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    [font=times new roman][color=white]PLOT -
    [size=10]20 year old college student angelina bellerose is spending her summer vacation before her last year of college in the elusive town of lakebriar, michigan. she ends up staying with her brother and his wife, who have quite a few of the town's secrets locked in their closet. however, angelina is now stranger to secrets and oddities, having plenty of her own. what happens when she encounters the mysterious and handsome friend of her brother's, who happens to have plenty of history, not to mention some secrets and powers he has kept hidden for quite some time. once romance, tensions, secrets, and magic arise, lakebriar truly comes alive.


    [color=white][size=24]NOTES -
    [color=white][size=10]• sorry if the plot description was awful. things will be clearer in the first post!
    • if you didn't already notice, basically this plot centers around the paranormal, more specifically those with magical abilities (think along the lines of x-men powers) you can choose whatever ability you'd like for your character.
    • please be advanced! this means correct grammar, spelling, etc. and good description/post length.
    • please take notice that some more serious/touching topics will be addressed in this roleplay, so if you aren't comfortable with that i'd advise you not to join.
    • please no anime, emo, etc.
    • please have a nice looking post.
    • i can & will politely ask you to leave if you don't meet these requirements. thanks for understanding.
    • thanks for joining if you do!


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    oh, i probably should explain why they'd feel the need to keep an eye on me. you see, back at nyu things were a lot more discreet, it was a huge campus and huge city, there was a lot you could get away with and a lot people didn't know. but out in a town in michigan, especially one as chock full of secrets like this, i was bound to get myself entangled in some kind of disaster. i don't think that my past mental health or relationship history helped my case much either. i don't blame them for being worried, it's only been two months since i was released from the hospital for yet another overdose on pills, call it a suicide attempt or don't, i'm not sure what it was. and then of course, during my stay i fainted due to malnutrition so all that did was prolong my stay. so yeah, they had every right to be worried.


    hey, at least there were people i could use my abilities around now. that's right, i forgot to mention. i'm a cryokinetic, which means i can generate or manipulate ice, snow, you name it, anything that is a derivative of ice. apparently it was either genetic or bestowed upon you. mine happened to be genetic as did my brother's. he was a telepath, meaning he could read others' thoughts and project his own to them, sometimes being able to overload their mind with information, causing physical or mental pain. natalia had healing abilities, meaning she could heal physical wounds with just a touch as well as her own wounds healing in a matter of seconds, depending on the severity. i didn't know if her's was genetic or not, she wouldn't tell anyone so i didn't bother to ask. i get it, some things are better kept secret. as for sky, his abilities hadn't manifested yet, and he was bound to have one considering the presence of both dominant genes being present. it was quite interesting, this whole thing and the abilities we posessed. i wondered if there was anyone else here with the same strange powers, and knowing the history of this town, well, i wouldn't doubt it. hmm, i've never met a telekinetic before, i bet they would be quite cool. i wondered to myself as i walked along the sidewalk, heading down to the cafe that natalia's parents used to own but riley and her ended up taking it over recently. it was called sweetleaf and it was a cute, quiet, artsy little place. i walked in to find riley working behind the counter and natalia sitting with sky at a nearby table, doing a coloring book with him while they ate muffins.


    i smiled, going ahead and walking up to the counter to get what i always got, a nonfat cinnamon cappucino.


    as riley started to make my drink, he simultaneously began a conversation with me. "you know, i don't think you've actually met anyone since you've been here, angelina. i got a friend that may be coming over later, who knows? maybe you two will hit it off."


    "i have to say, i agree with riley for once on this!" natalia said with a small laugh, looking up from coloring with sky.


    i just shook my head and smiled, "that's nice, riley, but i don't need you trying to play matchmaker for me....i'm okay on my own, ry."


    "it's been almost a year....it can't kill you to give someone a shot." he said, voice low.


    i sighed, "dammit, fine, i guess you're right." you could only try to outrun your past for so long.


    once my cappuccino was ready i got it off the counter and went to sit down at an empty seat, touching the cup for a moment and making some frost climb up the edges just to cool it down, smirking to myself.[/fancypost]
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    track because i must join
    i already have a reply forming in my head
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    "Hi, Smokey!"




