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  • Addison ran his fingers through his own hair, sighing. "Well, this may seem like a stupid question, but... Uh," Another deep breath. "What exactly does love feel like? I need to know.. I've seen people fall in love many, many times in their life. It happens so much, that love is in every single thing ever. But I don't think I have ever fallen in love... And if I have," Sun looked up and locked eyes with Jem. "I haven't realized it yet."

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: white; font-family: verdana; margin-bottom: 3px;]jem listened closely to addison's question, realizing he never really experienced love before. or, well, that's what he assumed. "love, eh?" his expression seemed to darken. james was once in love; a love that promised to never leave. a love that built up hopes and dreams, something he never experienced before. but in the end, it all shattered in the eyes before him. "love is the feeling you get when it feels like millions among billions of volcanoes and butterflies have erupted in your stomach..." jem pushed himself off of the concrete wall, stuffing his hands into the pockets of her black pants. he turned away from sun, "...love is caring about a person in a way you don't with others. it's a beautiful thing..." james hesitated a bit before continuing. "...but it's no fairy tale. love consists of ups-and-downs, secrets and mysteries. betrayal." he dragged a hand down his face as though to wake him up more, and to wash away previous memories. "but in the end, love is the one thing you feel when you stare at the one you care for, and see yourself in their future. as they do and see the same." it was clear jem knew what he was talking about. but his words were tinted with darkness and experience, but most of the time there would be a point where his voice was gentle and soft.


  • Addison nodded slowly, staring at the ground with a sad expression in his eyes. "Shit..." Sun mumbled, lowering his head. He knew now that what he felt for Jem wasn't hate. He was in love. Every time Jem and him had fought and yelled mean things at each other, the feeling Sun felt after wasn't hate. It was Addison regretting it and just feeling heartbroken. "I messed up. I messed up badly..." Addy said quietly. "It's funny, ya know? How almost every time, someone is brought to life with love... But I have no understanding of it. I had no idea... I'm really am an idiot. A huge freaking idiot." Addy finally stood up from the ground and walked towards James. "I now see why you hate me so much, Jem." He said quietly, almost in a whisper. "I'd like to add something to your little love speech. Love is mostly one-sided and full of misunderstandings and sorrow... It's staying up all night thinking about that person, and feeling absolutely terrible because they don't like you back and never will. It's regretting all those stupid things that you once said... Regret, sadness, and pain. Hell, it barley ever turns out well. Love is the most terrible thing in existence, yet it could also be the best. It's a very strong word with lots of meaning, but can be so easily misused and be a huge lie. It sucks." A tear trickled down Sun's cheek, and he quickly wiped it away. "I see now why people hate the life that I give them! I am more cruel than death."

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: white; font-family: verdana; margin-bottom: 3px;]james pushed all jokes aside now, his amused expression being replaced with a cold, serious one as he watch addison explain his part; examining his features and the tone he held whilst explaining. when he was done, a tear had managed to slip from the other male. jem sighed, placing a hand on sun's cheek and brushing the tear away with a simple stroke of his thumb. he dropped the hand back in his pocket. "do not say that, sun." james announced, finally using the nickname given to addison. "people cherish life, even when they do not show it. they announce their love for it when it's time for their life to end. where i come in." james ran a hand through his red locks, his orbs averting downwards; he knew he was hated. even by his own crew. "i do not see how any of this makes you an idiot, addison. love is a silly, silly thing."


  • Addison's face reddened. "Jem, I truly am an idiot. You don't understand. I... I misunderstood my love for yo- I mean, someone as hate." Sun was holding back his tears now, and he didn't want James to see him like this. He didn't want to show Jem how emotional he actually was. "The person I love is my enemy... They hate me as much as I love them. My love has been going on strong for many, many years. It was hidden to everyone, including me! And, now I'm finally saying it out loud." Addy couldn't believe he was actually saying this. He had accepted it all now, and the truth was overwhelming him. Two rival captains who were the complete opposite couldn't be lovers. Everyone had always told him that. Life and Death could not like each other. But... He didn't want that. "I have not said their name out loud yet. But I think it's pretty damn obvious. My stupid feelings have gotten the best of me. I have to live with the fact that the person that I love will probably never love me back!" Sun turned his head away from Jem and let out a small laugh. "As someone once said, 'Life hurts a lot more than death.'"

