Betrayed Duo (PAFP)

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  • A group of three wasn’t really what most people expected when they heard the term ‘the strongest peace keepers in the land’ but that’s what they were. A small group of three they may have been but they kept the kingdom safe from most attacks. Indeed the kingdom had an army but why send an army to a small remote village when there are people fully willing to do it?


    Indeed it may have been a shock to most but no one could deny they earned the title and that they kept up with what made them receive it. People liked them, they were a kind group of three and they did their job well.
    Though mostly it was just petty bandits and animals that they dealt with they could hold their own against trained opponents.



    Jean Leigh was one of the three. He’d been born and raised in the kingdom with his goal always the same. To join the army and defend their kingdom. Their kingdom trained people in a slightly different manner to most.
    No matter the age all people were grouped together for training, which was good for newer recruits. But it was a hassle to win when set against a more advanced opponent.


    He hadn’t meant to drop out of that training, it all just sort of happened by chance. Out of spite he’d climbed to the top of the tower in the center of town. The first person to find him was a fellow recruit, who’d stuck their head out a window and cried for him to come down lest he hurt himself. After a bit of conversing he did come down, swinging into the window where the other had stood.
    They both got a horrible scolding, but ended up laughing about it afterwards, even though they were stuck on cleaning duty.
    He’d have never though that he’d drop out with this person who’s become his best friend.


    But they did, they dropped out with their training and promised themselves they’d help the people their own way. At some point an ex-soldier, Marcus, joined them. And so they became a powerful trio, one that quickly became known.
    Sure they all missed their homes but they found some comfort in their forest camps or the travel of their kingdom.


    Odd jobs were what they did and they all trusted each other. Sure Jean often found it easier to force his way through a situation but it was often subdued by his friend’s plea to not hurt anyone this time.
    Jean never expected he’d end up listening to this person more then himself, that’s probably why they’d agreed to make them their leader.


    Things turned sour one year, that year being the fifth year of their travels, when they found that more and more attacks were being made on their kingdom. All them from the same place, a kingdom further away then they would like was sending people over to do as much damage as possible.
    They’d expected an easy time with them, until Marcus tried to cut them to pieces one day. An ex-soldier indeed. A soldier from their enemy. Five years that man had spent in wait to kill them, to make it one less problem.


    Jean honestly hadn’t known how to react.
    A late trek home their powerful trio down to a dazed duo was thick with tension. Marcus had gotten away, who knew where the rat had run off to. Jean was angry, very angry.
    Every time his friend tried to say something he’d snap back a reply. They both knew it was simply from his anger. That’s just how Jean was, he’d settle down and apologies eventually.
    Eventually was the key there.


    Sitting by the fire with his head in his hands the other member of their duo mumbled things to himself. He felt betrayed and hurt; he’d trusted that man wholeheartedly. What had he gotten? A bad wound to his arm and an injured pride. At some point he’d stopped grumbling and simply sat in silence with the fire.


    He tensed when his friends hand touched his shoulder.
    “Sorry… for snapping at you. I didn’t mean anything I said… I’m just… you know.”
    Raising his head he turned to his friend, who held a comforting look.



    ((Ahhhhhhhh. I’m sorry. Do not track to not reply.
    Anyways I’m sorry for both the length and the messy nature of this, just jump in if you want to join.))

  • Ooc:
    I'd love to join, just going to ask a few questions before I do; do you have a preferred gender for my character, and is my character going to be the one who Jean is traveling with? Thanks!

  • Ooc:
    Alright! I apologize if this post is short; the wifi I'm using gives only the HTML shell of the website.


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    Fey took in a deep breath, offering the gentle smile she had come to adopt in their travels, "We've been stressed." She answered softly, "And strained. It's natural." THe woman gave a quiet sigh, removing her hand and situating herself beside Jean, "But, hey, at least we haven't split off." The female took in a deep breath, gazing into the fire before them. The warmth was more than welcomed, even the soot and ashes flickering in her direction. After a moment, speaking over the crackling of the flames, she spoke again, "We're alive, and that's always a plus...." The captain inhaled, exhaling a bit of a chuckle, "Look at us. We're..... We're moping when we should at least be glad we're alright." The woman glanced at Jean, trying to dispel the situation as best she could, "We're alive. A little worse for ware, but alive." The woman gave a bit of a grin, the smile fading quickly, "Before I forget, we need to look at your arm. I didn't look at it well enough before."