    Why does she insist on calling me that? Or half the people that do? "Hey, Alex," I greeted the young women. Alexendra, or Alex, was what someone considered a... "mundane". A person who didn't possess any abilities such super speed, flight, x-ray vision, and so on. Though, unlike many people, she knew all about mine and had a weird fascination for some reason unknown to me. I had the ability to do sonic screams. It sounds cool, right? Amplify your voice as loud as you can get and manipulate sound waves. Let me tell you, it's shitty and not all that great. I have to keep a certain level of calmness unless I was feeling extremely risky. Mainly refraining from being furious, upset, or experiencing pain. Especially pain. That was a whole different level and could result in a city getting wiped out, and possibly destroying my voice in the process. A sudden chill went down my spine and green eyes focused on the short, petite woman in front of me.




    "Monologuing in your head again?" she asked in a teasing tone. Snorting, I shrugged with a lazy smile and twitched when a dainty finger poked my chest a few times. "Maybe, maybe not. I just like to think," I answered and grinned wider as she rolled her eyes. "Well, are you heading back to your house?" A quick nod was the answer to Alex's inquiry and motioned forth. "You going home or no?" "Nah, I have do some grocery shopping." The brunette went around me whilst waving as she walked towards her destination. "See you later, Smokes!" Shaking my head, I returned a goodbye wave and continued on my jog back to the neighborhood. An polite greeting was sent towards anyone that waved or came across my direction. I slowly to a leisurely walking pace as I drew closer to my house and hummed along to a random tune in my mind.




    I retrieved the house key from the welcoming mat in front of the door and entered, then closed it and locked it moments later. I perked up at the familiar jingling and heavy panting of a very happy pup. "C'mere, Buddy!" I caught the young beagle as he jumped into my arms and rubbed his head. "Did you miss me?" I cooed and chuckled as he eagerly licked my chin. "Thank you for the kisses, Bud. Thank you so much." I gave Buddy a few more pats on the head, enjoying him resting against me, but also made my tank top stick to my sweaty body. Wandering into the kitchen, I looked through the refrigerator and grabbed the chopped up meat I saved for him. I gently placed him on the cool tiled floor below and poured some of the small chunks of meat into his bowl. Seeing him cheerfully bound over and eat it up brought a partial grin to my face.




    Okay, I really need a shower because I stink and I can't be heading over to someone's household like this. Well, I mean, a white tank top and gym shorts was very flattering on my body. I huffed in amusement and made my way to the bathroom, peeling my clothes off in there before getting the water running. It was only 10 minutes later and I was a fresh Hunter. Yeah, Hunter is my real name, but I always wondered how the nickname "Smokey" came up. Eh. I had no intentions on finding out or remembering. The past is the past.




    I pulled the plain gray shirt down as I meandered into the living room. I casted a glance at the watch on my left right before plopping onto the black leather couch. I gave my dark blue jeans a tug and stroked Buddy when he climbed into my lap. Grabbing the remote, I turned the TV on and sat there in silence. I must have fallen asleep somehow because I jerked awake to the sound of a high pitched noise. That noise was the accessory on my arm, yelling at me to get over to Riley's house. "Crap!" I mumbled to myself and scrambled to get my shoes on. "See ya later," I told my pup as I bolted out the door. It wasn't late, but late enough that I was power walking down the street and to my friend's residence. Honestly, this is actually a common thing. Not me visiting my bro, but being fashionably late to almost everything. I sniffed as I got up to their door, knocking twice and patiently waiting.




    Hey, at least I came.[/fancypost]


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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; width: 300px; color: lightgray; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 11pt;]thank you! i wanted to do something different and it could help with future plots! oh, and i'm finished hun~ if you need me to change anything just say so. c:[hr]

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    once we had closed up shop at the cafe we were back home and natalia and riley were sitting on the couch watching forrest gump, something they did every wednesday night. while i was taking this opportunity to turn the kitchen into an ice skating rink where sky and i decided to take off our shoes and slide around, making me laugh as he smiled and giggled, watching him fall a few times and found it funny how he tried to get bear, their husky involved in the fun too.


    suddenly i heard a knock at the door and i instantly retracted the ice from the floor, and followed sky who was bounding into the living room, now taking a seat next to natalia on the couch, who in turn picked him up and said she was going to take him to go to bed.


    i just nodded, now turning my attention to the door as riley opened it, finding who i presumed to be riley's friend he mentioned standing in the doorway. riley made a joking comment about him being late, which i guess was a common occurence before he moved to the side to let the guy in before closing the door and turning to face me. "hunter, this is my sister, angelina. angelina this is my friend, hunter." he said, introducing us with the same smirk he always wore.


