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[font=georgia][color=black]❝ You've gotta warm heart and a beautiful mind,
but it's disintegrating from all the medicine. ❞

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][sub][color=black]NAME → Ha-Nui Dasom Song

NAME PRONUNCIATION → Ha-Nui = Hah-Nee, Dasom = Dae-some, Hana (nickname) = Hah-nuh

NICKNAME(S) → Hana

GENDER → cisgender female

AGE → seventeen years old

HEIGHT/WEIGHT → 5'3" / 98 lbs

BODY MODIFICATIONS → she'd love a tattoo, but she doesn't currently have any.

CHARACTER ROLE → The Nerd

DISEASE → Secondary glioblastoma

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[align=left][color=white][size=11pt][font=georgia]YOU COULDN'T BREATHE WITH ALL THOSE DOCTORS AT YOUR SIDE.
[align=right][color=black][size=12][font=georgia]YOU'RE TALKING TO ME, SAYING, "I WISH THAT I HAD DIED".
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]DEFINING TRAITS → ambivert, amiable, awkward, lively, passionate, optimistic, highly intelligent, curious, wise, observant, ambitious, driven, empathetic, kind, brave, stubborn, amusing, sarcastic, clever, playful, possibly adventurous, cautious, loving, "saviour" complex, guarded

PERSONALITY →
Hana is neither the life of the party, but nor is she silent. She's one to take just a little while to warm up to others. She's a fairly amiable girl, but wouldn't approach a person and introduce herself. She's too awkward for that, often tripping over her words or getting embarrassed. But once she does warm up, she's wonderful company. She's just such a lively person, full of excitement and wonder. She's so passionate about the things that she loves, and could talk for hours about them if someone let her. Hana has this kind of sparkle that's always around her, and even on her worst days, she has a smile on her face.
Hana is certainly intelligent. Her knowledge is one of the most noticeable facets of her being. School subjects come easily to her, and she's very passionate about learning. There is never some kind of book far from her. She finds solace in the written word like nothing else, and probably would become a writer if she could. She is in love with philosophy and learning about various religions, particularly about afterlives - not a very surprising fact. She's very ambitious as well, making plans for her future and pushing herself probably farther than she should be to achieve what she thinks she has to. But intelligence isn't just being book-smart. Hana is wise and observant, absorbing the world around her and all of the people. She's very good at reading people, a skill she's fine-tuned over the years, and she's a very empathetic person. She tries to just be sweet, "use her disintegrating brain for good" and all that.
Though Hana may be a sweetheart, she is no pushover. She fights for what she wants until the very end. She's a bit pig-headed and a little too driven, and she doesn't often care about consequences. She also has this humor that isn't noticeable at first. She's constantly making little jokes or clever, sarcastic comments under her breath. It's rare that she truly shares one with a crowd, but she's a comical spirit. She can even be flirty and playful if she ever gets comfortable enough around someone, but it's a rarity. Usually, she just awkwardly blushes at any sign of affection and scurries off. It sometimes even seems like she'd be very daring and adventurous, like a closet endorphins junkie, but that side of her is quickly hidden.
Hana is a very cautious girl, despite her bravery. She lives her life so carefully, like she's constantly treading on thin ice. She feels like she puts the people she loves through enough stress as it is, and she doesn't need to make them feel worse. She is a very anxious girl, constantly worried about something or anything. She'd probably be much bolder and more adventurous if she wasn't held back by her anxiety. She always worries about saying the wrong thing to the wrong people. And she's also cautious with herself; she's a rather guarded girl, never truly allowing anyone to see what's going on behind her smile. Maybe she'll sometimes lie to people about her condition, but she does it to protect them. And maybe she pushes people away, but it's still to try and save them. Hana knows that she's a bomb waiting to go off, and she fears for the people close to her.

