The Twist of Fate {Female Demon Needed, PAFP}

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    Lee didn't respond for a few moments, though his eyes had closed as he said quietly, "Why are you apologizing to me?" He didn't say anything for a few seconds then his voice seemed to be riddled with anger, "I nearly killed... I.. I nearly murdered everyone here and you're the one apologizing?!" He put his hands to his head as if trying to fend off a headache as the guilt pressed down on him, "..I should apologize.. I'm so sorry." His voice now seemed to crumble to anguish as he took a deep breath to keep himself from breaking down into tears. He didn't deserve to do that, not when he nearly killed everyone there.


    Turning around to face her, the damage to his torso was visible now, deep tears in his flesh. His one hand that seemed to have done the damage was still looking like the likeliness of claws while the other seemed to go back to normalcy. His eyes however seemed completely guilt riddled, though red slightly from holding back tears clearly over the past few hours and the black veins upon his flesh hadn't seemed to subdued either. He lowered his gaze to her wounds though bandaged and his jaw clenched, body trembling slightly as if remembering what he had done as he whispered, his voice trembling, "Are you okay..?"

    her heart gave another squeeze at his guilt filled eyes and appearance."I'll live,It'll heal quickly."She responded,Her eyes swirled with concern,sadness and guilt."As for why I'm apologizing,I feel it's my fault...I should have warned you not to go near me...Even if I wasn't in control...It's my fault you're in so much pain..."she said,her voice cracked again and she held back her tears,her eyes glowed faintly at the bottom of them.

    Lee fell silent then he muttered, "It's not your fault Karis.." He closed his eyes as he said quietly, "I only escalated the situation because I couldn't keep my emotions in check... I hate that I was actually scared of you.. And that fear made me slip." His eyes opened slightly, though his eyes seemed to only hold guilt, "In the haze I go into... I hear things.. Thoughts... Karis I was terrified after I slipped of myself. I wanted to kill you and Arisha, I didn't care if my body was damaged.. I didn't care if I was hurting anyone else.. I wanted both of you dead." His voice trembled again as if on the verge of tears, "What kind of person would want that? And the damage I did to you two... And the fact I enjoyed it for a few moments..." A few tears had managed to slip free as his body trembled, "..I never want to hurt you. Karis believe me that's the last thing I ever want to do.. And I'm so sorry.." His shoulders sagged as he looked down, away from her, "..I just can't seem to do anything right.. Can I?" He laughed but the laugh was utterly bitter and almost pathetic as his hands clenched into fists.

    Karis was silent for a few moments,her mind processing what he'd said."I don't think It was you who wanted to kill us..."she had a shocked realization,hadn't he said that demon king had been murdered because of his attraction to a human? Her eyes went wide,she suddenly launched up from the chair and folded him in an embrace."Don't beat yourself up please...I can't stand to see you tear yourself up like this.It tears me up as well..."she cried,She couldn't hold it in anymore.

    Lee went still, his eyes tearing up as his arms wrapped around her. His body shook slightly from holding himself back from sobbing as he closed his eyes tightly and held her closer to himself, unable to let her go now. He was overwhelmed but he was utterly still disgusted at himself for acting in such a way to her and putting everyone at risk. He couldn't speak much though, considering he was holding himself back from crying but the tears still managed to fall as he closed his eyes tightly, heart clenching with utter guilt at allowing her to see him in such a state, he should've been more aware of what his words could possibly be making her feel in which he whispered hoarsely, "..Im sorry.."

    Lee held unto her tightly, beginning to find comfort over the fact that she had indeed forgiven him. He was relieved, and yet... He felt as if he was still very much at fault. He pulled away after a few moments, wiping away her tears as he had tried to stop his own from flowing.

    she looked into his eyes,there was something in her's that wasn't there before....She cared deeply for him,It showed in her eyes, her concern and guilt.she gently reached up and wiped away his tears with one soft and gentle hand."Please,don't cry.."she said in a soft voice,Feeling like she might start crying again if he did.

    Lee sniffled slightly, though as he looked into her eyes he felt his heart wrench, it wasn't guilt.. Or rather maybe the tiniest bit of guilt, but it was something else. Something he hadn't felt with someone in quite some time. He closed his eyes as he leaned against her touch, feeling pathetic he was doing such a thing, "..I'll try not to.." He attempted to smile but the smile was weak and hesitant.

