anything y[o]u say |gaining phobia| can and will be used against you

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    having dozed off in some random spot around camp because she wasn't that particular about where she slept, pix awoke to feel a cold breeze hitting her dark pelt. cracking open her light green optics, she lifted a paw to draw it across her face to wipe away any crusties bothering her. all that greeted her as she glanced around was the dark being darker than *. great, it's the middle of the night.. after several attempts of trying, she realized sleep was not going to be an option apparently, which brought her to her feet. guess it's time for a walk.. the ebony cub exited the camp rather easily and began to pad off into the still, empty night. there was nothing to amuse her as she walked, twigs occasionally cracking under her paws and owls rarely hooting. at least the crickets continued to chirp, however that eventually began to annoy her and she willed the *ing bugs to shut up. pix slowed to a stop as a scent hit her nose, that of an incoming storm. and a strong one by the gusts of wind that kept pushing against her. to no avail of course. yeah, she should have tested the air twice.


    continuing on her way, she swished her tail behind her, impatient. when was there going to be something interesting to satisfy her boredom? but it was rare to find something like that in the dead of the night. however for one of the first times in her life, when something solid crashed into her side at full pelt, she was shocked. the cub went twisting through the air until she hit the ground on her fours, sharp white canines revealed as her lip peeled back in anger. who the * would dare to hit her? "who the * are you?" pix directed the question to the attacker, though it would have looked like she was questioning thin air. "and why the * did you just make a deathwish?" dropping to a low stance of attack, the cub was pissed and rightfully so. even if this *hole didn't answer, they would pay. and where was the light of the moon when she needed it the most? launching herself at the direction the scent was strongest, pix made contact with a solid body and immediately drove her needle-like claws into the flesh of the animal. a demonic screech rang out as it felt the sharp spiky pain infiltrate it, seemingly lashing out. on impact, the ebony cub went flying and smacked right in a tree, gravity then taking place and bringing her to the ground. ouch. but that just made her more pissed. "you *ing *. you must want to die." she snarled, a nasty gleam in her optics and she eyed the creature at last. the moon had made an appearance finally and it appeared she was fighting a rather large animal, most likely the size of a bear as she could only guess due to the lack of experience. "*." well. her chances had just flown out of the *ing window. though the hard-headed cub refused to acknowledge it, but it was in the back of her head somewhere.


    why it was attacking her was beyond her but all that was on the ebony cub's mind was killing it and ripping it apart for all it was worth. however, before she could comprehend what was happening, it barrelled into her and shoved her right back up against that same *ing pine tree. hissing and snarling, pix snapped her jaws, trying to get a hold of flesh between her grip but to no avail. she could hear it's heavy musty breathing, foul breath disgustingly reaching her. out of no where, as she could only see the orange gleam of it's eyes, fiery claws ripped down her sides, forcefully pulling screeches out of her as she struggled more. beginning to panic as it went once more over the same spot, all she could see was the dark as she drove her teeth into her bottom lip, sputtering and shrieking in agony. watery pain was gathering in her tear ducts, though she continued to desperately struggle and wildly kick in a mad fit of rage. he's going to *ing die once i get out- her thoughts were interrupted as another assembly of screeching erupted from her vocal cords as he once more came down on the same spot. "HOW-WWW MANY *ING TIMES DO-O YOU PLAN ON GOEENG OVER THAT. SPOT....!?!?" her speech was unstable, sputtering, and screeching in her blind fury and agony. she felt slightly achieved as her upper paws found the limb that was holding her against the tree and she, without hesitation, began to rip at it. "seventeen more times." it's raspy gut-wrenching baritone voice reached her ears, breath reeking next to her cheek."you should start counting." how dare he.. "IM GONNA *ING KILL YO-" again came the burning fiery pain, worsening as it had done each time. she soon started counting.


    the lion cub was not aware of what time the monster had finished ripping down her flank but she couldn't check. all she could see was the dark. the dark. it wouldn't go away. the numbers she had spoke just kept wrecking their way through her head. hah, she wasn't even aware when it had finished it's horrific fun but all she was left to do but lay against the soaked tree, sticky in her own blood. her flesh was probably lodged in it's claws as it had left. not that she would have known, she had passed out by ten. her light green optics tried to focus on something, but she had been in and out of consciousness for a while, whimpering everytime she came to the present because all that was there was the dark. she hated this weak feeling in her gut but she had long lost the ability to spill out her all her previous meals because it was already next to her. struggling to keep her eyes open, tears sprang back to her eyes as she tried to move, agony erupting like a plugged volcano after two hundred years throughout her body. "somebody get the * over here." her voice cracked as she tried to speak, gazing into the dead night. she couldn't even see her own body, both her surroundings and self were dark as *. but it was everywhere. everything was like the night. dark. black. scary. a broken hiss came from her maw as she gave a glare full of hatred out into the night, cursing everything out there silently. all she wanted was the sweet relief of sleep.


