url(https://41.media.tumblr.com/e3…o93io8YP1saq3peo1_500.jpg); background-size: 100% 100%;][/fancypost] |
| [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; overflow: auto; width: 300px; height: 100px; border: 0px transparent; color: white;]((I'm just going to put a trigger warning for exactly what the title says on this bc I don't want to not have one when I should have one)) Asterpaw was in his bed, asleep even though it was broad daylight. If anyone saw the dog, it would appear as if he were simply tossing and turning and mumbling in his sleep. But in reality, it was a totally different thing. The dog was having another panic attack. This time in his sleep. He had thought his panic disorder had faded a bit, but apparently it hadn't. The recurring panic attacks were still haunting him, though this time it came in his sleep. At least he hadn't developed Agoraphobia... Finally, after bumping his head quite hard against the floor, Aster jolted awake, heterochromatic eyes wide. "Not now...not here..." he muttered, feeling his blood run cold, like ice being painfully shoved through each and every one of his veins. His vision was blurry, small black dots appearing all over, like tunnel vision. He gasped, chest rising and falling rapidly with each shallow breath he took. He was close to hypervenrilating; he couldn't get enough oxygen into his lungs, and that scared him even more. He had no clue what brought this one on, but he prayed to whatever gods were out there that none of his clanmates found him like this and laughed at him. He simply couldn't live that down. So far, no one knew about his extremely scattered panic disorder. The panic attacks only happened about once every three months, so no one had caught on yet. But he hadn't, either, so he had no idea that he could actually get help for his disorder instead of being surprised by it every time. [/fancypost] |