Moonlightring's new nest

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    Lionkit started to head back once he got to where their nest was away from most nests he closed his eyes and took a deep breath before he made sure his younger brother was with him as well. He took another deep breath before he stepped in. He of course saw his mother, siblings but he stopped where his mother could clearly see him. He looked back to Jagkit before he walked to his mother and laid once more to part that was his part of the nest his mother's body made. He gently licked his mother. "Mommy, Can I talk to you alone?" he asked.



    He then looked around his family. Closed his eyes then opened them. "I'm sorry for what I've done. I really can't control them as I want or wish to. But all I can do is try to. If anyone want just give up on me I understand and I just leave. I understand. But i am sorry all I can say is I try to control it better but that all I can do." he meowed.



    He looked back to his mother. "Mommy please can I talk to you alone at some point please. I really want to and need to talk you alone. please." he asked pain and fear his mother given up on him. Really he couldn't really blame her.

    The words were like liquid hope and uplifting poured right into her. Her son was not lost to her. "Of course...of course, my baby." Moonlightring nuzzled him. "I'm so happy you came back...I love you so much. Let's talk."

    Lionkit, covered his face into his mother's pelt moving closer to her. He moved so that he was able to talk to his mother in private but still in their den but also so other siblings couldn't over hear. "I'm sorry mommy." he started he closed his eyes before he opened them again looked right at his mother in the eyes. "I don't do this because I want to, or for attention. I don't even want do it. Most of the time i don't notice the harm I do when it does happen. I wish not to want kill myself, or claw myself or even tried to with those herbs. Or hurt you or anyone. I don't want be like this. But I really don't have the control over it as you think I do. If I did I wouldn't do them I'd keep them in better control. All I can do is try to control them better. But that all I can do." he meowed stopping for a bit for his words to sank in.



    "I'm sorry what your trying, Manakit and leader was trying wasn't working. I wish it was. I don't know what will. I'm willing to try control it better if maybe keep trying something else to help me? If you others want give up I understand really don't blame you or anyone." he meowed he was more whimpering at the end. He had tears falling at the end. His face and voice and body showed that he really meant what he said. He waited see what his mother say or do.

    "I will do absolutely anything I can," said Moonlightring. "Try harder. The more you try the more you get used to trying and the easier it becomes. Soon, any time you feel the urge to do it you'll quickly start trying to stop. It gets easier, but it starts out hard. But you can do it."

    Lionkit nuzzled his mother moving closer to her, let the tears fall more down his face. "Really am sorry mommy." he whimpered, pulling his face from her fur looking at her. The one paw that he had hurt while he had his last out break before tripping over Jagkit and returning back he licked his paw as the last wound he caused started to hurt. He hopped that be his last wound he make on his own. "I try very hard. If no one gives up on me." he meowed, nuzzling his mother. If others given up on him he didn't see a reason to try very hard.



    He looked at his paw that was hurting. "Is there something to stop this from stinging?" he asked his mother moving it where she can see it. "I try to not do it again. But is there something to help it stop hurting? Will heal right?" he asked his mother. He was ashamed of himself for what he done when he had those episodes he had even hurting himself he done.

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    He smiled at his brother. He would never give up on Lionkit. Never. Everytime Jagkit klooked at Moonlighring it only brought pain to think that in time she would be gone. He turned away.

    "Of course. We'll never give up as long as you don't," said Moonlightring, nuzzling him. "We'll do this together. Oh, look at you.." She licked his wound clean. "I can get you to the medicine den and put some poultice on it. It won't stop the stinging, but the stinging should go away on its own pretty soon."

    "Li-Lionkit I won't give up on you. None of us will."

    Lionkit wasn't really sure if no one will but he believed his mother and Jagkit won't. he gently pressed his nose to Jagkit's. "What that herb use for?" he asked he wanted to know what the herb she was giving him. "What the [color=rgb(47, 46, 30)]poultice for? Or do?"[/color] he asked. He waited for his mother to take them to get the wound tended to. He let his mother clean his wound.

    He licked his brother on the cheek.

    Crimsonkit listened intently, and a rush of relief filled her. He was back. Well mostly, they still had quite a bit work to do, but he was back. Before she knew what she was doing the tabby had dived forward and squished past Moonlightring. Crimsonkit then padded forward and gave Lionkit a lick. "I'm glad your back," She smiled, then returned to where Orchidkit was, deciding to leave them alone for now.

    "We're all glad." Moonlightring honestly didn't remember the last time she had been so happy. She had to suppress tears. She felt like she finally had her son back. "Let's get to the den!"

    Lionkit nodded he gave a squeak when his sister nearly charged at him, he was more shocked and more out suroprise then anything else. He just licked his sister in return. He nodded to his mother. "Okay." he meowed, following his mother to the den. He was staying close to her, as to show he was not going to do that stupid stunt he did with the herbs again. "Will it sting?" he asked once they got to the den.

    "Maybe a little, but it'll help prevent infection." Moonlightring went to the familiar area in the back of the den, which she knew by heart, and got the appropriate herbs and started chewing them up.

    Lionkit stayed out and where his mother could still see him, as to comfort her that he won't do that stupid stunt again. He was sure in a way she be worried he try to do it again. He waited for his mother to finish chewing them and start putting them on the wound.

    The would would most likely leave a scar on his leg. "It leave a scar?" he asked at last, watching his mother chew the herbs.

    "It'll be a pretty small scar and your fur will grow over it," said Moonlightring with her mouth half full. she spread the bitter herbs over his wound, then spat the excess out to the side. "There we go."

    Lionkit just simple nodded. It did sting a little bit he get over that. He's felt worse then the sting thanks to his issue. He got up and started back to camp. "Can I still have private part of the nest? I'm still not that comfortable around so many cats." he meowed, which was true. He still didn't like too many cats near him. It makes him freak a bit, want go away. Only let it if he has to, but while he can he wanted private part of the nest while he still can.

    He nuzzled Moonlightring. "You aren't my mom....are you?"

    Lionkit lowered his head and tail, he let tear fall from his face. He felt it was his fault. Cause he had to have that fox-dung of an issue. He didn't say anything but he knew his mother knew he blamed himself most likely for that, since all the time she spent alone with him. He fought the rest of his episoide of his issue. "Sorry i caused you to think that Jagkit. It my fault."he whimpered. He blame himself he felt it was his fault. It wasn't to be about him he just felt it was his fault for all time she spent with him one on one.