    She turned from her companion and quietly reached into her bag, sighing a bit, "Unwrap your arm. I'll redo the bandages." She rummaged through the bag and then pulling out a wrap for his wound. Fey carefully held her hand out, signalling for him to give her his hand so she could see his arm, "How deep is the cut?" She asked softly, glancing at her dear friend's face.

  • ((Nah, don’t worry about it. Stuff happens.))


    No matter what she said Jean was certain he wouldn’t be able to trust someone like that again. Five years, five goddamn years they spent with Marcus and never once did they notice anything out of the ordinary. Even thinking back on it nothing made sense, never once did Marcus seem out of it, never once did he act like he had ill intentions.
    Marcus sat in wait for five whole years… Five years of knowing them and learning from them.


    Following her with his eyes Jean eventually turned back to the fire, the look he had showed he really didn’t believe her words, even though they were true. Shaking his head Jean gave a weak chuckle.
    “Unless you plan to stab me in the back too, Fey…” Looking away Jean shrugged. “Sorry, that wasn’t funny…” He really was struggling to find any conversation topic that wouldn’t bring ill feeling from them.


    At the very least he was thankful for the warmth the fire provided. After a harsh journey, now one short, it was nice to be able to settle somewhere kind. Maybe a fire didn’t always portray kindness but when it’s your only source of warmth and light for years you grow fond of it.
    He’d never been keen of forests and stuff, but knowing Fey…and Marcus, had shifted his views.


    Relaxing slightly Jean managed to nod at her words. She was right; they were alive at the least. They still had their lives and the knowledge that they could survive. Like she said, moping would do nothing, being thankful may help his mood. Though not much ever helped Jean’s negative moods it seemed.
    “Yeah… You’re right. Just kind of hard when I want to rip that rat open,” the words were a snappish growl, his mood going further south as the conversation continued.


    The wound really wasn’t that bad, though Jean often thought a stab wound was barely anything of worry. Sometimes it was just amazing that he managed to stay alive, saying that some injuries were nothing when they were.
    Jean was silent as he unwrapped the wound, forcing back a hiss when the pain returned. He liked to think he had a high pain tolerance but the swords that the three had were horrendously sharp. Well… The two of them and one enemy.


    Holding his arm out as she requested he refused to look at her as he replied, “It’s hardly worth the trouble. Barely a scratch…” Aka: pretty deep.



  • The female took in a deep breath, "I won't stab you in the back. I know that if I did you would quickly end that." She replied softly, beginning to look over her companion's arm before frowning, "Not that bad? Barely a scratch? Jean, this has gone through most of your mucsel! You could've lost you arm if I didn't look at it!" The female scolded, her eyes wide. Fey dug through her pack, pulling out some water and pouring it over the wound to clean it, "We should have looked at this sooner."


    Fey sighed, shaking her head, "Hold still." She poured something else on his arm, flinching at the vile smell that rose from it. Water followed the liquid and then a clean bandage, "How many times have we had to do this?"


    Pressing the bandages close to his arm, Fey sat back and returned to staring at the fire, "You've eaten, haven't you?" She was not going to let him starve after all of this; as upset as he may have been, she wasn't going to let him wallow in self-loathing.


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  • Looking back at her Jean tilted his head slightly, the look in his eyes was almost questioning, if it didn’t have that hint of annoyance.
    “I may have a force orientated mind but you know how I fight better then anyone else, I’m sure you’d have me dead before I even realized what happened.” Again he shook his head, tearing his eyes away.
    The simple thought of her doing that made him sick to his stomach. He was sure he’d have nightmares about it, about her standing over him while he bled to death. Was he too trusting? Would it have happened if he hadn’t have been?


    Jean really didn’t know any more. Were the things he did for the better? When someone stabbed you in the back all your actions seem wrong…


    Giving another weak laugh Jean refused to look at her once more. He knew the wound was bad, he could feel how bad it was. No matter how old he got he was certain he’d never have the ability to tell someone when he was hurt. It was just the sort of person he was, stubborn and proud. It really was a mystery how the two of them came together. Some could say they were opposites.
    “It didn’t feel so bad when I first looked at it..?” He offered, though it was obvious he was just trying to cover himself. “Really, I don’t think I’ll lose my arm.”
    Stubborn, stubborn man.


