People are puppets held together with string - private w/ anime

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    It had been a while. No, a while was an understatement. It had been such a long time since that faithful day. The day that kick-started a whole, entire sh*tstorm out to ruin his life. The day his best friend had been slaughtered by the one thing that he had defended them from. And now what was Chase? A paranoid, nervous, tired, anxious wreak. He was still going, unbelievably. He was still somewhat strong. Chase tried to keep strong but it was hard when the reasons to give in were greater than the reasons to keep on going. The best thing that had happened so far was Laser coming home but that had been brief seen that the ginger feline had just disappeared again.


    Chase wasn't a scrawny melanistic serval any more. It was a body that held too many memories. He had gone through a finnish spitz but it just wasn't 'Chase' enough for him. He needed something that was more like his dragon. More like his serval. But nothing like them all at the same time. He needed a canine that was good enough to make him smile. So after a long time of just being the small fluffy ball that everyone recognised him as, he transformed. He became who he was now. He was a german shepherd and proud of it for reasons that others thought they knew but no one really understood why it was so adored by him. It was a reminder of Ani. His friend always had an affinity for dog bodies. His current form was one of the few things that kept him going. It was a reminder.


    Ever since becoming blackblood, everything was so much more tiring. He walked through the snowy hill lands of the first biome, soon arriving at the border and forcing himself to stop. He kept having to remind himself that the world wasn't just a place he could explore. There was restrictions and limits to where he could go. The boundaries outside of his reach called out his name but he wasn't allowed to explore. Because there would always be a person to tell him otherwise. Chase sighed and looked away, hesitating before going to pad away and find another border to stare out at.


    mobile tags c:


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    [size=2pt]#blackielookhere[/size]

    [fancypost borderwidth=0pt; width: 310px;][justify][size=9pt][font=Arial]it usually never occured to him how ironic his second death was. he was an exorcist who exorcised in private, yet hardly did it. when decoratedemergeny was still here and an insane prick to him because of his relationship with panic, and when they had begged for him to end their life, he didn't. when his father was posessed by the demon, he did nothing. when he himself was possesed by a silly child demon, he did nothing and eventually got himself killed. not only killed, but sent into the ghost world and somehow became a sworn enemy to his aunt and had children with deccy, who he still was conflicted over. his life fucking sucked.


    his paranoia came back again, this time making him not only fear the exiles like before, but also colouredclan. when you have a clan full of family that hated you, your first child despise you, and having children by the millions leave, it clearly meant that this place was not home anymore. not anymore.


    but here he was at a border, the great dane looking out with watery honeydew eyes. he was a great dane again. the breed he was born as, lived as, and died first as. it reminded him of the childhood he never had, that his 3 moons of living was short cut by an exiler, nd he was brought baxk almost an adult. and adult with the lack of childhood. no wonder why he would pick a body that looked exactly like his birth body.


    "h-hello?"

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 11px;]'H-Hello?'


    The canine froze in his tracks as the voice caught his attention. He let out a huff, contemplating on just walking away and waiting for one of his fellow clanmates to stumble upon the pest that was bothering his peace. Chase thought better of it, noting that someone would probably scold him for ignoring a potential joiner. The german shepherd spun of his heels and turned back to face the border, narrowed hazel eyes fixed on the male. But the sour attitude faded slightly as his frown melted into a curious yet neutral expression. Why did this stranger have such a familiar feel about it. But he dismissed it as he came over, flicking his ear. He must only be thinking that because it reminded him of Anime. God, it was so strange to see someone so alike and he found it hard not to be hostile. To him, it was like someone had stolen his friends body and was wearing it. Parading around in Ani's skin. Yet it couldn't be him. He had been dead and gone for too long.
    "Name and business?" the blackblood inquired in a blunt tone. A tone of voice that was too familiar to him now.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0pt; width: 310px;][justify][size=9pt][font=Arial]it was the same with anime. the canine stood there, watching as the other canine came forward, he was silent yet contemplating. this one had an odd aura around them, one that he found very familiar yet so much like a stranger. it was until the german shepherd stood in front of him did he find the voice familiar. yet he couldn't put a name on it. all these times he died, it must've washed his memories as well. most likely. "animetrash. i have millions of surnames that i kinda forgot. but i used to be an ensign here. just... sticking around i guess or, uh, i dunno."

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    What...


