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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: black; margin-top: -5px;] Growing up I was fine, I wasn't to bad of a child. I had friends, I made friends easily as I grew and I also had gotten in with the wrong crowds along the way. But who doesn't? My childhood was okay for the most part, I had a older sister of the name Harriet. She was a nice girl, like able, annoying in more ways then one. As we got older, she started to drift more and more into the bad crowds and stayed there. She was stuck to it like a leech is to its victim, she couldn't stop. She had started drinking at a young age and our parents didn't exactly like that, and she didn't care. The fighting always happened and there was no getting away from it so I just toned it put even ever I could. She was suppose to be the one I looked up to as we were growing up, she was the one to make the good choices and make a good impression on me. It was the other way around though, I made the good choices and I didn't do the things I shouldn't have (broken the law a bunch of times in the past but not as much as my sister). She had become a drunk when we got older, being the age of thirty six I believe. She has told me that she would get better, try to fix her problem. It hasn't happened yet, she still is drinking and lots of it now. The drinking problem got worse when her relationship with Clara, her spouse and had given me her phone (for a reason) when it all happened. It ended because of her drinking problem and I had thought that would have helped her to get some help, though that hasn't happened yet.

Our relationship, my sister and I, it was...okay I guess? We didn't talk much at first cause she was older then I was and constantly out with her friends. When we did actually interact it was pure bliss, we didn't argue all that much but did have are fights and they were not the prettiest things to see may I add. Harriet was half the time there for me when I needed help with something or anything in that matter but the other half she was just gone. It wasn't all that great when she wasn't there for me, as I was always there for her when she needed help and it did hurt for a while. I didn't hold it in all this time either, I told her to her face once. I told her that it wasn't fair that she wasn't there for me when I was always there for her, getting her out of tough spots and lying for her and taking the blame for things. Maybe I shouldn't have done that, maybe that was stupid of me to do. She is my sister and I would have done anything for her, besides covering up murder. When we got older, we didn't talk as much yet again but we always stayed connected and made sure we keep ourselves updated with each other (I think I don't really know much about his relationship with his sister so I am just making it up as I go). The drinking I know isn't getting any better and her temper isn't all that great either, nor is thinking about what she says. She just says it, and some of the things hurt and stick to me. I don't blame her that much, it's all the alcohol she puts in her body. The fact that she keeps doing it and doesn't even try to get help ticks me off the most, when she says she's going to get help...she just doesn't and I stopped telling her to do it. That's her choice if she wants to get help or not.

When I went to school I was just some normally kid. I wasn't picked on to much and I wasn't the popular kind of kid. I was in the middle I guess you could put it. When I was a kid I wasn't the most social person, I didn't like to talk to people; I was really shy. The few friends I actually had were really the only ones I had during my life time and I was happy with the people I was friends with. But I was picked on by people, some just wanted to do it for fun, others just flat out didn't like me so they would hurt me more then the ones that just teased me. They would take my stuff and put it in the bathroom toilets, one time they poured a milkshake over my head during lunch. That wasn't the highlight of my school days, but I never held a grudge about it now. I got my payback when I was younger and it was sweet, but why would I hold on a grudge when I was sixteen years old all this time? That would be stupid in my opinion and so I never held it. As I went through school, I was a pretty smart kid. I was smarter then anyone in my grade but went tumbling down when I hit senior year, but got back up in the middle of it. My college years were oh so not great, I had a hard time the first year, partied the seconded year. I got myself back together the other three years I had and then I headed into the service. My parents had wanted me to be a lawyer or a successful Doctor. I made part of their dream true, I was a doctor but I was a doctor for the Army. I enjoyed doing my part, I enjoyed being out there and helping. I didn't enjoy the constant death under my care, the constant being shot at, killing a few people when I was out in Afghanistan. Other then that and getting shot in my shoulder my life had been pretty "average" before I got in contact with Sherlock. The thrill of going on cases gave me a certain high and I couldn't get enough of it. "Oh god yes" is what I said on our first case when it was over. Asking me if I wanted to continue and I couldn't not say yes.

Like I've said, I haven't fully gotten rid of Sherlocks things. I left things like they were, I didn't move them often. The only times I did was when I cleaned up a little, the dust that would constantly be around. Even though Sherlock hated it when Mrs. Hudson did it, I did it anyway cause I wasn't just gonna let it be there. Anyway, I moved things that could have been moved. His chemistry set he always had in the kitchen, Mrs. Hudson had moved it and up it in a box with his violin, skull, and a few other small things. The boxes were put in his room, his closet actually. Mrs. Hudson had talked about taking the set to a school close by, but I told her no and that it should just stay here. No point in doing that right? right. Seeing as Sherlock is back and alive, he should still have his stuff right? Yes he should. Later on I'll probably think of this as a big joke and laugh about it, but right now I don't really feel like laughing about it. Even though it happened and we talked it through, doesn't mean I won't be angry at some point or another. But I feel as I should give Sherlock a break. He's been gone for two years, he was doing things probably that were important who knows. I'm not gonna go off on him, I can be a saint (surprisingly of course and I am surprised I haven't blown my top of everything Sherlock had done but oh well. I just live with it.)

My sexuality had always confused me, I always thought I was straight but when I hit the age of sixteen I had done some 'experimenting' every so often. I would be lying if I said I hadn't gone out with a guy. One guy before, and that was it. I just wanted to see...I don't know something. After that I only dated girls, but I realize in later years that my feelings had started to change and over time woman weren't really my thing anymore. I tired to sorta "shove" that away for some reason, but I had accepted what I was and what I wanted to date and all that. Love was simply love and there wasn't anything I could do to change that. Of course I knew Sherlock didn't have that kind of knowledge, [b]Sexuality. I understood that and all, and I really didn't care what he was or what he liked or what he would want to date (if he actually did do that). When he told me that he actually loved me it hit me with a big surprise, but it made me happy. All the people that would constantly ask if I was gay, or saying that they were surprised that I 'wasn't' gay, and that me and Sherlock weren't a thing. The constant teasing was always annoying and sometimes Sherlock would entertain that idea and play along and say side comments and everything, but I would just roll with it and I would say some things back whenever Sherlock came up with something. It didn't work all the time cause Sherlock always has to have the last say in something, he would out live God just to get the last say in something.

The feeling of a pout filled the air, a slight unhappy feeling filled it as well. The seeming joke I had make didn't get through to Sherlock and it must have hurt him a little bit and it made myself feel upset. I looked back at him and had a kind expression on my face towards him and a tiny grin "I was only joking Sherlock" I said to him calmly "I'm sorry" I said apologetically to him, saying it sincere. My eyes soft and gentle but looking back at Mrs. Hudson who was also looking at Sherlock. She did at first had a small angry look on her face, but it was only cause she didn't have enough food. "warn me next time" she had said, so she could have prepared before she had come. She was always a sweet landlady, always had and always will be. "I guess I can go and help John get those boxes with your lab equipment again, good thing I didn't take it to a school" she said to him and I just chuckled a tiny bit. "I convinced her not to take it away and give it to the school." I said quietly.

I knew when Mrs. Harrison first laid eyes on Sherlock, she wouldn't be mad. Surprised yes but other then that,nothing to be surprised about. She tilted her head a little bit at him, but just shrugged her small shoulders. "I'm glad you are back Sherlock.." she said to him softly, a small smile growing onto her old face. She let out a soft grunt when she glanced at the food she had brought and back to the two of us that we're standing side by side "I wish I had brought some more if I knew you where here but, I didn't and a reason why is cause I thought you were dead" she said with a small sigh and a shrug of her shoulders again "Oh well, we will make do I suppose" she said with a smile "I'm just happy you are back and well" she said kindly to him. It had made me smile a bit, letting my eyes glance up at the tall gentleman next to me. My eyes filled with kindness and calmness, letting a tiny smirk grow onto my face for a second but letting it go. Sherlock had tried to protest about the whole lot having enough food thing and Mrs. Hudson dismissing it and saying "don't be silly" and "you will eat something and you will like it" and I just found it kind of funny. She didn't get mad at Sherlock for leaving and I knew she wouldn't, maybe being mad about not having enough food to suit everyone but other then that she was happy to see the Detective again. As I moved to the kitchen and leaned against the table a little, I looked at Sherlock and gave him another small grin "Oh come on Sherlock" I said to him calmly "You should eat something, you've been gone for so long you must be hungry" I smirked a little as I reached out and grabbed a apple from the fruit bowl I had on the table. Taking a bite on bright red apple and swallowing it "Yes, yes you must be" Mrs. Hudson said "And I will not be taking no as a answer" she said with a small glare towards him, though it was all in good spirit and not in any way mean or angry. She gave a small chuckle as she moved things around and grabbed a homemade butter croissant (which were really really good) and handed it to Sherlock. I looked up at him "you should take it" I said to him, swallowing the bite of apple I had in my mouth "She spent time making those and they are very good" I say to him gently, a smirk on my face. He never eats and it's something you need to do to function. He can argue about it all he wants, he needs it.