HISTORY →
Hana was born on May 1 to a young couple in Daejeon, South Korea. Her father was an engineer, slowly working his way up in his electronics company. Her mother worked for a company that helped keep the water in the city clean. Hana was mostly raised by daycare workers and such, because her parents had long hours. But they weren't bad parents. When Hana did spend time with them, they were doting and encouraging, a little bit pushy about learning even when she was a child. They'd attend her dumb cello concerts and would buy her ice cream afterwards every time. She was especially close with her father, who'd take her to the park and push her on the swing-set when he was in a good mood.
When Hana was five, she got a baby brother named Jae. He was such a small, perfect little baby. Hana was sort of left to her own devices while her parents showered attention on the new child. Even at a young age, she was self-sufficient, good at reading directions on boxes and making frozen meals for herself. It was this time when she began retreating into books, probably to cope with the lack of her parents' attention. But she loved her baby brother, just like her parents did. She assumed a role of responsibility with him, taking it upon herself to make sure he got all the caring for that he deserved when their parents weren't around, which was increasingly more and more often.
The Song family moved to the Silicon Valley in California three years after Hana's brother was born. Hana had to learn an entirely new language as she began attending school, but by the way that she was picking up English astoundingly quickly, along with her high marks on the standardized tests being given, it was very obvious that Hana was turning out to be a highly intelligent little girl. Her parents began pushing her harder, encouraged by this newfound knowledge. Hana wouldn't spend much time with other kids her age, instead opting to stay inside and study or read or take care of her brother.
But Jae was something else. He was a violin prodigy at the age of 6, he was bright and could speak English without an accent effortlessly, he won the science fair two years in a row, he was bubbly and talkative. Hana's little brother was everything a parent could want wrapped up into one person. Though Hana was smarter, Jae has all of the sparkle that she lacked. Of course he garnered even more of their parents' divided attention. Hana never bore him any ill will, but no matter what she did, she never felt like it was good enough next to Jae's accomplishments.
Hana was 12 when they first diagnosed her with glioblastoma. She'd been complaining to her mother every night at dinner about migraines, and how she didn't think her glasses prescription was correct because her vision was blurry, so her mom took the day off and took her daughter to the doctor's office. That day, they made a hospital trip at the request of their doctor, where Hana had to lie in a long plastic tube for a while, where they tried to drown out the noise with bad radio music. She didn't get to leave the hospital after that, because the doctors found the malignant stage 2 tumor growing in her brain.
Hana's life became a series of hospitals, nurses, and chemicals, all of them blurring together. Her parents brought her a tutor instead of having her return to school, so she continued to rapturously learn everything, but there was a new kind of desperation to her work, like she worried that she'd run out of time before she could learn everything. She went into remission when she was 14, nearly two years after she'd first been diagnosed and just in time to begin high school like a normal teenager.
Hana's struggles were far from over. Socializing never became easy for her. And then, just before the summer after her junior year, Hana passed out when she got up to leave her English class. She told people that it was because she hadn't gotten enough sleep, because she hadn't eaten enough that day, oh please don't tell her parents about this. She knew what the constant migraines and dizziness meant, and but she didn't want to admit that maybe she was sick again. She didn't want to see the disappointment and sadness on her family's faces when she told them that she needed to go in for another MRI. She was supposed to be better now.
Hana managed to hide it for much of the summer. She worked part-time at what was now her father's company, she volunteered with young kids at the local library on weekends, she went to Jae's soccer matches, performed in recitals with her cello like normal. She did everything right until, one day when their parents were out at a business dinner she was making Jae mac-n-cheese, Hana began having a seizure in the kitchen. Her brother called their parents and 9-1-1, and she was sent back to the hospital, the scannings in her brain much more dire than they had been last time.

FLAWS → problem avoidance, cautiousness, stubbornness, "savior complex", anxiety, condescension

STRENGTHS → passion, empathy, liveliness, optimism, wit, intelligence

THEME SONGS →
Medicine - Daughter
Son - Sleeping at Last
Sympathy - The Goo Goo Dolls
Oblivion - Bastille
Beautiful Disaster - Jon McLaughlin
Rubik's Cube - Athlete
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[align=left][color=white][size=12][font=georgia]I'M BEING PRODDED, CRUSHED IN YOUR HANDS.
[align=right][color=black][size=12][font=georgia]I WANT TO COME HOME ON THE F TRAIN.
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]SEXUALITY → Heteromantic, demisexual

