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    tyler joseph.


    i'm not blurry, no matter what he says.



    tyler was just sitting around camp, thinking and enjoying himself, when all of a sudden he began to feel kinda doubtful, like he didn't belong here and that maybe he should turn back. the feeling confused him, and he stared around wildly, but then he remembered what must've been happening. blurry was coming. he knew it was going to happen at some point while he was here, he had just silently hoped it wasn't . . . so soon. he had to get himself away; he didn't want to hurt anyone. he frantically began to look around for someplace he could hide or shelter himself, but to no avail. hiding in the corner won't help at all, either . . . as his brown fur slowly began to shift to white, he just sat there trying to cover his face. he was embarrassed. he was embarrassed for what was about to happen.

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px transparent; width: 450px; font-family: times new roman; auto;][justify]The small-framed Maine Coon had made a small garden just outside the camp, it helped her cope with her current homesickness, and was padding back into camp when she noticed Tyler. Brow furrowing in concern as fear seemed to take a hold of him, Padmé padded towards him, murmuring softly, "Tyler, are you alright?" Her amber optics widened as his fur began to change color and she stepped closer.[/justify]

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    tyler joseph.


    i'm not blurry, no matter what he says.



    "y-yeah i'm just . . ." tyler took a deep breath. "it's hard to explain . . . but is there any way you can like . . . hide me or something? i don't want to hurt anyone in any way . . ." he seemed to physically tremble, an amber color sliding over his usually brown eyes. "b-blurry used to hurt others, so that's why i isolated myself . . ." he sighed as his thoughts began to race. he was slipping into something he wasn't.


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    Gerard bounded forward, his mismatched eyes fixated upon Tyler as he began to change pent colors. Maybe he could do such a thing - he was too lazy to actually try it. "Dude, are you alright?" Well of course he wasn't alright, Gee. That's a stupid fucking question.


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    tyler joseph.


    i'm not blurry, no matter what he says.



    tyler hopped back a little, a bit surprised at the sudden question. "well, no, not really . . ." he stammered, smiling weakly, and shifting from one paw to another. he didn't feel like himself; this wasn't right. and then he saw his pelt finally shift into a full white color, and black fit around his neck and front paws. he opened his mouth as if to protest but that turned into some kind of twisted smile. this wasn't tyler anymore.


    //at least i'm not the only bandom/phandom trash here.//

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px transparent; width: 450px; font-family: times new roman; auto;][justify]It seemed like she didn't have enough time to ask questions; whatever was happening, an alter ego or some kind of possession, it was happening now and even Tyler was afraid of what he could do. "I... You could hide in my cabin," offered Padmé softly, her amber optics flitting up to Gerard, wondering he thought on the situation. If Tyler really was going to be a danger to them, they could lock him up in a cabin until he returned to normal. Dealing with his isolation seemed like a more important thing to address first. But she faltered as her round optics turned back to Tyler, who's appearance had now changed completely. "Tyler?" mewed Padmé, concern lacing her voice as she took a small step forward. [/justify]

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    blurryface.


    "maybe this is who i am."



    blurry kept his head down since it seemed to be pounding. it always started out this way; it wasn't easy-peasy for him to just take over tyler's body, he usually just dwelled around in his head. but sometimes he liked to play around with him a little like this, mess up the relationships with everyone he knew, he just liked to see him break. it was quite amusing reading the thoughts that flew through his mind whenever this happens, sad and suicidal, wanting to fall in a hole and die. he wouldn't let that happen, though. poor tyler here was going to have a lifetime's worth of endless torture. he couldn't wait to see what he would decide to do this time.


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    I'm not sure you thought this through, Sir, Sebastian purred in his thoughts, making Gerard force back some giggles. No, apparently not. He pushed himself between Padmé and Tyler - except he wasn't Tyler anymore. "I really don't think it's still Tyler in there," he murmured simply.


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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px transparent; width: 450px; font-family: times new roman; auto;][justify]The lack of response was unsettling, a touch terrifying even, but the small-framed female kept on her current course, wanting to see if there was some way she could help her new clanmate. "Tyler? Please, can you answer me?" murmured Padmé softly, her tail twitching as she took another step closer to Tyler/Blurry. At Gerard's comment, she ripped her wide amber optics away from Tyler and gazed at the black wolf. "What should we do?"[/justify]

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    blurryface.


