in your wildest dreams [adv boy needed pafp]

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    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I clench my jaw, my eyes swelling with tears as anger takes over my body. I snatch the clipboard away from him and I push past him, bumping into him on purpose. "Then do your job." I said bitterly, storming off before the director called cut. He knew something was up. He told us to have thirty minutes to calm down before we re-shoot since we didn't say what was scripted. I just kept walking off, throwing the clipboard down. I went to the tall tree I had been in earlier and I climb it, sitting on a branch. I sniffle and pull my knee to my chest as tears swell in my eyes. [/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Feeling the force of her push past me I wanted to turn and grab her wrist and stop her but I let her walk off, that's all I ever did. Let people walk away from me without putting up a fight. Crossing my arms over my chest as I saw everyone begin to walk of set for their break I let my head hang. Trying to grasp what was going on, it felt like I was drowning, grasping for the surface and air, stranded alone without any help. Sighing I looked up to see the vacant set and ran a hand through my hair, feeling the ungodly amount of product of it from today so far. Walking back to my trailer I ran through the shower, pulling on a tank top, some shorts and flip flops I walked to the coffee shop down the street. Remembering what she had ordered the day before I picked it up figuring she would be hungry, I knew I was.
    Walking out of the coffee shop full of the crew I found my way to the tree. Pulling myself into another branch and handing her the box that held her food and then a cold drink. I stayed silent as I leaned against the main part of the tree. Pulling the box that held my food onto my lap and taking small bites, washing it down with a drink of water and then a sip of soda here and there. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I looked over at him as he offered me some food and I accepted it but set it by me. I was starving but I wasn't in the mood to eat. I sniffle and lay my head to side, facing away from him so he wouldn't see me cry. I exhale slowly and pull out my phone, seeing my screensaver was a picture of my husband, my daughter and I. I cried softly and laughed gently, shaking my head. I called my husband and waited for him to answer, chewing on my nails. He hadn't called me or texted me since I landed in Africa. [/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Watching the way her body shook I knew she was crying, but she wanted to left alone. I could tell. So I sat there, eating my lunch and listening to the sounds of the Sahara. The nice thing is the next scene we shoot is after the husband leaves and its basically the makeup scene. Maybe then we could ease the tension between us.
    I knew that it was all my fault, there was no denying that it was. I had taken it to far and gotten to personal. But everything I said was true. Everything, I'm waiting for the day when my wife emails me divorce papers and custody papers. Making me sign them and send them back to the states and to come home to nothing. Sometimes love just didn't work out...But it's my biggest fear. Losing everyone that has ever loved me or anyone I've loved. Closing my eyes I took a deep breath and kind of listened to see what their conversation would be. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I sit up when he answers. "Hey baby-" I began with a smile on my face and I frown deeply. "It's his wife, Nicole. Who are you?" I ask and tears swelled in my eyes. "Yes, please hand the phone to him." I said with a clenched jaw. "Who the fuck is Giselle?" I snarled at my husband and I shook my head as he tried to explain himself. "Just hand the phone to my daughter. " I snarled and panted softly as anger consumed my body[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]The way her voice change suddenly I knew something was wrong and then I heard the name, a female name.. And I knew, I just instantly knew. And as quick as she disregarded him and asked for their daughter concluded what I thought. Sitting up I looked over at her and watched her back tense up and the way she moved. I didn't say anything though, in fear that I Would make the situation. But I was waiting for her to hang up so if she wanted to talk she could.