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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px;width: 410px;text-align: justify;margin-top: 5px;font-size:10px]Screeching in the middle of night was never good, or at least he assumed. It would take him a bit to even muster up enough will to get up, screeching or not. But once he realized that something bad could be taking place he eventually stood up, mumbling curses under his breath. Slowly walking along he'd still be sleepy, and now he felt stupid. After all he didn't know what the hell was out here, and he wasn't too sure whatever was happening was something he could help with. He wasn't too sure that he even wanted to get involved.


    Almost turning around until he heard someone talking, he would finally quicken up his pace. "Shit, alright. Someone more capable should be here soon." He spoke, looking around for whatever attacked her. He'd take note that this was another half-sibling of his, so he'd step wearily with what he said. Walking closer to Pixelle he squinted slightly trying to see the scratches along her sides. He was correct at least, he had no idea how to deal with this situation.


  • [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=#8CDD81; width: 350px; border-left: 1px solid grey; border-right: 1px solid grey;][justify]Tatsumi hadn't been there, he hadn't been there to protect his sister from the beast, his promise had been broken and only so shortly after making it. Tatsumi didn't generally sleep with the rest of his siblings, instead he slept wherever it was more comfortable, it'd been the beach. The sounds of the waves had calmed him into slumber, that was until faint screams had broken into his dreams. When he finally made sense of who it was he had sprinted through the forest, his speed practically incredible in his flustered state. "No" Tatsumi breathed as he ran, the wind carrying his words away. He could see his half sibling before he could see his sister and as soon as he could his eyes widened. "Move" was all he grunted before he moved to his sister's side, pushing past if necessary. He'd failed. He hadn't watched out for her like he'd promised, did he need to get stronger? That was besides the point in this moment, instead he pressed his nose to his sister's neck, checking her pulse as if he really thought she was dead. Should he have given her that present earlier? Would it have helped? "I'm sorry Pi-" his voice cracked at the end causing him to grimace at himself. How dare he have pity on himself, this was his fault. He cleared his throat and continued "I'm sorry Pixelle, just hang in there okay? You'll be fine just stay with me" he assured her, making a point of it several times. This was his fault, he'd broken his promise to protect her.
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  • [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: verdana; font-style: italics; font-size: 30px; letter-spacing: -3px; text-align: center;] pixelle ✖[/fancypost]
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    well, this was a great meeting. at least she was meeting yet another one of her siblings. better now than never. it was clear she was out of it, most likely feeling dizzy at the loss of blood but she nodded at him. at least it hadn't been the other shivering one. however when oga showed up, she wanted to hide herself. it was okay for her half-brother to see her like this but if her brother saw her he would think she was weak. nothing she could do to stop him though. but eventually seeing how torn up her brother was as she tried to keep her light green optics open, she felt worse. how could she go and make him worry like that? *, if only i had won that fight he wouldn't be so worried... terrible pain sprang through her leg and exploded in *ing fireworks as she tried to get into a better position. pix's eyes were somewhat open now and she reached her forepaw out and aimed to bat his ear,"as if this hurts." she was happy to have her family here, even if if there were only two of them, they drew her attention away from the dark. but even if they did, she knew it was still there. "get it away." pix tried not to whimper but her voice broke as she glanced in hatred back at the black night. it's not like they would know what she was talking about but her vocal cords were burning and tender after screaming so much, her voice would be hoarse.


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  • [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=; width: 375px;][justify]The sightless fae padded over quickly, ears twitching as she murmured, "What happened h-here?"


    [ exact injuries? <3 ]
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    [size=7pt][font=verdana]IN TOO DEEP AND LOST IN TIME, WHY'D YOU HAVE TO GO AND LET IT DIE?
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    [fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px solid white; width: 450px; text-align: justify; height: auto; font-size: 8pt; line-height: 130%; margin-top: -8px][hr]Oh, god. Setekh's ears were hella sensitive, and the sounds of screaming brought him running, then coming to a halt beside the others. He couldn't see a damn thing in this stupid darkness, though; so, the canine grit his teeth and lit a ring of fire around the four, forcing it to stay cold and ignoring the blood dripping from his nose as well as the migraine now pulsing at his skull. That was for light. He needed to see her injuries. "W-What..." As soon as he took one look at her, Set stumbled backward from his half-sister, worry filling his gaze as he swallowed thickly, standing beside Sylvia. "W-What happened to h-her?" He was echoing the Skald, but who cares. He was freaked out, so oh well.



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  • [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: verdana; font-style: italics; font-size: 30px; letter-spacing: -3px; text-align: center;] pixelle ✖[/fancypost]
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    [just mainly her left hindleg had been really deeply ripped at, almost to the bone. the length of it goes all the way from the top of the thigh to light claw marks at the foot since the thigh area was mainly the part ripped up. this is going to scar over but will heal eventually and not sure how long she won't be able to walk. will reply to set after oga responds <3 hope i described that okay.]
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  • [size=8]The smell of blood was like the screech of an alarm. Sorrelwhisker had been so exhausted the past few days that she had slept through the screeching, but once the blood stung her nose she was up like a firecracker, her claws digging into the earth as she tore after the scent, the desperate wails soon cutting off. Her powers made everything so much easier- there was no need to make a mad scramble for herbs or have people go running after them as they were at s flick of her paw. She came onto the scene and all she could see in the darkness was blood, so much blood pooling around her. Her teeth gritted- she had to move fast before the young cub bled out, God only knew how much damage there was. She could smell a large animal but it was fading, how had she survived?