    While the water was uncomfortable at worse the vile smelling stuff she put on next made his entire body tense up. That one had hurt, now that one had definitely hurt. This time he couldn’t stop the pained hiss that forced it’s way from his throat.
    “I’m glad you’re being so kind, Fey!” He snapped, glaring at her.
    “Sorry…” His apology came quick as the bandage was pressed back on. Maybe he should learn to not be so snappy.
    “Enough times that you shouldn’t be surprised anymore…” Pulling his arm away when given the chance he let his gaze fall back onto the fire.


    “Hmm? Oh, no, not yet.” He shrugged; food really hadn’t been the first thing on his mind as of late. “I was going to later, just…” another shrug, “didn’t feel like it at the moment…”
    It’s not like he wasn’t going to eat because he was upset, doing that would make him weak in the morning coming. With only two of them they’d need to be at the top of their game.
    The thought made his hands clench and shale in anger.



  • Fey gave Jean a bit of a look when he said it didn't feel so bad, knowing full well that it did feel painful, and that he just didn't want her to scold him again. His snap did nothing to phase her, the female giving a shake of her head and finishing with his arm, "I gave no warning." She replied simply, "It was natural."


    The 'captain' shifted a bit, giving a short glance to the male, "Did you want something to eat?" She asked softly, noticing his hands begin to tremble at the immense pressure he was putting through them.
    This had shaken him up so badly... Fey reached out, resting her hand on his own and gazing at him, "We'll take care of this, Jean." She murmured, "You know we will." Her eyes searched over his features for a moment before she carefully pulled away, moving her bag further from the fire but pulling out a bit of foodstuff, "What will you be doing when we return home?" She inquired after a moment.


    As well as they knew each other, there were things that Fey still wasn't quite sure about. Jean's home life was one of them. She couldn't really remember him ever telling him about his family, or his reason behind coming with them. It was simply to travel and do good, if she remembered correctly, but that was likely incorrect what with the straining events teasing her mind, "It's a little bit to talk about."


    If he even wanted to talk.


    She was getting annoyed with him continuing to snap at her; she was doing her best to help the situation, to take their minds off of the pain they had experienced no less than a few hours ago. As much as Fey didn't want to admit it, she was scared for both her life and Jeans. Marcus could be anywhere, and for all she knew, Jean had snapped as well.


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    ♥We all want a new car, a new phone. A person who has cancer probably only wants one thing... to survive. I know that a lot of you "who think you're too cool" probably won't re-post this. Put this in your signature if you care♥

  • Jean felt bad, he was snapping at her when she hadn’t done anything. She was trying to help and he was just biting back when he really didn’t need to. Now he was just being a brat instead of a friend, he’d prefer it if she’d just smack some sense into him.
    It’d probably make him listen…
    “Still, I’m sorry. I’m- I really shouldn’t be angry at you.” Jean dropped his head to his hands with a sigh. “It’s not fair to you…”


    He was stupid; he was being cruel and unreasonable. Fey didn’t deserve the pent up emotions he felt, no one did. Sometimes he was sure he was nothing more then a kid who couldn’t bare to let others worry.


    Tensing up when she touched his hand Jean slowly turned to face her, the anger now replaced with something akin to sadness. He looked weak and broken, like he wasn’t sure what to do anymore. He wasn’t, he was confused and hurt. He didn’t want to find out that his friends wanted him dead and that everything they’d done was for nothing. He was scared and there wasn’t anything he could do about it.
    “You’re right…” Managing a weak smile Jean tried to muster up some positivity, “that’s what the people need us for, right?”


    For a moment he said nothing before carefully reaching out and pulling her close to his side with one arm, a loose embrace at best. “Thank you… really. I know I’m not the best when it comes to stuff like this but… you know…” He was trying at least.
    His arm hurt and he wasn’t sure how well the two of them would survive with all this tension between them. “Thanks, for my arm, it hurts less now.” Dropping his head to rest on hers he sighed.
    “If you wanna eat, we’ll eat…”


    “I won’t be doing much, you know I like being out here more then in a city or town.” It was a murmur; he wasn’t too keen on going home, no matter how he missed it.
    “We’ll gather ourselves then be right back on track, yeah? Can’t leave the people without some protection.”
    He never talked about home, indeed it was a place he missed but the people were another story. Jean wasn’t too keen on going back to a place where people had treated him like dirt.