    Possibly they go back to his trailer after they shoot drink and little bit and do some things...? [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I clench my jaw and look down with a shaky breath. "I don't want your excuses! I just want to talk to my daughter." I said bitterly and let out a sob as I covered my face with my free hand. I cried as my body shook. "Just because I'm not always there doesn't mean you can just replace me, damn it!" I said shakily and looked up at the sky, exhaling shakily. "Was my love not enough for you?" I scoff, shaking my head. "Just... we'll talk about this when I get home. Give the phone to Amara, now." I snarled and I waited a few moments before hearing my daughter's voice. I laughed softly, my heart breaking. I didn't realize how much I had missed her until now. "Hi baby." I whispered, my voice breaking.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Hearing the way her voice broke and the anger in every word she said. Filled with venom and spite as she spit fire. Standing up in the tree I set the box and drink in a crook of the tree and pulled myself over to the branch she was on. When I heard her say her daughters name I lowered myself down to sit next to her. I figured at this point she may need someone to comfort her after this phone call so I would be the one to do it. I would put anything that happened behind me and listen to her, let her cry, do what she did for me this morning.
    I placed my hand on her back and rubbed it softly, trying anything I could to make sure she didn't cry while talking to her daughter. I knew how much parent's hated crying in front of their children. You didn't want to show any weakness when you were with them because it could scare them. And that's the last thing you want to do. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]"Oh, you did? I'm so happy for you, baby." I spoke, my voice breaking as the silent tears ran down my cheeks. I felt hands on me and I turned my head to see Alfie. I exhaled shakily and nodded softly, showing him that I appreciated his caring touch. "I'm glad you're having such a good time. Don't worry, I'll be home soon, I promise, princess." I said, listening to her soft and excited voice from the other side of the phone. "Alright. Give grandma kisses for me, okay? I love you." I said before hanging up after hearing her say she loved me too. I exhaled and set my phone down, sniffling as I closed my eyes, trying to compose myself.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Her muscles tightened, her breath became harsher. I watched the way her eyes moved, full of anger, and just pure frustration. Sighing I let my head hang a little bit. Letting my hand continue to rub her back in small circles, almost with out thought.
    Hearing her say 'Good bye' to the little girl on the phone I knew she wanted to fall apart. Her heart was breaking into a million pieces and all she wanted to do was drop everything and fly home but she couldn't. That's what sucks about this d*mn job...
    "I'm so sorry..." I muttered softly looking at her. Putting my arm around her and pulling her into my shoulder. I waited for the shakes of her body from the sob that could soon escape her eyes. The frustration or anger that could soon explode from her mouth and try to rip me apart to make herself better. And honestly, if she did that or hit me or something I wouldn't care. Everyone has their own ways of expressing anger and from experience, it sucks when someone tells you that the way you express anger is not how they want you too. They can't control you, but they try to. And when you finally retaliate they snap even more. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I felt his arms around me, comforting me. Despite how little we actually knew about each other, I felt like he was the only thing that could keep me sane, besides my daughter. But, she's in another country. I let out a pained sob and curled into his arms, gripping tightly to his shirt as my body shook, feeling my heart rip out of my chest. "I've never been anything but faithful to him and this is the rewards I get?" I cried out between sobs and held onto him tightly.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Feeling the grip of her fist, my shirt balled up in her hands as she sobbed. Feeling her shaky body against mine as I pulled her in just a little bit tighter. Laying my head on top of hers and taking a deep breath to just steady myself. "Hey...Hey...Your going to make yourself sick and that's not going to help any body. Take a few deep breaths." I whispered softly as I looked down at her. Almost like my over protective dad instincts set in for a moment.
    "And ya, you don't deserve it. But it happens to the best of us, we seem to marry people who lie to us and then when they finally take off they're mask we beat ourselves up as if they're was something we could of done to stop it. But there isn't. Unfortunately we can't do anything right now."
    Stopping for a moment I thought and remembered her saying something about her mom and the small girls grandma. "How about you call your mom and have her come pick up your daughter until we go back and at least get to visit for a few days. She can take her out of there and basically revoke his visiting privileges. It can give you a little more security." [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]"She's not my mother, she's his." I laughed a little and sat up, brushing my hair behind my ear as I looked down, sniffling. "If I tell her what's going on, she'll definitely want her out of that whole situation." I exhale and lay my head against his chest. "I'll call her in the morning... Right now, I just need to get drunk." I laughed a bit and looked up at him.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]"At least shes not a dick like him." I joked as I heard her laugh, that was a good sign. Laughing always made you feel better in any situation. But then hearing her say she just wanted to get drunk I couldn't help but to smile and laugh a little more. "Well your just in luck, your co-star happens to have, basically, a world class bar in his trailer that he brought with him from the states."