    "hi, it's nice to finally meet you," i said, a smile on my face, not exactly knowing what to do next. hmm, he was cute. aw, c'mon...you can't be thinking that, shut up. silently chastising myself as i saw riley give me an almost winning smirk to which i slightly glared at him for being intrusive once again.


    "you know what? since talia is putting sky to bed why don't i go get some wine and we can celebrate for something? anything is a good enough reason to drink for me." i said with a small smirk, doing what i usually did in any awkward situation, fill the awkwardness up with alcohol or a party, and the latter didn't seem like a proper option.


    "oh, believe me, i know." i heard riley mutter, causing me to roll my eyes and send a sheet of ice crawling up his legs only to disappear, making him jump and me laugh. i really didn't have any issue with using my abilities in front of people, as long as i knew it was safe and i was betting good money it was.


    i got out four wine glasses and began pouring the pink moscato into them, humming softly as i did so.


    natalia walked in then, standing beside me and putting the wine bottle, grabbing one of the glasses for herself. "so, what do you think?" she asked me.


    "what do you mean, what do i think? jesus, i've only spoken a sentence to him so far. ask me again in a couple hours." i said, laughing some. i found it hilarious how hard they were trying to get me to meet people. i just truly didn't want to. i knew they had good intentions, i just couldn't see it. i suppose i was still reeling from what happened, i mean it was so hard to forget it when you were constantly reminded every morning about it. when i moved my long blonde locks over my shoulders and in the strapless floral top and white shorts i was wearing you could see i had this scar that ran from my left shoulder all the way down my back to my thigh. it was an extremely long burn scar that talia couldn't heal and would forever be a reminder of everything that went wrong. i couldn't escape it. there is no escape.


    i could feel my legs start to kind of get weak again, feeling as though i would collapse. sh.t this happened often. you see, i actually should be in a wheelchair, i used to be in one actually and if natalia was to ever go away for more than a week or two i would have to use it. well, i guess i probably should explain. no use in trying to avoid it. my body was constantly giving out due to anorexia. it used to be pretty bad, i mean obviously i wasn't recovered, but i was trying...kind of. yes, even abnormal people have f.cked up normal problems, imagine that! of course talia couldn't heal the mental part of it but she could heal or at least temporarily cancel out the physical consequences. she's saved me from cardiac arrest about twice now, and was the only one who could calm me when i had seizures. thank god for her. whenever i felt my body begin to give out i would tell her and she would fix it, and my body could usually function like a normal person's for maybe two weeks or more if i was doing well and then it would be done again. yeah, i was cheating death in a way, okay, i was completely cheating it and practically using it as a means to not get better. i felt really guilty about it and they knew that but everything was so complicated that i didn't know how to form the proper explanations. there were some things that not even riley could search for in my mind.


    i think natalia got the memo though, because she put her glass down and called riley into the kitchen.


    "yeah? what is it?" he asked, hunter in tow.


    wow, what a great first way to meet. god, i'm embarrassing.


    "could you please take me upstairs for a minute? i uh, i don't think i can move without collapsing." i told him softly.


    "okay...yeah..." he said, going ahead and picking me up bridal style, telling hunter he'd be back down in a moment. he hurriedly carried me upstairs and laid me on the bed in natalia and his' room and talia came in and riley left, closing the door behind him, yet i could hear him explaining everything to hunter.


    it was quite a quick thing to do, natalia was very good at it. honestly i found her powers to be absolutely enthralling simply because i had no clue how the hell they worked but they did, so that's what mattered. speaking of abilities, i wonder what hunter can do? maybe i should ask him? maybe i will.


    once it was over, i hopped off the bed and went back downstairs, first getting my wine and then went back to the living room to re-greet hunter and riley.


    "sorry about that..." i apologized, "but hunter, i never caught exactly what you can do, would you care to tell me?" i inquired with the slighest sliver of a smile.[/fancypost]

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    It wasn't long before I heard the locks being turned and then the door opening in the process. My eyes first registered Riley and then that pretty lady whom must be his sister.




    "Fashionably late, like usual."




    As always, there was a joke on me being late, but it's not like that bothers me. To be honest, I found it to be quite amusing considering the fact that it was indeed true, and it might as well be a daily thing for me. I mean, it's not like this was an extremely important occasion that I just had to arrive on time or get shunned for showing up fifteen minutes late. Lips twitching, I made my way inside as he shut the door behind me before introducing me to the femme in front. Angelina, huh? A lovely name for a lovely woman. No, I wasn't a womanizer, I promise. Just a little flirtatious.