TURN ONS → kindness, dorkines/intelligence, height, easy-going, spontaneity, nice smile, courage, humor, romance

TURN OFFS → cruelty, superiority complexes, highly volatile personalities, aggression, misogyny, apathy, pressuring her into sexual situations

LOVE INTEREST → open for plotting / may develop
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[align=left][color=white][size=12][font=georgia]YOU ARE JUST A PAPER BOAT FLOATING THROUGH THE GUTTER.
[align=right][color=black][size=12][font=georgia]LOST AT SEA, YOU DRIFT AWAY INTO SOMEONE'S NIGHTMARES.
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]YOUR NICKNAME(S) → Madison, Trav, Traveller, Madro, etc.

MUSE LEVEL → it fluctuates constantly

ACTIVITY LEVEL → ibid

OTHER → nope

ROLE PLAY SAMPLE → n/a
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[align=left][color=white][size=12][font=georgia]A HOME IS A HIGHWAY, YOUR PILLOW'S A ROCK.
[align=right][color=black][size=12][font=georgia]I'M IN A RUSTED CAR BOUND TO GET LOST.

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[size=6pt]★ trek

[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]I'M A MILLION MILES AWAY FROM ANYWHERE
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]SLIDE MY HANDS ACROSS THE SHEETS, PRETEND YOU'RE THERE
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[font=georgia][color=black]❝ WITHOUT THE MASK, WHERE WILL YOU HIDE? CAN'T FIND YOURSELF, LOST IN YOUR LIES ❞

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][sub][color=black]NAME → alicia celeste brooks

NICKNAME(S) → none related to her name though she's often referred to as 'princess' to wind her up.

GENDER → female

AGE → seventeen

HEIGHT/WEIGHT → five foot, eight inches; one hundred and twenty pounds

BODY MODIFICATIONS → none currently

CHARACTER ROLE → queen bee

DISEASE → cystic fibrosis

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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]BUT MISSING YOU IS A SLOW BURN, EVERY TIME THE EARTH TURNS
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]I'M REMINDED THAT NIGHT IS ONLY HALF THE TIME
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]DEFINING TRAITS → bold; easily expresses herself; confident; extrovert; humorous, often laughing or causing others to laugh; light-hearted; outgoing; loyal; fidgety, usually tinkering with one thing or another; resilient; passionate; independent; adventurous, don't even try to hold her back; level-headed, well she tries to be; opinionated, voices her views; mocking, relentlessly teases in the nicest way possible; fiery temper, when provoked; sharp-tongued, something you don't want to be on the receiving end of; daring, only requires the smallest amount of encouragement; childish, on occasions; sarcastic; a die-hard romantic

PERSONALITY → currently wip

HISTORY → currently wip

FLAWS → alicia isn't the easiest to get along with, her more argumentative ways and attitude often have others disregarding her as somewhat stuck up. she also finds it hard to remain positive throughout her treatments and is usually closed-off when it comes to medication.

STRENGTHS → this young woman is intelligent, despite the fact she doesn't act like it, she has an impressive head on her shoulders. she also largely extroverted and can easily integrate herself into social situations.

THEME SONGS → so far away - mary lambert
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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]EVEN WHEN I'M HURTING, I KNOW THAT THIS IS WORTH IT
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]TELL ME IT'LL BE ALRIGHT
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]SEXUALITY → heterosexual

TURN ONS → she generally puts most things strictly down to personality when it comes to boys though tall, dark and handsome always manages tick her boxes, it is just where her attraction lies. a little mystery always manages to intrigue her inquisitive nature, and she can't help but be drawn to them.

TURN OFFS → there's not much that puts alicia off of people except if you have sexist or arrogant views, you can hightail it out of there for there is no chance she will even consider anyone who doesn't regard her as an equal. she also hates people who are extremely uptight and don't like to just let loose every now and again.

LOVE INTEREST → none currently, open to development
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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]GOTTA GIVE ME SOMETHING TO GET ME THROUGH THE NOTHING
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]TO GET ME THROUGH ONE MORE NIGHT
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]YOUR NICKNAME(S) → anything along the lines of azaria

MUSE LEVEL → fluctuates but usually an eight out of ten.