    Animetrash.
    Even his name was the same.
    This guy.
    So familiar...


    The german shepherd felt his insides churn as she narrowed his eyes, staring into the 'strangers' own. Animetrash. Ani. He stepped forwards, ears flat against his head. It just couldn't be right? He had seen his friends dead corpse. He had seen the blood and the flesh with his own eyes. Yet here was someone claiming to be called Animetrash and saying that they were a former ensign. Now he doubted that there were many Animetrashes in the world and also highly doubted that any of them apart from his friend were ex-ensigns of Colouredclan. "Ani. It can't be you" Chase uttered, biting his tongue and stepping away "I'm umm. I'm Chasingrainbows. C-Chase for short." he barely breathed out. If this was Ani then he would already know that right? Oh had he forgotten?[/fancypost]

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    and that's when the world stopped for him.


    chase.


    it was in no doubt his best friend, his bond buddy, the one who stuck by him with everything. it was chasingpaw- no, chasingrainbows. when he heard his best friend's warrior name, it hurt a lot. he wasn't around when chase finally became a full fucking warrior, like chase did when anime turned into one. if only he wasn't such a baby and just exorcised the demon from his body, then he would still have stuck around and seen this happen. fey and him wouldn't have happened, and none of his family would have hatd him. but it did happen, and it just came crumbling down to pieces.


    "chase... chasingrainbows... it's me, animetrash. ani... bond buddies... i've missed you so much..."
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    [size=7pt][color=#000]★ - ANIMETRASH- ★[/size]

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 11px;]Chase heard Anime's words and he felt his heart stop. It was as if time had slowly frozen and came to a halt as he attempted to comprehend the current situation. He felt like his blood had turned to ice and stopped flowing. His veins were frozen over and he felt uneasy, almost swaying. His bond buddy was stood right infront of him and all he does is gape. It was strange. When Laser returned he had been over the moon. Yet now he was seeing Anime, alive and breathing, it was different. He felt like crying and laughing and slapping Ani all at once. The conflicted emotions were unlike any others that he had experienced previously and it scared him. "Anime. It's really you" he gasped, attempting to leap forward and hug his friend. "*ing hell. I missed you."[/fancypost]

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    honestly if chase wanted to slap anime, he wouldn't oppose to it. many people that had seen that he was alive and not dead had done worse than that. way worse. it's one of the reason why he no longer had his serval body. feeling tears form in his eye, the great dane accepted the hug and held the canine tightly. no way in hell was he letting go a second time. "i missed you so much. do you know how long i've wanted to see your face again? lord, this is..." he almost choked on his words as a few tears left. he was always the emotional one, no? "i'm so sorry."
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    [size=7pt][color=#000]★ - ANIMETRASH- ★[/size]

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 11px;]Chase felt tears well up in his eyes and as soon as the great dane started to cry he felt a tinge in chest. As if something was pulling on his soul to make him feel sad. He felt like it was signs of their bond sneaking back in. The german shepherd's ears pinned back as a few tears streaked down his brown fur. He slightly tightened his grip on the larger canine. He didn't want to let go. Not again. He feared that if he did then the male would leave again. And if his friend left he wouldn't be able to take it. "God. Even hearing your voice after this long hurts." he said, hearing the male's words and gulping back tears. "Don't apologise. I'm just glad to have you back"[/fancypost]

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    he also felt the bond being slowly crafted together again. he felt chase's happiness for seeing him again, as well as the small bits of anger now hidden by the sadness and clear joy. it made him smile like the dork he was. "don't worry, i'm never leaving your side again bond buddy." pressing his muzzle into the other canine's fur, he giggled softly. "god, i'm such a mess. we're such a mess. seeing each other after all these months... i never thought i'd see you again. but here we are hugging like there's no tomorrow."


    "i like it."
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    [size=7pt][color=#fff]★ - ANIMETRASH- ★[/size]

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 11px;]As soon as Anime started smiling he broke out into grin, silent tears streaking down his face. It was so good to know that Ani was sticking around. It would suck if this was just a one off. But the way that his spoke assured Chase that his friend would be sticking around. "It's so good to have you back." the german shepherd muttered again. A mess? Yes, that was one way to describe him. To describe them. He let a little laugh escape his lips.


    'I like it'


    Chase nodded in agreement, tail wagging lightly. "Me too" he replied, breathing a content sigh.[/fancypost]

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