    "maybe this is who i am."



    blurry looked up at gerard, trying to keep his face looking neutral though he would usually be purring like crazy at this point. he cleared his throat quickly and imitated tyler's voice the best he could as he pretended to glance warily between the two, just like tyler would do. "n-no . . . i think i'm fine . . ." he let out a quiet cough and straightened his head before looking at his pelt in fake confusion. "weird. usually it fades away . . ."


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    Sebastian wasn't fooled by the façade, and along with this feeling, neither was Gerard. He leaned close to Blurry-Tyler's ear to whisper to him. "Liar, liar," Gerard cooed in the sing-song voice, giving a girlish giggle. His red eye glowed ominously. If needed, he'd call upon Sebastian.


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    tyler joseph.


    i'm not blurry, no matter what he says.



    blurry turned his head, letting out a sudden hiss and he kinda shrunk back. well darn. actually; honestly he kinda felt a bit flattered that someone could actually see him, but that's because when him and tyler were younger the kits were so easily tricked. "woah, your fur is so cool! how does it change?" they would say, and then blurry would play around with them just enough to scare them off and break tyler's heart. maybe now might not be the time for making tyler sad. right now could be the time for him to actually do something in this world . . . something more that would scream "blurryface" rather than "tyler being possessed."

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px transparent; width: 450px; font-family: times new roman; auto;][justify]Recoiling slightly as Tyler/Blurry hissed at Gerard, the small-framed female's amber optics flitted in between the two. "Gerard," murmured Padmé, hoping they could find a way to deal with... whatever what had happened without sinking their claws into one another, "What do we do?" [/justify]

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    blurryface.


    "maybe this is who i am."



    "what do you mean, what do you do?" blurry snarled quietly, definitely in a deeper voice than tyler's, looking at the ground in front of his paws. "you don't have to do anything about it. at this point, you can just walk away. treat me like everyone else does." he sighed and looked back and forth between the two before looking back down. he might as well just leave. he can't do anything, really. he was dumb for doing this. oh yes, even blurry had insecurities, ha ha. don't mention it.


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    Gerard burst out in high-pitched laughter. It made him body tremble with the failed efforts to conceal it. Suddenly, he stopped and fixed Blurryface with a scrutinizing glare. "Sebastian, I order you to help the situation where I cannot," Gerard muttered, but the words were not directed at Blurry at all. His eyes grew scarlet and began to brightly glow, and he he'd himself in a more kingly stance. "See? I'm just like you," Sebastian said blandly in his English voice, tones deeper than the usual feminine vocals of Gee.


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    blurryface.


    "maybe this is who i am."



    blurry only flicked an ear as gerard started laughing; he didn't have anything to lose to feel offended or embarrassed by it. as his eyes started to glow blurry merely tilted his head in curiousity. "well . . . looks like i'm not the only one." he meowed simply, and stared down at the ground. he wasn't sure what to say. he couldn't do anything. and he felt oddly out of place. he might as well just switch back now; he was informed enough.


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    "I'd dare say my Master and Lady Padmé would particularly like for you to return to Tyler, if you please," the demon said passive aggressively, hinting that he had no choice but to obey his master's orders. Once Blurry had returned to Tyler, Sebastian would return to Gerard.


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    blurryface.


    "maybe this is who i am."



    "alright." blurry shrugged, and with that, his pelt began to change back into the light solid brown it was before. he could feel himself slipping away, and just before he went, he outsheathed a claw to give a quick nick to his now-brown paw, just enough to draw blood before he faded away. he wasn't sure why he did that, but he did. probably just to give tyler a hard time.


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    Gerard's optics returned to their usual mismatched colors, and he returned to his feminine posture, flashing a sassy smile at Tyler. "Thanks, Sebastian. Oh, and, by the way, I'd really enjoy it if you didn't tell everyone about Sebastian, ok?" he laughed.


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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px transparent; width: 450px; font-family: times new roman; auto;][justify]The daintily framed Maine Coon had taken another small step back as she watched all of this unfold with wide amber optics. She didn't speak or move again until Blurry nicked himself on the paw before changing back to Tyler. Or, she hoped he did. "Tyler? Is... Is it you now?" murmured Padmé softly as she took a step forward, medicinal herbs now blooming up underneath her small paws.[/justify]

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