    His grip on her tightened slightly. “What about you? What do you think you’ll get up too?” Normally he wasn’t much for idle conversation but maybe he should try, at least a little bit.



  • Fey smiled sadly, "It isn't fair, but it's alright. It's a reaction." The female studied his face as he apologized, able to see how bad he felt as well as how furious and saddened. HE looked at her and she could see the full emotional extent of the betrayal, her heart aching now as he spoke, "It is." She murmured.


    Her friend brought her into an embrace, the woman resting her head against his chest and shoulder as she stared at the fire, "I know." Was the soft reply, "Believe me, I know. You're doing fine." How were they going to survive if they feared every single move one another did? Fey glanced up at him, a tiny smile on her face, "You're welcome... I have some dried provisions.... Here." Her hand extended, holding a few pieces of dried meat, her head remaining stationary.


    She had to agree with staying out in the woods... At least, out of the towns, "We will be." She murmured,a tiny smile on her face, "Hey, if we really wanted to, we could remain out here, tracking down robbers and such. A little bit to do, but it's still something to help."


    Unlike Jean, Fey longed to return home to her family. She had missed several birthdays in her travels, having to send various trinkets home to nieces and nephews, and was missing the time they spent together. Maybe they'd go back.... Jean had only met her family once, and he seemed to like them well enough. It'd be nice to just spend time with people she cared for once again....


    "When I get home? I don't know. The first thing I want to do is see my nieces and nephews.... Tell them about us traveling." She breathed out, glancing up at him, "About the time you had to chase a bear off when I was bathing in the river... Do you remember that?" A faint chuckle left her chapped lips, the sound dying off as she spoke again, "Spend a bit of time with them.... But I know I'd end up leaving and returning to the road. It's a place I need to be, I guess... Protecting people who have less than I do."


    Fey shifted closer, beginning to eat a bit of meat, "Maybe, if I go home, you could come with me and stay with my family and I? I know my brothers adored when you taught their sons how to fight. And my nieces loved hearing your stories. I'm sure they'd be more than happy to have you come."


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    ♥We all want a new car, a new phone. A person who has cancer probably only wants one thing... to survive. I know that a lot of you "who think you're too cool" probably won't re-post this. Put this in your signature if you care♥

  • Unable to look at her for a moment, only able to watch as the fire flickered in front of them, Jean’s grip tightened again. He could feel the pain course through his wounded arm as he tried to get a grip on his words. Just speaking without thinking would make him angrier with himself then he already was.
    “Yeah, but still. I should learn to think before I speak, right?” With a small laugh Jean managed to bring his gaze from the flames to her, not that he had much of a look from where his head was situated.


    How long had they been friends? How long had it taken them to get to this point? Jean was certain there was no one else he trusted so wholeheartedly then her. If she told him to jump his immediate response was ‘how high?’
    Without her he was certain he’d have gone and done many things he’d regret. There’d be more blood spilled then ever needed if he had been on his own.


    Really he wasn’t hungry. He didn’t particularly want to eat but he knew he had to. Not eating would make him weak and he would never allow himself to wallow so deeply in that sort of self-pity.
    Taking what she offered with a small thankful murmur Jean was certain he’d grow to be able to trust again. But for now he was more content with just her then a group. Or maybe that was the anger and distrust talking?


    Humming gently Jean was certain they both knew he’d return to this as quick as he left. The people in his family meant very little to him really, no matter how cruel it was to say Jean was certain he’d be able to live the rest of his life happily if he never saw them again.
    “Maybe..” They both knew it wasn’t a maybe.


    Never before he met her did he understand why people cared so deeply for family. His only experiences were with people who were just as ratty as the pests that lived in their floor. But he hadn’t minded her family, they were genuinely nice people.
    He’d been visibly surprised by their kindness, never before had he seen a family so nice. He hadn’t understood why they liked each other, when he knew his family spat cruelties at one another.


    The males face went a light pink at the memory. “Indeed I do, I was the one who lost a good coat that day.” The stupid beast had ripped it to shreds when Jean had first started to get it away.
    “Though I’d be much happier if you didn’t tell anyone that story, not the best moment for either of us, I’d say.”