    Standing up in the trees I grabbed the box tucked away in the tree and tossed it to the ground, dropping my weight and grabbing onto a branch before I dropped the last few inches to the ground. Going over to her branch and offering her my hands for her help. "What do you drink?" I asked watching her, the way the wind caught her dark brown hair, her face once running with tears now tempted by a small smile, emerging through the murky waters of her life. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I looked over at him, blinking as he spoke and I laughed softly, looking down shyly to brush my dark hair behind my ear. I watch him closely as he climbed down the tree and then offered me some help. I smiled softly, taking his sweet offer and grabbing his hands as he helped me down. I squeaked and tripped a bit, landing safely in his arms as I felt his secure and warm arms around my petite and cold body. I inhaled deeply, looking up to see his bright eyes meet mine. I smiled softly, standing up straight and fixing my shirt as I bit my lip, looking down shyly. "I drink anything really." I laughed and looked up at him, shrugged my shoulders as I felt the wind hit my back softly. I smiled softly at the comfort of the cool breeze and turned my face to see the sunset. I turned my body toward it, smiling softly as I hugged myself. "You know, my dad used to tell me a silly bedtime story about the sun and the moon." I began, smiling softly as I looked down. "The moon loved the sun deeply, he was her only love. But, Earth grew jealous, seeing the two of them together. So, he forced the two apart, creating night and day. My dad always told me that the sunset and the sunrise was the only moments the two had to share because of Earth's petty jealousy." I closed my eyes, letting the breeze hit my cheeks. "My dad always taught me that love is sacred and true love, is once in a lifetime. And that love, no matter how fleeting, is worth the world and is worth fighting for." I opened my eyes once more and turned to him, blushing softly as I brushed my hair behind my ear. "It's a silly story, I know. But, it encouraged me to fall in love."[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Feeling her body against mine I stopped for a moment, her small hands fitting into mine like puzzle pieces. Looking into her eyes I wanted the world to stop for a moment and just leave us there for a moment. But when she stepped away I brushed some dirt off of my pants with a nervous little chuckle. Grabbing the small box and cup before leading her over to my table. "Well I've got quite a bit."
    Then hearing her tell me the story I stopped and looked at her with a small smile. "No way, my grandma use to tell me the same story. When ever they would come over for the night or hang out with my parent's and I. It was always my favorite story." Looking over at her as I shoved my extra hand in my pocket.
    Stepping over to my trailer and opening the door for her. Following in after her as I shut the door behind us. Setting my left overs in the fridge and turning on the radio to listen to some music. Stepping over to my small kitchen area I pulled out a beer for myself. "What can I get you, beer, wine, whiskey, mixed drink?" I asked. Popping the bottle cap off of mine and taking a nice long sip. Before pulling down another glass for myself. Placing a few ice cubes in the glass and then pouring some Captain Morgan in over it. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I turned my head and looked up up at him as he spoke about his grandmother telling him the same story. I smiled sweetly and my cheeks gently burned from the blush on my cheeks. My dark eyes met his eyes as he led me into his trailer and I looked around curiously. As he spoke, I turned to face him once more and I smiled softly. "Um, do you have some vodka? I need something strong." I said softly, laughing a little as my eyes sparkled with pain and lost love as I looked up at him.[/fancypost]


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Chuckling softly I knelled back down and looked into the liquor cabinet and searching around for just a simple bottle of vodka. "As you wish." Smiling, I stood up and set the bottle on the counter. Pulling over the other glass by the bottle and pouring about two shots. "Vodka just for you, and trust me. Getting a little tipsy sounds very good right now." Clinking glasses with her as I downed the shot of whiskey and set it back on the table. Pouring myself some more as I took a sip of the beer.
