in your wildest dreams [adv boy needed pafp]

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    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I listened to his words and I watched him as he watched the sunset. This all seemed too real. It felt as if we weren't being filmed anymore. I gasped as he turned back to me and suddenly felt his hands on my face. When he kissed me, my heart beat quickened and I felt ten times lighter. I felt as if I could walk on air. I was just about to kiss back when he pulled away, my eyes looking deeply into his. I inhaled shakily and watched as he walked away, leaving me to finish the scene. I watched him walk away and touched my fingertips to my lips and then looked down at my 'wedding ring'. "It was real." I whispered and then the director called cut.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Hearing him call cut from off stage I lingered for a second, watching her and the way she acted it. We both knew that what had just happened wasn't just between our characters. Turning on my heel before she could come over and say anything I walked away. Not in the mood to talk, and thankfully we had an hour or so to relax while they shot other stuff.
    Going back into the makeup tent I sat in the chair and let them take everything off, wash my hair out and my face so they had a fresh palette when we came back. And when she walked into the makeup tent I got up and grabbed my bag with stuff in it. "Good job." Was all I said as I walked out, keeping my eyes down at the floor, a nervous habit for me. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I exhaled as the director called cut and I blinked, watching as Alfie seemed to walk off in a hurry. My eyes saddened and I exhaled shakily, looking down. I walked off to the makeup tent and he past by me, saying nothing but two words. I turned, opening my mouth to say something to him but by then he had already rushed off. I pursed my lips and sat down, taking off my makeup. I put my locket back around my neck and put my ring on my finger. I walked out of the makeup tent and looked out at the sunset, my finger absentmindedly playing with my ring.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Going back to my trailer where I was currently living at I fell back onto the bed. Letting out a sigh as I felt the way the mattress formed around my back. And all of the sudden I felt hot tears in my eyes like something had happened, I mean the kisses where frankly just us acting why should I feel bad about that. No, it was something back home. The way it felt like my brain was telling me to call home or check in and about that time I fell asleep. Waking up when there was a knock at the door, my makeup team leader stood out there, shaking her head with a smile as I just smiled. My hair messy as I shoved my phone in my pocket and followed her back to the makeup tent. Sitting down I pulled my phone out and saw that I had 4 missed calls and about a dozen text messages. Opening it I saw that it was all from my wife and that struck fear through my body and as soon as I read it I felt like dieing. Your mom passed away this morning. She went to sleep last night and just didn't wake up this morning. I'm sorry. Reading it my heart sank and I began to sob, burring my face in my hands. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I didn't get any sleep that night. For a few hours, I tossed and turned and I realized I just couldn't sleep because of what had happened. I sighed and pushed myself off the bed and walked outside, pulling my jacket around me as I looked up at the night sky, the moon high and shining brightly. I smiled softly at the view and blinked, looking over at a tree. I walked over and climbed the tree, going as high as I could and then I sat on the branch, watching the night sky as I thought about everything. My husband, my daughter, my feelings for Alfie that I hadn't realized until we had kissed. I hung my head. I had no idea what I was going to do.




