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If you'd like some free FeralFront memorabilia to look back on fondly, see this thread from Dynamo (if this message is still here, we still have memorabilia): https://feralfront.com/thread/2669184-free-feralfront-memorabilia/.

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    No sooner had Alex finished sweeping, they were hit with a flashback. They froze and tears began to stream down their face as they made small wounded dog noises as they cried.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]Frank had gotten somewhat used to it; he'd been that way. He still was, sometimes launched into rough panic attacks. He walked over and kneeled beside them, brows furrowed. "Come on. Come on, Alex, it's okay, get up. No one's gonna hurt you here."[/fancypost]

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    Alex flinched as he approached, shaking harder. "Don't touch me, don't touch me, don't touch me!" they shrieked and covered their face with their arms as if to shield from an attack.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]"Shh, I'm not, look, Alex, it's Frank. Look at me, it's okay. Alex look at me," He murmured, making sure to keep his hands far away from them.[/fancypost]

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    Alex looked up at him and squinted, shaking. "I-I'm sorry..."

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]"Don't apologize, it's not your fault. Come on, let's get you home. I want you off for the rest of the day." He mumbled lightly, carefully offering her his hand.[/fancypost]

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    Alex nodded, shaking violently and took his hand and pulled their-self up. They wrapped their arms around their-self and tried to stop shaking, but to no avail.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]Frank carefully wrapped an arm around their shoulders, walking out and locking the front doors to the shop. "Which way do you live?" He asked lightly.[/fancypost]

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    Alex pointed towards the direction of her apartment building. "I live past the walmart and three blocks down." she said, trying to keep her voice from shaking.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]Frank gave a slow nod, walking them down the street without a word.[/fancypost]

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    Alex shoved her hands in her pockets and sighed, closing their eyes for a moment before continuing to walk. Once they got to their apartment Alex unlocked their door and looked back at Frank, trying to get her thought across to him that they didn't trust theirself. Fuck, they also wanted him to know that they had feelings for him, but they also didn't want him to know at the same time.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]Frank gave a light sigh, getting their point immediately. "Go on, go get some rest. I'll stay here a while."[/fancypost]

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    Alex bit their lip and opened her mouth to say something they thought they would never ever say.
    "I'm g-gonna give yo-u my b-blades, ok-kay?" They said and looked at their feet.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]Frank set his jaw and gave a slow nod, furrowing his brows. "Okay." He mumbled in reply.[/fancypost]

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    Alex nodded and walked to the bathroom, taking the blades from the top most drawer. The bit their lip and felt a few tears escape their eyes before walking back towards Frank, holding their blades, one from a razor, one from a box-cutter, and one from a pencil sharpener. The box-cutter blade was the one that looked the most used, and the one that was the hardest to give away. They held them out for Frank to take, eyes closed tight and brows furrowed.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]Frank took them gently, his fingers brushing theirs for a moment before he spoke. "Go get some rest." [/fancypost]

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    Alex nodded and went to their room and changed out of their binder and into a normal sports bra, flannel, and sweatpants. They buried their face into the pillow, hugging it and trying to forget that Frank was in her apartment.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 250px; height: 245px; color: white; font-size: 10px; line-height: 95%; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; margin-left: -7px;]Frank just sat down, closing his eyes and losing himself in thought silently.[/fancypost]

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    Alex finally fell asleep and dreamt silently, in a land where nothing went wrong. Where their parents accepted them, where they could see their brother again. Where everything was fine, for real this time.

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