[fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=; width: 375px;][justify]was it to much to ask for some alone time? some time of serenity, some time of letting his F-CKING FEELINGS EAT HIM ALIVE? was it too much to ask to desire to just let himself succumb to the more destructive thoughts he had? yes, yes of course it was! everything was too lavish for him, wasn't it? even death didn't seek him at this point, and javapaw knew he had nothing. all he wanted was some F-CKING PEACE! NO MORE THOUGHTS, NO MORE F-CKING THOUGHTS!
the tabby currently resided in his room, claws digging into his skull as he tried to stop them. the disgusting memories at ate at him, and it was noticeable. the rage that flashed in his optics, the vexation, the way his build was literally being wasted away, just a fluffy bag of bones and a pair of broad shoulders. bulging hazel eyes and torn, ragged claws. coffee stains dribbling all the way from his muzzle to his chest. it was one of the only thing that worked now, just making coffee. coffee, coffee, coffee. sorting through collected herbs, reading about birds, making flowercrowns which he even considered idiotic. it didn't matter, it busied him with something, so that's why the pale feline adorned a purple crown of asters as his claws pierced through the skin atop his skull, shaking his head as thoughts refused to stop.
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