    "Hi, it's nice to finally meet you."




    "Same to you," I hummed softly with a miniature smile. I caught that little exchange between her and her brother, wondering what it was all about and why those faces were made. I assumed Mr. Mind reader was going through her thoughts, and picked up something she wished he didn't, explaining that nasty look. My attention went back to Angelina when she said the word "wine" and held in a laugh. I liked the way she thought, because I could see myself saying the exact same thing. A brow jerked up then feel down at the sudden appearance of ice, and it traveled up Riley's legs before vanishing like it was never there. Huh. So she had the ability to control and manipulate ice? That's neat, in my personal opinion, and was far better than mine. Knowing myself, there would be snow cones for days, and I would never have to worry about scalding coffee ever again.




    I watched as Angel, the nickname I now claimed for her, retrieved four wine glasses along with the alcohol beverage. I didn't have a high preference for that sort of drink, but I'm not saying that I won't drink it either. Seeing Talia go over to her and obtaining one, I watched their mouths move whilst trying to figure out what she was saying. I could hear my friend chatting away at me, but it fell on deaf ears due to my intense concentration on the two females.




    Hearing his wife calling him and going into the kitchen, I followed along, completely alert. I nodded when he said he'll return after scooping his sister up and disappearing upstairs. I lightly tugged at my shirt as curiosity tickled me and jerked my head in the direction of footsteps, leaning back with a short "uh huh." Ry began to tell me on how his sister needed to be healed and some other things I barely caught as he spoke. So, basically, Natalia was giving Angel healing sessions because of problems from the past. I couldn't help but feel pity for her and let him guide me back into the living room. There, he picked up a glass for himself and offered me the one untouched, but I simply shook my head and gave my thanks.




    We were discussing different types of powers and abilities until Angelina showed up, making the both of us pause and listen to her question. It instantly sent chills up my spine and my skin started to crawl, making me scratch my arm. A debate started in my mind before it blurred together into a massive train wreck and a ghost of a smile was on my face. Should I or shouldn't I? "It's...not the best," I said slowly. "And it's dangerous and destructive." All the old thoughts from the past rapidly flashed in my head and tried to focus on her. "It's.. Sonic screams." I could already feel the headache forming. "You know the ringing noise lights sometimes make? It's like that, but times it by a thousand and add the human scream in it." Good god. I took a minute to maintain my level of calmness before continuing on. "I would demonstrate, but you'll find yourself in the next neighborhood." I scratched my neck with a huff and rested against the couch. "Last time I used it, I nearly destroyed my own throat and went into a coma for a year. So, I keep a certain composure for that reason, though accidents happen."[/fancypost]


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    i listened carefully as hunter spoke. absolutely intrugued. honestly i was quite shocked, that was one hell of a power, crazy how much people didn't know about each other. it was so interesting, i truly had never heard of an ability like it. he seemed to fear his own power though and perhaps loathed it, which was perfectly normal, i mean after that i would be hesitant too. it takes a lot to become comfortable with what you are capable of and not see it as a curse.


    i smiled at him for a moment before speaking, "i'm sorry that happened....that's really hard...but, it can be better than you think, hun. it's only destructive if you make it so, there's beauty in everything if you're willing to look, even in the madness. don't let it control you, because once you do that you're f.cked. i wouldn't listen to me though, i'm kind of a hypocrite. i used to be insanely afraid of what i could do. you see, i killed a guy, froze his blood vessels....sure, i shouldn't of been partying as hard as i was, but he shouldn't of done what he did....it haunts me, sure, but you learn...you learn how to live with it, how to control it...it may not get better, but you do, you learn to live again." i said, i was a rather open person, not to mention blunt, so i gave him my sentiment. you can't change a person's opinions but you can at least attempt to make them understand.


    we just kind of stood there for a moment before riley broke the silence. "so....i'm gonna go make snacks now and we can play poker or hell, even ice skate or something, i don't know." he said, shrugging before walking off to the kitchen, bear going with him, barking as he heard the word snack.