    Humming gently again Jean thought it over. Everything he’d done with her family was just stuff they asked about, maybe most people took it as a joke but he’d been dead serious on teaching them when they asked.
    “Though now you’ll be the one to teach them. I’m sure they’d enjoy it more if it were you teaching them, not some ex-street rat. Besides, I don’t think I have nay new stories to tell, not ones that you couldn’t tell anyway.”
    “I doubt I could stay. I’d have to find a place to stay and I think I’d miss doing this.”



  • The faintest of smiles fell over Fey's face at his words, "True." She replied, "I do suppose you're doing fine." The female took in a deep breath, glancing up to see the side of his face. Their friendship had lasted for what felt like an eternity. It was wonderful to have a person to trust, someone to lean against when times got tough. Right now was a prime example.


    Fey shivered and rested closer, taking in a breath once more and exhaling her words, "Thank you for dealing with me, Jean." She paused, glancing towards him again, "I'm glad that I've got you as a support."


    She remained near him, thinking over everything as she ate the meat quietly. She honestly wished Jean would go to her family with her and stay, even for a few days. He was right in them both knowing he'd return to the road; Fey likely wasn't going to stay long, either. Her family could take care of themselves, and as much as she'd miss them, it'd be the best for them all if she didn't remain there for days on end, "Possibly." She breathed.


    As she'd never met Jean's family, she hadn't understood why he was against families. She supposed that it was because someone was never around, or they had troubles more than any families should, but that was all an assumption. She didn't know of the pain, verbal and mental, Jean's family went through, or how he viewed them as something similar to pests. Had she known, she'd be far more sympathetic. His words made her laugh a bit, gently pulling away and settling to lean against his shoulder with her own, being ever mindful not to cause his joints discomfort, "It was better your coat than your face." She reminded, "Or my body." The female laughed again, shaking her head, "I will not tell another living soul."


    That wasn't exactly true; she'd have a good time telling her sister of the time she raced screaming from the river with a bear behind her, and how Jean had focused on her too long to save his jacket for a split second. The memory brought back a gentle flush, the woman shaking her head, "Besides, I don't think that bear know what to do after you scared it off. It had no more fun to deal with!"


    Her head shook a bit, "I don't think they would. I'm Aunt Fey. I'm the weird one who travels with you and keeps us in line. I'm the one who scolds them too often when they're being noisy." Fey answered softly, "You could always tell what you saw..."


    A sad smile flickered over her face, "I know you'll miss doing this. I will too." She replied after a moment, "Maybe you could come with me to see my family, and we could stock our supplies and return to this? Then we could both do as we wish... More or less?" Her light eyes searched his face, focusing on the darting shadows and light covering the different crevices and hallows of his face. He looked... Tired. So very tired.... The female stood after a moment, gathering a few pieces of wood before speaking again, "Would you like me to take first watch? Or will you be able to sleep at all?"


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    ♥We all want a new car, a new phone. A person who has cancer probably only wants one thing... to survive. I know that a lot of you "who think you're too cool" probably won't re-post this. Put this in your signature if you care♥

  • As the calm settled over them he wasn’t certain if they both felt the same at the moment. He knew he was rattled but at the same time he felt relatively all right. Sure the wound was throbbing in a horribly painful way made things uncomfortable, but with the warm fire in front of them and the gentle company Jean was more consent now then he was most nights.
    “Thanks…” It was a mumble but there was a smile on his face despite what the words may have seemed like. “Glad you’re sticking up for me.” Another playful jab.


    Again he squeezed her gently, seemed they both needed comfort of some kind. Sure they were a small pair and they probably didn’t have the strongest foothold when it came to how sound of mind they were at the moment, but they were able to bring some form of comfort to each other.
    “Yeah, whatever. Don’t really think you’re that bad, wouldn’t have an arm without you.” Maybe not the best way to deal with the situation but he was trying to keep his mind away from such dark thoughts.


    He’d admit that he wasn’t the biggest fan of meat. He had nothing against it, he was quite the hunter, but if given the choice he’d more then likely choose fruit above all else. He simply liked the taste quite the bit more
    In saying that he wasn’t about to speak up about not wanting to eat what he’d already started.
    One: there was no way she’d let him stop now.
    Two: he needed anything he could get if he wanted to be alert for tomorrow.