    She returned his smile,her eyes lit up a little as she did,glad that he would try not to cry for her sake.her thumb gently caressed his face as she stayed there.Her orange eyes held warmth that had never been shown to anyone else.she chuckled softly "What is happening to me?"She asked in her soft voice."I always feel so calm around you..."she said.

    Lee laughed a little at her words, though now feeling as if his emotions were slowly beginning to calm down, though at her touch his heart had skipped a beat as he leaned his head against her touch, his eyes closing as he turned his head slightly and placed a light, tender kiss upon her wrist though he was very hesitant with all of his actions. Heavy guilt was still hanging over him and he didn't trust himself with her.. At least not now. He said quietly, "I should be the one asking that question." Lee's hand hesitantly moved up, gently resting over her's though it was the relatively normal hand that had been placed over hers, "..You do the opposite to me though," He gently moved her hand until it rested over his heart, the thrum of his heart beating was quick, "..I haven't reacted this way to someone so much like this, before."

    Karis's eyes widened a little at his words,That innocent and surprised look coming across her face again.She felt his heartbeat in awe,she did this to him?But how?and why!? What did she do that made him like this?

    Lee couldn't help but smile against at the expression upon her face. He found that he loved those expressions the more he saw them. He looked away however, his hand releasing hers from his hold, though his heartbeat remained quick underneath her hand as he said quietly, "..Everytime I'm near you.. I feel like I can be myself yet... I feel breathless." He didn't bother to move her hand, his eyes not meeting hers yet, "It's a strange feeling.. How you make me feel this way so easily..." A slight smile crossed his face as he closed his eyes, "..With just the slightest things you do.. Sometimes makes me feel like my heart skips a beat."

    ((When they start freaking out about its taking so long is what I'm feeling right now.xD [youtube][/youtube] ))
    Karis looked awestruck.She was speechless,she opened her mouth to ask something but nothing came out.She only just noticed the pounding of blood rushing in her ears.Was this some sort of dark magic or some sort of sorcery making it so she couldn't speak.The slightest of blushes came across her face as she struggled to say something.

    OOC: XD Oh my God! I kind of feel like being a troll though... Nah, I think it's about that time to fulfill shipping feels!


    Lee opened his eyes again though fixated upon her, he couldn't help but laugh as little at her expression. He leaned his head forward, gently pressing his forehead against hers as he took in a breath, though oddly he felt calm and composed as he whispered, "I love you Karis."

    ((xD Shipping AWAAAAAAAAY!!))
    Her expression grew even more surprised,No one has EVER said that to her before.She'd believed that she'd never hear those words.Her eyes began to tear up again and she smiled at him"I love you too.."she whispered to him,the blood in her veins humming.

    OOC: XD


    Lee froze not expecting her response.. Though he wasn't sure what he was expecting initially he couldn't help but stare at her in astonishment. Maybe because it was the fact that he wouldn't have expected those words from Karis that left him dazed. A smile however had crossed his face as those words sunk in leaving him rather happy, certainly a big change in the sullen attitude earlier.

    ((THIS SHIP HAS SET SAIL!!xD))
    Her tears fell,but this time they were tears of joy and disbelief.She smiled,she picked up his hand with her free one and placed it where he could feel her heart beat.((I was gonna say chest,but then I was like NO BAD IDEA!Boobs alert!)) it was faint at first,As if she didn't even have one,but as his hand rested there it was apparant and fast."I believed for the longest time...I never had a heart..."she told him

    OOC: lol! True X3


    Lee found himself speechless for a few moments though his expression softened as soon as he felt her heartbeat, "You've always had a heart Karis.." His other hand came up to her face but before he could touch her, his gaze had flickered over to the hand itself. It still remained very much like claws. Immediately he moved his hand back, not wanting to touch her.. Not with that hand that injured her.

    Her expression went sad for a moment."No,I haven't...Not with how many lives I've taken."she looked down"I was sealed away for a reason...At one time I was always like I was earlier."she said looking back up."I was merciless,Heartless and a killer..."she confessed to him.