    With a small gesture she had wads of bandages, and she shoved through her Clanmates pressed bodies around her- "Guve her space, she's likely in shock and being crowded won't help." While her voice spoke urgent words she acted as calm as possible, her paw gently touching the little one's cheek. "It's going to be alright young one... I am going to heal you and it will feel as if nothing happened. You'll be as good as new, I promise." Was it a lie? No, but possibly a stretch of the truth. In situations like this, it was necessary to say what she must to calm the patient and make them feel safe, even if it meant bending the truth in order to do so. "You're safe now. Eat these for me, it will help you calm down and numb the pain a bit." She held out two magically spawned poppy seeds and thyme for her, but there was no way she could heal anything here in the dark. Her eyes began to flow, emitting some source of light in order to view from, just enough to see the slick blood over her flank so she could wrap the wound.


    She attempted to wrap it tightly around the injuries as to be firm and ebb the blood flow so she would have a clean injury to work with and also to keep it clean when they worked with her. Eventually they would have to knock her out, but she had to make sure she was calm and would not do anything violent or u predictable and make sure she had a steady pulse, as steady as a scared child could. This would keep things in place before she could stitch and clean and disinfect, who knew what disgusting substance was in the creatures claws... They had to move fast. She was scared, she was petrified that she would make a mistake but eit Sylvia at her side she felt much more confident. "Sylvia, do you mind cleaning a space out in the den and getting the poultices ready... I'm going to lift her on a slab of wood to carry her in, this will require stitches to heal, I think." She loathed to order her superior around but she needed to take charge because it seemed her mentor was still hung on what had happened. So was she, but it was necessary to move quickly. She conjured a thick slab of wood and gently attempted to guide the cub into it, slow so she didn't further hurt herself. "Somebody please help me lift her to take her to the medicine den, there will be more light there to work and our poultices will be there."


    (you have beautiful writing, i enjoyed reading that!!! also sorry, mobile)

  • [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=; width: 375px;][justify]Sylvia didn't mind Sorrelwhisker taking control; the sightless fae herself felt she was a slight liability due to her blindness and she would rather have the very capable Sorrelwhisker healing. Clear out a space in the den, prepare some poultices. "O-on it." The skald nodded, standing and hurrying off to the medicine den.


    [ thread here: http://feralfront.com/index.php?topic=2271675.new#new ]
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  • [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: verdana; font-style: italics; font-size: 30px; letter-spacing: -3px; text-align: center;] pixelle ✖[/fancypost]
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    //ah nevermind, can't wait with all these beautiful people showing up <3 @maeve aw how sweet of you! i enjoyed yours as well


    one after another kept popping up, leaving pix to wonder where they were coming from whilst in her dazed state. at sorrel's reassurances she was somewhat comforted but she was sure that there was definitely going to be an aftermath on her body that wouldn't be pretty. she hadn't seen her wound yet, much more focused on the night surrounding them and how it kept worsening the feeling in her gut. but when her other half brother set a ring of fire around them she slightly smiled at his efforts though she could see his nose was already starting to bleed. she wanted to say it was fine and she didn't need it but would that be a lie or what? what with three people here talented in medical skills it kind of worried pix. were that many needed to fix her up? lapping up the seeds and taking the thyme down her throat without any complaints she felt the affects somewhat. the ravaging agony bleeding from her leg was still the same with a bit of the edge taken off. as sorrel began to wrap the cobweb, pix held back emitting crazed shrieks and shoved her claws into the dirt, breath hitching in an effort to not go *ing bigfoot on the feline tending to her wounds. the next part pix attempted to do herself and made an snarl as she struggled but managed to lift her body onto the board. however as he leg touched the ground, pain spiked up it and she barely was able to contain herself from shrieking. "holy * i'm going to *ing kill him..." it made her feel better to emit those words as she delicately settled down on the wooden board, glaring at her leg wound that sorrel had been shining light on as well. yeah, she now realized the extent of the situation. her leg was *ing hideous, gory, and bloody all in the same sentence. ugh.


    //thanks for making the thread <3
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  • [fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=#8CDD81; width: 350px; border-left: 1px solid grey; border-right: 1px solid grey;][justify]"I'll help" Tatsumi spoke, though his head was down as if he were hiding his gaze. He didn't want the light right now, he'd rather wallow in the darkness but he knew it had been for his sisters sake. "I wouldn't care if you guys were gods, I'm not leaving her alone with you" he simply pointed out before glancing at his sister to figure out how he was going to carry her. It's not like he wasn't strong enough he just wasn't sure how to actually carry her. After a split second decision he aimed to help slide her onto his back, he'd be able to easily carry her that way.
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