[ooc.] don't sweat it cx it was a lovely post <333 you will probably get this post later today or tomorrow :333 I also feel like I repeat things over and over ;-; blah I also made this a paragraph shorter and tons of OOC chat sorry ;-; cx to many ideas for this thread tbh
oooo they could get a dog n.n like redbeard maybe? something like that idk in a way
johnlock is plain as day in the show, it's just hidden. I remember one episode when John had a date and Sherlock said they had to go do something and he said he had a date. And Sherlock asked what that was and he said It was when two people liked each other go out and have fun and so on and Sherlock said that was what he was saying and I'm Ike wtf John u.u it's so painfully obvious and I'm just like "f.uck already please or something"
exactly xD I would've been in jail for life for man slaughter xD
yep xD John always gets food when they go out and Sherlock is just sitting there with nothing and John is like "you are getting something to eat whether you like it or not" sometimes xD He must eat and if he doesn't eat he would be dead and John tells him that xD "you need it"
hehe same like omg
yessss <333
same with your picture like beyond cute i am having so much muse just from those pictures like yes
i won't let this thread die out
never cause it's just getting good like yes
no time soon like yah
I love his pictures like omg they are all amazing
that last one omg that would be great that is one in a million amazing like omg we are totally gonna do that <3333
I think I've seen that picture somewhere, I can probably go out and look for it at some point if I can find it but that does sound amazing n.n ive said that with all of those like omg xD like John is a tea pot on a stove cause of Sherlock while they are out getting stuff he's like "not gonna kill him not gonna kill him" xD and the cover up he has could make John laugh a lot cause he is used to sherlocks face and such xD
omg that is ever more perfect, I love that idea, I love all the ideas we have here cause like it's all adorable n.n john and sherlock dancing and just being cute hehe
yes yes hehe cause it's freaking funny and John is like "wtf why are you doing that" and just being upset cause he shot holes in the wall and ugh n.n they could do a case off the "A Scandal in Belgravia" or "the great game" I really liked that episode tbh the lack of solar system knowledge on Sherlock my god and John having explosive on him
that shot me in the heart (no pun intended cause you know he said "can stop his heart") or when they go to sherlocks brothers house and he doesn't have any cloths on and they just start giggling A Scandal in Belgravia of course and the two brothers arguing about putting on clothes and it was just funny as hell xD
there was also a scene or two in the episode of the scandal that I liked a lot. one was when they met The woman and she's all naked and all over Sherlock and such. John could get jealous and everything and when those guys come and demand the code and are like "we will shot John in three seconds" sort of thing. really anything in that show should happen cause I also really love that episode watching right now actually we can do that case (and sense it is sort of a Christmas one we can do the picture I put on this post and just yes cx and Sherlock plays a lot of violin in that episode too) and the whole having Sherlock sorta upset that she is 'dead' thing and she gets John to go see her and John is all like "you have hurt him boba nlah" thing and she's all "are you jealous?" "I have been flirting with him" and so forth and this is also when Mrs. Hudson was held hostage at a point and they had hurt her and he's all like "you gonna die now b.itches" (if you have seen that episode I would think) and this can all be a bit before they start dating or they just start dating and so forth. No we shall do this case cause I really liked that episode
but yes they should be in relationship while that happens
thank you n.n
yeah i will just be super tired and everything while I'm with my friend and family and I'll probably pass out cx
and don't worry I understand totally don't sweat it I made this post while my best friend was a sleep cx

edit~ I have no shame in what I am about to do to you, it is simply more ideas of which we can use later on in the role play like a few of these will happen no joke

(we can also have Sherlock have one of those cigarette cravings and he goes all crazy and freaking out and being just..crazy)

double edit ;-;
I look back and I am watching a episode and I realize that Jim didn't have John and Mrs. Hudson and the Lestrade hostage he just said he did to make him jump *hits head* I'm dumb but it was a better idea then them
not being held hostage but they did have people locked on each of them and would kill them if Sherlock didn't jump *shrugs* that has jumped out of my memory I suppose lol and I realize that Sherlock had jumped right in front of him and there was no garbage dumpster and all that xD anyway, i know that now cause I re-watched the episode lol and that he tried to make him look like a fake and all that and that was the reason why Jim killed himself and such (I forgot about the episode because I forgot about what happened) and how he actually lived and everything that happened yeah forget I said that John was thinking he landed in a dumpster please lol (I FORGOT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED OMG)

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: black; margin-top: -5px;] Functioning like a regular person could have its ups and downs. Of course being partners with Sherlock, it tends to be kind of hard to keep up sometimes. It's like he never needs to sleep, he just has the energy and keeps going. Only taking a few hour naps and getting right back up to start again, and at times I can't do that. Doing all nighters are rather hard, I tend to pass out and Sherlock shaking me to get up again to go off and do something. Coffee is something that I run towards when we have to do all nighters, and sometimes I can last a whole night; but those are far and between. Unlike Sherlock I need sleep, and eat. I eat when I'm hungry or haven't eaten for a while, unlike Sherlock who can go on for a few days without eating a thing. Coffee is something he lives off of, and it's rather impressive but not always healthy. The sleepless nights I do with Sherlock when we leave and go off to do some case tend to affect me much more then Sherlock sense he is so used to not having a routine or something along those lines. Six hours is what I need everyday, maybe eight hours if I don't feel like getting out of bed but normally I function normally with six hours of sleep and I'm good for the day. Though it can be a disadvantage at times but, I work with it and I just drink a bunch of coffee while running around when I know it's gonna be one of a few all nighters we have. Along side of Sherlock having the worst thing for boredom, it was like his worse enemy or something. He doesn't take it lightly and he hates it, absolutely hates it. I know cause when I'm passed out on the sofa in the flat I tend to get woken up a few times by him telling me he's extremely bored; and those are when I get really grumpy with him.

Trying to entertain a bored Sherlock can be hard, with him being so stubborn and being super smart that is. Brining up small cases that clients have sent us, though he never really takes them. They have to be 'interesting' or 'spark his interest' for him to actually get in a case, or even leave the flat. It could get frustrating at times dealing with his boredom, hearing him complain in the background as I do something. Either it be me reading or writing a blog or something in nature, and Sherlock saying there is nothing to do. The things I suggest for him to do are to boring or don't work on him unlike any other person. Through out the whole flat there is some examples of Sherlocks handwork of being bored, ranging from stains in the table and kitchen to the incident to his window at fu.cking 3 in the morning. It ranges from how bored he gets, which can go from 1 to 10 and it can go up in a matter of a second. It's nice when he entertains himself, from waltzing around the flat to playing on his violin. He plays a violin very well and I do enjoy listening to him play, but I don't exactly like it when he makes me dance around with him. I'm not exactly the best at dancing, though when he makes me do it every so often he gives me pointers and tries to teach me how to dance. It's cute, but annoying when he tells me "you aren't doing that right" or "that's not how I showed you" sometimes, though I tend to surprise him when I actually get it right. Like I said, dancing isn't my thing but I do it for him. If he asked me to dance with him again, would I say no? Of course not, I'll dance with him if he wants me too.

Sure I've been called the mother hen a few times, but can you blame me? I tend to do so sense 98% of what he does it dangerous or stupid. Even though I say it's not a good idea, it never really does anything. It doesn't contain him, and I don't try to. I just don't want to bloody hurt himself, that's all. I understand going outside the lines of safety to get to your goals is something I understand, but sometimes it's not all that of a good idea. I understand that Sherlock doesn't listen to what I say when it comes to me 'mother hening' him, but at least he hears my concern. He tends to give me a face, or not a face at all when I do; and it makes me just scoff and roll my eyes but it also makes me just laugh cause of the ridiculousness that results in the matter. The times he stomps around the furniture or him messing around with the windows, just something i tend to notice and get annoyed with. Of course we have dents in the furniture from Sherlocks constant stomping on them, and sometimes it make me grumpy but I just push it aside and not worry about it. It's not important, and so I push it away and think of the more important things of my day. Anyway, just to conclude I just worry sometimes and want to think of at least a safer way of doing things. Though I just go along with whatever crazy stunt he does and talk to him about how stupid it was and how he could have died and him just shrugging it off.

The whole 'dying' thing was something I tend to get a rush off, it was like a drug to me. I craved it much like someone craving heroin, it was terrible but I loved it. It gave me that adrenaline rush and it made me feel alive, it was something I missed when I left the military. The rush of almost dying but it wasn't something I would go back too. The cases and the thrill of it all was something I loved, dangerous people I connected to the most. Having the thrills and chases are things I loved and digging in murder cases were the ones I liked the most or of course ones that sounded the most interesting (like Sherlock). While working with the police and continuing to work with Sherlock multiply times of annoying comments and theories on Sherlock always make me angry. People don't know Sherlock like I do, under that cold, manipulate arsehole of a man is a actual human being. And I've spent a lot of time with this man and I know a few sides of him that other people don't know, and it's a actual privilege to see those sides of him that I had never seen before. Say what you will of him, it p.isses me off to no end, but if people didn't wanna actually see past the shell then sure (even though it can be rather hard to do that) be my guest. But don't try to change my mind on him, cause nothing will ever make me see different of him. Nothing, and unless I see some evidence; I still wouldn't believe it. Not at all, he was a good guy when you get to know him and we have our moments. Spending time with him wasn't always a bad thing, even though people call me a saint for living with him but I didn't mind at all. Being around him was..I don't know; fun? great? I don't know how to put it, but I can just say it's not bad like other people might think. He was my best friend and nothing would change my view I had on him, nothing.

