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    Dean nods.
    "I try to be a good person when I can... but with all this literal Hell running around it's hard to be."
    He looks over at Sam.
    "And yeah, I'd go to Hell again for Sammy."

    " Yeah. I'd do anything for Gwen because she deserves it. She deserves a normal life. She shouldn't have to deal with any of this or with me. I'm a complete mess." Rose stated. Sam had fallen asleep in a chair as well. His hair fell into his face and he had his mouth open partly.

    He smiles at Sam and Gwen, who had her hand resting on Sam's shoulder in her sleep.
    "They've got something, not like us, we're a lot more urgent and rushed than they are... what they have is more gentle... and they're managing it in a world where 'gentle' is a concept that is destroyed far too easily."

    " Yeah. And I'm really happy for them." Rose admitted. She smiled when she saw Gwen and Sam like that. She looked back at Dean. " I already know I'm probably going to be dead by next year." She said softly. " Gwen is so careful about everything. She is kind to everyone she meets. Everyone likes her. And she thinks of me as an older sister. I'm supposed to protect her. But I'm careless. I go around and do what I want. I'm a horrible role model. I've tried talking her out of this life but she doesn't want to leave it seems like."

    He nods.
    "I sometimes wish I could take Sammy out of this life but then he'd be left defenseless and I can't deal with that idea..."
    He looks at Gwen and chuckles.
    "I hope it lasts, seeing something like this in the literal Hell we live in is a good break."

    " It probably is going to last. They will make it last." Rose assured. She let out a sigh and rubbed her face. Knowing Gwen, she probably would go off with Sam and Rose would be on her own hunting. She wouldn't mind but it would be different for her. She stood up and walked out of the room to finally get some food.

    Gwen wakes up and blinks, she notices her hand on Sam's shoulder and smiles.
    "Hey Dean, how long did we sleep?"
    "All night, feeling alright?"
    She gestures to her broken arm.
    "Better, still broken."

    Sam shifted and almost fell out of his chair. He opened his eyes and yawned. He let his eyes adjust to the light. He saw Dean and Gwen and smiled slightly. He rubbed his face. " Morning I'm guessing?" He inquired. He looked up and saw Rose walk back in. She seemed somewhat nervous.
    " Guys can you stay outside for a minute so I can talk to Gwen?" She inquired.
    Sam nodded and slowly stood up. He then walked out with Dean.
    " Gwen I want you to go with Sam. Stay with Sam. Not with me anymore. Because you guys are really happy around each other. I want you to be happy. You deserve to be happy. I can tell that it is going to be with him. I'll be fine on my own I promise. You won't have to worry about me. I'll check in. But please go with him." She told her.

    Gwen watches Rose for a moment and then gestures for her to come closer.
    "Come here Rose."

    Gwen punches Rose in the chest with her good arm.
    "Don't ever tell me something like that again, I may like Sam but he's a hunter too, I'm not leaving you Rose."

    Rose rolled her eyes. " Yeah but you guys are managing something a lot of Hunter's can't. And why do you always punch me when I come up with good ideas? I just want you to be happy and I know you just worry about me all the time and I hate it. It's not like if you leave I'm going to kill myself or something like that. So please go with him." She said.

    Gwen raises an eyebrow.
    "I only punch you when you had horrible ideas, I smack you when you get good ideas."
    Gwen sighs.
    "I am happy around Sam, but I'm also happy with you and without me you'd be dead many times over Rose. I'm not leaving you, and if Sam can't handle that then it's his problem, I like him but I don't know him well enough to leave you for him."

    " Either way I get hurt." Rose mumbled. " I just don't want you to leave him. You are probably never going to find something like this again. I know you always want to get out of the life. I'm just trying to help you." She said truthfully. She let out a sigh and rubbed her face slightly.

    "I only speculate about leaving the life of a Hunter, that doesn't mean I want out at all costs Rose. I won't leave you, that is my final answer."

    Rose narrowed her eyes somewhat. " Fine. But if something happens to you, it's your own fault." She stated. She walked back out of the room and down the hallway. Sam watched her go with a raised eyebrow. " She seemed angry."

    "Already broke an arm hun, something did happen to me."
    She looks at Sam.
    "She wanted me to leave her to stay with you, I refused."
    She smiles at Sam.
    "I like you, a lot, but I can't leave Rose."

    " I can understand that. She seemed angry when she walked away." Sam informed her. He gave Dean a suggestive look to maybe go after Rose. " I really like you too but I don't think I could leave Dean. Id be afraid he would die."

    She smiles.
    "Good, I don't want you leaving your brother for me."


    Dean runs after Rose.
    "What happened?"

    " We'll keep in touch though, right?" Sam inquired. He would still enjoy being able to talk to her. They just had this certain bond that was hard to come by.


    " I tried to tell her to go be happy and go with Sam instead of having to worry about me all the time and she didn't want to." Rose stated. " But she decided that she doesn't want to be happy and enjoy life while she still has it."