    When the crew began to stir, I turned my head and looked back. I had only then realized the sun was rising. I blinked, shaking my head from my dazed state and climbed down the tree, walking toward the makeup tent, knowing they'd need me or be looking for me. I sighed and walked into the tent and saw Alfie. He looked like hell. He must've been crying last night because his eyes were puffy and red. Then, he looked down at his phone and he began to sob. I exhaled, worry quickly pulsing through my veins. I walked over to him slowly and placed my soft hand on his shoulder. "Alfie... Are you okay?" I whispered, worry in my tone as I watched him with sad dark eyes.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]As she walked in I took a few deep breaths and planned on just acting like nothing had happened, but as soon as she walked in and ask me if I was OK I burst into sobs again. My body shaking as I whipped my eyes or at least attempted to. "My mom..." I managed to string out through tears, taking a few deep breaths so I could at least talk a little bit. "She passed away last night..." Standing up I whipped my eyes and nose. Looking at her, my blue eyes filled now with tears. "I'm going outside for a minute." Walking out of the tent I made my way over to the tree that she had climbed last night and sat at its base. Letting my head fall back against the trunk as I let the tears roll down my cheeks, feeling the hot African sun and heat pounding against my face. It was such a nice day but I felt like crap...no. More like h*ll. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I watched him, seeing him break down as soon as I spoke. I sighed, sadness in my eyes as I watched him, my soft hand on his shoulder to try and comfort him. I opened my mouth to say something but he had already walked out of the tent in a hurry. I exhaled slowly, running a hand through my hair. I walked out of the makeup tent and walked over to the director, seeing Alfie out of the corner of my eye. I told him that Alfie would need a break today and the director just looked at Alfie and then looked at me. I pleaded with him that I would explain later but for now, to give Alfie some time and some space. The director nodded and walked off. I blinked and turned my head to Alfie. I grabbed two water bottles and walked over to him, holding a water bottle out to him. "You should at least drink something." I said with a kind smile as the sun shined on my pale skin.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Hearing the crunch of the grass under her feet I quickly whipped my face, once again trying to stay some what strong. Looking up at her I offered a small, very small smile. "Thanks..." I muttered softly as I took the bottle in my hand. Unscrewing the top and taking a small sip, whipping some of the loose water from my lips. "Sorry I kind of broke down back there. I'm sure that's not what you wanted to see you co-worker do on the job." When ever I was feeling something I didn't want to I would resort to some form of humor to mask it, and acting. I could act like I was fine most of the time, but today I just couldn't pull on that mask. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

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    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I blinked, looking down at him as he spoke. I sat down beside him, taking a sip of my water as I pulled my dark hair to the side. I looked over at him, my dark eyes watching him. "You don't have to pretend that you're okay, Alfie. You should let your emotions out. It's the healthy thing to do." I spoke softly, my dark eyes meeting his and I blinked, looking down. "If you need someone to talk to, I'm always here, okay?" I told him as I looked at him. I kissed his cheek softly, more for comfort than affection and I stood, giving him a small smile.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]"Ya...I'll remember that." Looking back at the ground and hanging my head as I rested my arms on my knees. Taking another drink from the plastic bottle in my hand. "Lets just get to work." Retorting back to the way I was treating her last night, maybe if I was this way then I would forget all of the feelings I have or had for her. Standing up I chugged the bottle and tossed it in a trash can on my way back to the makeup tent. Shoving my hands in my pockets as I walked in and took my seat back in the chair with my team by it. Looking at the director and kind of nodding o show him that I would be ok, but after this I planned on getting smashed. Absolutely smashed, needless to say. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
    [/fancypost]

    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I frowned a little as I saw a change in demeanor as he seemed emotionless now. I bit my lip and just stayed silent. It was true, he needed to show his emotions but at the moment, what he needed to do was to shut his emotions off. Like, I often did when my husband and I fought. Speaking of which, I should probably call him. I looked down at my phone. We hadn't talked in almost two days and not even a text from him, wondering how I was doing. I frowned deeply and shoved my phone back in my pocket. I'd call him after the scene was shot. I walked into the makeup tent and pulled my dark hair to the side. They began to work on my makeup and hair.




