ahh this is a really sh.tty wip/placeholder thing for now aha
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| [fancypost bgcolor=lightgray; border: none; height: 10px; width: 110px; font-size: 15px; line-height: 10px; text-align: left; color: #BABCBD; font-family: arial; margin-left: -13px;]BASICS [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=lightgray; border: none; width: 120px; height: 345px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-left: -13px; margin-top: -10px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: inherit; height: inherit; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: inherit; min-height: inherit; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: gray; font-family: times new roman; text-transform: lowercase;] full name— iroha aiko nicknames – she rarely goes by her given name and chooses instead to go by aiko or simply ai age— fifteen apparent age- fifteen gender— female, bi-gender pronouns – they/them, she/her species— human abilities - unknown appearance— a small and seemingly sickly girl, while ai is many things - ugly is not one of them. while many would be quick to call her cadaverous, her lithe frame is soft and well-proportioned. though she hardly reaches five foot, height has never been her sore point as going unnoticed is the norm for her though if anything she loathes being overlooked. aiko tries to keep her hair neat. note that tries. while she can't go a day without washing it, she has no problem with cutting it on her own - and let me tell you that aiko is by no means a talented hairdresser. her locks are uneven, and her fringe is choppy, all over the place, and constantly seems to be getting in the way of her glasses. Because of this she often ends up pulling her hair up into two untidy plaits or a bun, anything really to keep it out of the way. now, as for those glasses, aiko does need them. or, she did. wearing them has just become a habit nowadays, and she's found there is something comforting about having them on. i'd be lying if i said aiko's eyes were piercing orbs of obscurity and enigma; truth be told they're dull. these eyes aren't ones to weave a tale of sorrow and times gone-by; they're lifeless and commonplace and give you a good idea of just how blind she has become over the years. height – 4’9” weight – 124 lbs hair colour – strawberry blonde, dyed eye colour – grey faceclaim— suiren shibazeki from hibichouchou miscellaneous – sports a pair of glasses, and is rarely seen without them. likes— fashion / stars / plants / pastels / long socks / rain / puzzles / history / mythology / house music / gore strengths – charming / cooperative / manipulative / observant / sensitive / humble / honest / realistic / patient / intelligent dislikes— white noise / idealism / silence / being alone / heat / conversation / thieves / loud noises weaknesses – insecure / secretive / anxious / obsessive / mentally unstable / naïve / hesitant / physically weak / faithless / aimless love interest— none sexuality – aromantic, pansexual lover— none turn ons – humiliation / shoulder touches / hip touches / intense eye contact / dominant / androgynous / tall / affectionate / asphyxiation / attention / biting / scratching turn offs – submission / neck touches / masculinity / unhygienic / crying / childlike behaviour / tattoos other— none dormitory – mindas i activity - varying plots - none [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] |
[fancypost bgcolor=lightgray; border: none; height: 10px; width: 246px; font-size: 15px; line-height: 10px; text-align: right; color: #BABCBD; font-family: arial; margin-top: -17px;]PERSONALITY [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=lightgray; border: none; width: 256px; height: 155px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: -10px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: inherit; height: inherit; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: inherit; min-height: inherit; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: gray; font-family: times new roman; text-transform: lowercase;] ai generally comes off as tired and dazed. her personality generally shifts depending on who she's under the influence of and who she's surrounded by. she does her best to form a personality based on what these people like the most, only to receive positive attention from them. ai doubts the possibility of actually having a personality that is not false or a creation made to attract love. she will range from sweet to charming to cruel if it is needed. aiko comes off as a fairly sweet, submissive kid, and she usually goes along with what others want. she will put up no fights and try to be as easy to get along with as possible, however becomes conflicted when two or more people want something different, but she will act in whichever way that gets the most positive responses. all of ai's behaviour is based on her desperation for love and affection from other people, and she has a history of doing what it takes to get "proof" of this love out of people. she'd often consider sex or physical attraction as proof of love, if not receiving constant attention from the other party. her obsession with receiving love from others has resulted in her getting hurt many times, by both ai herself and others. aiko holds a strong belief that her worth is completely dependent on the attention she receives from other people, and will often engage in self-destructive behaviour if her expectations and desires regarding attention are not met. she has a strong interest in and is drawn to anything considered “creepy”, especially places and people. [/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=lightgray; border: none; height: 10px; width: 246px; font-size: 15px; line-height: 10px; text-align: right; color: #BABCBD; font-family: arial; margin-top: -13px;]HISTORY [/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=lightgray; border: none; width: 256px; height: 155px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: -10px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: inherit; height: inherit; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: inherit; min-height: inherit; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: gray; font-family: times new roman; text-transform: lowercase;] as i said, aiko has become used to being overlooked or pushed to the side. her parents were both very busy people, important people, respected people. to the outside world, anyway. yes, while they looked like the perfect family from an outsider's point of view, the truth was that they were a very, very broken family. ai's parents had an unhappy marriage, and so she soon grew used to the fighting, screaming, yelling and crying that would ensue every night. with a father who stayed out late, and a mother who spent the evening drinking wine and crying over the phone, aiko fell into a self-destructive state. sneaking out each night, staying at school late, anything to avoid being at home. slowly, she became involved with a bad crowd, and experienced things that perhaps could have waited 'till she was a bit older. her behaviour changed drastically, though even that went unnoticed at home. under-eating, self-harming, substance abuse, even to the point of sleeping around, she slowly sunk lower into a depressive state and became overly reckless. ai's behaviour became more and more destructive and violent with both herself and others, though her attitude was still very charming, attracting many people. she incredibly charismatic and had an impressive reputation among peers, especially in school. She was a great actor and used this to her advantage. during her teen years, ai still managed to hold onto her reputation among others, while balancing her school and work life (and avoiding having her work found out by other students). she put heavy focus on her social life in school, and made sure to keep her reputation protected. over these years she began to feel much more strongly for feminine apparel and genderless pronouns. while slowly coming out about this, her image among others proceeded to plummet immediately. she began to face violent bullying and harassment. this made her close up more and more. though at first it was nothing drastic ai quickly began to change herself, moulding her appearance and personality to attract attention; sometimes positive, sometimes negative, but still attention was attention and she would take what was given. her want for (preferably positive) attention stems from her past, from the lack of attention she received as a child and the bullying she faced as a teen. never once did she manage to overcome it but did, over the years learn to deal with it in the best way she knew how.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost] |
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