    "i'm gonna go for a walk." i said blatantly, not exactly caring if anyone bothered to follow me. i grabbed my pack of cigarettes off the table, lighting one as i walked out the door and began walking, knowing very well that riley would be pissed if he saw me 1. smoking in the house or 2. smoking at all. hey, what could i say? it was calming, not to mention thawing. at least it wasn't as bad as cocaine, right? it's not like i was exactly known for good habits.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; background: url(http://supernatural.com.tr/uploads/avatars/avatar_63715.jpg); background-size: 100% 100%; repeat: no repeat; height: 350px; width: 200px;][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; height: 350px; width: 200px; border-left: 10px solid black; margin-left: -10px; color: white; font-size: 8px; overflow:auto; text-align: justify;]The words from Angel was slightly shocking, not to mention her in interested gaze. I wish I could nod and say that might help, but I would be lying to all of us. There isn't a sliver of beauty in sonic screams, that's for sure. How would it even be used for beauty? Trying to make ice sculptures? Perhaps, but it would need a certain frequency to ensured that it didn't shatter from the amplified volume or go flying away because it was a bit off. That deathly silence seemed to clog the air until Riley pierced it was his words. Poker? Ah, I wasn't one for card games. Not my strongest point.Ice skating? Would his lovely sister be the one to provide the entertainment? If so, I'd definitely give it a try, even though I sucked at skating on ice. Regular roller skates was fine, but when the floor was switched up to ice, it wasn't all that great. I had the tendency to fall on my face or butt more than any other time of doing something.




    I watched as he disappeared into the kitchen with Bear before picking up Angelina's voice. A walk. Seems like it would be harmless and not so stressful. I took note of the pack of cancer sticks she grabbed as she exited the house. For some odd reason, nervousness made the hair on my neck rise and quickly went outside. Covering my mouth with a hand, I took slow breaths while forcing himself to relax. The last thing anybody wants is to be knocked over to the next neighborhood when they were peacefully sleeping. I swallowed and exhaled carefully as I removed said hand from my lips. My eyes flicked forward as I spotted the blonde female, trailing right behind her. "Mind if I join you?" My eyebrows wiggled themselves a little as I chuckled softly.




    "You know, those things are bad for you." It was an indication to the cigarettes. "But I'm not going to stop you. Your life, your choices." I shoved my hands into my pockets with a soft sigh. "You said you froze some dude's blood vessels. I assume you have some sort of ability over liquids?" I couldn't really tell what it was, but I knew it was on that spectrum of powers. I still consider her to be luck with what she has. What I wouldn't give to trade mine with another person...[/fancypost]


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    [fancypost bgcolor=white; bordercolor=transparent; text-align:center; font-size:16px; margin-top: auto; margin-left: auto; width: auto; height: 20px; font-family: times new roman; color: #6E6E6E;]twenty | cryokinetic | reckless [/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=white; bordercolor=white; text-align: justify; margin-top: auto; margin-left: auto; width: 270px; height: 200px; overflow: auto; color: #A4A4A4; line-spacing: -1px; font-size: 8pt;]i turned around with a small smile as i heard the sound of hunter's voice. "came to join the ride? and hey, i mean, nobody's going to stop you, so be my guest." i said, backtracking a little to walk next to him.


    when he mentioned cigarettes being bad for me, i laughed a little, and then he countered his statement however by saying it was my life and my choices. "maybe that's the point. we all indulge in something purely for the fact of self destruction, or at least i do." i said, shrugging, a gentle smirk forming upon my lips. it wasn't a lie that i was a self destructive person and i had always been that way, i simply didn't know how to stop or if i had any real interest in doing so. it was funny, i spew all this optimism yet contradict myself with my own pessimistic attitude.


    i listened as he spoke again, putting out my cigarette and sighing for a moment. might as well give the backstory, i've already gotten this far. sure, my past was a difficult and complicated topic, but i wasn't closed off about it. what happened, happened, and i had to learn to cope with it eventually. "yeah...our body contains blood and water and that in turn is a derivative of ice, which basically means i can freeze the insides of a person as well. you see, i used to party pretty hard, went out practically every night, got involved with the wrong people, drugs, all of that stuff. and with that came some guys who i let walk all over me, and at this party there was a guy who tried to make sexual advances towards me and i was scared that if that happened the guy i was dating at the time, asher, would find out. well anyways the guy at the party ended up raping me and i freaked out and that pretty much unleashed my power and i couldn't control it and i turned that whole room to ice and snow and i didn't stop until that guy's vessels, veins, and heart was no longer in working order. eventually though asher found out and he was pissed that i had even gone out and god, i honestly thought he was going to kill me....but after he had it with me he ended up burning me, saying that he was going to leave his mark so i'd learn my lesson and that's how i got my scar and i can't escape from that....so that's that. i didn't cope very well, clearly, now i'm stuck with a failing body and a constantly panicked state of mind, so that's fun, but don't be mistaken, i'm not bitter about it anymore, just indifferent about it, i guess. it's life." i said, letting frost dust my fingers as i spoke. i had made many mistakes in my life, from the raves to the drugs to asher to anorexia to just about everything, but there comes a time where you have to accept your faults and move forward, push all of that behind you and start a new chapter. it's not easy and sometimes it doesn't happen but it's always worth trying.


