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    He wasn't certain when he'd lost everything; looking back, it'd been long before he'd left. After Addy died everything became somewhat of a blur, events coming and going faster and faster each day. And now he was not even just Emmet; there were two halves to "Emmet" now, him and the higher god. It was an odd setup that was for sure, but he couldn't really do anything but endure for now.

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; background:url(http://33.media.tumblr.com/e7f…ine_mrfrjnh2PW1qz4rgp.gif); width:30px; height:175px;][/fancypost] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color: white; font-family: batang; font-size:20px; width:350px; text-align:center; letter-spacing:4px; text-shadow:0px 0px 5px white]teach me how to feel real[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px; height:146px; overflow:auto; text-align:justify; color:black; opacity:0.8][sub]brandy could agree with emmet on the fact that things had passed by faster than lighting after addy was killed. especially for brandy, with dwindling sanity and happiness fading from her life one person at a time, until eventually she let the gods take her and place her in a body. however, she wasn't meant to be there- she was actually supposed to just be reincarnated. but kalypso had messed up, and that was the long and short of it.




    bran had been taking a walk and thinking about anything she could set her mind and attention on, only to distract her from the actual things bothering her. like how she had been promoted when velia was already a high position. that was mostly it, actually. however, when she finally managed to look up from her paws solemnly she saw emmet. her old friend. so then the dragon burst into a sprint and smiled at him beneath her mask. hi emmet. she said sweetly to the dual-souled wolf. he was quite alike her, actually. that was nice; having someone to connect to.[/fancypost]

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    "Oh!" He'd been lost in his thoughts and let out a small shriek in surprise as he was startled out of them. "H-hi Brandy." They said, tilting back their ears in embarrassment. He wasn't quite sure what had been happening with the whole Velia-Brandy situation; he'd been chased out before everything could really come to light.

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    "Its fine, and um, I'm just thinking." He said lightheartedly, trying to squish the embarrassment he'd felt at being so surprised. "I've got a surprisingly large amount of stuff to think about now." He said half-jokingly.

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; background:url(http://33.media.tumblr.com/e7f…ine_mrfrjnh2PW1qz4rgp.gif); width:30px; height:175px;][/fancypost] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color: white; font-family: batang; font-size:20px; width:350px; text-align:center; letter-spacing:4px; text-shadow:0px 0px 5px white]teach me how to feel real[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px; height:146px; overflow:auto; text-align:justify; color:black; opacity:0.8][sub]brandy hardly suppressed a chuckle at his words. they seemed awfully reminiscent of her own problems. heh... i would know, i guess. the dragon laughed sweetly. i was just doing the same thing really. except its really hard to think with your souls yelling at you and cussing you out. but... i live with it. in fact, i may die with it. brandy said, adding the second sentence silently.[/fancypost]

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    "Oh." Emmet stopped for a couple moments, processing the fact that Brandy had multiple souls like himself; it didn't sound like her bonding was as harmonic as his own, but at least they both weren't alone anymore. "Have you tried telling them to stop?" That was usually all it took for the Master-god to leave him alone, but maybe hers weren't as respectful; heh, he'd never think he'd actually call his other soul respectful. "Or tuning them out?"

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; background:url(http://33.media.tumblr.com/e7f…ine_mrfrjnh2PW1qz4rgp.gif); width:30px; height:175px;][/fancypost] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color: white; font-family: batang; font-size:20px; width:350px; text-align:center; letter-spacing:4px; text-shadow:0px 0px 5px white]teach me how to feel real[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:350px; height:146px; overflow:auto; text-align:justify; color:black; opacity:0.8][sub]i usually tune them out. the one doing it is a goddess with a massive temper and stubborn-as-a-mule attitude. i'm guessing you can see why they haven't stopped when i try to ask. brandy then shrugged her shoulders. but as i said, its fine once you get used to it. luckily the other one is super nice. she lets me vent and stuff without snorting at me or ignoring me. brandy added with a smile appearing below her mask. it was nice to talk about her two souls for once, especially to someone who for the most part understood her.[/fancypost]

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    "Sounds nice." He said lightly, not sure how to respond. He'd never had to deal with three people in his head at once; hell, he'd never had to deal with two until now. "Erm, w-who's the goddess?" He wanted to know for.. Reasons. Just in case it was one of the others in hiding, though he might be completely wrong; either way he wanted to know.

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    "Ah." He nodded. The servant-gods were mainly based off the elements, not the complex branches of knowledge though sometimes he wished he was the god of something a bit more worthwhile like that.

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    "Erm, h-he just picked me." The male said, not certain on how to approach the question and trying to distance himself as much as he could. "He said I was the only one not hibernating."

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    "Sort of? Most of them are just-" The male figited uncomfortably. "-Lesser gods who've, um, been reincarnated." He didn't want to talk about this, but he didn't want to lie anymore; well, he didn't want to lie [i]as much as before. "T-they're all hibernating now though."


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    Well, if Emmet was lying, Brandy wasn't at all aware. She tilted her head with curiosity. Very different from her. "Um, cool." She meowed simply, smiling reassuringly at her friend beneath her mask. Obviously he couldn't see it, but she still had a warm, comforting aura around her. All she wanted was for Emmet to feel comfortable and relax for once, despite how she was still kind of jittery.
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    "Y-yeah, they're all mean though." He mumbled. "They'll be b-back sometime." His voice was now a whisper. He didn't like talking about this sort of stuff; it made it all too real, but he couldn't lie to her, especially when she was going through a sort of similar situation. "Sorry, I probably sound insane."

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    Brandy cackled painfully at his last comment. "Not as insane as me, my friend." She said through sorrowful laughter. Tears were in her eyes, though she pushed them back. She was lucky he couldn't see her face. She couldn't handle looking weak again. She hated being weak, and yet it was what she was. She could not hide that, not as well as she had before. She was fragile, despite how she despised it.


    "Anyways, I suppose I'm sorry they're all mean." The dragon added. She wasn't sure what she was supposed to say at this point. He was a delicate person. Or, at least, he was from what she knew. However, Bran wished silently she wasn't completely relying on assumptions with the people she considered dear to her. It was a sick habit.


    That was when the masked dragon noticed her friend's discomfort. Brandy flinched. Her only talent was making others unhappy- just wonderful. "A-Anyways, you wanna hunt or fish or something?" Bran suggested, trying her best to lighten the tensing mood surrounding them. She had to do something to make him feel okay, right? That was what friends did. Not that she thought of herself as a great friend in the first place, she was pretty sure the others were better off without her burden on their shoulders.


    But that wasn't like her. She was optimistic. She had to stay that way. Or the others would give up on her. She would give up on herself. She had to stop. She had to calm down. Brandy took a breath to bring her back to reality. She was zoning out again. Her eyes locked on Emmet, trying to focus herself on something. She was fine.


    She was fine.
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    "Y-yeah." He was grateful for the distraction; any sort of distraction. He supposed that this conversation had been just as awkward for her as it had been for him, but he didn't want to think about that; he just wanted to forget this had ever happened and live in innocent bliss for a while. "Fishing sounds fine." He mumbled, noticing how tense Brandy had gotten and trying to calm the situation down. He hoped she didn't hate him, but that would make sense he supposed; in a dark corner of his mind he knew he couldn't ruin an entire friendship with one awkward conversation but it was still a dark, small corner in his tensed mind.