    Today, the scene was the jealousy scene. When the female lead's husband comes to visit her, the male lead gets jealous with the husband being all cuddly with her, considering in the previous scene they had had a fight since they had slept together when they were drunk and the female lead so it could never happen again.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Setting myself down in the makeup chair they started to apply makeup around my eyes to reduce the redness from rubbing my eyes and crying. Then I had to put in eye drops and all that to make it look like I hadn't been crying, or that my character hasn't been crying.
    Pulling on my next outfit I walked out onto the sound stage and watched the extras walk around set, getting themselves into their spots and getting set up.
    Stepping onto the green marker that showed me where I was suppose to start, and then I looked at hers. I though about her and everything that has happened the last few days. Just the feelings that have come forth so suddenly without warning. Almost like a baseball bat to my heart, but in a good way because it didn't hurt physically. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I sit there in my chair, waiting as they did my makeup. It was made to look natural, as if I had barely put forth an effort to put on makeup. After I was dressed in the outfit I was supposed to for this scene, a charming tanned man with dark hair and brilliant blue arms. He introduced himself as Dante, saying he was my husband in this film. I smile and shake his hand. The two of us walk onto the set and he jokes around with me, making me laugh as we walk. My dark eyes sparkle as I reach my marker and look up at him as the two of us talked.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Hearing her laugh and seeing her talking with the guy I almost felt jealous, sighing I ran my hand through my hair and listened to the director tell us to get ready. Stepping back into my mark I ran over my lines real quick and looked back up at her. Smiling just enough to be attractive and not to much. Kind of like a cute little smirk.
    Hearing him call action I watched one of the extras come over to me and hand me a clip board which was some stats for some of the animals. Walking over to her I tapped her shoulder, watching her 'husband' closely. "Hey, so one of the tigers is losing weight pretty fast, would you come take a look at her with me?" I asked watching her, observing her dark hair in the artificial sunlight. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I smile at my 'husband' as the scene starts and I turn my head as Alfie taps my shoulder softly. I opened my mouth to speak, like the scene had instructed me. "Can she take care of it in a few minutes? I haven't seen my wife in a few months, I'd like a few moments alone with her." Dante said as he sent Alfie a glare but by the look in his eyes, I felt as if he wasn't acting. I exhaled.[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Hearing him say this and the attitude in his voice already, it didn't seem like we were acting anymore. "No!" My voice stern as I looked at her, knowing that it was serious. "No! Unless you want one of our prized lions to die because you wanted a few 'moments'. Well you can have a few moments after our lion is stable! Or your wife is going to be out of a job." Glaring at him and then looking at her. "I'll be there if you decide to keep your job." Then heading to the edge of the set and let the cameras follow me as I walked away, looking at the clipboard in my hand. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I watched Alfie and I knew he wasn't acting either. I exhaled slowly. I looked at Dante, giving him a look to wait here before I walked after Alfie, like the script had told me to. "Hey." I called out, gently grabbing his shoulder and turning him to face me. "That anger, it wasn't all about the tigers was it?" I ask, my voice soft as I look deeply into his eyes.[/fancypost]


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]Feeling her grab my shoulder I went with the moment. Turning and facing her, shoving my hands in my pocket and looking at the ground real quick before back up at her. "So what if it is? It's not like it matters! Now lets just do our job." My eyes and my voice cracked with heart break. Some of it real, some of it fake for the purpose of acting. Sighing I turned back around and continued to walk. Currently I wanted to run off set and kind of crawl into a hole and just be alone, part of it my character and part of it me. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek

    [fancypost bordercolor=white; background: url(http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8vfqiwd3Z1rt3fn2.gif); background-position: top; border: 0px transparent solid; height: 350px; width: 490px;][/fancypost]


    [fancypost bgcolor= transparent; bordercolor= transparent; borderwidth= 0px; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 36px; margin-bottom: -13px; margin-top: -15px; color: black; letter-spacing: 13px; text-align: right]Nicole[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 1px double white; color:black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]
    "Your joy is my low."
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border-top: 0px solid transparent; border-left: 0px solid transparent; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 3px solid transparent; border-radius: 0pt 0pt 20pt 20pt; height:200px; width:350px; overflow: auto; color: black; font-family: times new roman; text-align: justify;]I opened my mouth to speak as he spoke and I frowned at his reaction. We weren't really acting anymore... "What's wrong with you? What happened between us is in the past. I have a husband and you have a wife. We can't-!"[/fancypost]


    [align=center][c]trashie

    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-bottom:-21px; text-shadow: 2px 2px black; letter-spacing:-2px][align=right][font=georgia][size=27pt][color=white]Alfie Eisenhardt[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing: 2px][align=left][size=8][sub][color=black][b] Truth be told I never was yours[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; margin-top:-15px][hr][/fancypost]
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    [img width=245 height=245]https://33.media.tumblr.com/48…s0oaxsdt1rfzqobo4_250.gif[/img] [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:265px; height:245px; overflow:auto][justify][sub]"The husband that you complain about all the time! The one who you can't be around half the time. And my wife who doesn't even seem to love me anymore! She's probably got divorce papers sitting on the counter of my house right now while out here in the middle of the f*cking Desert!" My voice grew louder and now my hands were out of my pocket and my face was read. It wasn't fake anymore, it was real as real can be. Taking a deep breath I handed her the clipboard and said. "We have a job to do. Now lets do it." My voice still strong as I talked to her, taking deep breaths to calm my heart rate. [/fancypost]

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    [size=6pt]★ trek