THE NEW NEW NEW SHADOWCLAN SHIPPING/CHAT THREAD

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me too but i usually make up an excuse like aAHA I CLEARED MY UNREAD THREADS SORRY
bc i actually do that a lot tbh
i'm like meh i havent replied to any of these in four days why not
and then i forget to reply to a REALLY IMPORTANT THREAd
ive considered making a new profile or something bc of how bad my old posts were omg
i haven't though
again with the lack of productivity (':

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that's a decent excuse
the only time i ever cleared my unread replies out was back when i was a newbie by accident
maybe i should actually do it :^)
+ same!! i tried to make a new account once but,,,
i got nostalgic and merged them
counterproductivity ftw
why channel your energy into important things anyway? :^)

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thats my new motto for life lmao

;0
i'm a bit of a neat freak so like when i clear it i feel like i have much less to do when in reality im just piling on the stress of 'forgotten' threads :^)
right omg
i feel like i would just feel awkward
and i def would not change my name from mystyeria so i would basically just make it to be more organized but i have all my subbies that i'll never let go off and i just
hNNG

when i was a newbie i thought to make a new character you had to make a new account okay
so
i have like four accounts
/cringes

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yeah, i get you :0 i tend to sweep my problems under the rug though so it's right up my alley. bUT bUT
i just achieved something
i updated my templates thread after ages of intending to do so ( ͡o ͜ʖ ͡o)

trust me, you would feel very awkward
not to be melodramatic but getting a new account is like losing a piece of your soul
+ i'm iffy about username changes too tbh

oh
oh
oh dear
i'm not judging though, being a newbie was confusing

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my problems rest in a jar that overflows and then i just sit with all of these problems like 'what the fuck do i do now (◕‿◕✿)'
;0
CONGRATS
the last time i did something really productive was when the site was down for 24 hours ok
i made a shit ton of avatars and made a premades thread
i thought about making a fancypost thread but i do not have enough time or skill ok
IT HONESTLY WOULD
i have over 20,000 posts of regret on this account i can't just let that go

nO NO ITS OKAY
I JUDGE ME
I JUDGE ME VERY HARSHLY

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i got 99 problems and lmao when am i gonna get onto them
+ tHAT'S REALLY GOOD??
all i did when the site was down was desperately reload it over and over again and then finally move on to wizard 101
premades threads are so hard to maintain but coding is fun and i'm about to start showing my ego actually pretty good at it and know a lot about it.
making a ton of avatars always sounded kinda dull to me? i love using premade avatars but idk if i'd ever make them. i lowkey admire people who do
+ ssshhh it's okay
we all regret our old posts
we all want to set our accounts on fire :^)

OKAY JUDGING U
actually i can't because if i'd ever attempted the main game when i was a newbie i prolly would have done the same
you can judge me then
for the fact i once used white text on a pale pink background

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i have decent understanding of coding because i used to be rEALLY good at making fancies and stuff but then i took a break for like six months from the site and forgot like nearly everything lmao
nICE
yeah i saw some of your fancies and they're nice ;0
i have never used a fancy by someone else??
like avatars & signatures ihave but its like an unspoken rule for me to not use someone elses fancy and idk whY
it is p dull after a while. i mainly used all the avatars for things i would use later for my own use aka a shit ton of undertale avatars and just posted them so others can use them too

hA RiP OMG
that was my attempt at the main game
and i got all upset bc my character wasn't chosen for medic apprentice omg i hate myself
& so then i did nothing for like a year but played doctor who roleplay
fucking doctor who roleplay
mY CHARACTERS NAME WAS ALLISON THOUGH I REMEMBER THAT AND SHE WAS A BADASS

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ah, thank you! psshh you should have seen the old ones i cri
+ i feel kind of weird about using stuff made by other people sometimes too, and when i do, i tend to use stuff coded by my friends? like,,,i'm friends with punki-senpai and seliane and i know eskie and zyacinth so i feel comfortable using their stuff but tbh anything else feels a little odd? idk why that is.
+ oh, that makes sense! that's nice tbh :^)

+ omf poor you
you were an,,,interesting newbie rip
but in your defense i did weird things as a newbie too
i'm p sure everyone did
i got into a valentine's day card fight with someone
my first ever screenname was destiel i cri
+ i LIKE THE NAME ALLISON?
i don't remember who mine was

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it is annoying lmao
i used to have like everything memorized
and im sure i could make a p advanced template if i just treid and looked at a fancypost code thread for a while but im more simplistic anyway & thats too much work lmao
that makes sense! idk maybe its just like a pride thing for me bc i used to be so good at coding and now i sUck

jFC DESTIEL
I WOULD DO THAT
yEah
theres some people who like jump right into roleplaying w no newbie phase and im just like how
that has to be a new account
tHANKS I LIKE IT TOO
VALENTINES DAY CARD FIGHT??