People tend not to dig deeper then as far as other people go, they just see what they want to see and base their facts on just that. You can't just describe him by what you know; sure people do that, but not everything people say about him is always true. He can be a manipulative areshole but he can be a little bit kind, much more then he was before and when I first met him. It was something that most people couldn't believe but it was something that happened. Press could tend to stretch the truth on things and make up lies and that was something they were known for. They are the press, newspaper, they always do stuff like that. Annoying it was yes, nothing could be done about that though. I remember when they had snapped a picture of Sherlock in the god forsaken hat he hates so much and it made him so mad that they got a picture of him in it and the way they titled it. He got on me about it cause I was the only who got him the stupid hat the first time, and it was just a joke at first before the press go in it. He went on a rant about the whole hat thing and how it was one of the ugliest things he has ever scene and how other people could wear it drove him even more crazy.

Children would more then likely have broken his set of she had taken it to a school, but I had made sure that she didn't. It was a expensive set of tools and and it was used to help with cases, so why would we get rid of it. I took a another bite from the apple and listened to Mrs. Hudson and Sherlock conversation with about his chemistry set and when he spoke towards me I looked up from my apple and swallowed before I spoke "[b]Yeah you don't have to worry, it safe and everything is there and nothing broken" I said to him giving him a small smile and chuckled at the same time. I shrugged my shoulders at the last thing he said"Mrs. Hudson came up with the idea, she thought the children would enjoy I guess" I said to him and shrugged again. Mrs. Hudson grunted "Just thought they would like it, good thing John changed me mind...I had my mind set on that idea for a while" she said to Sherlock but sighed softly as she grabbed a cookie and took a bite out of it. He would have been pretty upset if she had actually taken it to a school, and he would probably ask if we could go and get it back. I'd probably save up and just get him another one, a present for Christmas (sense it was coming around). I knew how much he liked his set cause he constantly would use it for just weird, small experiments here and there and just so weird things with them. Leaving things in the fridge like thumbs or eyeballs weren't something people would normally find in a fridge, but here you will and I just don't bother with them. Unless they are making the whole flat stick then I'll do something about it of course.

I watched Sherlock look at the buttery pastry with distrust and I just sorta arched my brow at how he reacted to it, like it was something he has never seen before. As he took a few bites from the pastry I just grunted "If you really don't wanna eat it.." I said in a calm tone "You don't have to eat all of it...some of it at least" I said to him as I took a final bite from the red apple and threw the apple in the trash bin. Mrs. Hudson looked at me with confusion in her eyes "But John, I would think he needs to eat something" she said to me and I just shrugged "He seems to be okay, and I'm not saying he shouldn't eat cause he should.." I said running my hand through my hair "He doesn't seem to want anything right now.. Though I at least want him to eat part of it" I said softly, chewing on my tongue lightly. Mrs. Hudson just nodded at me as she took another bite from the sugar cookie she had in her hand. Maybe he did wanna eat it he could, I was just giving him a suggestion if he really didn't wanna eat. I grabbed a small piece of candy she had brought along with the other things she had and just popped it in my mouth, quietly sucking on it for a moment before chewing it and swallowing it. Sherlock was a picky eater, I knew that but I could sorta tell he was liking it. If he didn't he would haven't taken a few more bites out of the buttery pastry.

[ooc.] hehe well okay <33
anyway i don't mind either way, we can do that if you want tbh i don't care cx it's nothing though we can go through pm to plot/chat xD
yes yes it should be like it could be on the side of the road, limping and so John takes the poor pup home with him and cleans him up and puts a bandage or two on the dog and Sherlock comes home and sees that or is already home and John manages to sneak the dog inside without Sherlock knowing and finds out and is all like "why do you have a dog?" and johns all defensive like "I found it on the streets Sherlock, I wasn't gonna let it stay in the rain and have it get hurt more then it already is" and Sherlock is all like "oh god okay" and what not lol and the dog can be really dirty and when he gives the dog a bath you see it's beautiful red fur underneath all that dirt and later on Sherlock is like "oh my gerh" and when they are dating and actually sleep in the same room the dog could sleep at their feet on the bed or when Sherlock is trying to get used to the dog it like rubs against him and acts all cute and just ugh <3 c: I was also thinking about dog breeds and I was just staying with the idea of a Irish setter or a English setter tbh

i know ughhhhhhhhhh it's just like do it just do it
it's terrible like you need food to live you aren't some..person who doesn't need food you need it and you will die if you don't.
i can't wait either! i just want to role play the fluff so bad like ugh it will be so adorable and sweet and funny and just amazing c:
yes yes i totally agree with you like fantastically adorable <333 and yeah John would crack up laughing whenever he puts on a new disguise and all that and makes Sherlock go outside and get fresh air a few times and it's just yee n.n <3333
we shall and it will happen child <33 i really wanna do that the scandal case cause ugh it's just great hehe i already rewatched all the episodes and it's just fantastic i could re watch it over and over if i wanted too i love all of them cause they are all so amazing
that was amazing i was like "drop the sheet!!" >w< john would be like "oh my god" and just blush if we do that part in the rp and Sherlock would smirk at John and everything and make John blush even more and just ugh and that was amazing yes him being like that that was really funny lol and the ashtray that was hilarious c'x
it will be great, brining irene would be make it all great and stuff and yeah i thought that was funny as hell lol xD and yeah they can totally start dating after if you would like I don't mind i just want them to start dating and also have jealous John and all that stuff that happened in that case. maybe they can be dating before the case and she doesn't know that they are dating and of course she is like naked and all over him for the reason of which yeah and john is just kinda jealous and upset maybe? idk i just like the idea of that for some reason lol
thank you darling <33 i am less busy now cause my family has now left to go back home and im just now i can sit on my butt and relax waiting for my friend to come back from Seattle cause she is really the only person I hang out with outside of school xD
my god those pictures are so cute /3\ i love them all n.n I like the Christmas sweater thing that would be adorable and funny cx but all of those are so cute we are loaded with ideas for this to never die out
aww cute I think I've seen that before and read it and whatever. though you are right we would have to change it cause we are kinda going away from the point and yeah xD
my grandpa and uncle are arguing over political things and everything and it's killing me like my god my grandpa is saying some stupid stuff and it's terrible he's saying some heartless sh.it and saying all this terrible solutions and everything and it's just ugh it's making my ears bleed

I think Molly should have a hard time sense she had a huge crush on Sherlock, she could still like have those moments and when she realizes it she's all like "omg I'm so sorry I didn't realize what I was doing" and just gets awkward and says "I'm gonna leave" and leaves? idk I just thought that could be a good idea my brain has a sh.it ton of ideas for this like my god I haven't had this much muse for a thread sense one of my favorite threads that died out a long while ago

okay take all the time you need n.n

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: black; margin-top: -5px;] When John moved into the flat with Sherlock, John was surprised with how patient he was with Sherlock. At the time when John first moved in, he was sorta grumpy with Sherlock. He didn't exactly enjoy the sulking and everything that made Sherlock Sherlock at first for a few days, he wasn't used to that. But after about a week, he was used to it and didn't have much of a problem with Sherlock at all. He got used to everything and didn't see anything wrong with Sherlock, besides having to check Sherlock when he wasn't being very nice or needed to re think what he was saying cause other people didn't understand what he was saying. Sherlock would just raise a eyebrow at John when he said that, saying that he needed to 'dumb it down' for other people, and would just shrug and do it. After that he would just chuckle at how much he dumbed it down for people and how people didn't exactly understand him. Well you are super smart and people don't understand sometimes, and Sherlock knew that but would forget it sometimes and not say it to people in a way they would understand. John would go explain to them if that give them the normal look, the look of "what the hell?" sort of look. The time John had spent with Sherlock, the more Sherlock started to grow on him. The feelings of just friendship had started to form into something more and it made John have knots in his stomach constantly. He was sure that those feelings would go away, but he was very much wrong and those feelings just glued on to him and would not go away. It wasn't that he wanted them to go away, he just didn't want those feelings to affect anything that he had with Sherlock. He didn't want his feelings to make things awkward between the to, he didn't want that at all.