    “You don’t have to come with me, you know.” Again he gave her a glance. Yes he loved her company and he’d been a lot less reckless with her there to filter his thoughts, but he didn’t want to drag her along if she’d rather be with her family. He didn’t understand it himself but it was something he knew she cared about.
    “You love your family a lot, so,” he shrugged lightly, “why not stay with them? I’m sure they’d love to have you back, yeah?” He didn’t know, he just assumed.


    When she pulled away Jean let her, moving himself to settle comfortably in the new position. Smiling lightly at her laugh Jean shook his head again; it wasn’t a memory he’d been too keen to dig up. He’d shamefully stared a moment too long. Well he hadn’t expected her to run screaming, so who could blame him?
    “For some reason I don’t believe you.” Sighing in fake hurt Jean laughed. “It was a nice coat though, if I were there now I know it’d be a hard choice.” Laughing lightly Jean nudged her with his shoulder.


    He wasn’t keen on other people knowing that story; it’d been bad enough when he couldn’t fight the horrible flushing of his face when he saw her for the rest of the day. But again, who could blame him?
    Screwing up; his nose Jean huffed. “Don’t really care what the bear thought, sorry. Unless you want me to leave you for the next bear that comes your way?”


    Giving her an odd look Jean took a moment to reply, trying to find the words he wanted. “So you’re weird because you travel with me, thanks.” With a fake sigh of hurt Jean turned back tot the fire.
    “That’s why you should be the one to do it. They’d think you pretty amazing if you told them the stuff you did.”


    Clenching his fist Jean only hummed in understanding at her words. She didn’t have to come back onto the road with him, he’d be happier knowing she was happy where she was. If she didn’t want to be out here anymore he’d make her stay.
    Looking down Jean avoided her gaze. “It’s a good idea but… Would your family want a rat in their house? I have nothing to give in return so why would they want me there?”
    To him everything had a price, it was just the way his family had taught him, raised him to be a rat on the street like them. Staying at someone’s? Repay them with whatever they want.


    Shaking his head at her offer Jean kept his gaze down. “No, I’d rather take it. I want to be as tired as possible when I go to sleep. I think I’d dwell on terrible thoughts if I tried to sleep.”



  • Fey took in a breath, smiling a little bit, "You're welcome." She answered, glancing at him with a faint laugh. The squeeze made a smile grow, the woman taking in a deep and shuddering breath, "Well, you would have an arm... But it'd likely be sitting on the ground beside you." She answered, glancing at him and then smirk, "I'm not that bad, I promise." She stated, nudging him a little bit.


    He said she didn't have to go with him, and she nodded, "I know I don't." She answered, eyeing him, "I know I don't have to go with you, but I want to. As much as I love my family, I know that it'll be better for them if I visit from time to time. And, to be frank, my mother lets me alone when I'm gone. Any time I see her she asks about when she'll be given grandchildren by me. It's best I see them from time to time and travel."


    The female shifted to see him, chuckling a little bit as he spoke, "Aw, that hurts. You don't believe me." She jested, grinning a bit, "Such a hard choice." His nudge made her shake her head, laughing again, "Oh, no. I would much prefer you be around again." She replied, ruffling his hair, "I'm weird because I'm unmarried and I'm traveling with you." She reminded, shifting to stare at the fire once more, "No. They think I'm amazing, but as I said, I'm just the weird aunt..."


    His words made her sigh a bit, the female turning completely, "You're not a rat." She said firmly, "You're my best friend, my companion. What you're giving in return is your time with me. And, believe me, that's worth a lot. I know you, Jean. I know how hard it is to get you to settle down and open up around a person. Especially me."


    When he said he wanted the first watch, the female shifted, "Are you sure?" She asked after a moment, "I can stay up with you, then, and then take the watch." She studied his face, her eyes gentle and oh-so-caring.


    She hated to see him like this; depressed, pained, and joking bitterly about most things. It was even worse when he called himself a rat. She didn't like to even think of him being a sort of person who was viewed as a pest. To be honest, her family loved him around. He had a different insight on life and it was wonderful.


