Ocean full of love (pafp_boy needed)

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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]Scott walked to my room and knocked "Meg?" He asked I replied back by shouting go away. "Meg please." he said and I hit my fist on the door while shouting go away through the door again. I heard him walk away and I walked towards my bed before burying my face in a pillow and continued to cry. I was glad the pillow muffled the sounds of my sobs. I wanted to text Jesse to make sure he was okay but I was mad at both of them and I'm sure the feeling was mutual for the others.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]I calmed myself after about five more minutes of heavy crying before heading into the bathroom and looking at my reflection. I looked terrible. Why did I fall so hard? I should've known better. I let myself get hurt. I didn't even care for them anymore. Jesse would be fine and I needed to restart this cruise. I fixed my hair and put on a pair of big sunglasses to hide my eyes mostly. The rest of me didn't look that bad and I would fit in with everyone anyway. I walked out with my key and phone and headed towards the pool to grab a chair.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]lol Its okay. Hope you guys are having fun/have fun. :)

I sat looked at the seats and decided to just stand at the rail and look at the ocean to relax and hopefully clear my mind.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]The ocean did nothing for me but make me feel worse. The water just reminded me of a few minutes ago. I didn't want to go back into the lobby because of the boys. I know I'm supposed to forget about them but I can't. Scott tried to apologize but I pushed him away and I hadn't seen Jesse since the fight. I was stuck in the same situation as I was the first day on here.

I am desperately searching for plots and have one for far future but none for right now. Help?[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]Lol. I'll try to think of some to keep this entertaining. But for now, She shall search for Jesse and not find him for a while! (It's been a long day and I got a lot of energy.)

I decided to walk around the the boat but not go anywhere near the lobby. I couldn't face the memories yet. I looked at each person in a chair. No Jesse. Pool. No. Rock climbin b wall. Nada. The search went on and Jesse was nowhere to be seen. I was so close to texting him but decided not to. I sat with my back against the wall in the area where all the rooms were at. I don't know why I needed to see him but I just felt like I did.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]I saw Jesse walk in front of me then turn around. I pulled myself up and followed him while unknowingly walking through the lobby just fine. I finally caught up with him before gently grabbing his wrist "Jesse, can we talk?" I asked hoping we could. I felt bad.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]I let go of his wrist before I shrugged "I don't know. Are you okay or mad at me?" I asked before realizing I was inside and placing my Sunglasses on my head. I hoped my eyes weren't as red but I'm sure that they were.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]I saw him rub his cheek and I instantly remembered his cut. I looked at it and winced slightly. "Does it hurt?" I asked before adding "I'm not mad at you for punching Scott just so ya know. He actually kinda deserved it. I heard and saw a lot of the fight." I said instantly feeling up set again. I tried to hold my emotions back and I succeeded for the most part but my eyes did water. I has to look down when it ha]need which made it obvious that I something was wrong. I looked back up a minute or two later, trying to focus on anything to keep me out of my thoughts.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]I wrapped my arms around him before feeling my heart beat faster and my eyes water again. No. Keep it together Meg. Don't do it. I did it. I couldn't help it. A tear ran down my cheek and onto Jesse's shirt. The process continued slowly until I pulled away and wiped the remaining away. I never felt safe around Scott like I did Jesse. I liked the feeling. I sniffles before deciding to say something. "I'm going to go to my room. You can come if you'd like." I said tring to steady my voice.[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; width: 485px; height: 150px; overflow: auto;][justify]I gave him a small smile before putting my sunglasses back on and grabbing his hand before walking out. I led him to my room and let go of his hand before unlocking the door and walking in with him and shutting it afterwards.[/fancypost]
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