The feelings John started to have towards Sherlock first started to show light was when they were working together for about 10 months. With how much time they spent together and everything, he just started to get those feelings bubbling in the pit of his stomach. John tired to not think of them any more then he had too, he didn't want them to affect him or the way he thought or how he worked with Sherlock when they did cases. Normally they didn't affect him
when they were working together, but he never said that they weren't there. The feelings were just in the back of his mind and on occasion they came out whenever they were working together but he never spoke about them. At the end of the day or when a case has been solved and they have nothing to do, that was when the feelings sparked out. They filled his mind and he couldn't get them out of his head. It drive him crazy, and with him bottling them up for so long he felt like he exploded when he told his feelings to Sherlock, the wave of pressure and anxiety washed away (even though John had gotten more feelings; anger and sadness. but those feelings are also gone now too so yeah).

Of course John's sulks weren't as bad as Sherlock's. He didn't leave for days on end when he was in one of those, but would tend to come back when something sparked his interest or was out of the cave of sulking. John tended to just be grumpy and p.issy for a few days till he felt better, normally they don't last very long. A few days is pretty bad for John cause you know when it's that long you really know he is upset and or angry. They last for a day or two, nothing longer normally. He generally didn't speak to anyone unless he had to when he was sulking. Sherlocks way tended to have him cursing a lot in the flat and a lot of angry stares, which John could feel digging in the back of his head every time cause he knows the feeling more then anyone. Sometimes he sighs loudly which can get a tad annoying but he never says anything about it when Sherlock is in that mood. He lets him do his thing sense when John tries to help in a way it doesn't work. Sometimes it does sometimes it doesn't, it's up to Sherlock if he wants it or not. When Sherlock just sorta gets up and leaves for a few days, when John was first starting to work with him and he a sulk he would get annoyed a little easier and when he just left John would freak. But now, John is used to this behavior and is used to Sherlock leaving for days at a time but he does worry sometimes; not knowing where he has been all that time. Other then that his sulks weren't as bad as people think, when he lays on the couch and just stays there sometimes John thinks he's dead (in a joking way of course) because of the way he doesn't move and doesn't say anything. People would think he's dead if they didn't see him moving as he was breathing. Not putting on cloths was something he did on some occasion, just wearing his bedsheets. Sometimes makes John have a mental nose bleed, but doesn't say anything besides "you should put something on" or something like that but Sherlock just doesn't say anything and goes with it and John doesn't say anything about it, just goes with it.

John wasn't happy when he had found out that Sherlock took drugs, heroin (or crack? I forget) actually. He was at all, just because the world was boring and dull didn't mean that he needed to turn to drugs. When John found Sherlock at a worn down building with crack heads he wasn't what you call happy. He took him out of that place, not without Sherlock arguing with him saying that it was for a 'case' and John didn't see that way and didn't think that all of that should have been done for a case. He had taken Sherlock to Molly to get tested, of course he didn't have to, he already knew but he wanted to check and all that stuff. When they did get the test back from Molly, she wasn't happy either and had slapped him right in the face. Telling him how could he destroy something so perfect and take it for granted and do something like this to himself. John still wasn't happy and he just took him home, only to find his older brother there and telling him that it was rather stupid of him to have done that and telling him there was really no need, in his cocky attitude of his. Of course it made Sherlock p.issed and ended up hurting Mycroft a bit, making John tell him to shut up and not aggravate Sherlock when he was high, he wouldn't have been surprised if Sherlock broke his arm at that moment in time. Anyway, Sherlock hasn't done that for a rather long time. Telling John that he was able to get over it without needing any help, and to what John has seen he sorta believes him. He seems to be fine and not needing to do it again, and he would be rather happy if he didn't do it again of course. There really was no need for him to do it again, even though he thought the world was boring and dull. There is no reason for him to go and do it again anytime soon. (Even if he had his reasons on to why he wanted/needed too).

When there was a chance of death, John was left behind. John wasn't happy cause he knew Sherlock was out in the life of death situation by himself and John wasn't there with him. He didn't want Sherlock to be by himself in those situations cause he didn't want Sherlock to die. He didn't want him out of his life, and he scared him when Sherlock was out in those situations. On occasion John would try and track down Sherlock, he doesn't take no for a answer when it was around this kind of stuff. It wasn't about the adrenaline rush of it all, it was about Sherlock and him possibly dying. He knows Sherlock knows that, he knows that there could be a possibility of him dying but John didn't want him to be by himself when he could need the back up or need someone with him at any point in time. When John finds Sherlock, he always gets yelled at. Saying that it was a stupid idea for him to come and find him and that he could die. When he yells at him John doesn't have his tail tucked between his legs and whine like a wet dog, he tells him that it was stupid for him to be alone when he knows he needs help or something along those lines. Normally John does stay back, but not when he knows it's not good for Sherlock to go alone.

His chemistry set would have been a big hit at the school but it wouldn't have lasted very long. The set was for sure expensive and they probably wouldn't know how to use it. He would have been really upset if his set was gone, but it wasn't. John listened to Sherlock speak about his chemistry set and how it wasn't the best idea to get rid of it and such things like that, the slight frown in his brow and face pulled it all together and he just listened to him talk. There wasn't much to it, his set was all together and put up somewhere still in good condition and there wasn't anything for him to worry about. John could tell that the subject has been dropped and it should, no need to continue on about children messing with his set and it breaking and how bad of a idea it was. John knew he had other unspoken reasons of which it would be a bad idea, but dropping the topic was a good idea.

Mrs. Hudson just gave a smile as Sherlock are the buttery pastry "Well I am happy that you ate it at least" she said softly to Sherlock and he just grinned. John looked at him for s split moment before he quietly went and grabbed a glass and put a little bit of brandy in the glass, pouring the brown alcoholic liquid in the cup. Mrs. Hudson grunted at me and it startled me slightly and he turned to look at her and he just grunted back at her "Really?" she said rolling her eyes playfully at me and John just frowned my brows [b]Oh it's just a little he said to her softly as he put the bottle away and grabbed the glass, and brought it up to his lips and took a drink from it. John gingerly placed the glass down, looking over at Sherlock. Mrs. Hudson just shrugged her shoulders at me "I'm teasing you john" she said softly and he just chuckled at her "Now Sherlock would you like something to drink then?" she asked him kindly, John just chewed on his tongue lightly as he grabbed his glass and took another drink from it. John was more then happy to get Sherlock a glass of brandy or a cup of tea or whatever, he'd be happy to anyway.

[ooc.] okay <333
omg that would be great and cute at the same time. John would be like "Jesus okay Sherlock we will" and it would just be cute and maybe John could like come home from
doing whatever he is doing and sees Sherlock and the dog are just sorta chilling and just acting cute like sherlock could try to get him to do tricks and stuff yes
yes it's so cute <333
omg yeah xD they can't like they are immortal and all that but they aren't omg cc
sammmeee I really want the fluff fluff
awh yeah n.n we got ideas for days like fr fr
I couldn't agree with you more <333
it's a fantastic idea cause it's Sherlock in a bed sheet like omg hell yeah xD
we can totally have that stuff in there cause that sounds amazing and it just gives me life as well and it's just ugh <3
I have no more social events so I'm all good but yeah school is coming soon and I'm just like no ew
yeah I did n.n I hope you had fun with everything you were doing!! <33
I'm glad you liked them hehe n.n
thank you <333 I just don't listen to him cause pretty much everything he said was freaking stupid and yeah I just don't listen to that cx but again I'm happy that you like hose pictures I really like them too n.n
omg that's a good idea like he was unaware of like some dude with a gun and when he like turns around the corner someone like boom shoots him and John just feels pain and blood and like goes into shock and passes out (idk where he should be shot..like idk somewhere that's not good. I mean getting shot isn't good anyway but like not getting shot in the leg or arm somewhere that isn't good at all? if I make sense? lol xD) but like wakes up in the hospital and just groggy and all over the place and Sherlock is just there next to him and he's just so happy and maybe cries idk is just smiley and sorta starts smothering him and John is like "now you are starting to become a mother hen" and just chuckles a tiny bit and Sherlock just sorta pouts at that and John just kisses his cheek and tells him it's not s bad thing and smiles and Sherlock smiles and just ugh
and ik poor Molly >v<
yeee
and omg yes a million times yes this shall happen cause um yes John could just sorta see Sherlock in his room and he's just looking at the scars he has and just makes a face at his body and John pouts and he just comes over to Sherlock and he gets flustered and goes to grab his shirt but John just keeps him from doing that and just touches a few of them and Sherlock just sorta looks away and John goes and kisses a few of them and looks at Sherlock and takes his chin in his hand and tilts his head towards him and kisses Sherlock and he says "I don't see why you like..this gross looking body" or something along those lines and John is just like "I don't see anything wrong with you..I love what I see" or something and just ugh yes
bruh after this scene or whatever what plot should we do? I don't care which one cause they are all so wonderful n.n and how far we should time skip, like it could be when they just start dating or they are progressing into dating or whatever I don't care cx
and sorry with this and the grammar I decided I wanted to do third person right in the middle of my post and I had to go back and fix it and yeah sorry about that and that the post is rushed and short (like a paragraph short) and stuff like that I just even though school is gonna happen soon I still will have muse for this thread like no joke

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; text-align: justify; font-size: 10px; color: black; margin-top: -5px;] The press were relentless people, never took no for a answer. They always asked questions over and over, left to right and it would always annoy John to no end. Some tended to write lies in the paper, giving John and Sherlock their 'nicknames'. Along side tons of pictures, in turn they had snapped a picture of Sherlock in that God awful hat that he hates so much. The press wasn't always a problem but as the dynamic duo started to become more and more popular the more the press swarmed like a pack of flies to rotting flesh. If you rubbed the wrong side of someone in the press it wasn't soon after you find someone bad about you in the newspapers, not true things or twisting your words to make it seem like you said something bad. John never really liked the press and would like to stay away from them and not talk to them, though there are times when the two of them have to but that was the only way he would talk to them. Anyway, John was a fan of socializing, to a certain extent that is. The lad enjoyed to have conversations with other human beings, but he also enjoyed the quiet just as much. Most people don't like a over talkative person, and John was one of those people who didn't enjoy them. Though John had a thing with talking with people, before he moved in with Sherlock he lived by himself. Hey he said he liked the quiet but being by yourself can be rather boring and lonely at a time, and a conversation with someone keeps him from going crazy.

