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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid black; font-family: arial; letter-spacing: 1px; text-align: justify; color: #ffccff; font-size: 11px; width: 400px;]Idol had followed Judicialverdict and Mettaton to Blizzardclan...Abandoned Rudy and Gerard thinking that he wouldn't feel guilty. He didn't want to go back now. He'd never be forgiven. The creature had a new body, new name, so he couldn't possibly go back. New him, new clan, that was it. The feline had....no need for going back now. But, that was unimportant, what was important was that Idol was simply wandering around with his thoughts filling his brain.


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    *"hey, kid."
    He had a tendency of appearing randomly. It happened, through every timeline he lived through - every personal hell and joyful journey he endured. It made him feel old. Really, it did. Though you wouldn't be able to tell it from his face - empty eyes, a vacant stare that felt familiar to you, a flat smile that never moved. "how's life been treatin' ya, besides your apparent depression?" He didn't treat that topic gingerly, did he? Just out there with it. He tended to do that occasionally, ignore social boundaries. When you were an existential nihilist who has lived through thousands of timelines, lots of those spent watching everyone die, you didn't really become fazed by such things. Not when you thought it didn't really matter in the end.
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid black; font-family: arial; letter-spacing: 1px; text-align: justify; color: #ffccff; font-size: 11px; width: 400px;]Oh, Yeah. Him. "H-Hello, Mister Judicial. I've been...Well I could be more swell. But hey, with how odd and powerful you seem to be...you might already know that. I'm doubting some things, but...you know. Depression does that to you." The robotic feline seemed the chuckle a bit at the end, trying to lift his spirits. The fancy looking male then paused, staring at Judicial for a moment before speaking again. "Mister Judicial...would you call yourself...um...what's the word...nihilistic? Whatever the word is that means...believing in nothing, having no loyalties, and having no purpose other than...perhaps destruction....but oh nevermind. You couldn't be that nihilistic if that's what it means...seeing as...you know...you care about Mettaton so much." Wow, he was rambling. Stupid Idol.


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    *He gave a brief chuckle at this thought, raising one of his nonexistent eyebrows. "yeah, kid, i'm a nihilist. i believe that life is meaningless, that there is no afterlife, there are no gods watching over us, and that death's inevitable." He said, narrowing his eyes ever so slightly, his smile not faltering in the slightest. "just 'cause i believe all that doesn't mean i want my life to be a living hell, though. i, uh, couldn't imagine a life where i shut myself off from everyone just 'cause life's meaningless." He sighed slightly, giving a small shake of his head and sitting down. Really, his smile did hurt. Even if he couldn't control it, on an emotional level, not being able to facially express yourself other than your eyes... Ah well. It helped his social life, at the very least. Made him seem more friendly or whatever people thought. "also couldn't think of me being alive without metta to support me. might seem odd, i dunno - honestly, i don't know your way of thinking, so i couldn't make any assumptions - but yeah. if i were just given this life alone, having to carry out my damn job for all eternity, i'd think that would be a life worse than hell."




    In his own eyes, a life where all you did was harm without any love, that was a life that you couldn't truly live.
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