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: white; font-family: verdana; margin-bottom: 3px;]jem listened, before letting out a laugh. "you truly are an idiot." he accused, smirking as he leaned down a bit to meet addison's height, and to where their faces were just inches apart. they were so close, james could feel addison's breath on his skin. "but, that makes me an idiot as well. for being so dense and blind for not realizing, that the person i've hated since the day we've met, has developed the same feelings i have." smooth mother f-cker.

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    Augustus blushed and let out an angry yet relieved sigh. "W-Why didn't you just tell me! You made me go through all this shit! Arghh and you were so f*cking smooth about it! I really hate you right now." Sun complained, turning his head away and crossing his arms. Addy glanced at James out of the corner of his colorful eyes. "Maybe I'll forgive you if you kissed me." He said, smirking a bit. He's been waiting an eternity for this, you can't blame him.

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    james smirked, grabbing addison's chin and forcing him to meet james' gaze. "very well...~" he mused, leaning in to where their lips drifted against each other. the taller male bit down on the other's bottom lip teasingly as he then pulled away and stuffed his hands back into his pockets, stifling his laughter. "but perhaps not when we're in a jail cell with our crew listening in. thank god they have the hearing sensitivity of a dead sponge." he insulted with a chuckle, leaning back up against the wall.


  • Addison felt his heart beat out of his chest. After the lip biting James did to him, Sun was absolutely breathless. Of course, he was disappointed that that's all that happened. It was better than nothing he supposed, but it still caused him to pout. "I sometimes forget that there are other people near us..." Addy mumbled. He sighed, but soon a smirk formed on his lips. "Ha, but even if we were the only people in this whole entire jail, I bet you would be too much of a wuss to do anything other than that lip biting!" Addison teased. Addy then stuck his tongue out playfully and sassily walked over to the other side of the cell. Why the sassy walk, you may ask? Well, I'm actually not sure.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: white; font-family: verdana; margin-bottom: 3px;]james chuckled, walking over to addison and pretty much trapping him against the wall with both hands on either side of the male's head. like i said, trapping him. jem lowered his voice into a husky, almost seductive tone that would make only the two of them hear. "darling," he leaned in closer to addison's ear. "i would do more than just simple biting and kissing." he then pushed himself backwards so he was now standing straight, looking up at the small provided window. "lets break out." the captain said, changing the subject almost immediately. he walked away from addison and over to the cell bars, making a quick, light whistle towards one of his crew members who looked rather scary looking. james and the crew member spoke quickly in a different language. well, languages. the crew managed to mix german and russian together as one language so nobody could really figure it out; especially since the two languages blended so beautifully together. after the little conversation, james went back to the concrete wall he was at in the first place, leaning right up against it. "i'm going to need you to play along when everything starts going into chaos."


  • "You know, my crew could help too!" Sun said defensively, crossing his arms again. "But breaking out is a good idea! I'm-I'm actually tougher than I appear... So I'll be able to help! Well, duh. Because I really want to break out." Addison persuaded. He smiled up at James, and was swaying back and forth a bit in boredom. "I'm also friends with a looot of people. I think that could come in handy too." He added. Sun then stood on his tippy toes and whispered in James's ear, "...And when we do break out, I'd like you to prove that little statement of your's~" He stepped back, grinning. "Anyways, should we tell both of our crews that we are on a truce? What's the plan? Jeeeem what are we going to do?"

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: white; font-family: verdana; margin-bottom: 3px;]the taller male gave his black and red orbs a roll. "patience, addis. patience." jem growled to the boy, falling mute in waiting for the plan to go forward.


    soon enough, maybe after an hour or so of silence, a loud scream was made. "elise is always useful." he muttered under his breath with a smirk of mischief. elise was another crew member of his; part of the plan. a group of guards / soldiers bolted down the jail halls and towards the cell. this gave the two captains exactly thirty seconds until elise's part was finished with and the two males would have to start almost immediately start working on pick-locking with whatever they found. "now, belikov." ushered james to the member he was talking to before, who threw over the other half of rolled up bed sheets. james quickly tied the cloth around the cell bar. what the others (but jem and belikov) didn't know, was that these rolled up sheets were full of rocks that belikov had picked up along the way being practically dragged to the cells. so, this meant when something made the guards run in this direction, it would be enough weight to break at least on of the rusted bars.