    Hearing my phone buzz on the counter top, looking over I saw it was my wife. Picking up the phone I saw that it wasn't just a call, it was a video call. "Hey babe." A small smile on my face as I saw hers. But something wasn't right.
    "Have you been drinking? I can see the bottle on the counter!" She snapped glaring at me.
    "Relax, I'm just having a drink after work. I'm allowed to be stressed, and also take off a little edge at the fact that my mom is gone now and I'm over here in the freaking middle of Africa!" Shaking my head as I tried to keep my calm.
    "Well you know what, I called to tell you something." Sighing I could tell it was bad. "I'm done, I can't sit at home while your off at set all the time! We talked about this and you just left without thinking! So, I had the papers coming for you to sign. I'm sorry Alfie but I can't do it."
    Hearing the words my heart raced and raced and the words repeated in my ear. Stepping out of the trailer without looking at Nicole. Shutting the door as I continued to talk to her.
    "Babe, come on! I'm not doing it on purpose! I'm working to supply our kids with food, and a roof over our heads! I have to take chances sometimes and this is one of those moments." I shot back as I watched her move around.
    "I'm sorry Alfie, this is it. I love you, I really do. I just can't do this...And I'm taking the kids. I figured you wouldn't have time and I just don't want you to disappoint them too. So the custody release forms are in there too." I could see tears brimming in her eyes as they threaten to break the wall of my eyes. The phone then went black as she hung up.
    Clutching my fist I chucked the phone across the yard that the trailer was placed in. I fell to my knees as my back hit the trailer, slightly shaking it. Falling back as I sat and pulled my knees in my body. Feeling it all shaking as tears raced down my face. I was so full of anger, and fear, and frustration, and sadness. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to react. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I smiled at him and downed the shot of vodka easily, blinking as I grabbed a beer as well. I hopped onto the counter and pulled my hair into a messy bun, just wanting to forget everything and everyone for a while. I turned my head as I heard Alfie speak. I had to admit, when he spoke to his wife, I felt a pang of jealousy for a moment. I blinked away my thoughts and took a sip of my beer, looking down. I turned my head as I heard the two of them begin to argue. I frowned a bit and walked over, leaving my beer on the counter. I stood in the doorway of his trailer and looked at him as his wife ended things between the two of them. I blinked, my heart dropping. I knew that it would be hard, since the two of us were going to be going through a divorce soon enough. The only difference is that I'd get my daughter. Alfie would lose his children.




    Approaching him after he threw his phone, I exhaled slowly and looked at him with sympathetic eyes. I smiled softly and sat next to him, gently holding his hand. I wanted to assure him that I'd be here for him, no matter what we went through. He and I had grown very close lately and I never wanted to see him hurt or upset. I blinked and laid my head on his shoulder, my eyes watching the stars as they began to appear. "I'll always be here for you, Alfie. Don't ever doubt that." I whispered.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-left:15px; margin-top:-10px]

    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Feeling her hand grab mine, I felt like our hands fit together in a way that my wife, while ex-wife, and I's never did. Looking up as she talked I took my free hand and whipped my eyes. Closing them as my lip trembled and I just wanted to unload and cry and hit everything. But I still wanted to just break down, but she made me feel a little bit better.
    Letting my head fall onto her shoulder I let the tears fall, slower than before but they were still there. "Thank you..." I whispered softly as I looked up at her. Finding myself looking into her eyes, the way they sparkled as the stars littered the sky above us. The sky not clouded by the smug and the lights of the city, clouding the amazing view.
    As she looked over at me I reached up with my hand not in hers and brushed some hair out of her eyes and a few stray tears from her cheeks. "What did we ever do to deserve jerks like them..." At the moment I wanted to kiss her, to pick her up and take her in the trailer. I don't know if it was just because now I felt free because my wife was never this way, so supportive and just there, or if it was any alcohol. Pretty sure it was the first one. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek