I feel like an atom bomb (p) blowing me out of my mind

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    "Thanks." She hugged him and rested her head on his chest. She sat there for a moment before looking up at Jay, "Do you trust me now?" She laid her back down.




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    Jay gave her a small smile. "Yes." He said truthfully. He grabbed a hold of her hand, rubbing his thumb on the back of her hand. "It might be a little out of character with me, but for some reason, I trust you."

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    Rose squeeze his hand and rested her head on his chest, "I'll move if you want me too." She said but honestly she was really enjoying having sombody hold and hug her.




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    "Ok," she sat in his lap and closed her eyes as she laid her head on his chest and listened to him breath for a few minutes.




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    Jay rest his cheek on the top of her head, letting out a content sigh. He closed his eyes, memories of Felicity flooding his mind.

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    Rose sat under Jay quietly for a while until she pulled her head away and looked at Jay for a moment before grabbing his face and kissing it softly. She kissed him for a few seconds then pulled away and covered her mouth, "I'm so sorry I-I should have done that," she pushed herself off Jay's lap and onto the opposite side of the couch.




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    Jay's eyes widened at the kiss. He wasn't sure how to react. He liked it, or well he thought he did. "I.." His voice trailed off. Did he like Rose like that? He wasn't too sure if her resemblance of Felicty made him fall for her. But was if it was the only reason? His mind raced.

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    Rose looked at Jay's reaction, "I'm sorry." She stood up and walked into her room. She closed the door and ran her fingers through her hair in frustration, "God I always mess everything up." She yelled




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    She turned around and looked at Jay who was entering though the door, "Jay... I don't know what to say I'm... Im sorry I messed everything up." Was now looking at the ground and playing with her hands behind her back.




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    "Rose, you didn't mess anything up." He said, slowly moving closer to her. "I-I'm not sure if you actually like me or just kissed me for the hell of it, but I think I like you." He said slowly, a blush growing on his cheeks.

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    Rose looked up at Jay with a surprise in her expression, "really." She watched him move closer to her.




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    Rose looked confused, "What's confusing." She walked closer to Jay.




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    "So you don't know if you like me or miss her." Rose walked over and sat on the bed.




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    "Don't be sorry," she looked at him then at her fingers. She sat for a second thinking before walking up to Jay. She gentle grabbed him and kissed his lips softly, "let me know when you figure it out. I won't rush you." She whispered softly before heading back to the bed and laying down




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