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    I didnt know what to do, i could of gone to school and see if Keith was ok and ask him why he would kick me out the project. But i could easily stay in bed with a violent thug jared who also still loves me. My head was a mess i had to make it up to kieth somehow withiut people seeing.

    I was, surprisingly, allowed to leave school early, so I did and began going straight home, not even glancing at her house as I took the short cut through the tree line. Although, Jared only saw me appear and turned to Maddie, laughing. "Hey, you didn't tell me Keith lived near-hey, where'd he go?" Jared then looked back to see me gone, and was instantly confused.

    I looked Away "Its your last "i said quietly as i silently promised myself that. I sat up and put my hair into aponytail before getting up and putting my shoes and jacket on i walked outside and headed for the park.

    "No shit. I just wanted a taste of that p*ssy once more." Jared told her, before leaving after her and began walking home, knowing I had gotten pretty roughed up, even though it wasn't Jared's fault. All the while, I sat in my room, looking out the window as the two left. "She seems unhappy. Oh well." I mumbled, as I laid back down and began falling asleep again.

    I had snuck out and gently knocked on the door, actually feeling a bit bad for dropping her off of the project. So, I decided I would help her, even though I basically said I would end up cutting all ties from. But, I couldn't do that to her.

    I woke up and groaned as I went downstairs and opened the door to see a rough looking keith "Im sorry jared hurt you"i said imediatly as i stepped back to let him in. I felt bad about everything

    "Dont apologize. I doubt it was Jared. He actually came over a couple of hours ago, I guess to egg my house, when he saw how bad it actually was. He actually asked me if, as a favor, I wanted the kid who did it to not be able to come to school for a month." I said to her, walking in and looking around after I got inside fully.

    I was surprised Wasnt jared...so i misjudgedhim I sighed "Oh..well thats nice"i said quietly as I watched him carefully "Why dont you want to workwithme anymore Keith? Did i do something wrong?"I asked since i had socialanxiety i wanted to do things to please other people and i wanted Keith to staymy friend.

    "You were laughing at me with Jared. It's real funny, making someone believe that there your friend, then you become a two face and laugh at them behind their backs." I told her, looking at her.

    I shook my head "no..you dont understand..if i had said something else he would off...hit me or worse"i said since that was a fear of mine. Anxiety crept up in my chest and i started shaking "Im sorry..i was acting..he was saying mean things so i fake laughed"i said honestly

    "How can I be sure? I saw Jared go in your house and didn't come out." I said to her, still looking at her as I spoke. I knew by now what they did, but I knew better then to majorly speak of it.

    I grew a little more..panicked "It was...a moment of weakness"I said quietly as I tried to stay calm "Do you know what its like to love someone..even when there the worst person on earth..And yet your trying so hard to get away from it!?"I said in more of a broken tone "I just want to be free to move on"I muttered looking away.

    I couldn't stop it as I began to have an anxiety attack. I was shaking my eyes wide as my heart pumped out of rythem. I just fell to the floor trying to breath. I didn't mean to Make Keith quite uncomfortable but I stayed a mess in front of him. I had never been with someone when like this. I trusted Keith a lot.