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    ♥We all want a new car, a new phone. A person who has cancer probably only wants one thing... to survive. I know that a lot of you "who think you're too cool" probably won't re-post this. Put this in your signature if you care♥

  • Huffing in a laugh Jean once again shook his head, he was glad the mood had lightened a bit. Yes it was still pretty heavy, they wouldn’t get over something like that so quickly, but it was certainly better then it had been. In moments like this he felt less like a betrayed man and more like a man camping with his friend.
    In a sense that was true. They were just camping at the moment. If it weren’t for the knowledge that they were who they were it could easily be mistaken as something that simple.


    “I suppose so, though it’s not much use on the ground.” Rolling his eyes Jean found calm in watching the fire spit. It was a nice night tonight, a shame it had to be after such a horrible event had occurred, he’d have loved to just goof off under the stars for the night.
    Sadly it didn’t seem like they’d get things like that any more.
    “I don’t know, I’ve been with you a while and I don’t know if you can really back up that claim.” Grinning at her Jean shook his head again.
    Good-natured teasing was worth it.


    Laughing again Jean’s head tipped back. “Well, maybe if you stayed behind she’d try and set you up with someone!” He’d never had an experience like that, he’d always skirted around the subject of marriage and relationships.
    Since he grew up in a pretty bad home his only view of marriage had come from his screaming parents. He always saw marriage as an obligation rather then something chosen out of love. Maybe it was stupid of him but part of him had never let that sort of thing slip.
    “I just don’t want you to feel obligated to stay with me. You don’t need to stay home but you don’t need to stick with me. You could travel to other lands or…something.” Shrugging lightly he let that end his side of the conversation.


    “With such a story I find it hard to believe you’d keep quite.” Again he gave her a kind jab to the side, knowing she’d be unable to stop herself from telling at least one person.
    In fake hurt Jean turned his head from her, a dramatic look of hurt crossing his features. “I can’t believe you’d even think that!” His act soon melted away as she ruffled his hair.
    “Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say.”


    “Better then being the boring aunt, yeah?” He didn’t really get how it worked, how did people section off their family members into ‘weird’, ‘cool’ and so on? Maybe he was just stupid but to him it made little sense.
    “I’m sure they’d love to hear tales spew forth from you teach ‘em to fight or whatever. They’d love it.”


    Biting his lip Jean looked away. She really made no sense sometimes.
    “Really, I- I just don’t understand. Yeah your families nice and all but people usually want something in return, don’t they?” Rubbing his face he shook his head. “It’s just weird to me, but… I guess I could come see them with you…”


    Looking to her again Jean nodded, certain in what he wanted. “Yeah, I’d rather have first watch. You don’t have to, you need sleep too.” He was firm in his words, not wanting her up at all hours. Not sleeping was bad when they needed to be alert for their tavels.



  • At least he was laughing. Fey grinned at his reaction, nudging him the faintest bit, "Either way, it'd still be there." She said softly, humming a bit and settling there. This reminded her of the first time they met. When she forced him down off of a roof. She began laughing at the thought, shaking her head a bit at his answer, "Probably not." She retorted, grinning.


    He started to laugh at Feys words, the female giving him a friendly shove, "She really would!" She answered, beaming at him, "She's been trying for several years! She says I need to give her grandbabies eventuall!"


    The smile only grew as he spoke, the female shaking her head, "I'm grown up woman, Jean." She teased, "Believe me. I don't feel obligated. I want to go with you. Besides, I need to keep you in line." She answered, laughing as he jabbed her side, "I would!" She replied, laughing again, "i really would be quite!"


    She rolled her eyes, smiling ever more, "Come on, you know I try not to lie!" She settled down, shaking her head, "No, not really." She replied, watching him as the fire danced by them, "I guess people do expect things in return... But I don't. And neither does my family. We all love you. My parents love you, and so do my siblings. It's great having you around."


    His words earned a faint nod, the female shifting, "I can' sleep not yet. A bit too.... Hyped aat the moment." She stated after a second, "Let me stay up for an hour?"


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  • “Just one is less appealing then the other.” He shot back, pressing his elbow to her side as if warning her. A simple good jab would do them both good, sometimes it helped them both see what they were doing wrong. His stubbornness and her worry.
    He wondered how different his life would be had he not climbed that tower, or if he hadn’t listened to her. Jean wasn’t sure. Would he have completed his training like he’d set out to do?
    Would he have dropped out anyway?


    Would he have gone back to the way his family was? Would he have even gone back to his family? He was sure they’d spit insults if he’d slunk home after telling them he was going to leave to do something good with his life.
    Jean didn’t want to imagine what they’d have said.