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i hear you. hard work is...welp, hard work. agh i wish i could make simplistic aesthetic templates but it's fucking hard,,, i tend to go for advanced stuff but tbh i like the look of simple templates better.
+ fair enough, but i'm sure you don't suck! the only templates i def don't like are ones that are impossible fo read,,,or include neon colors,,,or include clashing colors

I WAS OBSESSED WITH THAT SHIP OKAY
I LIVED AND BREATHED DESTIEL
I READ 99% OF THE DESTIEL FANFICTION AO3 HAD ON OFFER
same it just boggles me
people who didn't have a newbie stage needed to teach me their ways before i made a fool of myself
YEP
WE WERE PISSY AT EACH OTHER AND 100% DONE SO WE CODED VALENTINE'S DAY 'TO AND FROM' CARDS BACK AND FORTH AND OFFENDED EACH OTHER

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eh
i just make really simple ones & ones that are enough to hold the information i need
i used to have a premade templates thread like a long time ago and someone posted on it the other day and i was like 'duDE YOU CAN USE THESE BUT THEY'RE LIKE TWO YEARS OLD'
me too omg i'm a color freak tbh everything on my profile has to match honestly

ME TOO OMG DESTIEL IS LIFE
I NEVER READ FAN FICTION THO
JUST A LOT OF ROLEPLAY
me too
HOLY SHIT
THAT SEEMS LIKE THE START TO A REALLY POORLY WRITTEN HATESEX FIC OMG IM GOING TO SCREAM

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how did they find it
+ brb imma go stalk your threads for the premade templates :^)
also cOLORS MATTER VERY MUCH TO ME
people don't seem to understand

DESTIEL I STG I SHIP IT BUT LAST YEAR I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE THROWN MYSELF INTO A MEAT MAKER LIKE IN THE 'ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL' MUSIC VIDEO IF IT WOULD HAVE MADE IT CANON
+ ooh that brings back a good memory
me and another member once roleplayed a tangled au with cas as rapunzel and dean as flynn ryder. it was gr9.

NO GOD PLEASE
DON'T EVER SAY THAT
EVEN THOUGH IT'S TRUE

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THOSE WERE MY EXACT THOUGHTS
WITH A MOMENT OF INTERNAL PANIC
i got an hour of sleep wow good 4 me
oH SHIT UR GONNA FIND ALL THE BAD POSTS
i got rid of all my badges a while ago bc the colors clashed
whats wrong w me

JFC WERE YOU OKAY OMG
aRE YOU SERIOUS
NO WAY
THATS AMAZING OMG

IM SORRY BUT I JUST
NOW SOMEONE HAS TO WRITE IT

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sobs i wish i'd gotten an hour of sleep
i'm so fucking tired and i stayed up watching skyfall which killed me slowly inside
I FOUND IT
IT WAS PRETTY FAR BACK OMF
THEY'RE HELLA COOL THO
+ same?? i used to have a bunch of badges but i didn't like the way they looked on my profile so i got rid of,,,all of them.
nothing's wrong with you, hush child :^)

I WAS NOT
I WAS MOST CERTAINLY NOT OKAY
and yeah, it was awesome and rly cute but since i was a newbie at the time my posts rly sucked :0

N O
ACTUALLY IT'D MAKE A FUNNY STORY

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OH NO IM SORRY
I'm about to be on the road for two hours so let's hope that I can sleep a lil then too
I snuck my laptop wrapped in a towel on the trip so I have something to do when I can't sleep on a trip,,, I'm a bad person
tHANKS IG
those were p bad lmao
eh
I've done some ones ivebeen proud of that we're simplistic but cute??
Like I made one that was like two bubbles? It was cool idk
JFC I AM NOT ALONE

I HAD SOME GOOD IDEAS AS A MEWBIE IN THE DOCTOR WHO ROLEPLAY THO LIKE
So me and three of my friends had over 1000 pages on a doctor who roleplay and it was fucking lit we had all the plots going on it was amazing but they just lacked detail Bc we all sucked
Like oNE TOME WE DIDNT EVEN ROLEPLAY AND WE RANDOMLY STARTED TALKING ABOUT SELF HARM I WAS SO CONFUSED TBH

PLEASE WRITE IT
WRITE IT AS A DESTIEL AU OMG

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no let's be honest, as sneaky as it may sound, smuggling your laptop with you is the only reasonable thing to do :0
ah nice! i love simplistic cute templates tbh.
i bet they're super cool :^)

i'm crying because that first part basically summed up my newbie experience on threads. basically 'we had lots of plots going and it was cool but we all sucked'
but that discussion was a bit of a dark turn to the thread :& i'm not sure if i wanna know how it got to that stage.

YOU GOT ME
/SLAMS HAND DOWN ON TABLE
IMMA DO IT

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lmao I'll try to justify it so I don't feel badly lmao
My mom is gonna throw a fit when she wakes up and sees me roleplaying at four am

I kNOW RIGHT LIKE
I WISH I HAD MY NEWBIE THOUGHTS BECAUSE A LOT OF THE PLOTS I HAD WERE AMAZING
now all of my plots are shit like
" ok so my character is gon like
Kill someone?? "
THE TOPICS CHANGED SO QUICKLY LIKE IF YOU SAW THAT THREAD IT WAS MESSED UP YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND ALL OF US WERE NERD NEWBIES IN A SCENE PHASE COMPLAINING ABOUT OUR PERFECTLY FINE LIVES

PLEASE DO IT OMFG
Dean x Castiel valentines card fix omg

blue 1 I feel you so hard rn
My mom made me get up I wanted to punch her
Why am I too big for her to carry me to the carry anymore
wHAT TIME IS IT FOR YOU

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+ same i was so creative when i was a newbie, i just didn't use it properly. and now muse...what even is muse. i barely have the muse to type in my password in the morning tbh.
oh dear :0 psshh, it happens. complaining is fun.

I STG I WILL
I WILL DO IT I CAN SEE IT NOW

ikr blue??
i feel so dead

i'm so tired and dead that i don't even have ooc muse ;-;