Amelia stared at him in shok for a while before losing her eyes and sighing "But...I don't understand...Why?"
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Adam sighed but didn't look at her "I couldn't take the stress. It was too much. I've done it in the past, when we were distant. I got out of hand one night and I cheated." He said and felt his eyes wide at what he said. He put his hands on his face and looked down, waiting for a punishment or a lecture from her.
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Amelia felt broken when he said that. He had cheated on her with someone else. He didn't love her enough or this baby. Even though everything was fine with it. She got up tears down her face and started packing her bags as she did her best to seem strong. But truth is she had always loved him and been faithful so she planned to stay at her moms till she could support herself.
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Adam looked back at Amelia before getting up and grabbing her arm gently "Amelia, go to bed. I'll leave." He said knowing that he had messed up. Everything was here for her anyway.
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When he grabbed her arm, she looked back at him her blue eyes full of pain "We had...We had just restarted...we were doing ok..And now..After all this time you tell me you never loved me..All our memories are here. And I can't take it..Im going to my mothers,,"She said before yanking her arm away and walking downstairs.
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Adam had followed her before repeating the action "Amelia, It was so long ago and I didn't know how to say it or bring it up. It was once and I know it was a mistake. If you do anything, have your mom come here. Everything you need is here and I'll leave." He said trying so hard to get her to make the right decision and stay and let him leave.
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Amelia sighed and glanced at him "did you stay with me just because i got pregnant?"She asked simply pulling her arm away. She didnt care about where she was she just wanted to calm down. She could feel slight kicks in her stomach
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Adam looked at her "No. I stayed because I seriously love you. That's why I'm offering to be the one to leave. I care very deeply about you and I want you safe." He said being 100% truthful
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Amelia looked down "If you seriously loved me..You wouldn't of made love to someone else...You can't leave incase something happens to the baby Adam. Just..sleep on the couch ok.."She ran a hand through her hair feeling really stressed about this.
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Adam nodded before walking away from her and heading towards the laundry room to grab a blanket and returned to the couch moments later. He felt a headache come and he sighed before laying down with one of his arms on his forehead.
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Amelia wiped her tears before going upstairs as she did instead of going to the bedroom she went into the bathroom and sat down. She got one of his razor blades and began cutting herself. She just felt so depressed and worthless. Once done she washed them under the tap then went to bed in pain.
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Adam woke up the next morning with the absolute worst headache ever. He got little sleep but remembered everything from the night before. He still felt bad but could barely focus on it.
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Amelia woke up in slight agony. Her arm stinging badly she got up and went to the first aid kit under the bed and bandaged it. Then to stop Adam worrying she put on a jumper to hide it. She slowly went downstairs to get some breakfast.
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Adam sat up and rested his head in his hands. He ran a hand through his hair moments later before seeing Amelia come downstairs. He immediately felt worse from the guilt.
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When she saw him it hurt but she just wanted to forget what he said and mve on. She went into the kitchen and just ate some youghurt to try and feel better.
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Adam had gotten up slowly before heading upstairs to take a shower. He was just hoping to relieve his headache at this point. He walked out afterwards and put on a short sleeve shirt and a pair of shorts before walked back down feeling a little better.
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Amelia finished her food once he came down " Adam...sit with me.."she said quietly not looking at him. She ran a hand through her hair as she thought qbout ehat to say
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Adam did what she asked and sat next to her. He too ran a hand threw his somewhat damp hair before letting out a short sigh.
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"tell me...what you want for your future.."She asked since she wanted to know if he even loved her anymore.
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"I want a happy family and marriage whenever that may happen." Adam answered before turning his head to face her.