wild things - diary of fish

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]dear diary holy HECK

SOMEONE SPIDERNAPPED SPIDER XII ! then they KILLED him, which I figured out because how else would his corpse be on the church floor instead of in his jar in my room? anyway I thought it was probably a sign for me to summon Spider's soul from the afterlife as u do so that's exactly what went down. someone whispered in my ear but that's all. on the way home I found a new pet and named her Spider XIII.

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]dear diary, it's august 11.

this morning, before everyone woke up, I went down to the church summoned a real mean spirit! it only lasted like... two seconds but they were super big and had a sort of fog around them so that was cool. I know that's pretty boring, but it's also kind of important since it was my first successful summon. lately there hasn't been much diary worthy stuff happening here and I'd rather not remember my new siblings so their names will stay out of here for now. they'll probably just die like Colorkit. I'll play nice for Bakshi.

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]dear diary, summer's almost over already!

today I took action and dropped the silly paw name. so now I'm just boring old FISH. what the heck is my name even going to be? I can't just have the shortened version of my name as my full name... that's ridiculous!

but bakshi doesn't want a loser kid so he made a fuss and was all like "fish what the heck learning makes u cool" so I hate learning but bakshi says I can't be cool without it. as you can see this is a huge deal.

then after that I might have screamed and raided the kitchen for cookies and hid in my room. my spider is a special spider because he enjoys sweets.

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]Dear diary, today is the first day of Steptember.

Do people step a lot this month? Anyway. I met someone from colouredclan but I didn't ask them their name. they said that colouredclan is colorful with different bi-omes, whatever that means. then she said their town was hit by a TORNADO and everything is totally messy now! probably not as messy as my room though. someone told me it looked like a warzone, which is like a zillion times messier than a tornado!

Decided not to be a stupid brat for once and became a student again. I still think education is sort of pointless...

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]Diary.

Bakshi died on Steptember first and they covered him in rose petals. That was very gay of them.

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]Dear diary,

I got locked out of my room and you were stuck inside for a few days. but during those few days I ate tons of stale box cookies and watched old movies in room 209! dunno why it took me so long to think of my genius break in idea, but it just did okay? the cupcake stared at me when I climbed in through the window, it was kinda weird. so anyway three's my mentor now and he promoted me to poltergeist! I get to do more work! and I also volunteered to visit skyclan and boneclan sometimes to make sure they aren't plotting to kill us all. think I'll leave sometime today to meet 'em since it would be awkward if they had no idea who I am.

hopefully nobody notices that I replaced the broken window with a tarp for now

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]Dear diary, it's October 15.
We're moving away from the cool asylum where I grew up and it really sucks. turns out I'm dead, my family is basically nonexistent, and Phantom Clan won't even be Phantom Clan soon. haven't seen Cassie in awhile either... my life is a real shit show right now but I can't even tell anyone because everyone else is like, a million times worse off? why can't there be someone else that can be happy for a little while so I can have a break?

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]Okay diary apparently there's such a thing as a year? so it's 16/11/15 today. pretty weird.

anyway Dopsy/Chicagopaw calls herself Chica now and I think it's a dumb name - she'd probably hit me over the head with a broken beer bottle if I told her that though (would it hurt if we're both ghosts?). BUT she is a dumb little kid right now so maybe I can get away with it haha

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]diary I'm so sorry, apparently a guy can't go out for a few hours without the resident SAVAGES messing with his stuff! like, I don't give a shit that someone obviously snooped because? I haven't exactly said anything crazy here? but vandalism is crossing the line. is nothing sacred around here? my money's on Paige, that sniveling little creep. she got all emotional the other day and the jig is up: she knows that I'm not a fan. at first I only hated her because the move like... really annoyed me, but now she's given me a real reason to feel like that. gotta find a new hiding place now </3

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]hey diary, it's early december.
so I decided to run away for a few weeks to see if anyone would come to find me... but guess what! nobody did! so now I'm headed for ShadowClan because they've got a cool name and it's super far away from the stupid barn and everyone in it. I'll miss Cass, wherever he went, and Bakshi... Three too. and maybe some other peeps, but it's time to move on. I already broke in to grab my stuff (which is how I'm writing in you), and tonight's my last night staying in the asylum. it's super spooky when nobody's living here.

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;][color=black]Met a hermit living in a cave. Reminded me of Cass' bro. She told me the date is December 12, which means I've been walking for two days already. ShadowClan sure is a long walk from the old PhantomClan territory, probably even longer because I'm going backwards. And yes, you heard me right! Backwards! It's the only way to pull the wagon that carries all of my cool stuff without sending it down a hill again. My paws never get tired since I'm dead so that's cool but sometimes the power that lets me stay solid runs out and I can't move on without leaving behind that damn wagon. Which makes me wonder... If I killed a wagon would it turn into a ghost?

[fancypost=bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; padding: 5px;]This is gonna be a short entry cause I'm so busy unpacking and meeting new friends who are all cooler than Paige and Chica. Today's December 13 by the way.

They live in tree houses!! How rad is that? Too bad I won't be able to get into them most of the time since climbing requires solidity but still, so rad. Anyway six peeps said hey when I rolled up with my wagon, they're all really beautiful and friendly. There was a big ol hell hound named Sango, Natalya can't spell her last name, Cali, and Piricwar. (Pyrrhicwar) [color=black]The last guy is especially pretty. Not as pretty as Mika though. I miss that dude.