ACTIVITY LEVEL → relatively high now exams are finished, seven or eight out of ten.

OTHER → none

ROLE PLAY SAMPLE → excuse the swearing, it was simply just the type of thread

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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]KISS ME LIKE THE WORLD IS GONNA DISAPPEAR
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]I'M A BETTER PERSON WHEN I HABE YOU HERE

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[size=6pt][url=http://warriorcatsrpg.com/index.php?action=profile;u=43932]★ trek

[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]Tonight I'm gonna be as free as birds are
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]Fly away no matter where or how far
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[font=georgia][color=black]❝ The consequence of this is that I'm always finding humans at their best and worst.
I see their ugly and their beauty, and I wonder how the same thing can be both ! ❞

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][sub][color=black]NAME → Rowan Jessamine Sykes

NICKNAME(S) → Ro or Jess

GENDER → female

AGE → seventeen

HEIGHT/WEIGHT → 5' 6"/114 lbs

BODY MODIFICATIONS → Along with acne scars, there are small scars from her dog and cat. While she doesn't have any tattoos, she does have multiple ear piercings, two nose piercings, and her belly button is also pierced. Her piercings include: multiple ear piercings, her septum, a regular nose piercing, and her belly button.

CHARACTER ROLE → The Loner

DISEASE → Dysthymia which caused Borderline Personality Disorder

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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]Tonight I'm gonna switch up the way things are
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]Tear down these walls and break away
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]DEFINING TRAITS → Grateful, Straightforward, Non-judgmental, open-minded, Genuine, having depth in thought, and Risk taker, Swayed more by emotion, acting before thinking, Doesn’t express many emotions, Manipulative, Doesn't care for self, and Not able to prioritize, procrastinator

PERSONALITY → Rowan hasn't expressed much of anything since her brother's death. Besides hiding her feelings, she almost always seems to act on them, she is also very straightforward. Due to the depression she neglects her health needs and tends to procrastinate more that not. She did grow up with Ronan and her talking late at night about everything possible so she happens to think deeply about even the smallest of things. A more surprising aspect is that she is manipulative of others around her.

HISTORY → Up until Rowan and Ronan's fifteenth birthday, everything was normal. That year, Ronan was abused by his partner and it led to him committing suicide. Losing her best friend and twin brother was too much and she fell into her own depression, although she had always been the less emotional twin. Her parents ended up taking her to a psychiatrist who diagnosed her originally with Dysthymia, a low mood occurring for at least two years, along with at least two other symptoms of depression, then later being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, where she suffers from problems regulating her emotions and thoughts, impulsive and sometimes reckless behavior, and unstable relationships. While being treated for both disorders, she dragged herself through a year of pills, pain, and failed relationships before they shipped her off to the hospital.

FLAWS → Depression, procrastinator, puppets, and panic-attacks

STRENGTHS → Deep-thinker, open-minded, and is not afraid to take a risk.

THEME SONGS → Fireflies - Owl City
Psycho - Rozzi Crane
Papercut - Zedd ft. Troye Sivan
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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]Maybe I'm psycho, maybe I'm a little out of touch
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]Maybe I'm delusional, or a shot glass away from insane
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]SEXUALITY → Asexual/Demiromantic

TURN ONS → She barely has any, just trusting and loyal.

TURN OFFS → Once again, she barely has any, just untrustworthy and players.

LOVE INTEREST → not any at the moment/may possibly develop
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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]Maybe I'm foolish, maybe I'm disconnected from all of reality
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]But that's fine with me, cause I'm happy here
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px][hr][hr][justify][color=black][sub]YOUR NICKNAME(S) → Missy or Dezi

MUSE LEVEL → 6/10

ACTIVITY LEVEL → 8/10 (this will go down between the next three weeks)

OTHER → nah man

ROLE PLAY SAMPLE →

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[align=left][color=white][size=16pt][font=georgia]Try it out, try it out, try it out, hey
[align=right][color=black][size=16pt][font=georgia]Try it out, try it out, try it out, hey

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[size=6pt]★ trek