    “Definitely, not probably.” Sometimes he forgot they were adults, people the right age to have full families. While Fey’s mother seemed keen on the idea neither of them had ever had much of an interest in pursuing a relationship. Jean found it hard to open up to people so it’d be difficult to have a relationship that should be built on that trust.


    “Maybe you do, it’d get her to shut it. Or simply tell her to shove it.” Grinning Jean bumped her back with his shoulder. “I’m certain I could find at least one decent guy for you.” Keeping that grin Jean snuck a side-glance at her, “you’d love it, being a mother.”
    Laughing Jean couldn’t help but break. “Oh, that’s rich, I’m sorry. I couldn’t see you being a mother, much less being in a relationship with some street man.”


    His arm hurt but he was determined to keep that to himself. He knew that she wouldn’t feel that way he feared but… he just needed clarification, needed her to tell him so he wouldn’t sit in silent fear.
    “I know, I know…. It’s just…” He went quite for a moment, trying to figure out how to express his thoughts.
    “I just don’t want you to suddenly leave because you’re sick of me…” Jean wasn’t really one for speaking of his fears. So when his head dropped to hide his face that was a sign that he wasn’t keen.


    “I hardly believe you, I’ve known you long enough.”


    He forced himself to watch the fire, his heart thumping loudly in his chest. “I feel horrible.” He eventually came out with.
    “You say they like me and that they know me but…I barely know them. I can’t remember there names and I’m standoffish. I get jumpy when they talk to me and I feel bad about it.” Forcing those thoughts away Jean gave another fragile smile.
    “I guess It’d better then forcing you to my family, huh?” Nudging her with his elbow Jean hid his face away in her hair again.


    “Mm,” he didn’t want her up all night, she needed sleep and he’d feel a bit better if she was able to fall into slumber. “Only an hour, I’ll force you to sleep if you aren’t by then.” A weak threat.



  • Ooc:
    I'm really sorry I haven't posted; it's been extremely stressful recently for me. I will post as soon as I can later today.


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    ♥We all want a new car, a new phone. A person who has cancer probably only wants one thing... to survive. I know that a lot of you "who think you're too cool" probably won't re-post this. Put this in your signature if you care♥

  • ((Hey, friend. Don't even worry about it.
    Things happen that we can't control. I say make sure you're all sorted out and feel better before you come back! You're only human and you can't control everything.
    I hope things calm down for you and you're able to feel better.))

  • Fey chuckled a little bit, shifting nearer to the male and just breathing out, "I'm aware." She stated softly, glancing at him and rolling her eyes the faintest bit. She knew that it was but... Ah, well. The female pressed near before staring at the fire, "What were your first thoughts when I told you to get off the roof?" She asked after a moment, her brow furrowing a bit. She always wondered what Jean had first thought of her. It was likely what the others thought; stuck up, egotistical... Her nose stuck between the pages of the books they read from time to time. Overall nonsense and hate. She didn't mind so much now, knowing that she had a good friend with Jean.


    "Definitely." The woman agreed, shifting. Would she ever have children? It was most likely to not happen; she didn't have time to settle down and have kids... Not when she was so busy traveling the world and helping families who would be unable to keep their children without help, "I would never dare say that to my mother." She chuckled, "She may look small, but she is vicious." The woman stated, staring at the fire and then rolling her eyes, "I don't know... I'm too hard headed to be able to date, let alone marry." His words stung a bit, the female shifting, "It may happen.... I don't think it will, but there's still a chance, you know that."


    The female jumped a bit when he spoke again, her light eyes studying his face. She knew well how he hated this, how he felt vulnerable, "Jean, I mean it." She said softly, reaching out and taking his hand as she did when needing reassurance herself. She found it calmed them both down when she did it, her thin fingers curling around his own, "I won't leave suddenly.... I enjoy being around you. It'll be fine. I'm not leaving your side unless you want me to."


    His words made her smile back, her eyes gentle and kind, "They don't really care." She murmured, "I mean, they lived with me; I didn't talk most days, and I jumped a lot when they startled me by speaking...." She trailed off, wrapping her arms carefully around the male and breathing out, "I guess it is... But, Jean... You know I wouldn't mind too much about what you did..." The female closed her eyes, shifting, "I suppose I'll try sleeping after an hour."