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pix couldn't deny it anymore- what she found normal nowadays most didn't. maybe it was because of dad that she was like this, but she wouldn't blame him. no, in fact there was nothing to blame. she could almost see what she did scared kaijū, or made others look at her in fear or disgust, but it was normal. her dad had given her praise, which was something she didn't mind, in fact she welcomed. this particular incident she kept thinking of was the slaughter she had gone on of the forest dwellers. she wasn't particularly proud of it, it had been in a fit of rage, but that got over rather quickly as she was promoted to a berserker. yeah, it was almost like a fit, but she had grown up a bit from then. she would be leaving. just like roodad had. it didn't seem like oga or lil were around anymore to witness her go but koko was. at least koko was here. however these past few weeks she hadn't been here for koko, in fact she had been a bit inactive in the clan, muse loss was getting to be a problem these days. but what she felt was normal was going to happen again, just not here. and it most likely would be worse. so, maybe the beast that was following her would leave her alone as well, if she left. maybe it would discover she was not here one day and just up and leave to bother someone else. well, it was unlikely but it was fun to imagine things. she was just glad she had it's eyeball. next time she would make sure to pry it's mouth open when she had wounded it and it was close to dying and then shove the slimy orb in there. and make it swallow. yuck. but, good revenge for ripping up her side. so, there pix was, writing up a *ing letter. a *ing letter. probably the worst way to leave but it was probably the only way- it was unlikely anybody would be okay with her heading to the exiles. yeah, it would seem like a betrayal. but no, it wouldn't be, it would be her with a neutral mind, going to a place that would be more open to what she liked to do. all the words to describe what she did were a bit harsh, so it was just be known as 'her normal' for now. but alas, as she steadily wrote the words on the paper, she felt a tug at her heart. it was a bit weird for her to feel sad, that hadn't happened in a while, but she was leaving her birth place. and her family. and that honestly felt like absolute *.
and pix was done. finally. she had folded all the papers and stuffed them into envelopes with names written on the inside. lastly, she tied a ragged string around the stack and set them down. and with a turn and a slightly sentimental jingle of her bell, the ebony lioness was gone.
//yeah, got a bit museless with her- i think moving her somewhere else, namely the exiles, will bring it up. please tell me if i missed anybody cx im pretty sure i missed a *ton of people
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