When Blood is Thicker (girl needed SEMI ADVANCE)

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    I looked at him and gave him a small smile."What if I didn't want you to turn me? What if I don't want to live forever. You wouldn't be turning me for my sake, you would be turning me for your sake. Demetri, what happens when I get so old that I just start to wither away. I want you to think about, really think about it."I told him as I hugged him, wrapping my arms around me."If I hadn't been pregnant, then you would have never cared about me. I was just another girl to you."I muttered softly with a smile, kissing his cheek.

    He growled low glaring down at her he was getting angry. "Our child does not deserve to live a life without his mother," he told her keeping his voice low so Niklaus doesn't wake up. Though he'll admit that wasn't the only reason why he wanted to change her, yes for their child but for him as well. He wanted to turn her so he wouldn't lose her, though it'll be a while till she regained her normal personality. When one is turn all they crave is blood they forget who they are, for him it took a couple months others years. It matters on the person. Plus she'll forget some things like joy love pain, when you first turn you turn off your humanity and it's hard to turn them back on sometimes it's like one at a time too. "Stop bringing up the past piper I've been with you for over five months and not once have I been disloyal to you," he added his body going tense

    I sighed in annoyance."You said that vampires who are turned can't love. Well, I don't want to live like that. I don't want to be numb to love because my love for you and that little boy is the reason that I'm still alive. I know I talk about all these dreams, but I was too scared to accomplish them. I was in a bad spot the night I met you. I was just going to drink until I was numb then go home and...."I trailed off before shaking my head."what's the point of having a mother if she can't love her child. I rather die then have him grow up like that. If you feel anything for me and if you really care about me then you'll respect my wishes."I said as I rolled away from him, my back to him.

    he growled but he knew she was right, he got up again, no longer wanting to rest. he started for the door, looking back at piper, before leaving the room. he needed a drink, this was to much emotion for him. walking to the kitchen he grabbed a glass and some bourbon, he poured some in a glass and sat down on the couch. he had a kid now, he needed to start doing things that would benefit and protect niklaus. that was all that matter, piper needed her love to survive he didnt. he didnt need anything, but now it was time to move, those who knew them here would notice that the child looked like them but couldnt be theirs since piper didnt conceive niklaus for nine months. plus, his enemies would know soon that they had a child, he needed to find a witch, not only to put a cloaking spell on him but to make a daylight ring, niklaus wouldnt be able to go into the sun light then. finally he needed to get a hold of his maker, tell him about the situation and what needed to be done, what he should do with piper and how this little "family" would work. he drank the whole thing in one gulp before pouring himself another

    I watched him leave before I looked down when Nicklaus whimpered and noticed he was awake. I cooed softly and rubbed his belly."It's okay, sweetie. Don't be scared."I soothed as I picked him up and held him to my chest. Nicklaus made a little noise and I chuckled."Do you wanna hear a song again? I could play the guitar again. It's not mine, but I think if your Daddy whenever I sing it. He's mad at me, I don't like it when he is mad."I said as I set him down on the bed and grabbed my guitar, starting to play and sing. I just hoped this would keep him asleep.


    (This is the song:

    demetri listened from the other room, sighing as he ran his hand though his hair, she had such a wonderful voice, why was she willing to follow him no matter what, why couldnt she love another, her life would be better. with him she would always be on the run, he was already planning to leave town even before they met, he's been here to long and people were starting to notice him not aging. he finished the last of his cup before putting it down. she wouldnt be happy always on the move, neither will their son. he walked over to the room and poked his head though, "piper," he said softly not to wake niklaus. "we need to talk," he said nodding his head to the other room, wanting to be away from niklaus so he didnt hear what they would be talking about

    I looked over a Demetri as before looking back down at their son before kissing Nicklaus's cheek."Sleep well, Nicky..."I muttered softly before walking over to Demetri."I know what this is about okay? I knew what I was getting into when I chose to have him, you explained everything to me and I don't care about all of that. We'll be fine as long as the three of us are together."I told him as I gave him a soft smile before looking back at our sleeping child."He's smart."I told Demetri.

    He nodded knowing that she would know but she didn't understand,"you're listening to what I'm saying but you're not hearing it, I think we should split up when he's older...it might be for the best...." He trailed off he knew he'd hate it but he'd make sure someone he trust would be with them always. Maybe he tell Katerina to live with them. "Once we know more about his development and all then I'll leave you'll have him for your human life then I'll take care of him," he told her rubbing the back of his neck though he didn't like this plan normal to get what he wanted he snapped necks but he just could snap hers and just leave with Niklaus

    My smile went away and I frowned."No, you promised remember? You said you would stay and you wouldn't leave me!"I said as I felt tears well in my eyes."You can't leave, Demetri. You said you cared about me and I've told you that I love you. We're a family, it's better that we stay together."I told him. I could feel my heart breaking. I felt hurt that he would even suggest this."Maybe you don't get it, Demetri!"I told him as a sob escaped my throat.

    He looked away he couldn't bare to see her tears it hurt him when she cried. "It's better that way you can stay in one place then niklaus wouldn't have to move from home to home never making friends," he said keeping his eyes away from her. "I do care and that's why I'm doing this you're life can not be put on hold because of me, I lived my life for a century and I'll continue to live unlike you," he told her reaching for his bourbon poring it into a glass and drinking it

    I shook my head as I darted over to him, basically tackling him in a hug."Please Demetri, I want to go with you. I want the three of us to be family and for Nicklaus to grow up with his father. I want us to both be there when he speaks his first words and when he walks for the first time. I want us to witness it together."I felt let out another sob as I buried my head in his chest."I can't do this by myself Demetri, now that I know what it's like to have an actual family. I can't go back to being alone."I cried quietly.

    he sighed again, wrapping his arms around her. "alright alright, calm down before you wake Niklaus" he told her rubbing her back he couldnt bear to see her cry. "i won't leave, but I'm warning you, you'll regret this in the future, when we finally find a place to relax, Niklaus in high school or primary school, making friends and we'd have to leave because of me, then we will have a bigger fight about this, i might not be so nice," he reminded her, "come on shhhh," he whispered to her trying to calm her down, "how about a drink, that could help you relax?" he offered maybe some alcohol could put her to ease

    I didn't let go of him."A-Are you getting tired of me? Is that why you want to leave? You keep saying all of these things and it scares me. Do you want me to leave? I'm sorry if I'm annoying or if I forced all of this on you. I-I..."I gripped the material of him shirt and buried my head in the crook of his neck."These past five months, were you miserable? Did I make you unhappy? You had to leave the lifestyle that you had followed for so many years. Am I just a burden for you?"I asked tearfully.

    his body went stiff, "of course not don't say or think any of that. "i had a wonderful time with you these past few months, and i don't regret anything. I'm only thinking of your future and your happiness piper," he told her running his hands though her hair, feeling how soft it was. "please don't think you were a burden, I'm very happy I'm just worried thats all. please calm down," he almost begged her hating how he had made her cry this badly. he wished he had never said anything, maybe if he just kept his mouth shut. "I'm just moody, i haven't feed in a while, thats all I'm sorry," he apologized

    I looked Demetri in the eyes."Oh, my beautiful creature of the night..."I muttered softly as I kissed his cheek."You and that little baby, you are my happiness and my future. We can think about the future when it gets here, but let's just think about the now."I said as I enjoyed the feeling of comfort that his arms had. I pressed my lips to his before pulling away."Why don't you go hunt then? The baby is fast asleep and I'll be fine for an hour or two."I promised him before resting my head on his shoulder."I love you both so much."I muttered as a small smile came to my face.

    He nodded kissing her back softly,"alright, maybe my head will clear after a good hunt," he told her as he gave her one last hug before letting her go. "Stay with the baby don't let anyone in," he told her putting the bourbon away and grabbing his jacket. "I should be back in an hour call me if anything though I'll come right back," he promised her heading towards the door

    I watched him leave before sitting on the couch with a sigh. He slept for thirty minutes before he started wailing again. I groaned and sat up, rubbing at my eyes."I'm coming, I'm coming..."I said as I changed his diaper and fed him, but he was still crying. I was confused as to why he was crying so I just sat rocking him, but he was still wailing like a banchee when Demetrie came home.

    Demetri returned his eyes brighter then before but blood was staining his shirt and there was blood on his hands his eyes a bit worried. He walked in rubbing his ears,"dear god he's really letting us hear it," he said walking over to the sink and quickly washing the blood of his hands he's normally never this messy he never comes home with blood anywhere on him. He ripped of his shirt quickly throwing that in the sink too

    I looked over at Demetri with a sigh."He gets it from you!"I told him as I bounced Nicklaus and cooed softly to him."He's just grumpy..."I said as the baby continued to wail, fat tears going down his face before bringing him over to Demetri."Look! It's Daddy, do you wanna say high to your daddy?"I soothed as I kissed his cheek before kissing Demetri's.

    demetri looked over at niklaus, wipping his hands, his face looked drained even though he just feed. "come here little one," he said taking niklause into his arms. he started to rock him gently in his arms. "come on russian men don't cry," he told him with a small smile. "shhhh my little krovavaya banta (blood bath)," he said kissing his boys cheek