    "now....about your power....i understand that you probably think i'm full of sh.t and that there could not be anything worthwhile or beautiful in what you can do, but that's where you're wrong. the fact that you can do anything in the first place is a gift in its own, you just need to learn how to control it, where to direct it. you could do so much and you don't even realize it. there is beauty in destruction, in a way, you just have to know what you're aiming for. yeah, you're going to fail a couple of times, yeah, it can be scary, change always is, but it's worth a shot and i'm more than willing to help you find your potential. i'm sure we could find an abandon forest clearing somewhere. truly, there is plenty of good and astonishing things you would be able to do if you just knew how to properly use your ability. the problem isn't the power itself, the problem is that you don't know how to control it." i explained. hunter had such a unique gift that would be extremely useful and amazing if only he knew what to do with it or how to control his power levels and direction. i wanted to help him, i really did because i believe he had such a path to self discovery awaiting him.
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    "Yep," I chuckled softly as she walked back a bit so we were at the same pace. Well, the only person stopping me would be her, but it's not like it matters. Running a hand through my hair, I listened to her laugh with a faint smile on my lips. It had a nice ring to it, okay? "I can agree with you there, but on the topic of sweets." While they were delicious, they contained loads of sugar, and diabetes or a heart attack was waiting around the corner. Preparing to strike when you were least expecting it. I guess it was a natural thing for humans to do, since we all face equal amounts of problems.




    I blinked when the cigarette was put out followed by a sigh. Oh god, did I get here up. I started to internally panic before calming down as Angel began to speak. Good lord, rape? That's not cool and the guy deserved to die, in my opinion. Then again, if you put yourself with the wrong people then you suffered the consequences. Anger flared up when she explained the scar she had. He burned her. F-cking burned her. Sure, those decisions made weren't the best, but that was wrong on so many levels. I exhaled slowly to not get all riled up and focused on the ground beneath my feet, still listening as she went on. It's just... Horrible. And a deep sense of pity settled in my stomach as I wet my lips.




    I immediately felt myself stiffen when she put the attention on my power. Swallowing, my green eyes flickered over to the female and held in a sigh. There was so much that she didn't even know about and I wasn't planning on sharing any of it. A protest formed in my mind as I let my eyes roam all over the place, not really wanting to say anything at the same time. But she might mistake my silence as... I don't know. Maybe she'll think I'm rude or that I'm refusing the help she's offering. In some way I am, but it's not fully the case and bit the inside of my cheek. "Okay..." I finally said after some time as I gathered my thoughts.




    "I guess we can do that. I mean, unless you have some protective gear for you ears, I would suggest on finding someone that can. And no, regular plugs won't do or those weird headphones things or whatever. Unless you're fine with losing some of your hearing." I stared straight forward whilst shoving my hands into my pockets. "But sure, if you think it's a good idea then I'll go along. It's not like I got anything else to do." I shrugged lightly like it wasn't such a big deal, but it is. I rather not use it at all and am perfectly with never using it again.




    "So, what's it like where you're from?" I know, changing the topic wasn't a good idea, but lingering on my own personal issues created a nerve racking sensation. It's like someone was exposing me and making me vulnerable to attacks.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=white; bordercolor=white; text-align: justify; margin-top: auto; margin-left: auto; width: 270px; height: 200px; overflow: auto; color: #A4A4A4; line-spacing: -1px; font-size: 8pt;]i could tell just by looking at him that he was completely opposed to the idea, i mean, i didn't blame him. i wasn't going to force him to do anything he didn't want to. i have to realize that not everyone is as open as i am about things.