Even though John enjoyed the presence of other people he didn't mind just having one or two people or none to be completely honest with you. If someone was to strike a conversation with him then he would most likely respond, as long as the other was snarky a.sshole. He can stand one and that one is actually showing kindness more, but another snarky a,sshole would probably throw him over the edge. So if another person was to be a b,itch to John it normally didn't end all to well. He'd end up saying snarky rude things to that person, which was sorta out his character but could happen. Other then that John happened to look out for number of people, simply cause of the way he was and from the time he spent in Afghanistan. When he was in Afghanistan you were to look out for everyone and they were to look out for you. It was just something that stuck with him and he just does it for other people. Sherlock may not understand but he did, it just felt right to him and he liked looking out for others. John sorta just shrugs at the thought of it in all honesty whenever Sherlock asks him about it. John cares about people, he cares about Mrs. Hudson and Lestrade. He also cares about Sherlock, he was his best friend of course he would care about him. His health mattered to him and if he's okay and whatever, same with mrs. Hudson and Lestrade and Molly.

Taking time to learn about the stars and the galaxies is something people always loved (some people I suppose). John was one of them, he had taken a few classes when in college about the universes and galaxies. Reason? Simply cause he enjoyed to learn about things he didn't already know and it was something that sparked a interest in him. John would sometimes talk to Sherlock about it but he never listened seeing as he doesn't take time in the 'boring' and unnecessary' topics. In his own opinion he didn't think it was boring, it was rather interesting. He would bring up the topic for short spurts of time when Sherlock had to dig in that topic for a case and John would bring his insight on it. Whenever that happened John would tell him about 'at least learn some stuff about it' though that never happens so he doesn't push on about the topic. Moving through topics John enjoys some popular literature, not all but some. He watches the TV every so often to just relax or watch the news. Sherlock doesn't nesscesarrily find that interesting and he can understand that, not everyone enjoys that sort of thing. As you could tell sense there was no tv in the flat and simply a mirror over the fireplace. That was alright with John and he would simply read a book with some coffee/tea/brandy or on his laptop writing his blog or other things.

When Sherlock vanishes it isn't anything new to John. It was a normal thing that he did and it wasn't something out of the ordinary for him to vanishes for a few days or a week or so. If he's gone for longer then six days he starts to get worried but he tries not to over think it. John had grown used to all the abnormality that was there, even though at the beginning he was not at all. It didn't take long for him to get used to it of course, other people may take longer to get used to it but not John. Being best friends with Sherlock brings all kinds of problems and interesting situations, all different kinds. Some where more important then others, some stupid and some 'smart'. Sorta like our cases, we get all different kinds. Of course the cases have to be interesting to Sherlock for him to take it and I sorta understand that. Some of the clients cases weren't exactly...I don't know stupid? With a lack of better words, of course cases from clients aren't suppose to be stupid but my god some of the cases they had gotten were actually kind of stupid in a way and aren't exactly cases we would solve or ones that Sherlock wanted to dig around in.

Mrs. Hudson gave a smile at him and nodded and simply grabbed a cup she had placed on the table and poured tea into the cup. she looked up sat John and he looked back at her "John I was gonna ask you later, but I figured I would forget it I told you later" she said softly to the blonde and he just nodded at her [b]what is it Mrs.hudson? he asked her kindly, he watched her pick up the cup and hand it to Sherlock "I know you are gonna be heading off to the store later, and I was wondering if you could pick up a few things for me?" she asked him and he just smiled at her Of course I will, what is it that you need? he said to her and she gave him a wide smile "Oh thank you John, I was gonna go but I have a lot of stuff on my plate today and I wouldn't have been able to go" she said to kindly to him "ill pay you back John" and John just shook his head You don't have to Mrs.Hudson he said as he took another drink from the brandy and placed the cup down. what is it that you need? he asked her softly and she just grunted "I need some flour, sugar, eggs and plastic bags if you don't mind" she said to him and he nodded at her okay, I'll probably be leaving in a little bit anyway John said with a quiet grunt. He wasn't sure if Sherlock wanted to go or not, but if Sherlock wanted he could if he didn't he didn't have to but he was gonna ask him if he wanted too, it was only fair and nice for him to do so. Sherlock if you want to come with me..I just thought I asked he said kindly to Sherlock before he took another drink from his glass.

John had gotten a drink simply cause he wanted one, there wasn't any real reason why he needed one. It was simply cause he didn't feel like having tea at the moment. Maybe some would think it with how much information was thrown at the lad, with the whole Sherlock being alive the two two years he has been gone. But it truly wasn't the case this time, he just wanted something alcoholic to drink. For some people they might do that, drink a bit cause of how much information was through at them. John was always used to Sherlock throwing information at him and it was just a Sherlock thing for him to do. Nothing to out of the ordinary for John, other people it might be a bit to much to handle but for John it's just whatever. Of course it was a surprise to John that Sherlock was back and healthy, don't think it wasn't cause it was. But cause it was Sherlock and his he faked his death it wasn't a surprise to him that he did all of that. A normal person would have probably passed out if they say Sherlock standing in their living or punched him in the face, John had thought of one of those things but decided not. The feelings of wanting to hit him left, but he still had slight feelings of sadness still within him.

[ooc.] oh don't worry about it that happens to me all the time and it's sucks ;-; you still made a beautiful post though darling <33
tbh that's what happened last night at like 12 in the morning I finished this post and it logged me out and I died so I made this much shorter then it should have been I'm sorry ;-;
child you have read my mind that would be so cute but funny at the same time like omg xD that would be funny and John would just be like "I'm not gonna argue with you" and yes n.n
exactly ugh
hehe
probably longer if we continue to make plots and stuff cause like um yes lmao
bruh I knew you would yes omg
hehe well I'm glad you had fun
yes yes they are like yas
that would be great and John could be like "f.uck my shoulder just healed up" sort of having a playful way with it but is just like "I forgot how much it hurts to get shot" and is like hurting most the time but wants to leave the hospital acting like "I'm fine I can go home" but Sherlock is all like "what the hell no you got shot" and blah and it's just gonna be great hehe idk why I just like the idea of my characters getting hurt for some reason like why XD
I do love Molly she's a sweetheart <33 and I feel bad how much she suffers like ugh c': it hurts tbh
I agree with you like a million percent n.n
yes we could do like the store plot now if you want? cause I can't think of anything else for them to talk about at this point lol xD which I sorta already sent you right now like a few minutes ago lol xD but yes we can totally move into the Christmassy plots cause those are glorious n.n all of that sounds fantastic
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I will never not post to this I will always be her for this cause I really like this thread i have a few threads but I fear they may die out and this is one I really look forward to everyday and I get all happy when you post. not only cause I adore this thread I adore you my little cherry blossom <333 during school I write out what I want to say in roleplay and I type it out when I get home, so I don't not have muse or don't put it off cause yeah cx
no school cause snow woo ;-; I actually wanted to go to school tbh
anyway okay I sorta did it now n.n I just wanted to double check with you if it was okay with you and whatever <333

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 489px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: black; text-shadow: 0px 0px 1px black;][hr] John could careless about the press and press conferences. If they had to go and talk to them or have to go to a press conference then so be it, but he rather stay away from them the best he could. John didn't entirely care about the press or if they 'needed' to talk to him. He just ignores them and goes on with his day not bothering to give them any of his attention. Pictures were always being taken the bright lights and the sound of the flash annoy him to no end, making him grit his teeth together at how many times those cameras go off. Did they really need that many pictures? I suppose they did seeing as they took them as if their lift depended on it. He can't be exactly mad at them, it was just their job. But christ there is a thing called common courtesy if they didn't know what that is. With people sorta following you to take pictures or try to find some dirt on you, it can get kind of uncomfortable. Stalking was a thing for a while until it finally stopped at a moment in time, it just crawled up John's skin and gave him a itch he couldn't get rid of. The world didn't need to know what brand of cereal john buys or something along those lines. The stalking was a tad bit much and it just made John really uncomfortable, but i mean who wouldn't be right.

