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{Louise A. Pennington} {25} {Actor}

>once I get into a computer, which won't be until Monday. I'll be making a sub account with a nice fancy post.

>I woke up suddenly as my alarm started blaring in my ear. I had strangely found myself with a gentleman from the previous night, wrapped around me. I carefully started to peel his limbs off of my torso and started to slip out of bed. I looked like a complete mess, I quickly reached around for my robe until I found it, and then proceeded to open the blinds of my apartment bedroom. My brown hair was all tangled up at the top of my head and my makeup was smeared all over my face.

I could tell that I just smelled horrible, it was the feeling you got when you had just worked out and then marinated in it all day. I tiptoed to the bathroom and across the pebble floor and dropped by white bathrobe. I started the warm water in my shower. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed, I had to admit to myself that I had a pretty bad habit of finding a companion for only one night. I shook the guilt out of my head and stepped into the shower, I felt warm and clean again as I washed myself. I came out looking and smelling a billion times better than I did before the shower. Which, I'll admit, was very easy.

I put some light jeans, a white Calvin Kelin tshirt, and my black boots on; I had almost walked out the door when I realized the unknown male in my bed. I grimaced and grudgingly walked back into my room, I left a post it note. It told him that he could get breakfast from my kitchen and lock up when he left, the usual one night stand note. I didn't even leave my number beachside, we all know I wouldn't answer. Now that I had cleared my conscious, I could finally leave my home. I rushed down the stairs, now in a hurry that I was going to be late for the set.

I knew that Shiloh was already there. He was usually on time, but I was always late. Well, fashionably late, as I like to call my tardiness. I hopped into my car and drove to the movie set for another day of shooting. When o arrived I ignored the normal, "Louise, we are waiting on you." Or the ever so classic, "Louise who did you f*cl last night?" I hated being asked all of the questions belligerently- but as my punishment for being late, I took what I deserved. I "quickly" got my makeup done, because we all know how long it actually takes and got dressed. I was finally ready to shoot today.

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I glanced over at Shiloh as he started to walk over. I gave some orders on how I wanted to look, but of course that was never my choice. I heard the words escape from Shiloh's lips and I just stared at him. No words came out, until he put his clothes on ofcourse. Then, my memories of last night came flooding back, I quickly hid my face in my hands, almost smearing my makeup and blushing up a storm. I felt the makeup artists quickly touch up my neck, of course there were a couple "love marks" from last night.

I don't believe in love, or live at first sight. It's all about pleasure for me, not about love or connections between people. I was never the, how do I say this?.... Mushy type. I never felt anything for the guys that I have had sex with, and some girls too. I also never discussed what had happened the previous night, but apparently today was different. "I.... Uh- had a little fun last night." I said shakily as a smirk started to develop on my face. My makeup was finally done and I got up to stand next to him. "I went to that new club on the Boulevard." I stopped, pausing for a brief moment, "And you know how things go from there."

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I shrugged, I had really no desire to take anyone home again, so I thought I would just have a normal night out. I bit my lip and thought about whether I should stay in and relax, or go out with Shiloh and the guys. I looked up at him and then I had my answer, "Why the hell not?". I laughed and took off my shirt and pants. As an actress I was extremely comfortable with my body, I had done many scenes naked or without that much clothes on. I slipped into a small black dress and put the diamond studs into my ears.

I turned around to see Shiloh standing there with the black tie, I had gotten so use to tying it around his neck. I stared at him with a sort of disapproving look as I tilted my head to the side. I gave up with my hostile actions and approached him. Before I took the tie out of his hands, I smoothed his collar down and straighten it a little. Then I carefully took the tie and placed my left hand on his shoulder and started to complete his look with my right. I slowly took my left off and finished tying the tie. "There. But- you should really expand your knowledge for the next movie we do together."

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I quickly turned away from him and fixed a flyaway from my hair. I felt a little shaky, but I had to ignore it. It's what I usually did when this type of thing happened. I touched up my red lips before slowly turning back to him, "Ok, I think I'll get there a little later." I said as I started to make my way towards the set. My heels clicked on the dark black floor in the studio.

I thought about all the scenes we had done previously, in no way did they bother me. I knew that he loved his girlfriend and everything we did didn't mean anything at all, to either of us. Today though, we were filming the more casual scenes, the ones with more dialogue and less intimacy. I heard Shiloh as I was walking towards the makeshift boat that was the set. "Uh, it's loud." I said still forming an opinion about the noisy dance pit our human population called a club. "There's a great VIP section...." I started to stop talking as soon as the director and stage hands started to direct me on where to go.

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I slowly walked out as 'Evelyn', who my charceter in this movie was named, and heard him read his lines. I paid attention to his every word. I made a surprised face but then it fell, I looked like I was disappointed. But then I looked straight into his eyes, or tried at least. Once he was still looking at the ground I carefully took his chin in my delicate fingers. Trying to make eye contact with him, I spoke, "Micheal." The words barely escaped my lips. "Micheal, I don't care." My hands moved up to the sides of his head, I held him and I quickly kissed him. As my lips touched his, I felt goosebumps all over my body and mostly my neck. I slowly pulled away and looked at him, waiting for him to answer.

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I stood there a little shocked for a second, it was a good thing that they stopped the scene. I would've had to do it again, and I was sure it was going to be better than the first time. I touched the back of my neck and rubbed it gently, feeling a little bit awkward. "Uh, thanks." I said, the words felt like rocks leaving my mouth, "You too." I wanted to say more but I was slowly being pulled away to change clothes and have my makeup fixed for the next shoot. I had no idea what was in store for today, but I had a feeling they wanted to make it more romantic, which was going to be difficult. I glanced back at Shiloh and quickly looked down and I shook my head, suppressing my feelings.

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Shivers were sent up my spine as we were pulled away. But it was time for another scene, which we quickly finished. Shiloh and I had great chemistry on set, which the director and producers absolutely loved. I always felt nothing between us, until today I was proven wrong. After we finished filming, we had a lunch break. I piled food onto my plate like it would be the last time I ate for months. I had a cheeseburger, a heap of fries, a salad, a slice of cake, and a couple pickles. I walked over to sit next to Shiloh and some other crew members. I took a bite out of my cheeseburger and then one out of my pickel. "I really hope I have time to brush my teeth." I said after I swallowed my food, "It would be revolting to kiss me right now." I said with a laugh and started on my fries.

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I let out a loud laugh, "That must've been-" I didn't finish my sentence because I looked up and saw the cheese on his face, I laughed loud again, and continuously. I do t know why I found it so funny but I laughed until I was sure that I was going to die from not getting enough oxygen. "Disgusting." I finally got the word out, I held my side and once I calmed down, I leaned across the table. I took his face with one of my hands and slowly and carefully wiped the cheese off of his face with my thumb and forefinger.

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I smiled and my eyes lit up as he looked into mine. I laughed at his comments, ignoring when he said not to laugh at him. Oh well, it was funny. I ate another fry and then looked up and saw he was unbuttoning and almost taking off his shirt. "Yah probably a good idea." I said looking down at my intricate dress. I got up and threw my food away and walked to my dressing room, running a little bit. I shut the door and leaned against it and wiped my forehead. I was sweating like crazy and I felt super hot. It was peculiar because it wasn't that hot. I stood up straight and stared right ahead, no. This couldn't be happening, I thought that I just never really had feelings. But, I just discovered them now, and why right now. Why this movie and not the rest of them that we had filmed together. There was no way I was going to let this show, I changed out of my dress and sat on my chair half naked. I touched up my makeup and my hair myself and got up and paced around the room.