    i simply gave him a gentle smile, "while i wouldn't mind losing my hearing, i hope you know that you don't have to pretend you're okay with this. i'm in no place to make you do anything, i just wanted you to maybe understand yourself better, and i thought that controlling your power may help, but i understand why you're hesitant towards it so i won't press you about it....honestly one of the only reasons i was so pumped up about this was because i had a friend who had the same ability as you and she learned how to use it, but she's been long gone for a while so i don't know what happened to her, she just got up and left one day. but who knows? maybe things will be different for you in a little while but it's okay that they aren't today." i said, knowing fully well that it was best to just leave that whole subject where it was for the moment being. if he wasn't ready, he wasn't ready. no amount of my pretentious words would change that.


    once he changed the subject i just shook my head, still smiling though, sort of expecting it. "well, for one, it's very loud....lots of people, quite busy. don't get me wrong, i love new york, it's exciting when you first get there but after a few weeks it loses its charm, then again most places are like that. one of the good things is that it's so easy to chameleon your way through life there, nobody really gives a sh.t one way or the other, which could be taken as either a good thing or a bad thing, but nonetheless, i'm glad to be here...it's a nice break away from life, even if riley and natalia are starting to act like my parents, i appreciate their concern. it's nice to have people who care, i guess. anyways, how do you like it here? oh and riley tells me people call you smoky, how'd that come about?" i answered, shifting the question back to him towards the end, starting to worry if i was talking too much like usual.


    however as we kept walking i was having such a difficult time just walking in a straight line. god, i really should eat something before i lose it. at least it wasn't like that time where i started hearing things, that was some weird stuff. i impulsively grabbed onto hunter's arm as if to catch myself before steadying my balance. "sorry...." i whispered. truly, i wanted to say, "hey, i'm cheating death by slowly starving to death but letting natalia help me but not actually help the real problem at all!" but of course there were things that even i kept to myself. i'd rather not bother anyone with my crap unless absolutely necessary, i think we would make it back just fine.
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; width: 300px; color: lightgray; font-family: andale mono; font-size: 15px;][hr]aww, get better dear! <3
    and you're not annoying me! i forgot to tell you that this is my last year in high school, so my activity from now until early june will be all over the place. it should calm down once may 25th passes bc i have a certification test and i'm struggling with studying, and it doesn't help that if i fail i don't get the college credits (& this is thru dual enrollment). and facing an angry mom isn't pleasant at the least.


    i will get a post in by tomorrow <3
    unless i randomly wake up at like 3 or 4 and do it then.

    thanks!! & i completely understand! the last bits of school always suck, wishing you the best of luck & hope that you pass everything!! if you need any help feel free to pm me (unless it concerns math lol) i'm sure you'll do great though :-)

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    "I rather you not have to lose your hearing." I didn't because I would feel horrible in the end. I chewed on my tongue as she began to speak, focusing myself not to swallow thickly or veer off to be alone. I knew she had good intentions and wanted to help, but... I feel like no matter what happens, nothing will help. I blinked in surprise when Angel mentioned that she had a friend with the same power as me. To be honest, when she said the other left, I didn't find it shocking. It wasn't something uncommon in my eyes since such a powerful ability could be turned into a lethal weapon if a person was to be mind controlled. Just thinking about it made my head throb and my vision faltered for six seconds before turning back to normal.




    I perked up when she began to talk about the place she came from. Loud? I couldn't stand an area with obnoxious noises and people never shutting their traps. "The city that never sleeps," I mused to myself. Chameleon your way around without anybody noticing? It was a good and bad thing since everything came with pros and cons. A chuckle escaped my lips when she said Riley and Natalia acted like her parents. I wish I still had mine, but that's another story for another day. An eyebrow jerked up when she asked how I liked living here. "It's really nice, you know? It's peace and not much goes on," I responded slowly. I felt an eye twitch at her question on how I received the nickname "Smokey." "I... Don't really remember." It was the honest truth; I didn't remember and refused to - a warning voice telling me that I wouldn't like doing so.




    I grunted in surprise when she suddenly grabbed an arm, glancing in her direction and raising an eyebrow of concern. "It's fine," I murmured softly to Angel. I patted her hand gently with a smile and looked ahead. "Why don't we go back? I'm pretty hungry. How 'bout you?" I didn't know her whole situation, but I was actually hungry and my stomach was making grumbling noises at me. Sassy. Just sassy. I was betting that she was too and would, more or less, agree with me. "Would you like me to carry you back?" Hey, I'm trying to be polite here, that's all. Maybe.[/fancypost]


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