John wishes he had been closer to his sister Harriet but has yet to contact her for some time. He's called her on occasion to see how things were for her but she never answered or called him back and so he just stopped calling her as he had left enough messages for her. He does miss her of course, she was like the only family he had left as their parents died from a car accident years ago (making it up I don't care tbh ). So he had no real family anymore besides his sister Harriet who he doesn't see anymore, which makes him slightly upset but he goes on with life. He knows he can call her but he's tried that and she never answers so he just stopped, if she cared she would have called him back or at least given him a message on why she can't speak to him. When John had his family he was rather close to them, they were important to him and he cared about them. Family was important to him as they were the only ones he had, his mother and father and older sister. He knew Sherlock didn't have much interest in his family, though he would think he cared about them. As he wasn't a people person, though having a acceptances for four people and that was about it, though John was a more people person. He gave off more of a friendly ray then Sherlock did and that made people want to try and strike a conversation with him, that he looked like a friendly person, as he was. Sometimes he didn't really want to talk to others so he would tend to lie to them telling them that he didn't have time to talk or that he was just about to go do something. Sure some people might call that rude but he didn't exactly see the problem. At least he wasn't being rude to their faces which John didn't do to people that often.

Harriet's drinking problem caused for the two of them to not see each other anymore. She moved away and didn't wanna see the faces of those she knew because she knew they would judge her. Like John said before she mixed in with the bad crowd and the people she was 'friends' with weren't always the nicest. They gave her more beers even though she said she didn't want any but gave into peer pressure cause of it and thats what made John mad. The last time he spoke to his sister was on valentines day and she wasn't in a good spot, she had broken up with who ever she was dating and it caused her to drink more. John was just upset and angry at her, she could go get help but choices not to but he understand feeling self conscious about the problem you have. John just wishes he could go down to were she is and visit her for once, but normally he is busy with something. It sorta bothered John when people talked to him about his sister, saying that he should have put more effort into seeing her or try to get her some help with her problem. It made John boil over and he had to keep himself from snapping at those people. How dare they tell him what he had to do for his sister, they didn't know anything about the things he did for his sister and how much time and effort he put in on his sister. He tried everything to get her help, he made appointments for her to go to therapy or see a doctor or anything like that but she never went to them. He has tried talking to her but she wouldn't answer his calls or text messages. And when she did they were small ones like "merry Christmas" or "Happy birthday" and that was about it. She wouldn't have a full conversation with him. So no one had the nerve to tell him what he needed to do for his sister, as he has tried everything.

The lad was someone that people went to when they had a problem sometimes. He is surprised by that and doesn't exactly know what to do at first as he normally is the one that needs someone to talk too (ptsd .-.) though John had been getting better with his ptsd. Anyway the reason behind that is cause he gives off such a friendly ray that people often go to him and John still gets kind of surprised by it. He thinks of himself as someone who isn't good at giving advice or someone that can really isn't good with that sort of thing, but he guessed people thought other wise. At times it makes him uncomfortable but other times he will talk with them with whatever was wrong and try and see if he could help in some way. He generally likes to help people out with problems they have, as long as they aren't the term of 'stupid' he suppose. Like really stupid problems that didn't take s rocket scientist to figure out, other then that he is more then willing to help those that need it. He wasn't someone to push someones problems under the rug and forget about it, he was someone who actually liked to help even if he feels a little awkward about it.

When Sherlock asked if he could go rummage about for a different outfit John simply shrugged and nodded at him. He watched Sherlock walk away to his room to go and change into something else. As he walked away John had that slight feeling that something was wrong. He wasn't sure what it was that made him feel like that but he just felt it in the pit of his gut. Though didn't say anything about it, as Sherlock would most likely shrug it off or tell him that was he was feeling was nonsense or something like that. So he didn't intrude, if it was something Sherlock wanted to talk about he could bring it up. He wouldn't bother him about it but hey if he wanted to talk about he could if he wanted, all he was saying. Anyway, John just watched Sherlock walk away and in turn John grabbed the bottle of brandy again and poured more into his glass, and taking a large drink from it. He took the bottle and put it away, simply wanting more of it.

John took one last drink from his glass and placed it in the sink, taking his hand and running it through his slightly dirty blond hair as he turned on his heels to lean against the sink slightly. Mrs. Hudson grinned at him and he smiled back "thank you again John" she said to him and he just nodded at her its no problem Mrs. Hudson really he said with a kind tone of voice with a gentle smile on his face. he soon heard Sherlock walking back to the kitchen and he was slight surprised with what he saw. of course he was trying to look different, but John was just so used to seeing Sherlock as a Sherlock. John didn't say anything about it, all he did was give him a kind smile You look fine he told him softly as he pushed himself from lightly leaning on the sink. When he spoke to Mrs. Hudson she gave him a smile "It was a pleasure seeing you again Sherlock. Definitely should catch up yes" she said with a faint chuckle "Now I'll see you boys later" she called out to the two of them and John nodded at her with a slight grin Goodbye Mrs.Hudson, we'll see you later today. Come on Sherlock he said in a soft, gentle tone to the two of them.

-just sorta time skipped to them at the store cause why not?-

When the two of them were in the cab John couldn't help but smile at Sherlock every so often at what he was wearing. The smile he gave off wasn't a teasing or mean, it was just a warm and kind smile. John was used to Sherlocks curls all over the place, not all tucked away in a beanie. In all honesty and this was just his opinion he kind of liked him in the beanie, maybe with some of the curls showing more but other then that he liked the way he looked. As the two sat in the cab, sense the store was a little ways away (I think idk) the two had short conversations, but it was a all together it was a nice quiet ride. The cab had stopped and soon they were at the store, and John and Sherlock got out of the cab and John had watched the cab drive off for a split second before he walked into the store. He glanced at Sherlock for a moment before he went and grabbed a shopping cart to start getting things that they needed flour, sugar, eggs and... he said to himself, thinking of what Mrs. Hudson asked him to get. He was gonna grab the things she asked him to get first, but he knew he was forgetting one thing. God it was gonna bother John but he would remember it when he picked out the other things for her as it would spark his memory.

Sherlock had always given John some excuse on why he didn't wanna go with John or why he didn't go to just pick something up. So John was kind of surprised that he wanted to go with him but he wasn't complaining about it at all. It was kind of nice that he came with him in all honesty, he just hopes he would behave at the store or not act all over the place you know. John just let a soft relaxed sigh as he ran his hand through his blond hair, closing his eyes for a second before opening them up to see that Sherlock had wondered off. Great. John let out a silent grunt as he proceeded on through the store, grabbing a bag of sugar and flour when he went past them. He would wonder into Sherlock at some point but he was wondering where he had wondered off too though. With curiosity going through his veins and a quiet grunt, he began to look through the aisle of the store to see if the beanie wearing sherlock would be.

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[ooc.] hehe I'll always like it/them <33
this post is crap but i wanted to give it to you <3 ;-;
exactly they are assholes sometimes
yes c: John would just be like "okay okay Sherlock I believe you" and just pet the dog and look at him and Redbeard just has that look in his eyes and John all like "you are so adorable oml" and just rub his belly and all that omg
ofc we will <333
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omg yes that the most adorable explanation of Sherlock I have ever read/scene c': John would be like "what? was it something I said?"
yes yes
drama is very good, in some aspects
hehe <33
same I really excited for the Christmas plots cause ugh they are so cute n.n John could always buy him that Christmas sweater like "Sherlock I got you something" and Sherlock is like "okay, what is it?" and John hands him a sweater and Sherlock has a look like "what is the world is this?" and johns all like "it's a sweater and I thought it would look good on you" and ugh and yes they should do that, decorations that have science and yes c: <3
hehe <33
I suppose it is cx
eh I didn't go out cause f.uck it was so cold and then it freezed over with freezing rain and ugh ;c
I really wanna go to school cause I want to see my friends and not being stuck inside a house all day ;-;
ooo I was thinking maybe Johns sister Harriet comes around for no real reason (just like a visit and to explain everything and what not) and John is just happy to see her and all that but Harriet isn't all that nice to Sherlock?? idk I just thought it would be a good idea like John doesn't notice her being slightly rude to Sherlock cause she's doing it behind his back and when he's not looking or around and when he was she would act nice. idk maybe she could just be mean cause she was jealous that he was with John all the time and she wasn't but sherlock would just like put her in her place like "he's called multiple times and you never took the time to answer back. he stopped trying cause he thought you didn't wanna see him anymore. and yet you feel to have the nerve to be doing this to me? you don't and I suggest you change your damn additude" or something like that ugh idk i like the idea lol XD
OOO I FOUND THIS ADORABLE PICTURE. ITS JUST A PICTURE I FOUND THERE ISNT REALLY A NEED TO DO THIS I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE. the others one we can if you want or all of them but idk lol XD i was looking for pictures for john and i found these and they are so adorable <333
i also realize i keep changing fancy posts XD

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I'm watching the hobbit movie and omg benedict you play a mean dragon (deep voice asf like oml)
and when he played khan in Star Trek like wtf *-*

The sound of sherlocks voice went through his ears and the thought imminently popped in his head when sherlock told him 'plastic bags'. John simply grunted at him and gave him a nod along with a small smile to him. But that was the last time he saw Sherlock before he disappeared within the store and John had just sighed softly at the missing man. When John turned down the aisle simply to see sherlock calling out over to him and waving at him to see him, and john just grinned but frowed his brows together when he looked at the medication and things sherlock was showing him. John just looked at him when he was talking and he bit down on his cheek lightly and let out a soft sigh Most likely, yeah. he said to him softly, just sorta giving him a look. Really? this was your plan? Funny he thought but he didn't complain, but he soon would regret it probably. John just sorta shrugged at him I guess..um he sighed softly What exactly would we need to get then? he asked in gentle as he just looked at one of the things he wanted to experiment on. John put the box he held back were he got it and just looked up at him to await his response, his eyebrows sorta arched upward. He leaned against the cart a tad bit as the two of them stood in the aisle that has rows of medications and bandages and other such goods. Whatever he was gonna experiment on just better not ruin the kitchen and it better not take very long cause he didn't exactly like being in the grocery store for very long.

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[ooc.] hehe <33
aww you are to sweet <33
omg that would be so adorable and funny cx like the dog just learned that sherlock is more open hearted with treats then john and is like "ill go to my curly haired master" and john is just smiley and giggly at the sight cause it's to cute not too lol
dude you got no idea, i have a bunch of ideas swimming through my head but i need to write them out and edit them and word them write before i show you cause yeah just the way i roll lol XD
Yes John would totally say that and John would say "I DIDN'T MEAN TO GET SHOT!" and sherlock is all like ">:(" and john is all like "really? I'm sorry i got hurt" and whatever lol just ugh yes n.n i really need to focus in Spanish but whatever lol
exactly ;w;
christmas plots are the shi.t my friend <3 i love these two so much and they are so slow at being all cute and adorable but no they slow lol but no no no! i like that idea a lot cause awkward is good! i like that idea and at the sight molly and mrs.hudson being all giggly at the sight and ugh <33 and johns just like 'wha' and stuff and yes
yee
we have been having a lot of 2 hour late starts so more sleep i guess lol cx
oml yeah i would have done the same thing tbh i also dislike social situations most the time but i will participate if i know people there. Im at least happy to see my friends through lol
yessss!!!!
OOOO SHOOTS HAVE BEEN FIRED that would hurt i would think and harriet would be like 'wow' and john is just doing something and sherlock comes and bothers him (any form like hugging him from behind, or biting his neck, kissing him or just messing with him) and john is just like "what are you doing?" and sherlock is just like "messing with you obviously" omg yes
my child i would kiss you that was fantastic *3* i love that so much ugh like yes please PLOTS FOR DAYS if they adopt a child and its a boy the boys name should be hamish or something like ugh that would be surprising to them like they found their perfect child and they are like "whats your name?" and the little boy is like "My names Hamish!" in the most adorable sweet voice and johns heart just melts and is like "oml" and stuff we shall do that later on <333 or a cute little girl and its just like ugh n.n another idea just popped in my head maybe when they like are adapting a child or whatever someone just has to state their opinion on the two men adapting a child and it makes John rather pi.ssy but he doesn't say anything cause they are with their son-to-be child and everything like that? xD

I was actually thinking of that and it would be adorable as fuxk n.n
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yah there was another cup plot XD but yes we can morph there like mhm <3 yeah new years yes yes i say yes a lot i see lol and thats adorable like him being all blushy and smiley i think you are talking about john being all blushy i think? cx
when i saw that picture i was laughing so hard my grandma thought i was dying or something and i just ugh i love it so much n.n
but yeah going to bed is important <33
that hedgehog is life <333
i have a share of lame ideas too lol; like when you wrote out that Sherlock has never read or seen a comic book John could just randomly go and pick out a comic book that he personally liked when he was a child and give it to sherlock and he could read it (simply cause John liked the book and he had bought it for him to try so he goes and reads it) and finds out he actually liked the comic book he picked out? idk it's just a small little plot that came to my head lol XD
ooh okay <33
also sorry i keep sending you late posts i just get the posts you send me like in the middle of my school day and i end up writing them during school time and i come home and it takes me longer for some reason so I'm sorry my posts are slow unlike last time when i respond like a speeding bullet lol
anyway i got another idea sense they are at the store and sherlock and john get like ingredients for his experiment Sherlock goes and does something in the kitchen and when he thinks it goes well it sorta like back fires? idk XD
oooh and there was another picture I saw it had John typing on his laptop and Sherlock comes over and hugs him and is all like "John, John, John, john" over and over again until John was like "fine" and gave him what he wanted, a kiss on the cheek and Sherlock just smiley and walked away while John was blushing at his computer <333

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 489px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; color: black; text-shadow: 0px 0px 1px black;][hr] the grocery store was okay John supposed, wasn't his favorite place to be but it wasn't as bad. he liked being by himself when he went so he could just have a moment to himself, just a calm button. the lad was used to going to the store by himself but sense Sherlock had came with him, his normal peaceful, quite task probably wasn't gonna be anything but easy sense Sherlock had wanted to find things for a experiment. a few things was all that they needed but he guessed Sherlock just had to have these things for a experiment. oh well he guessed. the lying faces of the employees at the store were rather see through. it was to be expected anyway and it never bothered anyone sense most people couldn't see the smile of lies plastered on their faces. John knew people could be easily lied to if they were careful and most people will believe the lie if it doesn't sound to goofy or all over the place. he's seen people that will believe anything you tell them and he meant anything and it would make him cringe at the sight of it, but it was always advantage when the time called for it. sometimes it was hard to tell if one was lying or if one was telling the truth, some of course were easier then others but the ones that were hard to tell drove John crazy sometimes. he hated lairs though you can't live without this sometimes so he just stuck it in his side and kept it to himself most the time. being the way he was trust was hard to come by with John and he didn't trust many in all honesty. he trusted Sherlock no doubt there along with like three others and that was about it.

the store wasn't as busy as it normally was whenever he came to it. there were a few people that were in the same place as he was but he didn't see many in general within the store. there would probably be more people anyway but whatever he supposed, it didn't matter it him in all honesty. he glanced over his shoulder to see a tall, muscular guy walking by. he had short black hair, tattoos and just muscular in general. it looked like he was buying some protein powder or protein smoothly mix of some sorts. he never understood why people got so muscular for no real purpose, it made him cringe just a little but if it made them happy and so be it. he just glanced at him and looked away as he continued in the direction he was going, though he felt a pair of eyes glued on him and it made him rather uncomfortable. as he turned he saw the same guy looking at him, but with temptation in his eyes. John bit on the inside of cheek as he watched him walk over to him, unsure on what he was gonna say to him. he really didn't need this today, he really didn't. "hello handsome" the muscular man said to him, a soft purr within his words. John sighed "I'm rather busy..i have somewhere to be" John said to the man politely, but he was truly annoyed with the situation. he looked at him and had realized it was the same guy as before. a few days ago this guy had started flirting with John for some god knows what reason, John saw himself as anything but handsome. he wasn't in his own opinion. anyway, John just gritted his teeth together "Can you not bother me please.." he simply said to him as he pushed the small cart to only have the larger male follow him. "I never caught your name, mines Alex" Alex said with a slight smirk "John. now please leave me alone." he said bluntly to the other, a soft hiss coming from his words. the other growled softly "Don't wanna mess with me love, I can f.ck you up big time" Alex said with a snarl, his eyes sharp and filled with intimidation. though John did not flinch at the tone of voice or at the so called 'intimidation' in his eyes. this guy - or so he was called Alex had no idea who he was dealing with. honestly I could say the same thing to you. John said with a slight smirk on his face.

the slightly younger male growled at John, gritting his teeth and forming one of his hands into a fist. "why do you say that?" he said, his words like venom, spitting into johns eyes. John gave Alex a small shrug towards him l"that's for me to know and for you to find out." he said with a small smile "I mean..if you wanna get that far that is..and its highly doubtful that you wanna get that far." he said to him smoothly. he had no time for this and just wanted to get on his day, but this guy always talked to him even ever they were both in the store. he didn't understand why he was flirting with him, really out of everyone he could flirt with he picked him? that made no sense to John as he never thought to himself that he was handsome or sexy; to what Alex has called him. Alex just snorted at John, picking his basket from the floor "you little sh.t I hope you understand that I only flirt with you cause I feel sorry for you" he growled with frustration, his eyes filled with anger. "what is wrong with you?" John said with a bitter voice, his eyes sharp and filled with anger. Alex was a pain in his a.ss and he wouldn't leave him alone, he was just a leech that wouldn't let go. alex gritted his teeth together again "I don't want to explain to you a.sshole. like I said you don't know who your messing with" he said and touches johns chest with his finger in a taunting manner, a large, sinister smirk on his face. like before, John did not flinch, he did not show emotion even though he was fuming and wanted to punch this guy in the face "tell me Alex.." he growled softly at him "do you know every bone in the body? and how much pressure it takes to break each one?" he spoke softly, not showing how p.ssed he was. Alex didn't say a word which made John smirk bigger "I know every bone in the body and I can name each as I break them" he said, running his fingers through his blond hair. "so I think you don't know who your messing with" he snarled bitterly, his eyes piercing through the other male. Alex didn't say a single word, his eyes showed defeat and slight fear at what John said. picking up his basket he walked away and out of sight which made John chuckle at the sight. John let a soft sigh escape his lips, closing his eyes to calm down just a tad bit before he went off as if nothing happened.

he didn't understand why he felt sorry for John. most likely cause he couldn't think of a better come back and went with the first thing that popped on his mind. john didn't like that kind of attention (only from Sherlock which you know will happen later on in this role play you feel me? *wink wonk*) and he didn't want it at all and even if he wanted it he sure as hell didn't want it from someone like him. Alex looked like he took steroids way to much and it was uncomfortable to look at. John wasn't lying when he said he could break every bone in his body and he wouldn't mind doing that either, but you know not something a normal person would do. he just glanced over to see a college student run around the corner not only five minutes on the incident. she looked really tired, her hair in a messy bun and a steaming coffee in her right and a basket in her left. he remember his college days very well, as he worked pretty hard in college, not sleeping when he should have been and was out all weekend. after college was when he went into the army and that wasn't easy either, nothing is ever easy in life and you just gotta work through it and try to get over the hill. his major in college was medicine and heath like things and other classes that he found interesting and needed. he wasn't sure why he liked that sort of thing so much, maybe from reading so much of it when he was child, see if his mother go off and working at a hospital. he didn't care how he did he just loved that he went with that when he got older and studied it in college. John graduated with honors when he left college, entering the military soon after.

living alone was a distance memory, he couldn't remember what he felt like at this point. sure he still knew what it felt like he just can't exactly feel it anymore. he personally didn't wanna feel alone again, it wasn't a fun feeling to have. he understood that Sherlock lived alone for a late chunk of time and that he knew how to take care of himself. but John couldn't help but care about the other male, it was just nature. he cared about the other and cared about his well being. he just cared and it was something that was a notable trait, he was seen as a very friendly guy. though sometimes he can be thrown over the edge and get a tad mean at times, but that's not normally him in all honesty. the lad was a sweet, caring man who was rather protective and intelligent. he wasn't a push over but he always had his buttons pushed and many found enjoyment in that. pushing his buttons can only go in the wrong direction and he normally gets that way when someone is acting up, being rude, or putting a freaking gun to his head - though he doesn't exactly say anything insulting as he has a gun to his head. anyway, back to the point, John knew that Sherlock lived alone for a long while but it was just natural for a person to care or get worried about another. Sherlock probably hasn't had many people that cared about him as much as John did; or anyone at all until now with the friends that he had. John had trust issues no doubt and it surprised John that he sorta trusted Sherlock so easily, but he doesn't question it anymore.

Having a roommate had been on his mind a while ago, when he was living alone. Sure he was used to being alone and not having anyone live with him, but loneliness can get to some people and john was one of those kind of people. Of course he enjoys being by himself but not all the time you know. He was used to being around tons of people and always on the move and always up doing something. At a time he woulds have the worst effects from his PTSD. Waking up panicking, cold sweat and more. He wasn't getting as many panic attacks as he used to and he hasn't woken up from a night terror in the longest time, he was just happy that they eased up. he knew that he wasnt off the hook from his ptsd, he knew that it would come in sometime. he just wasn't thinking about it and just taking as much advantage at the fact that he wasn't getting them as much. it was a relief for him and it made him feel ten times better when he didn't get them. anyway, John was glad that him and Sherlock crossed paths and he really wouldn't change that for the world.

John caught the box of medicine, holding it in his hand and looking over the wording and what it was and what was in it. After reading the box over he looked back up at Sherlock and arched his eyebrows slightly, but sighed softly along with it. Sherlock wasn't wrong on that fact, he wasn't really in the mood for him to explain whatever he was planning at the moment. Though it was also sort of cause they were standing in the middle of a grocery store, with other people around. If Sherlock used his large brain and did his detailed explanations to him right there people might and or would get rather curious with who was wearing the beanie. "You are correct" he softly murmured, looking up at him with the slightest lazy grin. In all honesty John was hoping the trip to the store would be quick, in and out and that would be it. The spark of curiosity popped in the back of his mind, but it wasn't really bothering him all that much. Whatever Sherlock was planning just better not destroy the kitchen, that was all he cared about. It has happened a few times in the past and John was never the happiest whenever the kitchen looked like a science mutation had thrown up in there. Of course there had been times when that's happened, when a experiment went wrong and it exploded or something in that fair nature. It wasn't something John was new to, he just would steam about it as he helped Sherlock clean up the large mess. It would make him mad, to a certain extent, he would be grumpy about it for a little while until the kitchen was clean but after that he just lets it go. You can't hold on to those things you know? He just move on from little things like that, even though he will be pi.ssy and grumpy at first, he won't sit on it forever. "Alright well.. whatever it is that you need just.. put it in the cart, don't take long" he spoke softly to Sherlock, his bluish hazel eyes locked on Sherlock as he let out a soft grunt "Like you said the quicker the better" he said with a soft grunt. He really didn't wanna be at the store any longer then he had to so whatever Sherlock needed he just had to put it in the cart, he didn't wanna ask, he didn't wanna over think it. he just wanted to get it over with so they could get home, then would he ask his questions.

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this is a wip ;-;
omg yes and John would be like "really?" and just shrug it off but still try to get him to do tricks and such but Redbeard would just go to Sherlock and John would end up taking a ton of pictures of the two of them cause they would be acting all super cute and John is a sucker for cute things figures why he started liking Sherlock lol xD
same I got tons of ideas i just gotta like figure them out first and then I'll send them cause I like to edit plots and everything like that i loved all of them I honestly can not wait for the case you come up with n.n
omg that would be kind of funny like "don't move John I'll get it" and John is just like "my book is right there I can reach it Sherlock" "SILENCE" and John is all "omg Sherlock" and John would get frustrated at one point but would find it kind of cute at the same time. that's great, that's freaking hilarious xD " wtf the flying fck do you think i am"
im making this post and editing it when I should be in bed for school lol
that would be our molly and mrs. hudson xD
he wouldn't care no, not at all cause that's Sherlock for you lmao and John would be curious on to why he wants her to leave and ask him if everything was alright cause John as those 'senses' and because Sherlock would have hurt in his eyes and it would concern John.
again, I would kiss you if I could. that would freaking great!! it would be adorable and them having twins omg it would be so cute. John would probably be "why hamish?" cause he sorta doesn't like his middle name but starts to think about it and thinks it will be a cute name for their little boy and yesss for a second name it could be one of Sherlock's names. aww that little girl name would be so cute!! you are a mastermind n.n <333
yeah that works out way better lmao i really like this idea it's so adorable they need to hurry up so they can have babies & yeah community sucks sometimes you got that right
Sherlock bloopers always make me crack up tbh lol xD
yeah I just like good ones and I use them all over the place lol
yeah that would be good cause Sherlock is good at that xD
yesss that would so funny tbh and cute but funny xD he would be a mad but not over the top mad lol
that sounds amazing!!! I was actually thinking of that tbh xD John just smirks and doesn't say anything and just gets him other issues and leaves them in his room on his nightstand for him to read and everything ugh
this is really late only cause I'm stuck on my phone a lot and I also have school and I'm tried after school and it's just ugh cx this weekend I was really busy with going to the beach and everything so this post may suck monkey dong xD
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I was also thinking maybe instead John could get shot twice? like one in the shoulder yes but also in the leg so he then starts having a really bad limp again? and John gets pi.ssed that he can't move around like he used to and has to go to physical therapy? idk I just thought it would be interesting lol

finally almost done <33 need like four more paragraphs and I'm finally finished n.n
thank you for understand why I was taking so long ;-;
finals are like this week wtf ugh
anyway I deleted all little side comments and posts
near freak here lol xD

yeah I just took my health and Spanish final today and I think I did pretty good ramn numbers I forgot how to write them in Spanish ;-; but other then that I did fine I suppose. my schedule is all weird now sense we have two days of finals and it's just like what? lol anyway yeah I don't reply to much but I do finish forms and wip posts as much as I can and I'm like done with this one lied I need one more paragraph or I might just leave it like it is. you think so? anyway yeah no rush for you either when I finish up cause I wouldn't wanna be a hypocrite sense you waited for my slow a.ss to finish this post xD

welp it's the weekend and I'm trying to get catch up with things on this website lol xD but anyway my post is done I don't feel like changing anything on it cause I think it's good enough hehe n.n take all the time you need! no rush! I can stand to wait for one of your beautiful posts darling <33 ahh I see welp like I did take yo time! I've never done something like that yet I mean before lol xD