  • Addison huffed, and leaned against one of the walls. He was trying his best not to look nervous about the whole plan, but on the inside he was pretty much freaking out. He managed to keep his cool, though that scream did make him jump. Sun didn't know what was currently happening, or what was going to happen later. So, for now, all he could do was stay silent and wait. Wait. Wait. Just waiting for Jem to say something to him... But what would happen if the plan didn't work? What would happen to them? Addy shook his head, clearing all the negative thoughts. "James knows what he's doing... I think." He thought, eyeing the bed sheet. "What on earth is he going to do with a plain bed sheet? Maybe it isn't a plain bed sheet? Maybe it's a... Magical strong bed sheet that could take out everything with one swing! God, Sun! What the shit! That's obviously not the case! Stop being so childish.. Maybe James would actually trust you with this type of stuff more if you weren't such a stupid emotional baby!" Addison sighed and started to pick at his nails. "Apparently patience isn't one of your virtues, ya big goof!" He thought to himself. "Jaaaaaaames." He whined under his breath. He was starting to feel anxious again, so he took one big deep breath. Sun knew shit was about to happen, and he hopes that when it does he will be able to be helpful and not totally mess up.

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: white; font-family: verdana; margin-bottom: 3px;]james groaned in annoyance to the boy's pestering. turning around still gripping tightly onto the sheet, he slammed his lips onto addison's, held them there for a few more seconds before pulling away and aggressively shushing him with his index finger to his lips and turning back around. the male cleared his throat, and made a whistle that sounded like a birds. "hold your breath and close your eyes." he then whispered quickly before doing it himself, and as did belikov and the rest of the crew members. just then, in came what seemed to be like pepper spray and hairspray at the same time. sting-y and sticky. sounds like some sort of title to a porn video. but anyway. the guards totally lost it, swinging their blades everywhere, running in all sorts of directions and soon enough onto the rolled up sheets of rocks, successfully tearing down one bar of each cell of james' and belikov's. whilst the guards were still dazed and almost unconscious, james looked over to addison. "the keys. are right there. belikov and i aren't small enough to fit through the gap. pretty sure you are."


  • Well, that kiss sure did shut Addy up for the time being. He felt a glow of happiness, but made sure he wouldn't show it. Sun watched in awe as he saw/heard everything happen. James was far more cool than Addison, and could accomplish so much more... Yeah, he really did look up to Jem. His mind started to wander, his thoughts obviously about James. "Wow he's just so cool... Handsome... Smooth... Argh, how could I have ever thought that I could've gone against him?! But wow, he is really good at kissing... I would love it if h-" Addison's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of James's voice speaking to him. Just then did he realize where his thoughts were leading to, which then caused him to redden. After a few seconds of trying to calm down, Addy finally realized that James had asked him to help. His face immediately brightened, and he had a wide smile on his face. "Ahh, um, yeah I'll go do that!" Sun furrowed his eyebrows. "But I'm not short," Lies. "You and everybody else are just giant ass skyscrapers!" He pouted, and then found the gap and eyed it. "Stupid gap..." He murmured before crawling through it and snatching the keys. He unlocked the cell, smirking up at James. "Aren't I absolutely amazing?" Addison joked, giggling slightly.

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    james gave his eyes a roll, "yes darling. you are amazing. good job." the pirate complimented, exiting the cell and giving a tousle to addison's hair. he then grabbed the keys and tossed them to belikov, who then proceeded to unlock the rest of the jail cells that captivated both james' and addison's crew. whilst this went on, james made his escape with addison in tow. forced, of course seeing as the death captain himself forcefully grabbed the life captain by the wrist and pretty much dragged him out to where it was safer. the two reached an alley way, and the redhead caught his breath when they finally stopped. as in shape as the taller male was, he hadn't run that fast in a while. he turned to addison, slowly pushing him against the brick alley wall. "we'll be safe here." he said, before inching forward and then resting his head on the smaller male's shoulder.